@zzoos @maxynejournal @chewy @concerninggggg

@zzoos
i cannot get enough
fairy dust all on the paper bitch i pack it up
just let me disappear youll see me in a month
holding on 4 dear lifee i think my time is up
no i cannot care ab it
allmy problems adding up
its like im tryna climb a mountain
i love making money
n she like when i count it
threw all my coins in the fountain
i cannot go on without it

u just wna know what it feels like
ill face another one just2 feel right
broken beyond repair my wires tangled up inside
id find my way back2 u in another life
i wont hold back th tears but i dont wna cry:(
tear away my eyes
i dont wna cryy
i got myself caught up inside another lie
id find my way back  2 u in another life

@maxynejournal 
my  wires stripped down
i could build myself back up for u
id do it now
roll up another one when im feeling down
when its like ill drown
drown these feelings out
(i dont wanna talk)
i dont wanna talk
i just wanna listen to u 
every single thought
doing what i want they cant put me in a box
my life go full circle everyday i feel so lost
back to square one but i dont think that ill stop
no i dont think i could stop you
i gotta go soon so what u wanna do
i needa be alone i need some solitude

fairy dust prod heroine & vin

Composed by @chinapoet
Cover art; 45.65856250959246, -122.58204516552902

used to be real, now i'm fake - just don't worry about it i'ma do it... again.
contemplation starts... in my brain about some shit i shouldn't do.
about something i should've been open to talk about, now i gotta heal all my thoughts around...

now i gotta, recluse away from everyone i care about..
isolation's the only thing i care about...
chamomile to help all down- all these thoughts.. ooh yeah i'm done now
wish my mom and my brother cared about every sentence i said
but i accept they are, and lay my eyes to rest..
i just hope that they can hear me, the thoughts are burning, it's always killing me..

i wish my mama would hear me, i wish my mama could heal me
one conversation it kills me... knots in my stomach stuck staring at the ceiling..
now i have to use up all my energy, just to figure out what i want from me
at the end of the day i'm only eighteen, but i'm still driving me crazy
my mentals fucked, i'm phasing - my mama won't even save me
this pill on my mouth daily. all in my head i'm racing, dear god please don't ever erase me.. i'm still moving and i'm still changing

i just wanna go home.. i just wanna go home..
fell in the river staring at the sun
today is over yeah, but tmrw comes
tell me how next month is, cause I'll be gone.

running across without permission @chinapoet

@maxynejournal @zzoos @v_o @tillamookbay 
@maxynejournal 
cant let them see me fail that doesnt mean that ima win
i feel like zoos im mailing clothes i got em coming in
ur music trash just put it in the bin
when @tillamookbay on the beat ya u know it hit
they ask where im at like idk im fading out
bitch i post up with my bros we smoking hella loud
when they play my music shit get hella loud
i dont wanna hear that bullshit coming out ur mouth
@zzoos
hit the party bitch we shut it down
i js hit toronto bitch i get around
me n maxyne smoke it by the ounce
100signs u cant get in what u talking  bout??
if u need it
then i got it
take a puff ya
bitch im off it
i cant give it up
i keep coughin
i js blew a bag
i do it often
@maxynejournal 
ima smoke a pound
im too damn faded
ima turn the fuck up cant hear wat ur saying :P
hit the bank with zoos we getting to that payment
i got 2 much swag u on that lame shit
set me free im gonna fly
i dont need to try
just give me some time
with my bro we outside
u aint sleeping on us u jus got a blindfold
this shit so easy i could do it with my eyes closed
@zzoos
we goin crazy goin psycho
i dont wna go out but i might go
ya this shit was a mistake its a typo
ya we sparkin up like a light show
i said ima get it ima get it right
u not with @100signs not a friend of mine
i get on the mic no i cant tell a lie
just got a check in  my pockets hella wide
@maxynejournal & @zzoos
all cameras on me like a movie star
ima spend this cash dont need no credit card
we dont got no beef if idk who u are
she said she love me but she tryna auction off my heart
ik wat ur thinking im not tryna speak it
getting pressed asf he always tryna deep it
im busy 4 the week see u this weekend
wounds on my bodyy got me feeling weakened
@zzoos
new coat cover up my skin 
i dont fw u ya i never did
my bro another me like a synonym
if she wna smoke we cld roll a little bit
she wna get 2 know me 
u cant come backstage its 100signs only
i make bands off the net like a goalie
if u rlly on that shit come n show me
@maxynejournal 
cant let them see me fail that doesnt mean that ima win
i feel like zoos im mailing clothes i got em coming in
ur music trash just put it in the bin
when @tillamookbay on the beat ya u know it hit
they ask where im at like idk im fading out
bitch i post up with my bros we smoking hella loud
when they play my music shit get hella loud
i dont wanna hear that bullshit coming out ur mouth

psycho prod jiraichi & michimani

production by https://soundcloud.com/heroz2299 https://soundcloud.com/faintthearted
vocals done by me

shoutout @sinefelt & https://soundcloud.com/solxrrz for the tags

Put some colors on my nails hope i change my ways
And i do more for myself but i'm still the same
And i feel the amphetamines taking over my brain
Wish i could change my name, change my face, love myself, go far away
Stress puts me in a cage, can't ever escape, my mental battles, i don't remember Yesterday

And yall give need to give me some respect oh my god
And yall demanding to much like oh my fuckin god
And i try to lay my head down but no i just cannot
I feel myself losing it i can't connect the dots
Fucking up my brain i just repeat then i rot
Eight teen years old i don't got a j*b
Nothing on my name; i can't ever stop

I call my mom, i tell her I'm lost. . . and i don't rlly care at all. . .

can you hear me?

can you hear me? @heroz @dull

@maxynejournal @zzoos @aizeks @ticoxxx @stone47

@maxynejournal
she make me feel so warm feel like sepia
gotta clean my shoes cus i step in mud 
talking 2 me like that i should shrug it off
6 feet down in this hole i dug
turn your back ill see u in a month
i can do this by myself i dont need a crutch
take the money out the bag then we stack it up
say what i think u wouldn't let me ya

@zzoos
i cant tell u shit u wldnt get me ya
think i said enough
racks up in my bag i carry heavy stuff
ima smoke 1 more im already fucked
took my feet up out the mud im not getting stuck
i cant hear what u say
its means nothing 2 me
smoke 2 blunts in a row
dont get up inbetween
made enough 4 the week
think im stuck 2 the green
it keep comin 2 me
spent 2 much 4 the tee

@maxynejournal
took a look at myself from your view but it didn't change a thing though
she think my voice cute but she'll never hear me sing noo
yea.....yea just give me the signal
yea im too deep ive been in the midst ya
who u think i am im that bitch yahh
had to cut him off i crop him out the picture yaa
sipping on that potion straight elixir
sip it all the way even though it tastes bitter
me and zoos in toronto taking flicks ya

@zzoos
i miss how it was but i dont miss yaa
i step out in brand new final home
i cant tell em what im doin they like where he tryna go 
dont ask me how i do it i just tell em idk
im tryna move on from this shit cus i dont wna cry no more
i dont wna give this up if it cld be so much more
need the gas 2 keep me goin cus my life is such a bore
i took way 2 many i was lyin on the floor
pls dont hit my fuckin phone cus im tryin 2 record

@maxynejournal
she make me feel so warm feel like sepia
gotta clean my shoes cus i step in mud 
talking 2 me like that i should shrug it off
6 feet down in this hole i dug
turn your back ill see u in a month
i can do this by myself i dont need a crutch
take the money out the bag then we stack it up
say what i think u wouldn't let me ya

sepia prod aizeks & ticox & one47

ghosts // prod ⁭wondermothh + one47 ⋆˚

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and i feel sum type of way
how tf did i even change
ion even like the change 
ion even like my own face /_ \
and this music shit 
gotta deal the fake 
people 
and i stg they evil
i just wanna live 
i just wanna hold on
gimme time to live 
gimme all ur peace n luv (❤´艸｀❤)
u gon throw it away 
u gon throw me away 
and u feel sum type of way
ion even think u changed 

and i feel sum type of way 
put it all in words 
idk what to say
all that shit is grey
all this shit is fake 
i got 100 ways 
all i have is faith ψ(._. )>

and i feel sum type of way
how tf did i even change
ion even like the change (ion even like the change fr) <( ￣^￣)>
ion even like my own face /_ \
and this music shit 
gotta deal the fake 
people 
and i stg they evil
i just wanna live 
i just wanna hold on
gimme time to live 
gimme all ur peace n luv (❤´艸｀❤)
u gon throw it away 
u gon throw me away 
and u feel sum type of way
ion even think u changed 

@nepmir
prod >> @heroz2299 @plugdatafx @parkercoolversion

give me more time to live << nepmir

prod @plugdatafx @milkkyyyyyyy
(i call milkyyy "red" i made that nickname for her so thats why i say red on the song)
yuh bitch im wit owen12 and fucking red
these my fucking twins  
imma break them bread
this is why i live 
this is why i breathe
they not hearing me 
223 hit it his feet
(uaghahhhhhhhhh)
try to live my life
try to live my live 
u not finna live
(ughahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh) 

im not tryna grow
i got DC on my toe, like
leave that bitch alone
you a pedophile u too grown, like 
ion gaf what u say cuz i be on my phone
u not doin me, u not doin shit that i could do
im just tryna chill
chill wit owen12 n red
yuh these my fucking twins
imma break they ass some bread yuh 

yuh bitch im wit owen12 and fucking red
these my fucking twins  
imma break them bread
this is why i live 
this is why i breathe
they not hearing me 
223 hit it his feet
(uaghahhhhhhhhh)
try to live my life
try to live my live 
u not finna live

yuh bitch im wit owen12 and fucking red
yuh bitch im wit owen12 and fucking red

try to live my life (acyl milkyyy)

ive been down the rabbit hole

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psycho prod jiraichi & michimani

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