Lyrics~

Verse 1
They said "home is where the heart is"
Then I'm not home
He loves me he loves me not
I'll still end up alone

Pre Chorus
These days are passing by
I think I'm starting to lose my mind
I just want someone to realize
That i was their light
And everybody tries to tell me that I'll be ok
But my negativity is getting in the way
I just want to be close to you
But I've got everything left to lose

So I pray 
For that day

Chorus
When I see your face
And your smile will light up
It'll all be fate
Because we're in love
We'll act like we hate eachother
Because we do
But I know I won't mind
As long as I've got you

Verse 2
They said "there's other fish in the sea"
But what if I don't want them
They said "love comes easily"
Then why am I still strugglin

Pre Chorus 2
I just wish we had spent more time together
Especially when I realize I won't see you ever
And since you left you got me feeling so lonely
I just wish I had somebody who could hold me
I'm stressed out and mentally exhausted
Picking myself off the floor after crying
You say your tryna be a better person 
But I don't know if I deserve it

And so I pray
For that day

Bridge
As your memory fades
I'll look forward to that day

As Long As I Have You

they say
look away from your screen
put a smile on your face for me to see
just act like everything is ok even if its not

they say
life doesn't start to get easy
you just gotta start acting like
you made a way
for yourself

and i feel down
like down on the depths of the ground
cuz maybe that's where my heart and soul have been buried 
they're nowhere to be found

and i feel low
like im in the ocean
cuz maybe everybody has swam back to the top
but im still underneath the sea
what is wrong with me

i feel so helpless
cant anybody see
i feel so helpless
maybe there's gravitivity 
and its drawing me away from those
who care for me
i feel so helpless in my life
its drowning me

they say
the people in your life
oh their blessings in disguise
but all the people in my life are
just fading from my eyes
and i don't understand 
communication
or what good it'll ever do me
because im failing at it bad

and i don't understand
why everybody leaves me
at some point some time
its getting harder and harder
for me to see
that maybe ill be alright
but what if i don't wanna be alright
what if im just getting tired of this life
what if i just wanna cry is it so bad to feel that way inside

chorus, etc.

I'm Drowning

Nothing could ever compare to the love Jesus has for you.
John 3:30 (NIV)

Hey :) I'm Kay.  I'm 17 and I like music a lot.  I love it when things lyrically make sense.  And when you can feel emotions through music.

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