production by https://soundcloud.com/heroz2299 https://soundcloud.com/faintthearted
vocals done by me

shoutout @sinefelt & https://soundcloud.com/solxrrz for the tags

Put some colors on my nails hope i change my ways
And i do more for myself but i'm still the same
And i feel the amphetamines taking over my brain
Wish i could change my name, change my face, love myself, go far away
Stress puts me in a cage, can't ever escape, my mental battles, i don't remember Yesterday

And yall give need to give me some respect oh my god
And yall demanding to much like oh my fuckin god
And i try to lay my head down but no i just cannot
I feel myself losing it i can't connect the dots
Fucking up my brain i just repeat then i rot
Eight teen years old i don't got a j*b
Nothing on my name; i can't ever stop

I call my mom, i tell her I'm lost. . . and i don't rlly care at all. . .

can you hear me?

can you hear me? @heroz @dull

prod @plugdatafx @milkkyyyyyyy
(i call milkyyy "red" i made that nickname for her so thats why i say red on the song)
yuh bitch im wit owen12 and fucking red
these my fucking twins  
imma break them bread
this is why i live 
this is why i breathe
they not hearing me 
223 hit it his feet
(uaghahhhhhhhhh)
try to live my life
try to live my live 
u not finna live
(ughahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh) 

im not tryna grow
i got DC on my toe, like
leave that bitch alone
you a pedophile u too grown, like 
ion gaf what u say cuz i be on my phone
u not doin me, u not doin shit that i could do
im just tryna chill
chill wit owen12 n red
yuh these my fucking twins
imma break they ass some bread yuh 

yuh bitch im wit owen12 and fucking red
these my fucking twins  
imma break them bread
this is why i live 
this is why i breathe
they not hearing me 
223 hit it his feet
(uaghahhhhhhhhh)
try to live my life
try to live my live 
u not finna live

yuh bitch im wit owen12 and fucking red
yuh bitch im wit owen12 and fucking red

try to live my life (acyl milkyyy)

https://youtu.be/roiULLQFYq0?t=51
prod @boydiv https://soundcloud.com/chinapoet
mixed/rec by me

lyrics ♡꒰ᵕ༚ᵕ⑅꒱
i'ma play dis b*tch ya, talkin shit, u play the victim; ya kick him out the system;--
it's not my fault that u switched up; u just gotta ask urself Like “what I done”
Wait baby i'm so sorry- i ain't mean to be so rude

Any other reason to get rid of you.. bae kick me out cause of my attitude
Swear we gun him down- yeah undercover. . Like how I'd get so lucky four leaf clover?
and I attained my balance Shout-out my mother; and i pray to god.. that i ain't no bother
But my mama told me that i am a baller, and i really got racks so my friends all lovers

& E***** Msg'd me, twin can i get a dollar? I need smth in return. . it just loops like clockwork

I hope i don't drown up in no water, i know i'll be better when it hits tmrw, All my old friends pray on my down fall (cause they don't got shit, ya they small  ✌️😊)

I just made it out the damn Smog, and i'm still thanking life for my spawn point, a god chose me cause i had a purpose, even if that kills me it's worth it.
Even on my worst day, i'ma still tweak out, wish u cld hear me when i scream so loud. . . . even i hurt, get off my nerves, even i hurt, get Off my nerves. . . .

our god chose me just like you @b6ndicoot @chinapoet

forever whatever prod heroz

@06soren

cover by me photography by emily @glitterfreeze

right beside you (mystcl remix)

WRRY ABT U Ft. Jordan.Directed

ay, ay
we gon walk him down
we gon send him 100 rounds yaa
and i hate my fucking life i rather be like yaaaa
and i did so fucking much i rather be like somethingg
(importantt)

u pass the ball to me then i dunk it, yahh
go n pass that bitch
like u ain't really kickin shit
u gotta learn to live 
u gotta learn how to have fun
score that bitch then a high5
sometimes i don't really act nice 
walk in that bitch n i get light 
these niggas sippin on bud light
u not part of the team 
nigga u jus a meme
look at my DCs, too damn clean 
but my feelings on E

that nigga did not eat 

that nigga did not ate 
that nigga life too damn fake bitch (damnnnn)
gtfo my way (damnnnn)
yall niggas in my way (damnnnn)
yall niggas in my vision
cook niggas in the kitchen

ay, ay
we gon walk him down
we gon send him 100 rounds yaa
and i hate my fucking life i rather be like yaaaa
and i did so fucking much i rather be like somethingg
(importantt)

u pass the ball to me then i dunk it, yahh
go n pass that bitch
like u aint really kickin shit
u gotta learn to live 
u gotta learn how to have fun
score that bitch then a high5 
sometimes i don't really act nice 
walk in that bitch n i get light 
these niggas sippin on budlight
u not part of the team 
nigga u jus a meme
look at my DCs, too damn clean 
but my feelings on E

learn how to have fun (milkyyy acyl)

fallin in love

red light!

pose ft elliebell prod zoos jadeblades

@prodchoobee @lluneth @heroz2299
(i love this melody)
what's it like to you?
please dont ask me questions yea im tryna fuck the two of you
why you acting fake yea thats so fucking low of you
so- so fucking low of you
been focused on myself, making money
why you laughing, that aint even funny
yea, i aint tryna studyyyy
aint tryna studyyyy

why you ask me questions?
i cannot believe it
why dont u be yourself and just admit it?
stop all this shit, just quit it
making all this funny yea it aint fireeee
huh, i cannot see youuu
just believe yeaaaa

just believe, yeaaa

i been trying
all my life
please dont die
shoutout all my friends yea they keep me alive
keep me alive
yuhhh
been making all this bread to survive
shoutout the guys
shoutout the-
shoutout the-

why you ask me questionnnnnssssssss?

why you ask me questions?
i cannot believe it
why dont u be yourself and just admit it?
stop all this shit, just quit it
making all this funny yea it aint fireeee
huh, i cannot see youuu
just believe yeaaaa

pose ft elliebell prod zoos jadeblades

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