baby
take me
god ur such a fucking whore
took my eyes and made them pour 
cauterized my fuckin heart
genetically ruined from the start
your spit is acidic
your love is parasitic
bitter like vitriol
my heart was never healed at all

intrusive thoughts

growing up is stupid i'll be 17 forever

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my #mic #broke so i #recorded this on my #iphone

your face is dimly light in my mind
the memories of you, they fade behind
brown hair drenched in red, had to hide with lies
you wear a smiling mask , but i see your eyes
theres nothing that i can do
everything is lost and im confused
you take all my words and they get misconstrued
i know things of you that you never knew

[on all platforms] evil wednesday

im not that guy

dusty window

i think of you when im high

prod. Bowsa

[Verse]
You calm me down so good, I hope you dont get tired of me
I tried calling you this evening
Maybe you missed it or maybe you ignored it
How's therapy gon' help if you don't wanna get help
Find comfort in my sadness, my own biggest enemy
Maybe I like being alone or maybe it's just what im used to
I'm talking in a mirror man to man with you
This isn't a song, I'm just saying shit
Doesn't matter if I go outside or I stay inside
I feel the same fucking way all the damn time
And you don't know how the fuck it feels
You don't live my life, I dont give a shit about your advice man
If you were in my shoes, if you wore my face
Then maybe I'd listen to you
But you don't, but you don't
But you don't, but you don't
And you never will, and you never will
Not at all

dusty window

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