Where Were You? (Freestyle)

Rotten World

The Wilderness (Ft. Lewy Santos)

Monster (Lyrics)

I’ve realised some mistakes that I’ve made in my life, I could but they can’t be redeemed
I’ve locked away, boxed away myself stopped playing a part of my team
Weeks go by, no one ain’t heard from me
I guess that’s something they can learn from me
Sometimes you gotta vanish to see who cares
A scrabble board couldn’t get a word from me
I’m searching for something, maybe it seems I can never find it
I look into the mirror, see nothing
I don’t know where my mind is
Pride in my glass, got life in my bars
I’m writing the bars tryna capture somebody’s eyes, anybody’s heart
Til I pass and I die and lie under grass
Mayse

I tell ‘em realise my struggle 
And recognise my hustle
Cause I’m caged inside feel the pain inside
They say my minds in trouble
I’m feeling to overdose
Cause my brains going nuts I might overload
Each day I work harder and faster
Now look they call me a Monster
And I ain’t stopping, no not really I’m not stopping
I can see it in my eyes, no disguise I ain’t fronting
And now they calling me a monster (monster)
Oh yeah, they’re calling a monster 

I’ve been holding onto a false dream
And a maybe or a hopefully
Somebody show me a little shine of hope
Maybe a light to show that the nights alone
Were worth it, I’ve been tryna cope
While the times were cold
Will the ice dissolve?
On my heart cause I can’t, cause I can’t 
Reverse and take back every lie I told
Am I a monster? Am I even human?
I think my hearts made of ice and stone
My fingertips seem to slip can I keep a grip on the line of rope
I’m feeling anxious like a smack head down to his last line of coke
I reflect a lot, try connect the dots
I’ll still be here even when the rest are gone
Mayse

I tell ‘em realise my struggle 
And recognise my hustle
Cause I’m caged inside feel the pain inside
They say my minds in trouble
I’m feeling to overdose
Cause my brains going nuts I might overload
Each day I work harder and faster
Now look they call me a Monster
And I ain’t stopping, no not really I’m not stopping
I can see it in my eyes, no disguise I ain’t fronting
And now they calling me a monster (monster)
Oh yeah, they’re calling a monster 

And here I stand, nobodies stopping me
I’m taking over each block like monopoly
I keep my eyes on my self and I’m minding my health
Fighting for help half dead lying in a realm
I’m sending messages to God
I hope he answers, well
Cause I’m a monster now and I ain’t going back to Hell
Lewy

And I
And I
And I
And I ain’t stopping, no not really I’m not stopping
I can see it in my eyes, no disguise I ain’t fronting
And now they calling me a monster (monster)
Oh yeah, they’re calling a monster 
And I ain’t stopping, no not really I’m not stopping
I can see it in my eyes, no disguise I ain’t fronting
And now they calling me a monster (monster)
Oh yeah, they’re calling a monster 

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Taken from the EP entitled Still Mayse.

R.I.P Mayse 20/09/24

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