there’s spirits in my room

so close, so far

2021 NEW NEW

obvs.

Swappin oxygen with smoke in my chest
You can see it everytime i take a breath 
In the depths seein death to the right and the left 
In the night gettin High while I’m lightin up cess
Til the day that I die my mind ain’t findin rest 
You don’t know  shit bout the lives that I led 
If I died right here it’d be my 89th
death 
Ash in the path on the floor where I step 
gettin high passin time in the mourge with my dead 
Died and found death then was forced to forget 
Used to want a family got orphaned instead 
On the floor where I bled where the poor only tread 
Fuckin with me then that’s Russian roulette 
With a full fuckin clip and a gun to ya head 
 My girl says Im smokin too much again 
In the graveyard lightin blunts for my  friends 
Please don’t forget who inspired these kids 
They said I’m fallin off then all their numbers stopped what a bitch irony is 
This governments showin a perfect example of what fuckin modern day tyranny is 
Might Stick a knife in this kid he keep eyein me bitch 
No matter how much I run from demons they seem to just find me again 
In my room thinking I’m better dying again 

At 15 I stayed in my room all adepressed  takin pills that were pressed now I’m overly stressed 
I’m bleedin can’t feel my heart beatin doc said he might have to rip open chest 
If I die don’t you cry just know it’s for the best 
Tell my son that I love em and I tried my best 
I know suicide ain’t designed for the rest 
And they’ll probably think that I’m weak when I’m dead 
But there’s enough life in the lines that I’ve left 
And the people inside of this life that I’ve met
To be someone who they couldn’t ever forget 
Just know I’m findin rest when I’m finally dead 
My girl wouldn’t feel like she should be if I was the one who was dead 
Without me always makin her stressed 
If my brain continues to function I hope that our memories fill up my head 
Atleast it would be like I ain’t even left 
In the graveyard there’s blood to the right and the left 
Ain’t felt alright in my mind or my head 
My whole life alright fine let’s just cut to the end 
In my dreams I’ve seen death almost 5miñlion times so if we talkin honestly what’s one more death 
Cigarettes mixed with cess while I grab on her breast
4 thousands nights we’ve stayed dead in this bed

isho 遺書(prod. farver & pizzle)

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/album/1fU1ZV5uQZ0PoNeusSE2W1?si=tGyWYAy8SNqFH6w4off4lQ&dl_branch=1

mix/master by auras 

support; 

vagrxnt:
@iamvagrxnt
instagram.com/iamvagrxnt/

saint tomorrow: 
@saint_tomorrow
twitter.com/saint_tomorrow

IIRRRRRRRby
@irby314
twitter.com/irby314

co prod @resident_music

lyrics:

verse 1 (auras): 
im trying not to break
at the weight on my chest 
know that i will will collapse 
at the sound of it 
and i’m always wrong 
when it comes to this 
and she won’t call me 
“its just another bad week”
try and saving 
just another mistake 
bad week 
know my heart is gonna break soon
just want you to know that i would die for you 


chorus (vagrxnt): 
and we lost touch 
like dying stars and broken hearts 
drowning faster than we can swim
hearts like glass and paper thin 
and we lost touch 
holdin on to words and thoughts 
hurting faster than we can heal 
dont let drink ourselves to sleep 
dont let me

verse 2(auras): 
and babe we lost touch but i hate to say 
that your palace don’t want me to stay
i really hope you 
can forgive me 
i’m tryin im begging 
under my bed sheets 
and she won’t call me 
“its just another bad week”
try and saving 
just another mistake 
bad week 
know my heart is gonna break soon
just want you to know that i would die for you

I love and miss u so much <3

auras x vagrxnt - we lost touch (prod. irby x st tmrw)

just another lil fun one cuz i miss my friends
creature pt. 3 otw
<3

lyrics
--------
you know it's import
-tant i can't ignore
feeling like forever might be shorter than before
it's been on my mind
all throughout the night
so me and all my friends go drink until we feel alright
till we feel alright
sprite ciroc and ice
down another cup but it gotchu feelin nice
might light up another slice
it ain't even noon but we gotta smoke twice
got a double in my cup
with a soda on the side
chicken noodle soup
way i'm spittin all this fried
with the gx engine we gon bring the coupe to life
in the tx 972 with all my guys

got my foot elevated while we drivin up the 5
06 ludacris followed by nelly furtado
breeze past you goofies in the sprinter with my gattos
feed lines to bitches off my dick like a silo
jesus where the pen at imma write another rap
jesus where the pen at im just trying to get smacked
ayy you kinda quiet is it getting to you bad
we a long way from home when home is all you've ever had  
i'll just redefine my character & get right in my bag
the tequila made it worse now i'm cursed with all this lag
eyes bloodshot crossed while i'm puffin on the zag
i don't wanna talk about it i don't really wanna drag 
you down with it
kiss another blunt go round with it
pop another top go drown in it
feelin like i got to
this pain heavy so the substance what i'm bound to

bound to round two
googling just how to
c-o-p-e cope with
-out chu out chu
(x2)

sour then sweet then i'm gone
feel like this tour wasn't long
nuff with the chit chat
man i miss my dogs
fuck it man i miss my dogs
control alt deleting this song
y'all really keepin' me strong
nuff with the bullshit
man i miss my dogs
started tallying the score
i think i've been here before
went from hollywood to venice
back to crying on the floor
i know this bout to be rough
you know you can call my bluff
we did everything we wanted
but everything's not enough

round two (prod. twix x g06 x thirtyyy)

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Artist:
@ghosthandsmusic

Lyrics:
Is there somewhere else you’d recommend
I could use a break from my body and my head
Spend the time on love or making friends
Or maybe I could be a poltergeist instead

Why don’t I haunt you here
Knocking down chandeliers
Wouldn’t that be fun
I can be a ghost on the run
Why don’t I disappear
Just for a couple years
I think it would be fun
Not pretending to be anyone

I promise I won’t scare you all that much
We can trade a secret or two but keep it hushed
And you’d ask me how I’ll ever feel complete
With all the people and places I could see
‘Cause I’d rather stay near home (did you get it all how you wanted)
And haunt a place I know (walking in a place that I haunted)
Break glass to say hello (am I the poltergeist that you wanted)
A little nudge to feel a little less alone

Why don’t I haunt you here
Knocking down chandeliers
Wouldn’t that be fun
I can be a ghost on the run
Why don’t I disappear
Just for a couple years
I think it would be fun
Not pretending to be anyone

Why don’t I haunt you here
Knocking down chandeliers
Wouldn’t that be fun
I can be a ghost on the run
Why don’t I disappear
Just for a couple years
I think it would be fun
Not pretending to be someone

ghosthands - poltergeist

Lyrics:

She dont wanna say that it was me
But I shot all the birds
And I burned all the trees
She been trynna hold onto the peace
But I put out the sun
And I drained all the seas

I feel like im someone idk deep inside
Different personality at night time
And im trynna do everything to stay with you
But I think baby right now aint the right time

Verse 1:
Im sorry darling
I done stupid shit
Did u wrong a hundred times
Somehow u aint clueing in

Ive seen some miracles
Im just waiting my turn
If I died today
I think id feel the burn

Snow coats and sipping cold drinks
In winter time
Flipping through your spiritual chapters
Sharing your favourite lines

Last time that I saw u
I Know that u wanted to cry
sure hope that u still praying for me
I really need it this time

bridge:
I dont know when
Ill be healthy again
7 days I been clean
Tomorrows one more achieved

Its a battle ill fight
Your worth risking my life
When the fog starts to clear
Ill send a bird to you dear

Verse 2:
where you been
ive been asking myself
like every night
know you feel the same
breaking it in a new life
i thnk you hate me
but whatever helps you sleep at night
i dont feel pain
i cant im too high
i was drowning i like to run
i dont fight
you kept me grounded
wish you the best in your life
we were bounded
mental decline on both sides
this ink in my body reminds of you
until i die

you know that id do. anything that you need me to
missing days in mission
things were easy it was me and you
not a lot of space
became my brother when we shared a room
dreading every day im getting scared that i might lose you too
and i dont wanna lose my best friend feel like it happened
with no warning already im losing sleep and manic
i have never cared for one like this its only adam
sharing beds and taking turns up on the blow up matress.

becoming a better person ft. cavasoul (autrioly)

*music video*
https://youtu.be/ha3jlyoufbE

produced by @zainibeats & @beowulf 
mixed & mastered by @zainibeats

jomie & powfu - followed by a cloud (prod. zaini x beowulf)

produced by boyfifty
mixed and mastered by lxst boy

-lyrics-

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time 

i don’t wanna know if you moved on, just forget it
know exactly where i went wrong, and i regret it
hoping that you don’t hate me i know you’re broken
say good night right before i’m losing hope yeah
ghost in my room yeah i know it’s you
over in the corner slightly out of view
staring through my skull as i write this song
baby this my renaissance 

(talking to myself lol)

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time 

baby it would hurt you to tell you the truth
God know i hurt you enough yes i do
say you won’t leave when i say that you should 
i’m on my own i got nothing to lose
nothing to lose but your heart in my hands
squeezed it so hard dripping blood on my pants
wrote you a letter i hope it’s enough 
babe you so innocent don’t waste your love on

me
on me
(me)
(me)

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time

ghost girl (boyfifty)

@rxseboy x @heroe x @promotingsounds - i'll wait for you

@sorrow - the end of the world (prod. sundwn & pizzle)

@rxseboy - are you happy enough? (prod. sundwn)

check her out! @juliaalexa
produced by chillsebs
Written and Performed by Sage

where we'll go (feat.  Julia Alexa)

NEW SONG WITH GIOVANNI!!!
Check him out @areyougiovanni
Produced by Boyfifty

Lost In Time w Giovanni

Gathered By The Lantern

fallout

Rest In Peace Mr.A this ones for you.
produced by : @mental
mixed by :@kammichaelmusic

Gone But Not Forgotten... ft.Snøw (prod.mental)

go follow fawlin :)
https://soundcloud.com/fawlin 

Lyrics:
Waiting is deadly yeah you know inside your heart they all moved on
I know I’ll always been alone, alone
I don’t need this, it’s been four years I don’t feel shit they all disappeared 
So why am I stuck here reminded that last years gone? It’s gone 
Those four years I wasted trying to be who I always was 
Those four years I waited slowly loosing everything I love 

I don’t know if I belong here anymore
Feelin' vacant, yeah, I am such a bore
Wish you’d told me I’m meant for something more
'Cus the opposite’s stuck inside my core
 You said you wanted to dip this ghost town
After high school, yeah, you got so down
We’d stay together, yeah, we’d be around
Then after summer we cried our eyes out

Those four years I wasted trying to be who I always was 
Those four years I waited slowly loosing everything I love 
Waiting is deadly yeah you know inside your heart they all moved on
I know I’ll always been alone, alone
I don’t need this, it’s been four years I don’t feel shit they all disappeared 
So why am I stuck here reminded that last years gone? It’s gone

Spotify + Apple

four years (feat. fawlin)

skating more, crying less

prod. @youlooktiredx and @lbelardo
music video out now

[OFFICIAL VIDEO]

forgive me (p. youlooktired & lb)

Astral (feat. sewerperson & Days to Waste)

Lyrics:
[Chorus: Days to waste]
Another day I lie awake
Another way the same mistake
I'm losing you I'm losing me
Inside my heart inside my brain

[Verse 1: From the Crowd]
I was only 17 now I'm lost and I can't see
All the memories they're burning up inside of me
Man I don't know where to go what to do what to say
I can't run from this pain feeling tired everyday
Feelings I keep locked away
I can't break them out their cage
Cause I'm scared of what you'll say
I wish I could run away
Leave this town fade away
My head got me trapped again
Now I know I can't escape
Looks like I'll stay another day

[Chorus: Days to waste]
Another day I lie awake
Another way the same mistake
I'm losing you I'm losing me
Inside my heart inside my brain

[Verse 2: From the Crowd]
Just a kid this system was taking
Writing songs about my health I'm decaying
Thought it would get better now I've turned 18
Still make mistakes I think it's routine
All these thoughts in my head I'm unstable
Try to fall asleep but I'm unable
People text my phone like they're my label
Do you love me or is this just a fable?

Honestly I'm lost again
I'm losing you I miss all my friends
Honestly I'm lost again
I'm losing you I've lost all my friends

[Verse 3: sewerperson]
Yeah, yeah
The world is burning out
And I lay wide awake
I lay wide awake
Baby I lay wide awake
Hold my shaky hand and walk upon this astral plane
Taste the Novocaine these broken thoughts'll fade away
This is all way too fast I never thought I was gon' see myself being this open
I can only take these hits for so long before I start to catch emotions
I done been so deep so long I ain't know how else I could approach it.
Here I sing the same old song as every brokenhearted poet
Say what you mean
Baby do what you got to
I made the choice so
If you need me girl I got you
Tell me what you need
We going anywhere you want to
We thought we was living free before
The futures gonna shock you

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FROM THE CROWD STREAMING:
Spotify | open.spotify.com/artist/2PgkLA1eAdNsKv35wPIjIb
Apple Music | https://music.apple.com/gb/artist/from-the-crowd/1478853881
Soundcloud | https://soundcloud.com/fromthecrowd
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FROM THE CROWD SOCIALS:
Instagram | www.instagram.com/frxmthecrxwd/
Twitter | twitter.com/JRFromtheCrowd
Gmail | jrfromthecrowd@gmail.com

Produced by: Ramsey Beatz
Mixed by: Casa
Recorded by: From the Crowd
Filmography by: Lil Sad Records
Single Artwork by: Pexels

© Lost in Hope Records

there’s spirits in my room

brooke