my vibe is retarded

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Losing You w/ The North Shore, emptychest, kuriosity & residential. [+ Jolst]

Thomas Reid & INTRN - Cry

prod by me
enjoy<3

lyrics:
i wish i weren't so kind to people i dont know
they step all over me got dirt all on my throat
and as the time flies by i think that i might choke
this rope it follows me, it follows far from home
these bones have yet to see the depth of all these trees
this forest i will go, its right beside the creek
ill meet you here again when time passes you by
ill wait for you instead of passing on my life

as i walked thru the green of the spruce i heard your laughter
please tell me to stop im afraid of the after
every time i talk it just feels like it don't matter
every time i walk i feel my bones slowly fracture
why does everybody use me then just push me aside?
babe is there a reason you cant look in my eyes?
i cant talk to anybody, not even my closest
so i had to ask myself why do i even try?

if only you would focus 
(it gets hard)
then you could see what matters most
its not that hard to notice that you've been talking to a ghost

im losing my damn mind man everyone just acts the same
you cant tell me how to feel, please dont tell me its okay
you ain my friend you ain my bro so i don't care bout what you say
i do this shit all by myself while you sit back and waste the day
my throat is getting tight, it's so hard for me to speak
these woods are dark till dawn, so how could i even see
in the morning when you come looking for me don't be surprised if you find my body hanging by the creek

by the creek

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watch the leaves fall on my legs 
as i wait and let the time pass
seasons go my life's still a mess
why did i put my life in both ur hands?

fading away disappearing fast
all of ur love for me like a crash
why did this happen is this a test?
i hate u for making me hate myself

im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day
im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day

don't even bother callin my phone
i changed my number and im goin ghost
i hate the life and the way it goes
im well today but tomorrow nobody knows
different drinks, cigs and a bloody nose
that's the way the sad ones roll
losing track, of how many tracks, 
i pulled of doing song after song
song after song
tens in a row 
and im losing control
losing compusure 
destroying my soul
im just hopin that in peace i will go 
cuz~

im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day

cutting my wrists, breaking my bones (young taylor)

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
https://twitter.com/sayygoodbyye
https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

not all fairytales have happy endings ☂️ .ft demxntia .prod 4evr

sometimes things just dont work out,
if you wanted me to stay you should know now,
you can tell me anything that you dont doubt,
Park Jefferson in the air while we roll out

cool breeze in her hair got my heart warm,
orange leaves in the air got me lovelorn,
cold fights on the phone make a big storm,
guess ill leave, wanna stay, got my heart torn

when i wake up my bed too big,
sleep in the hole in the grave i dig,
i walk away like i know you did,
turned my back the same time that you hid

some day when we're both alone and lonely,
some day when i want you back to hold me,
think back on all of the things you told me,
miss you feeling like you were my only

Im sorry i ran away
Im sorry i couldnt stay
Im breaking down every day
I know its better this way

can you feel this pain inside
broke inside got me out of my mind
all these days pass by i cry
wanna go back, do it right this time

i been down im so broken
cant stand my hearts been stolen
the way our lives been woven
just makes me sad im frozen

i tried to sleep away my feelings im still sad
i tried to get all of this weight up off my back
i tried to numb all the emotions that i had
i cried and laid in bed for weeks i still feel bad

Im sorry i ran away
Im sorry i couldnt stay
Im breaking down every day
I know its better this way

runaway (prod adjustisac)

take back my ilys (p. useless)

1/5 from my upcoming EP "As I Walk Into the Night"
I hope you enjoy <3

Written by: @itsyungvan
Mix/Master: @demxntia
Production: @user-182805726

Lyrics-

(I'm waiting here for you to pick me up)

I'm waiting here for you to pick me up
Everyone is gone, now I'm the only one
I cried all night, but would you even know?
you never show
The things unsaid, tend to hurt the most
I wonder why you never show
The darkest sides of his heart, unknown
When is last time I opened up?
I had to close off my only love
Because the last time I opened up,
you never came and I had to bluff
Now every night he leaves open
I guess he's hoping, someone, will come and hold him
He leaves it vulnerable inside his drawer
Falling asleep he can only dream for more

As I Walk Into the Night

i'm sad and the weathers making it worse

Spotify, Itunes, Etc.

i'm sad and the weathers making it worse (Prod. SaintTomorrow)

Space - David Alexander (f.k.a)(ft. Vict Molina)

Does love really fade or do you actually end up finding the one after all <3
Much love and hope y'all enjoy this song C:

Teqkoi & Essence - Our Love Won't Fade Away(ft. Darkforestdrives)

Lyrics:

i used to steal your hoodies
i loved to watch you laugh
we would hug and watch some movies and forget ‘bout all the past
even when something happened i would still have some faith
but you would blame it all on me and i realized

cause your eyes
they’re so pretty and blue
i never had thought i never knew
that you’d think all those nasty things
i thought we were meant to be

Dyslm
open.spotify.com/artist/4f9mOAZXD…IHTeSCsdr76HGxjQ
www.youtube.com/channel/UCnXq3_NKEz3v_pK6RsuVGCg
www.instagram.com/dyslmofficial/

Olivia Tchangou
www.instagram.com/oliviatchangoumusic/
www.youtube.com/channel/UClUCSi8NONvdHKPtxdyWVdA/

Realized

Realized (feat. Olivia Tchangou)

you tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
thought that you would fix me, but baby, you just broke me
tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
i thought that you could fix me, but baby, you don't know me

and i know i’m not the one you're thinking of
but your love is like a drug and i can’t fucking get enough
i need your rush inside my veins, just load me up
let me die inside my sleep, this life is just too fucking tough
tell my mom, i’m sorry, but i just don’t give a fuck
i miss your voice, i’m not alright, my life is just so fucking dumb
can’t go a day without fucking something up
depressed as fuck, all i wanna do is cut

baby what’s the point? i know you're turning to a ghost
yeah you say you're down, but who’s that boy inside your phone?
you took my heart and you squeezed it till it broke
let me die inside the cold, i'm all alone, just let me choke
baby what’s the point? i know you're turning to a ghost
yeah you say you're down, but who’s that boy inside your phone?
you took my heart and your squeezing till it breaks
just let me die, i'm all alone, just let me fade

you tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
thought that you would fix me, but baby, you just broke me
tell me that you love me, so why do i feel lonely?
baby what’s the point? i know you’re probably gonna ghost me
you like it when my nose bleed; cocaine shredding slowly
i thought that you could fix me, but baby, you don't know me

prod. @prodspyder
written by @lightninglogan

samples from You x Dracula

Ghost Me

SPYDER

ghost me [prod. spyder]

This track is personal for me, these 3 artists are some of the best I've worked with, I'm proud to present you this track and I hope you'll enjoy it. 
Much love,
SEA
Thanks for my g @dabootlegboy for all the support. 

Rnla : @rnlaofficialdemo
https://open.spotify.com/artist/5lKJ1MdVwexXUEEUFLI4l9
https://www.instagram.com/rnlaofficial/

Vallin : @valinn
https://www.instagram.com/vallinmusic/
https://open.spotify.com/artist/6prgyRIr5Sp9gyTBn7zgmT?si=8CKLpIBkRtCyof0qxQraPw

yaeow : @yaeow
https://open.spotify.com/artist/4Abe9XH0fplj8dbOddoYgH
https://www.instagram.com/yaeow/

lyrics : 
Painted a picture of you and me,
On top of the world but I still can’t breathe
Every time you walk into the room my heart skip a beat.

I Still think about all of the things that we did
Sometimes I think it’s all my head 
Sometimes I wish I could just forget you but I can’t 

I still wonder who’s giving you all of your love 
Sometimes I think I wanna give up 
Sometimes I wish I could just forget you but I can’t
No I can’t cos I
Still think about when we ....

Cause I can’t get over
No I can’t can’t over 
No I can’t get over
No I can’t get over you

Cause I can’t get over
No I can’t can’t over 
No I can’t get over
No I can’t get over you

 I’m too insecure I’m never sure of what you’re thinking of me
Love me
Hold me
Softly

No I’m too insecure
 I’m never sure of what you’re thinking of
With me
For a little 

 
Creep up on me
All of these feelings they creep up on me
I need you here I need your company
Made my mistakes and I’m on my knees
Baby can we
Can we pretend
Can we pretend like you’re with me again 
Without you here it just don’t make no sense
All of the time and the effort we spent
Wasted cos I
No I’m too insecure
 I’m never sure of what you’re thinking of me

Cause I can’t get over
No I can’t can’t over 
No I can’t get over
No I can’t get over you

Cause I can’t get over
No I can’t can’t over 
No I can’t get over
No I can’t get over you

SEA & Rnla - I can't get over (feat. Vallin & yaeow)

Outlandish:
https://www.instagram.com/iamoutlandish/

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCciJjVnFToERgf3bQrBCRqg

https://soundcloud.com/user-539109417

NÜ - i just want to leave (ft. outlandish)

NÜ - just let me leave (ft. Outlandish)

tell me how...

Discover:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=QMsf5S2ARwKhiBlAWVjJNQ
Twitter: https://twitter.com/thomasreidmusic
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Take Care

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sometimes i wonder why i cant get inspired but its all about the things that you surround yourself with, watch that movie that you know you'll like a lot but haven't gotten around to watching for no reason in particular, re-read a book from elementary school, or just take a second to chill out and think about things without all the pressure and rushing around. yu feel. theres nothing wrong with enjoying yourself, its what you were made for.

mayday (with homesick)

guitar & drums performed by Cisco
@waitingoncisco

destiny calls 
and then i open doors  
just dont press me at all
i run out on the porch 
and then out on the yard
im crushing leaves when i stomp
i get lost tell me 
who the imposter and
who swiped the card
only human interaction is 
through discord calls
and the creeks
in the floor
sound like your name in these halls
bang my head
on the wall 
oh how foolish i was
to believe 
anything
any opinion at all 

innocence 
on the kids face 
telling you its so hard to love you 
so hard to cry its like my eyes are all just shriveled up 
no thoughts, rivers ran dry 

and i cant go back to my decisions in the past
but for some reason that don't stop me from thinkin bout 'em
all the time

if theres somewhere i could be its 
you holding me in your arms 
i keep pushing on the feeling
while trying my best to hold on 

i can be dramatic
overload my senses 
I'm over my head
I'm just holding my breath in
theres somn bout the fresh snow
on the deck 
looks so nostalgic
i grab my blanket
and curl myself into a ball
my chest still drops when my phone goes off
as if you're still calling its so dumb, i 

try not to lose the magic
i just mess it up if i 
think too much about it
try my best to stop always thinkin bout bad shit
life's got both aspects its euphoric and tragic
i can't pretend as if one is more valid
i'll find the balance 
at least i hope, i hope, i hope

my vibe is retarded

brooke