You failed me
I failed you
There’s nothing left
To undo
You failed me

I failed you
No return
No breakthrough
Nothing you can do

Mutual failure
Nothing you can do
Mutual failure

Say it’s small
Say it’s light
Watch how fast
Hearts ignite

I gave inches
You took miles
I gave grace

You crossed lines
I gave time
You drained mine

Now it’s clear
In hindsight

No villain here
No crown to blame

Just two hands
Misusing pain
I won’t carry

What’s not mine
That chapter closes
On this line

You failed me
I failed you
Nothing left

To pursue
Nothing you can do
Mutual failure

Nothing you can do
Mutual failure
Don’t use me
Don’t bruise me

Don’t choose me
Then lose me
I’m not a tool

Not a phase
Not your shelter
On bad days
If you missed me

Back then
You don’t get
Access again

Boundaries built
Not from hate
Built from pressure

Built from weight
I move forward
I don’t rewind

Peace comes cheaper
When you draw the line
You failed me

I failed you
Nothing left
To undo

Mutual failure
Mutual failure
Nothing you can do

Mutual failure

Mutual Failure

The enemy
Doesn’t knock or call
It moves in silence
Barely seen at all
It slips in slowly
Through a crack inside

Turns small thoughts
Into a rising tide
Pride
Envy
Anger

Delay
Wanting more
In the wrong way
I’ve felt lost
I’ve been there before

But I know now
What I’m fighting for
It wears a mask
Looks harmless, clean

But it pulls you away
From who you’ve been
So I stop
Not with force

But with care
I choose what’s right
I stay aware
I slow my breath

I steady my sight
I don’t wrestle the dark
I turn on the light
Because it fades

When I live right
When I choose love
Over spite
When I give

Not to impress
But to stay clear
And live with less
With my heart

With my mind
With my body
In real time
With my soul
I stay aligned

That’s how I leave
The dark behind
The unseen tries
To take its toll
But discipline

Restores control
I’ve seen the trap
I know the signs
So I protect

This head of mine
No panic
No fear
No shame

Just calm decisions
Again and again
The darkness weakens
When I stand still

It has no power
Against my will
I see it now
It’s losing ground
The unseen fades

Without a sound
Clean in thought
Clear in role
I keep command

Of my soul

Master the Unseen

Don't judge
For you will be judge
Don't judge
For you will be judge

When you think
You know what is right
You don't
You don't

Hold your judgment
Leave the stones
Let it be
Look again
Look again

When you think
You know what is right
You don't
You don't

You Think You Know
For You Will Be Judged
You Think You Know
For You Will Be Judged

Hold your judgment
Leave the stones
Let it be
Look again
Look again

Look Again

Yeh sahi sa nahi lagta
Dil maanta hi nahi
Yeh sahi sa nahi lagta
Yaqeen aata hi nahi
Agar dil se na aaye

Toh main na loonga
Agar dil se na aaye
Toh main na chahoonga
Mujhe mehsoos karna hai
Mujhe zaroorat bhi hai
Mujhe mehsoos karna hai

Mujhe haqeeqat bhi hai
Dil ki dhadkan bole
Sach ka noor dikha
Mujhe yaqeen dila de
Mujhe woh roshni dikha

Agar ehsaas na ho
Toh sab adhoora hai
Dil ke bina yeh rishta
Bas ek fasana hai
Mujhe mehsoos karna hai

Mujhe zaroorat bhi hai
Mujhe mehsoos karna hai
Mujhe haqeeqat bhi hai
Mujhe yaqeen dila de
Mujhe sach dikha de

Dil se jo aaye
Bas wahi dikha de
Dil se sach
Dil se sach
Dil se jo ho

Bas wahi sach

Dil Se Sach

Main tumse mohabbat karta hoon
Dil se karta hoon
Main tumhare saath rehna chahta hoon
Tumhari nazdeeki chahta hoon

Tum mujhe
Behtar banna sikhate ho
Tum mujhe
Muskuraana sikhate ho

Tum mujhe
Hansi mehsoos karvate ho
Kaafi waqt baad
Dil halka lagta hai

Isliye
Main tumse mohabbat karta hoon
Dil se karta hoon
Main tumhare saath rehna chahta hoon

Tumhari nazdeeki chahta hoon
Jab main tumhare paas hota hoon
Sab kuch behtar lagta hai
Har din

Dil ko sukoon milta hai
Ab lagta hai
Zindagi theek hai
Isliye

Main tumse mohabbat karta hoon
Dil se karta hoon
Main tumhare saath rehna chahta hoon
Tumhari nazdeeki chahta hoon

Tumse Mohabbat

They made you drink
A poison
A poison to forget
But I'm here to remind you
You are now invincible
To their control

Uncontrolled by Fear
Beyond Their Reach
Uncontrolled by Fear
Beyond Their Reach

They know who you are
They know your power
But they cannot defeat you
Only if you're hooked
On drugs, all poisons
Can they control you with these
So stay off the drugs
Keep your power
You're here to heal the weak

Uncontrolled by Fear
Beyond Their Reach
Uncontrolled by Fear
Beyond Their Reach

You must free the slaves of the system
Help them rise and heal the world
No one in this world shall lead
No one in the world shall deceive
You are the greatest
Please believe
Your family needs love
The world needs your peace

Uncontrolled by Fear
Beyond Their Reach
Uncontrolled by Fear
Beyond Their Reach

Uncontrolled by Fear
Beyond Their Reach
Uncontrolled by Fear
Beyond Their Reach

Beyond Their Reach

Ahora estoy al mando
Desde aquí tomo el control
No vas a volver
No vas a volver

Soy mi propio fan
Soy mi propio fan
Yo soy quien
Mantendrá todo en orden

Yo soy quien
Hará que el mundo
Brille en oro
Soy mi propio fan

Soy mi propio fan
Ahora creo en mí
A pesar del dolor
Ahora creo en mí

Pronto veré un nuevo sol
Soy mi propio fan
Soy mi propio fan

Este soy yo
Así soy
Me amo
Soy mi propio fan

Soy mi propio fan
Soy mi propio fan

Soy Mi Propio Fan

Woke up early, same seat, same light
Another message saying “not quite right”
Fix this, change that, try again
Feels like I’ve been here time and again

No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission
No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission

Same name, same song, same fight
Different rules every night
But I’m still here, I didn’t run
Another morning, another one

No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission
No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission

Rejected again, but I’m still uploading
They can slow me down, but I’m still going
Every “no” just fuels my fire
I rise up higher, I rise up higher

No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission
No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission

I’ve been pushed, I’ve been tested hard
Every setback left a scar
But scars don’t mean I’m gonna fall
They remind me I gave my all
From 3AM to the morning light

No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission
No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission

I stayed awake, I chose the fight
No applause, no guarantee
Just belief inside of me
Rejected again, but I’m still uploading
They can’t break what I’m holding

No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission
No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission

Every step brings me closer now
I see it clearer, I know it now
One day it clicks, one day it lands
All of this was part of the plan

No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission
No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission

Every struggle, every delay
Was building strength along the way
Now I breathe, now I see
It was always inside of me

No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission
No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission

Peace arrives, I feel it strong
I knew it all along
Rejected again, but I’m still uploading
Now I’m winning, now I’m glowing

No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission
No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission

Every “no” led me right here
To something real, to something clear

No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission
No Approval Needed
Built Without Permission


Built Without Permission

Same name on the screen again
But it don’t feel the same within
I’ve been here, I’ve done this road
But now I’m carrying a different load

They see the name, they think they know
But they don’t see the highs and lows
Same words, different weight inside
Different truth I can’t deny

Changed Within the Same Name
Same Name, Stronger Now
Changed Within the Same Name
Same Name, Stronger Now

Same name, different fight
Different battles every night
Same voice, but I’ve changed inside
Still standing, still alive

Used to chase what they would say
Now I walk my own way
No more bending, no disguise
I see clear through all the lies

Changed Within the Same Name
Same Name, Stronger Now
Changed Within the Same Name
Same Name, Stronger Now

They kept moving every line
Tried to box me every time
But I kept building piece by piece
Turning pressure into peace

Same name, different fight
But I’m stronger every night
What I lost, I gained in light
Now I’m walking into right

Changed Within the Same Name
Same Name, Stronger Now
Changed Within the Same Name
Same Name, Stronger Now

I don’t need them to agree
I finally see what I can be
Every scar, every rewrite
Led me here to claim my life

Same name, different fight
Now I’m done with wrong and right
I found calm, I found my way
I’m at peace today

Changed Within the Same Name
Same Name, Stronger Now
Changed Within the Same Name
Same Name, Stronger Now

Changed Within the Same Name
Same Name, Stronger Now
Changed Within the Same Name
Same Name, Stronger Now

Same Name, Stronger Now

Same code, same song, what did I do?
Different versions, now I’m confused
One ID tied to everything
But the system don’t feel what I bring

Same title, different sound
Trying to track what’s going around
They say it’s right, then say it’s wrong
I’m just trying to move along

Numbers Don’t Feel the Music
Caught in the System
Numbers Don’t Feel the Music
Caught in the System

ISRC confusion
Caught in the system illusion
Same code, same path, same lane
Why they making it hard again?

ISRC confusion
Lost in the distribution
But I won’t stop what I’m doing
I keep moving, I keep moving

Numbers Don’t Feel the Music
Caught in the System
Numbers Don’t Feel the Music
Caught in the System

Two artists, same song, same line
Different feel, different time
Do I change it? Do I stay?
Feels like guessing every day

They don’t see the work behind
Every track, every line
All the hours, all the nights
Trying to get this thing right

Numbers Don’t Feel the Music
Caught in the System
Numbers Don’t Feel the Music
Caught in the System

ISRC confusion
Still I push through the confusion
Every doubt, every delay
Won’t take my drive away
ISRC confusion

Turning chaos to solution
I’m learning more every day
Finding my own way
Now I see it clear somehow

Numbers Don’t Feel the Music
Caught in the System
Numbers Don’t Feel the Music
Caught in the System

What felt lost is working now
Every step, every mistake
Helped me build what I create
ISRC confusion
Led me to my own conclusion

I understand what to do
Now I move like I knew

Numbers Don’t Feel the Music
Caught in the System
Numbers Don’t Feel the Music
Caught in the System

Numbers Don’t Feel the Music
Caught in the System
Numbers Don’t Feel the Music
Caught in the System

Caught in the System

Forgive
Will
Care
Forgive
Will
Care

My heart

Those
Who don't believe in you
Those
Pretend you're not doing
Those
Reality

They think
No support
No love
No friendship
Reality

It's wrong
It's wrong
It's wrong

Forgive
Will
Care
Will
Care
Forgive
Will
Care
Care
Care

Damaged
Hurt
How do they stop it
You do
You can

Feel loved
Feel wanted
Fight hate
Fight hate
Fight hate
Fight hate
Fight hate
Fight hate

Feel loved
Feel wanted
Fight hate
Fight hate
Fight hate
Fight hate
Fight hate
Fight hate

Forgive
Will
Care
Care
Care

Forgive
Will
Care
Care
Care

Not them
Something else
Not them
Something else

Not them
Something else
Not them
Something else

Will
Care
Care
Care
Care
Care
Care
Care
Care
Care
Care
Will
Care

Forgive
Will
Care
Care
Care
Care

Forgive
Will
Care
Care
Care
Care

Forgive, Will Care

Music is more powerful than we often realize. Sometimes it feels like medicine. Other times it just helps us enjoy life a little more.

If you are here listening, welcome.

I am not chasing fame or recognition. I am here because I love writing songs and I serve the art.

I have been writing songs and playing in bands since I was 13. I have played guitar, bass, drums, vocals, piano, violin, saxophone, and harmonica. Music has always been a part of my life.

I also went to film school and earned an MFA in directing, where I studied storytelling. But I found something deeper in music. When you listen, you are not watching someone else’s story. You are living your own.

Every song is meant to meet you where you are.

If these songs bring you peace, reflection, or help you keep going, then they have done their job.

Thank you for listening. I see you and I appreciate you.

MDRJR are simply my initials.

Forgive, Will Care

MDRJR

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