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Nightcrawler

[Verse 1]  
Slumped on this stained couch, crumbs digging into my back  
Staring at the ceiling fan spinning its endless crap  
Alarm's screaming murder, but I hit snooze like a pro  
World's out there hustling, me? Nah, just letting it go  

[Verse 2]  
Pockets echo empty, wallet's a ghost town joke  
Ramen packets stacking, bills laugh from the fridge door  
Dreams? They evaporated, left me with this haze  
Chasing nothing daily, trapped in this endless maze  

[Chorus]  
Screw this grind, I'm done pretending I care  
Broke as hell, lazy bones, floating in thin air  
Not one more shift, not one more fake smile line  
Throw it all away, burn it down, make it mine  

[Verse 3]  
Coffee stains on resumes, tossed in the trash bin fire  
Friends call up asking, "Dude, you ever gonna try?"  
But motivation's vanished, like cash down the drain  
Eyelids heavy anchors, pulling me back again  

[Chorus]  
Screw this grind, I'm done pretending I care  
Broke as hell, lazy bones, floating in thin air  
Not one more shift, not one more fake smile line  
Throw it all away, burn it down, make it mine  

[Breakdown]  
ENOUGH! Shatter the chains, rip the system apart!  
Lazy? Broke? Yeah, and proud of the scars!  
No more crawling, no more begging for scraps!  
Explode the routine, watch it all collapse!  
RAHHHH! Burn the hours, smash the clock to bits!  
Fed up forever, quit this worthless shit!  

[Outro]  
Yeah, screw this... all of it... done.

Throw It All Away

Proficient to the Day

the rot//rot

Jesus looked up and saw the rich putting their gifts into the offering box, and he saw a poor widow put in two small copper coins. And he said, “Truly, I tell you, this poor widow has put in more than all of them. For they all contributed out of their abundance, but she out of her poverty put in all she had to live on.”  - Luke 21:1-4 (ESV)

LYRICS

VERSE
She slipped through the crowd with a trembling hand,
Dust on her robe, no gold on her band.
They came with their silver, their voices loud,
But she bowed her head and slipped through the crowd.

Two small coins in a world of stone,
All she had, yet she called it her own.
And Heaven leaned close when it touched the plate,
The sound of faith that the rich can’t imitate.

PRE-CHORUS
No one saw her eyes, but You did, Lord,
You heard the whisper they all ignored.

CHORUS
All I have, it’s all for You,
It’s not the weight, it’s what it cost me to do.
The world may not see what I’m giving away,
But You measure the heart, not the coin I pay.
All I have—
Is all for You.

VERSE
The temple shined with marble and gold,
But truth lives quiet, not bought or sold.
Her offering small, but the Kingdom heard,
The echo of love in her single word.

PRE-CHORUS
She gave her lack like a royal crown,
And You lifted her story, written down.

CHORUS
All I have, it’s all for You,
It’s not the weight, it’s what it cost me to do.
The world may not see what I’m giving away,
But You measure the heart, not the coin I pay.
All I have—
Is all for You.

BRIDGE
Maybe faith is quiet, maybe hope is small,
Maybe love is found when we’ve lost it all.
You never asked for riches or fame,
Just a heart that trusts Your name.

CHORUS – FINAL
All I have, it’s all for You,
These broken hands, they’re Yours to use.
You saw the widow, You see me too,
The worth of my heart is enough for You.
All I have—
Is all for You.

OUTRO
You measure the heart, not the coin I pay…
All I have is Yours today.

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