First post! Rough edit, but definitely motivation to keep at it. Lyrics below ⬇️

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I still wear all the shit that you gave me 
Like this heavyweight shame and all of your judgment 

They say I shouldn’t be angry,
because I’m the one who made the call to end it

But do they know that you just live your life and run from all the hard things?
Thinking it means that you don’t have a part to play

I thought you were different, that you were committed
Now you’re gone, didn’t even say goodbye, like we never existed

Were you ever really in it? Was your heart even mine?
Or were you only trying to make up for what 
you lost with her the first time?

So just live your life and run from all the hard things
Only giving to be seen yet others think you’re so compassionate 

I thought we were different, that you wouldn’t regret this
Should’ve seen it from the start when you held onto such resentment

M̶I̶N̶E̶

Gets MIDI keys once...

Lyrics //

Always looking for myself outside of me
Trying to find who I am through some body
Chasing the same old ghosts down dead-end streets
Now I'd give anything to deaden the memories

Got a death-grip on what's not mine to hold
and for the life of me I can't seem to let it go
Can't come to grips with who I'm not on my own,
but if I drain all they have then I don't have to know

You'd think I'd know better than to run
from the hole in my heart when I'm the one who dug
So I'm afraid to face who I'm not on my own
But that's the only way I can find my way home

Michaela Garcia's Album

GHOSTS

Hello & welcome to my inner conflict 👋🏻