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at the age of eleven, i left home in search of eros
eros found me in its brazen form; taking form in the false god apollo.
i was in awe of its shamelessness and its divination;
the sight of intimacy and the nature of its causation

in sight of eros

i ate of a forbidden fruit, trusting in its plan 
the fruit eats at my chest, the love i sought for will never be mine
the adam's apple itches, the love i fought for will never pay me mind
the woman i love, her child will have the eyes of another man

in the sound of eros

i understand, i recompense for a soul not healing.
i am to her nothing, but a heathen.
may every gaze fulfill its completion
until she is adorned with the robe of a wealthy venetian

in the touch of eros

oh eros! my friend will i never know
oh eros! my life will i never sow
oh eros! my lament is but an apple's throw
oh eros! phantom! a friend will i never know

in the touch of eros, a broken stone cries out to God

oh storge! where were you?
oh storge! was i destined for greatness?
oh storge! a heart isn't built for this lament.
oh storge! return the fragments of my soul.

a broken stone cries out to God

winter ep.

nujabes tribute by myself.
art by yelena bryksenkova

end me

[Edit: September 1st, 2022]
I kept this on private for some time because something on this track wasn't mixed properly. You could probably guess what it is. Anyway I'll keep this released out here too.

Also another reason was the tags. I'll keep them there so you could see what I'm referring to here LOL.

usual coffee

[Edit: September 1st, 2022]
One of the first tracks I remember playing for @potsupotsu when I first met him.

I can still enjoy this track somewhat.

dusk loop.

[Edit: September 1st, 2022]
Don't really remember why I decided to make this track private after a while. Maybe it had something to do with people in my personal life getting involved with my music at the time. So I didn't want this to be associated with me.

Ohh well. It's up now.

stargazing out my window,

[Edit: September 1st, 2022]
I completely forgot that jarjarjr commented on this AHAHAH, that was, and still is so validating.

I don't even remember if there is a version 1 for that matter.

4rhoro

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