she draws the cosmos

Pain again, 
I been hoping one day we might win.
Sinking fast in my head, 
I forgot how to swim. 

Pick me up 
And leave me for-
dead I'm so- 
sick n terrified of this weird life 
I been out of my mind 
Been lost for days
Going on months and years,
Looking for myself in all 
The wrong places  
I'm faded 

I waited 
Delayed shit 
Coulda been dead 
It's draining 
To know that 
You're fading 
You gave in 
You gave up 
Now you're wasted 
No patience 
It's hopeless 
To know that 
You're worthless 
Better cave in
and escape it

prod. by sApo 
photo by Martin Monov

sink (prod. by sApo)

The new Rugby Reloaded talks to Stewart McGill and Vince Raison about their fascinating new book, 'The Roaring Red Front: The World's Top Left-Wing Football Clubs' (Pitch Publishing). 

They travelled around the world visiting soccer clubs which have a reputation for left-wing politics, sampling the match-day atmosphere, and exploring the histories of a diverse range of clubs, from Dulwich Hamlet to Detroit City, Boca Juniors In Argentina to St Pauli in Germany. It's a rich and passionate story that tells us a lot about the place - and the future - of football in the modern world. 

For more on the history of rugby and the other football codes, take a look at www.rugbyreloaded.com (where you can find the links for this episode) and follow me on Twitter at @collinstony

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