トラックリスト「tracklist」

全て歌はsngomiに作りました

１：metal sonic (unreleased)

２：FFA (2023 unreleased)

３：unreleased (2023)

４：shower (2023 unreleased)

５：11 (2023)

６：late nights (2023)

７：ready and waiting (2021)

８：fly away (2024)














































「old desc」
Sleepermixxing is categorized by a specific sound described to be simmilar to a sleepy daze. This style of mixing is characterized by a specific pattern of sound tracked across all Sleepermixxed songs. A sped up part of the song with fading cuts, followed by a longer drawn out slowed pitched down version of the main chorus. Repeated tags & sound affects are a trait of Sleepermixxing, primarily gunshots and crying/screaming audio are used. Some refer to Sleepermixed songs as a subsectioned part of Nightcore, though Sleepermixed songs often use far lower pitched and tempo songs.

sleeper mix

使ったに歌／トラックリスト「used songs/tracklist」

１：みつめるより幸せ〜（霧子）

２：Paper heart（sngomi）

３：Text（sngomi）

paper heart mix

クラジット： 
prod：we all left unsaid


歌詞：
I loved you now you’re gone
Sold out just like a pawn
You were gone by the break of dawn
綺麗、天国のspawn
なぜ君はここにいない
このは本当にほしたい?
今君はここにいない
今君はここにいない…

I loved you now you’re gone
Sold out just like a-
I loved you now you’re gone
Sold out just- 
I loved you now you’re gone
Sold out just like a pawn
You were gone by the break of dawn
You were gone by the-
dawn- dawn-
綺麗、天国のspawn
なぜ君はここにいない
このは本当にほしたい?
今君はここにいない
今君はここにいない…

want?

クラジット： 
prod：sickboi1


歌詞：
you looked at me when i saw you at the spot
i dont know if your worth it but ill give it a shot
i look back at you and i think youre pretty hot
you said “i dont wanna be here” but not in that way
told me “lets go to the station” and then youll show me
i put my foot on the and the pedal and then drove real slow
all the sweat droplets on my hand droppin to the floor
she told me straight up to my face “do you feel uncomfortable”
whispered “no not really” while looking at the door
made some small talk in the car like “hows life been”
acting sketchy you said “dont really know, but its gon end”
caught me far off guard, turned my head real sharp 
when we got to the station you stepped up to the ledge
said she “got pushed on the tracks” but no one was near the edge

クラジット： 
オリジナル歌：laugh it off :/// by Lieka.mp333
prod：？（僕は知りないw）でも、Shrek OSTからです


歌詞：
Think that I just fell in love 
Her touch feels like a drug 
did I just fall in love？
Think that i just fell in love
Her touch feels like a drug
Her touch feels like a drug

“If I love bad bitches and that’s my fucking problem, what’s the solution? Hating bad bitches? I can’tー”

Accidentally fell in love baby
I think I’m obsessed with you maybe 
what would you say to me？
I look into ya eyes
like drowning in the sea 
I refuse to look away 
don’t care what it does to me
don’t care what it does toー
don’t care what it does to me
don’t care what it does to me
Do you think that im a creep？
Do you think that im a creep？
Am I thinking way to deep？

laugh it off

クラジット： 
prod：tyler 


歌詞：
“The sexual oddesey of these two strangers breaks every taboo, leading to an unforgettable nine and a half weeks.”
“Read me another video box mommy!”
“No honey, it’s time to board the sleepy train to slumber land. Where fairies make all your sweet dreams come true!”

couple thousand meds
and a few hundred prescriptions 
i don’t think its that bad
don’t describe it as addiction 
start to get real upset 
when its given that description 
i just popped a few xans 
broke my brain up like collision 
i just talked with my shrink
he said im “making bad decisions”
so i shot him in the head
cause he made a “bad decision”
now he’s layin there dead
with like half his head missin’
dont think it was really worth it
but i saw it in a vision

“Oh mom I’m fully medicated!”
“Mmmmwa!”

couple thousand meds
and a few hundred prescriptions 
i don’t think its that bad
don’t describe it as addiction 
start to get real upset 
when its given that description 
i just popped a few xans 
broke my brain up like collision 
i just talked with my shrink
he said im “making bad decisions”
so i shot him in the head
cause he made a “bad decision”
now he’s layin there dead
with like half his head missin’

“He’s more manic than ever doc, you’ve gotta do something!”
“Hmm. Let’s take your temperature kid, say ‘aaa’”
“Aa- aah!”
“So, have you been feeling a little stressed?” 
“No more than usual…”

took a hand of paracetamol 
lifes feelin’ like a free for all 
i cannot even think at all 
im hearin’ voices in the walls
took zoloft with some aderall
then switched it cuz the vyvanse call
my name like its a protocol 
pop trazo (done) with some alcohol
took a kenzo with a klonopin
vomit so much im lookin’ thin
i cannot breath no oxygen 
i only take the oxy when 
the panic hits, the ceilin’ spins
thats all the time im feelin it
i see the blood beneath my skin
but ima keep on goin’ in
celexa with some seroquel
my skull is ringing like a bell
i mix up just to feel unwell
i close my eyes and then i saw hell
propanolol cannot slow the beat 
i just wanna walk in the street
i beg for peace, admit defeat
but i take oxy on repeat

“Milo doesn’t seem as hyper tonight, I didn’t even have to use to chloroform teddy bear!”

feelin’ nothin’, i been floatin’ off the meds again (lorazepam)
purple skies and demons knockin’, so i let ‘em in
every pill i pop im really tryna make amends
but i really cannot find no peace, i only find dead ends
feelin’ nothin’, i been floatin’ off the meds again (lorazepam)
purple skies and demons knockin’, so i let ‘em in
every pill i pop im really tryna make amends
but i really cannot find no peace, i only find dead ends
feelin’ nothin’, i been floatin’ off the meds again (lorazepam)
purple skies and demons knockin’, so i let ‘em in
every pill i pop im really tryna make amends
but i really cannot find no peace, i only find dead ends

“Well I’m not a psychiatrist, but I do have a pen and prescription pad; And there’s no problem I’m not willing to throw a pill at!”
“He’s already on everything from redelin to rogain, we were hoping for something different.”

feelin’ nothin’, i been floatin’ off the meds again (lorazepam)
purple skies and demons knockin’, so i let ‘em in
every pill i pop im really tryna make amends
but i really cannot find no peace, i only find dead ends
feelin’ nothin’, i been floatin’ off the meds again (lorazepam)
purple skies and demons knockin’, so i let ‘em in
every pill i pop im really tryna make amends
but i really cannot find no peace, i only find dead ends…

drugs

クラジット： 
prod：peril


歌詞：
“So.. I apologize of I seriously worried anybody, well. I don’t struggle as much with-“

when we both get old i think we’ll both go to heaven 
know that it’s an old belief but baby just give a second 
let my kisses heal you, and heal your depression 
know you laugh at the idea, but its not just an expression

write your name in the fog on the window of the train
every stop feel like fate, every cloud could spell your name
you said love is a risk, i said pains only a phase
but i’d bleed every night if it means you would stay

when we both get old i think we’ll both go to heaven 
know that it’s an old belief but baby just give a second 
let my kisses heal you, and heal your depression 
know you laugh at the idea, but its not just an expression

heaven

クラジット： 
prod：taymxru


歌詞：
“uhm, I just wanted to say that I’m okay. 
umm, I think that- I think that i should keep trying my best even though some days may be very hard.”

i dont know if i can spend everyday with you
every moment, every second i spend thinkin about you 
since youre gone i only think about what we coulda been
every moment, every second now i can never win
know that you woulda wanted me to find love and stay alive
so i live with my chest out and try my best to thrive
every moment, every second im tryin not to cry
every moment, every second im tryin not to cry
only really think about what we coulda been
every moment, every second now i can never win
know that you woulda wanted me to find love and stay alive
so i live with my chest out and try my best to thrive
every moment, every second im tryin not to cry
every moment, every second im tryin not to cry

“and, it made me feel much less alone to know that I wasn’t the only one who felt this way. So, thank you so much to the people who opened up as well..”

every moment

leave #winded

クラジット： 
prod：sickboi1


歌詞：
God, I am so #winded
I was really lookin forward to the fall dance
I invited you here but couldn’t make a glance

(I am so #winded)
I dont know if you’re still comin but ill give it a chance
I dont know if you’re bummin out but ill give it a chance

(please come back!)
saw you outside the cafe near the school last night
you looked real real pretty with you hair up nice
you were laughin bout someone but surely it wasn’t me
i asked you out to the dance you said “you’re cute, sure thing”

saw you outside the cafe near the school last night
you looked real real pretty with you hair up nice
you were laughin bout someone but surely it wasn’t me
i asked you out to the dance you said “you’re cute, sure thing”

now im with you at the dance on a friday night
you’re lookin real real pretty with your hair up nice
almost thought you stood me up, woulda had to grab a knife (huh?)
but no ones worth killing so ill spare you one more night

“Helga, I’m not your man; I’m keeping your secret but you’ve gotta lighten up!”
“You’re leaving me aren’t you? Everyone I care about leaves meeee!”
“Fine! I’ll stay in this loveless relationship out of pity!”
“Oh goodie!”

fall dance

クラジット： 
prod：sickboi1


歌詞：
It’s been three days
and you’re still not here
I’ve been stuck in bed rottin 
when can you be near

It’s been three days
and you’re still not here
I’ve been stuck in bed rottin 
baby when can you be near

three days

クラジット： 
prod：Faye Webster


歌詞：
I’m makin up excuses for why its the end
Cause im headin off on a trip, dont know where itll end
But i told em maybe that we can meet once again
When i come back here a little older with some new friends

I’m makin up excuses for why its the end
Cause im headin off on a trip, dont know where itll end
But i told em maybe that we can meet once again
When i come back here a little older with some new friends

and i know its confusin’ why its the end?
mom and dad said not to tell you guys, but we are movin’
but dont tell em’ that i told you because its a secret 
they said bad things happen round here that kids just cant understand 

But know ill be back for all of you one day
be back for you one day
be back for all of you one day
ill be back for all of you one day
ill be all of you one day
ill be back for all of you one day
ill be back for you one day,
one day

i’ll be back

クラジット： 
prod：parkinglots


歌詞：
its only been nine years, 
since i moved out to america
i dont think that im cut out, 
to play n’ float in the air with ya
its only been nine years, 
since i moved out to america
i dont think that im cut out, 
to play n’ float in the air with ya
im droppin tears and thinkin years
where i got to grow out here with ya
but now it’s movin day, 
we got one last chance to play

but now it’s movin day, 
but now it’s movin day
but now it’s movin day, 
but now it’s movin day

you always waved instead of “bye”
said its too final, like I’ll die
i cant say it cause you’ll cry 
you’ll hug me and you’ll be fine
but thats not a proper goodbye?
said its too final, like I’ll die
i cant say it cause you’ll cry 
you’ll hug me and you’ll be fine

but now it’s movin day, 
but now it’s movin day
but now it’s movin day, 
but now it’s movin day

its only been nine years, 
since i moved out to america
i dont think that im cut out, 
to play n’ float in the air with ya
its only been nine years, 
since i moved out to america
i dont think that im cut out, 
to play n’ float in the air with ya

but now it’s movin day, 
but now it’s movin day
its already too late
cause now its movin day
cause now its movin day
cause now its movin day
cause now its movin day
cause now its movin day

cause now its movin day,
you’re already too-
you’re already too late
cause now its movin day,
you’re already too late
how could you still go wait- (?)
cause now its movin day

moving day

クラジット： 
prod：Kimya Dawson


歌詞：

(always winded)
I’m drove around from town to town
wondering when i will next be happy (loser)

i dont know if ill ever be
i just want someone to be company
(you’ll always be a coward)

I’m drove around from town to town
im used and bruised up daily

i dont know if i can do much more
im a boy but i somehow feel like im a wh- 
(you’ll always be a coward)
(loser)

I just wanna go all the way back home
somewhere where i dont as empty

I’ve never been sad, not sad like this
but i still can’t let the knife tempt me

(always winded)

only an episode

クラジット： 
prod：parkinglots & aime


歌詞：

(loser)
finally leavin america
all the blood and guts, so gritty
though its kinda bad all the time
i still think some parts are pretty
don’t know if ill be back
but i sure know that ill try
dont know when ill be back
and i dont know that ill try

“What?”
“I wish I could’ve grown up in a house like that”
“No you don’t!”
“Maybe your parents weren’t so bad!”
“Maybe they gave you curfews, and chaperones, and meatloaf for a reason!”

I see this isint what you had in mind for me 
but i dont care cause its fine
as long as my wrists are clean and your not a feind ill be fine
I see this isint what you had in mind for me 
but i dont care cause its fine
as long as my wrists are clean and your not a feind ill be fine

finally leavin america
all the blood and guts, so gritty
though its kinda bad all the time
i still think some parts are pretty
don’t know if ill be back
but i sure know that ill try
dont know when ill be back
but i sure know that ill try

finally leaving america
(final-)
finally leaving america 
(finally leaving america)
(you’ll always be a coward)
(finally leaving america)
you’ll always be a coward
(but I don’t know that ill- 
don’t know that I’ll try)
(sure know that ill try)

dont know when ill be back
but ill tr-
I see this isint what you had in mind for me 
but i dont care cause its fine
long as my wrists are clean and your not a feind ill be fine
I see this isint what you had in mind for me 
but i dont care cause its fine
long as my wrists are clean and your not a feind ill be fine

(still yet to leave)

leavin america

クラジット： 
prod：juju 


歌詞：
Im headin back to nara once again
i finally know when my pain will end
now im here somewhere not with you
and im with my old friends
know its old but feels new

and i know that you’re sufferin
but its okay youll make new friends
and i know that you’re sufferin
but that’s okay cause kids forget

kids forget demo

until i’m better (goodbye note)

#onlylosersretire


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