CONSCIENCE RIP

i really wanted to do some kind of weird atmospheric track..
had so much fun!

sepi

out of the blue

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kapyo - out of the blue

I DON'T KNOW YOU

All Because Of You


I've been thinking about our life
and how we got to where we are.
All the memories, joys and strife.
Together we have come so far.

Life has been a wondrous dream.
All because of you.
We are only gaining steam
as all our wishes come true.

I have it all because of you.
Because of you, I finally see.
We touched the stars. So high we flew.
Without you I could never be.

The day we met my path was clear.
I saw it all in front of me.
Because of you I have no fear.
I gladly face eternity.

It's funny how we came to be.
It seems so long ago.
Just a couple crazy teens.
So young. What could we know?

But even then I saw your light.
A glow I'd never seen before.
Your spirit lit those starry skies.
A helpless rush began to soar.

I owe you more than I could pay.
My life with you I hold so dear.
I cherish each and every day
and every month and every year.

You've been my rock. My saving grace.
From you all of my blessings flow.
Two sons forever we'll embrace.
A love this strong will only grow.

Because of you I wrote this song.
Because of what you've meant to me.
And it's been you babe all along.
We've reached such heights,
God's face I see.

All because,
because of you.
All I am,
because of you.

All Because of You

Lyrics written and music created by Joe Kirk. Copyright 2025.

You knew and you know it.
A heart.
You throw it.
A devil.
A poet.
My dream.
They stole it.

I got the scars to prove it.
They have nothing to show.
They couldn't ever.
I am the one with the broken soul.

I came from nothing.
Barely survived a childhood.
Love never demonstrated.
But somehow, I loved still.

Ya'll had everything.
A momma that didn't hurt you.
A father that provided.
You knew what love was.
You knew what that felt like.

I clung to God as a young boy.
You all witnessed my pain. 
You hated that I survived.
You knew I came from the broken.
Knew I could never smile.

Against the odds.
I beat you all.
With my mind.
With my fists.
I used the pain.
I was never kissed.
I never was held the way that you were.
I felt the hurt first.

Hunger pains.
I watched you all eat.
You had a home.
I never did though.
Went to a place you could be safe.
I went back to where the hurt was.

Did you ever wonder why I won.
Why so many scars.
When I was so young.
Where did the will to survive come from.
Why would I want to love.
I was always the broken one.

I drifted towards a grim end.
You all went on to a real life.
I made something out of nothing.
Still feeling all the heartbreak.
Against all odds.
I made something of myself.
You all became something else.

Does it matter.
Now that it is all said and done.
You all have your lives still. 
I am still the broken one.

One day it will happen.
The day you hoped would never come.
The mirror will look back.
Look at what you have become.

I can't get away from what I am.
I was never nothing else.
I did my best to become one.
I thought I had a chance.
I wanted to be happy.
Just wanted to smile once.
I was never meant to be.
What you all were.
Even though I tried.
I could never be.

Against the odds.
I beat you all.
With my mind.
With my fists.
I used the pain.
I was never kissed.
I never was held the way that you were.
I felt the hurt first.

You knew and you know it.
A heart.
You throw it.
A devil.
A poet.
My dream.
They stole it.

I got the scars to prove it.
They have nothing to show.
They couldn't ever.
I am the one with the broken soul.



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What true Ominous sounds like....from within. Soundscape but raw enjoy and happy new years!

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pres. My Loved Ones From `2025 (Guten Rutsch ins neue Jahr / Happy New Year)

“This Mind of Mine (EDM Version)” flips Samples9ine MC’s introspective storytelling into a high‑energy electronic landscape. The track keeps the raw honesty of the original — the self‑reflection, the pressure, the internal dialogue — but frames it inside bright synths, rising builds, and a summer‑ready drop. It’s the kind of track that hits both emotionally and physically: you feel the weight of the words, but the beat lifts you anyway. A fusion of lyricism and EDM that still carries your signature cadence and grit. Perfect for late‑night drives, festival speakers, or anyone who wants meaning with their movement.

CONSCIENCE RIP

Māyā

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