flesheater999

prod: starboyrob x _offandout x themed1c

I'd give it all
Give it all
I would let the bridges burn and towers fall
I'd give it all
I’d give it all
I would let the bridges burn and towers fall
From this guilt that I know
Want this shit want this shit that I know
Pop a pill pop and X ur 2 slo
Maybe one day if I burned u would show

(2x)
I'd give it all
I would watch bridges burn and towers fall
Pop a pill and now I'm drowning I can't talk
Yeah you hate me telling me that it's all my fault

I pour gasoline
On myself and so I burn watch me fucking bleed
Yeah I cant go to nobody cant fucking speak
Now I sit here by myself
Watch me sit here by myself
When I need help nobody would help me

In my ear yeah you cry4me
All these teardrops on the dear love watch it die for me

I cant even fucking sleep
I cant even fucking eat
I'm so tired god im tired of it all

And i know
Oh god i know

All this pain inside my chest that I have stowed
Now you mumble all this and now you're acting like I care
I'm self conscious hate the stares
I cant breath I need airrrr

hopeurhappynow

got deleted from xoxoswitch soundcloud so here it is again <3

xoxoswitch - Alwayz In Last Place (prod togepi x northeast lights)

this song is very sentimental and important to me.

song is coproduced by me and @gl0wrm, 
im really proud of the synthy part before my verse in the middle. 
everything about this song is beautiful and somber to me, and it always tugs at my heart. i hope you enjoy!

lyrics

[ intro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart
beside of aid,
I’ll carry ur hell
i'll feel it all

[ verse @sprigtek ]

open your mouth
and let the words spill off your tongue
ill wait for anything
you have to say
open your mind
and let your preconceptions run into the ground
for good
my time is yours to keep
on almost any day
so take me, if u would

Until the sky falls on our heads
Until the ground below below our feet diminishes
Until i lie beside you dead
Until our visions are so fleeting
that we cant see right behind
or right ahead

[ outro @gl0wrm ]

all that I wanted
I’m feeling honest
All out of debt, clean me
all out of hope
run,

getting fucked up
I’m me
And imma hear what you on
want from me,
a reason to love?
I-
imma wait out loud
sorry,
imma waste my mouth
i’m late,
imma waste my own on you

inside your head
can you help fill my heart

who wants flowers when theyre dead? + gl0wrm

/// lyrix / //

(how could i)
serve u this when there's so much on ur plate?
keep it real when there's nothing u could say?
(say ur fine)
but i don't want u 2 feel disdain
how i feel when we keep things going this way
(wonder y)
on the bliss of a golden day
i can't feel ur kiss when it's so inane
(i can't live this life)
do i hav 2 kneel b4 this fate?
if destiny's sealed, who am i 2 blame?

got a lil fired up bby jus now
try 2 keep my guard up, u bring it back down
mayb i should light up bby smoke out
swear i try my hardest, i still let down

how could i [dgtl]

prod. shinju maxflames & naawoj

go, go, go, go around & go
(4x)

through all these lies i been given
cant find a point to forgive it

i dont miss that time

mckel - why do i try w b07gem xxcrush

prod @wh0d
@emorave

sorry ive been such a let down
barred in the greyhound
bad dog stay down
i dont wanna play now
i lay fucking face down
8 grams i dont feel the same now (feel the same now)
i got bad habits watch me break down
pissed off wanna blow my brains out
Margiela waist down
stuck i wanna break out
i dont think u get it
no one really gets it
i do shows i got set lists
last but i rep it
get in on the guest list
push n pull i like being reckless
shut me down sorry i suggested
felt way too good so i wrecked it
want it so i kept it
i really regret this

ik that im fine but r u fine too
im never sober im not in the mood
baby what have i got to do 
to get it thru 2 u
that u r losing me
ik its over
tell me something come closer
i will never be sober
we'll go thru this over n over again
cut me off tell me that we r not friends
over and over again
ive come too close
never again

never again ft emorave

it just don't cut it to hate it u gotta love it
explain it until its nothing u love it when ur the subject
pull us into your stomach and throw up into the bucket
in cover when ur in public u love to feel so above it

pull us into your nothing
sorry we saw it coming
sorry they saw it coming
you'll never get to stop running
u think you're so fucking cunning
flexing your victim budget
wait for ur friends to cut it
destroy yourself oh i love it

watch you keep up the cycle
all u wan be is viral
oh im so suicidal
look at my perfect smile
you act like a fucking child
cant pull me into your spiral
i know ur not in denial

wake up
ur so fucking stuck
im so fucking cut
hate your fucking guts
tell me loosen up
oh ur all i have
shut the fuck up
i gave you all i had
told me that id be dead
"if u don't come with us"
u make no fucking sense
act like ur 21
bitch ur like 28
grow the fuck up
ill say it to your face
dare u to show up

spotify

bridge burner / nothing learner

@inssekt @em0rave
prod @yumenikki @oaelis

bug:
push me right to the side
tell me i mean nothign 2 u while u watch me cry
cross my heart, n watch me die
1000 needles in my eye

emo:
30mg goodnight
off these drugs u aint know what its like
close my eyes in the sunlight'
3 percocets turn off my lights

bug:
lights off, nobodies home
they say home is where the heart is baby but my heart is cold
i know it gets hard i think i know that the most
yea i think i know that the most

emo:
my hands feel cold
way 2 fucked up dont enn know what im onnn
smokin loud it got the blunt singin notes
id die for you girl, come close

bug:
bb come close (x4)
come close
come close
yeah uh
ik did a lot of shit to u
ik im in the wrong
ik uh uh uh uh
our feelings collide
we clash and we fight
then we fuck all night
idk, this feels right

emo:
tell myself that its alright
girl it broke my heart when we said goodbye
nodding off i dont fw nightlife
im not suicidal just want day of flight

i need pills just to feel alright
i feel empty, nothing inside
zombie walk i dont feel alive
take too much cuz i wanna fly

need your skin u make me feel alive
smoking pressure im way too high
i wan feel good so jus lie
OC 40 im feeling right

inssekt & emorave - come close (freger + r000)

Ionwannatalk

SinEfecto

It’s Ironic how I live my fuckin life, like a suicide,
I do what I want, when I want, I’ma do and die,
It’s Ironic how I live my fuckin  life, like a suicide,
Ironic how I live my fuckin life, like a suicide.

Walkin Paradox, rock a pair of docs, I don’t need the ice.
Ink on me, I’m still in these streets, out in Riverside,

Who the fuck am I? In my eyes, I’m the Krueger type.
Even in your dreams I’m on the hunt, I don’t sleep at night.

Fuck the limelight, I don’t need a night light, 
I don’t try to keep up with these rappers, cuz it’s my time.

I’m a victim of my mind, yet eternal on the mic.
Let it rock, steady rockin til we see the afterlife.

Got too many options to make profit, I’ma run it up,
Bring that money back, and spend it fast, then double up.

Track star, NASCAR, Pushing gas out the tank. 
For that money, money, money, keep them racks up in the bank.

Ha, ha, ha, haaaa, bitch don’t make me laugh now.
Can’t nobody do it how we do it so they mad now.
I can’t fuck with anybody with they fuckin hands out,
All we know is work, and hustle harder til we pass out.

In-N-Out, people runnin like a fuckin traphouse
I still hold it down, hold it down, for the underground
If I catch you lackin like a bitch then I might cash out.
They know that I’m crazy, crazy, bitch I love to spazz out.

It’s Ironic how I live my fuckin life, like a suicide,
I do what I want, when I want, I’ma do and die,
It’s Ironic how I live my fuckin life, like a suicide.
Ironic how I live my fuckin life, like a suicide.

It’s Ironic how I live my fuckin life, like a suicide,
I do what I want, when I want, I’ma do and die,
It’s Ironic how I live my fuckin life, like a suicide.
Ironic how I live my fuckin life, like a suicide.

Para Dox (Prod. OmenXIII)

https://open.spotify.com/track/0sEHPLXNuEJd5TayjjuZXi?si=9a2ebede6ed94166

ugh...

i'm addicted i need more party at the psych ward
kill my friends life's a bore i don't need them anymore
why'd i do this? blood on my hands
i don't feel good need i say less?

i jus wanna be a girl mirrors make me wanna hurl
i cant take this fucking world gotta feeling she's concerned 
blood on my wall red in my head
gave it my all now i wanna be dead

hopeurhappynow

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