alter ego

This is a demo album that I’m so so proud of. It’s foretells a story of all the stages it took me to move on from someone I once loved.

HAPPY BETTER (memo album)

Can I just sit 
And detach from it all? 
Cause I can’t stand 
To see how this all falls down 
Like ashes
Cause we just saw your smile 
Like there’s flashes 
Of when you were just a child 

And I said 
“You must please pull through this 
Cause you’ve got kids at home 
They won’t forget you like this 
When you said that you’d come home 
What about all that you wanted?
Did that not matter at all?
Maybe some people are haunted 
By what they’ve never done”

Cause I remember you in flashes 
You said you were gonna make it just fine 
We didn’t think that you’re ashes 
Would be all we’d have left this time

I remember our last 
True conversation 
How you said that you’d never
Want to go through this again 
Like splashes 
Of the tiny little laughs you gave us
Like there’s matches
That finally lit that flame up

And you said 
“You must please stop crying
Just start praying to God”
But God should hear you trying 
To fight what can’t be undone 
You told me just to have faith 
But that faith has been long gone
Maybe I’m just too haunted
By what I’ve never done 

Cause we remember you in flashes 
You said you were gonna make it just fine 
I didn’t think that you’re ashes 
Would be all we’d have left this time

You must please pull through this 
Cause you’ve got kids at home 
They won’t forget you like this 
When you said that you’d come home 
What about all that you wanted?
Did that not matter at all?
Maybe some people were haunted 
By what they’ve never done

I remember you in flashes 
You said you would make it just fine 
And I didn’t think that your ashes
Would be all we’d have left this time

(For my uncle, Joshua Reese; my father, Jamie Motter; and my great grandmother, Nancy Stromback) RIP 2023

ashes

I don’t know how you can come around here 
Acting like such a man whore
Who do you think you are? 
Pretending like you’re not just a chore
I think you should look around
Maybe show yourself to the door
It suits you to act out loud 
Why are you such a fucking man whore? 

You think it’s A-OK 
To talk to me that way
To you it’s all a game 
The only game you’ve learned to play 

I don’t know how you come around here 
Acting like such a man whore
Who do you think you are? 
Pretending like you’re not just a chore
I think you should look around
Maybe show yourself to the door
It suits you to act out loud 
Why are you such a fucking man whore? 

Can we just stay the same? 
When you’re the one to blame 
Ask if it’s all okay 
For you to even come my way 

I don’t know how you can come around here 
Acting like such a man whore
Who do you think you are? 
Pretending like I won’t get fucking bored 
I think you should look around
Maybe show yourself to the door
It suits you to act so proud 
Why are you such a fucking man whore?

man wh•re

I can see you sneaking on in tonight 
Falling on me like I never felt you leave my side 

When we wake it’ll all be just fine 
Cause I know that you’re the only soul I recognize 

You can see I’ve been passing out fake smiles 
All of our moments stacked away in my brain files 

Cause at the end of the day I’ll still call you mine 
Cause you’re the only soul that I still recognize 

Only soul I recognize 

How can you be such a fool fool? 
Haven’t you already learned the rules rules? 

If you push me away one last time 
Then that’ll be the day you cross the line

recognize

I sure like to win at battleship 
But I could never win at war 
I sure like to act like I’m the shit 
But I could never beat your score 

It hurts all of me oh 
That you can see past my ego 
It’s can’t all be just me though 
Cause we all have alter ego’s

I sure like to snap right back at ‘cha 
Thinkin’ I’m always right
Acting like imma catch up to ya 
Like imma thief in the night 

It hurts all of me oh 
That you can see past my ego 
It’s can’t all be just me though 
Cause we all have alter ego’s

I made plans for weekend 
Canceled them in my mind 
Would never dive off the deep end 
But I’d tell you I might 
I lost all of my old friends 
Cause I like to change my mind 
On how I like to treat them 
Like they have all of the time 
In the world for me 
Cause it’s just all about me 

It hurts all of me oh 
That you can see past my ego 
It’s can’t all be just me though 
Cause we all have alter ego’s

title track

Your words 
You need to know how much they mean
And I shouldn’t be the one 
To tell you that 
It hurts  
Cause I chose you, you see
Around three years ago when I chose you over me 

I risked it 
All for you, you see
But now my dad is gone and I can’t get that time back
With him 

Yeah I
Know that this was 
All wrong 
When I first got in your phone 
But I stayed 
Because 
I’ve always been known to be 
douchebag prone 

Yeah I 

Can’t you see
Who I’ve become 
Cause I never took an ounce of time 
To know myself 
Leave it be 
You know how to run
It’ll be two damn days until you find someone else 

Yeah I
Know that this was 
All wrong
When I first got in your phone 
I stayed 
Because 
I’ve always been known to be 
douchebag prone 

Yeah I 

There was too much time wasted
But now that time is chasing 
Me so fast that I can’t find my way back home 
There was so much time wasted and now that times chasing 
Me so fast that I can’t find my way back home 

Yeah I
Know that this was 
All gone 
When I first got in your phone 
I stayed 
Because 
I’ve always been known to be 
douchebag prone 

I risked it all for you 
And now my dad is gone and I can’t get the time back

douchebag prone

Call It What You Want (Taylor Swift Acoustic Cover)

Sad Beautiful Tragic (Taylor Swift Acoustic Cover)

Getaway Car Memo (Taylor Swift Acoustic Cover)

Lover - slowed  (Taylor Swift Acoustic Cover)

Is it Over Now? (Taylor Swift Acoustic Cover)

Now That We Don’t Talk (Taylor Swift Acoustic Cover)

I had a vision of you sippin’ that old red, chipped coffee cup
Back when what we felt was true, now we’re just like old brewed coffee crust 

That stained my shirt 
Back when I never thought that I could feel worse 

I love you but I have to let you go why I don’t know 
What to say, I’ve been okay, but I feel like I’ll choke
On my words 
Cause there are no words 
After everything 

You had a vision of me putting up that old big Christmas tree
Back when that was all you’d need; when you see the lights I hope you think of me 

You hurt me worse
I was never going to be first 

I never thought I’d say I’d play this game with you alone 
It hurts the same, you always say you think that I should go 
So I’ll go first 
And there will be no words 

Left to say, but hey, I think we stayed to not be alone
I left astray, it’s what I pay for letting it go

no words

I felt the rain hit my face this mornin’ 
Woke up, I was in chills 
Something I can’t escape, it’s pourin’
Don’t know how I should feel 
When it’s real 

No, I can’t go back there 
I will end up where
I first started from all along 
Someone please tell me to give it up!

I wish I could erase this doorway
Seem’s it will lead me to hell
If I could see it all before me 
I know I could make that for myself 

No, I can’t go back there 
I will end up where
I first started from all along 
Someone please tell me just to give it up!
No I, I am no longer scared 
Cause I will be right where 
I first started from all along 
Someone please tell me to give it up!

Why do you keep the past in?
Won’t let the future win 
Why do you keep the past in? 
Why do you keep the past in?
Won’t let the future begin 
Why do you keep the past in!?

I can’t go back there 
I will end up where 
I first started from all along 
Someone please me not to give it up!

give it up!

Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you 
Counting my footsteps praying the floor won’t fall thru again 
My mother accused me of losing my mind but I swore I was fine 

You paint me a blue sky, go back and turn it to rain
And I lived in your chess game but you change the rules everyday 
Wondering which version of you I might get on the phone tonight 
Well I stopped picking up and this song is to let you know why

Dear John,
I see it all now that you’re gone 
Don’t you think I was too young to be messed with?
The girl in the dress cried the 
whole 
way 
home 
You should’ve known 

You are an expert at sorry 
And keeping lines blurry 
Never impressed by me acing￼ your tests 
All the girls that you burned dry have tired lifeless eyes cause you’ve burned them out 
But I took your matches before fire could catch me so 
don’t 
look 
now 
I’m shining like fireworks over your sad empty town 

I bet this time of night you’re still up 
I bet you’re tired from a long hard week 
I bet you’re sitting in your chair by the window
looking out at the city 
And I bet sometimes you wonder about me 

And I just wanna tell you 
I takes everything in me not to call you 
And I wish I could run to you and I hope you know that every time I don’t
I almost do 
I almost do 

Oh we’ve made quite a mess babe 
It’s probably better off this way 
And I confess, baby 
That in my dreams you’re touching my face 

I was reminiscing just the other day
While having coffee all alone and Lord, it took me away
Back to a first glance feeling on New York time
Back when you read my poems like a perfect rhyme
Took off faster than a green light go
Yeah you skip the conversation the one you already know
I left a note on the door with a joke we made
And that was the first day

And darling, it was good
Never looking down
And right there where we stood
Was holy ground

Tonight I’m gonna dance 
For all that we’ve been thru 
But I don’t wanna dance 
IfI ’m not dancing with you

Dear John x I Almost Do x Holy Ground (Acoustic Taylor Swift Cover)

Song originally performed by Aurora 

I was listenin' to the ocean
I saw a face in the sand
But when I picked it up
Then it vanished away from my hands, dah
I had a dream, I was seven
Climbin' my way in a tree
I saw a piece of Heaven
Waitin' in patience for me, dah

And I was runnin' far away
Would I run off the world someday?
Nobody knows, nobody knows
And I was dancing in the rain
I felt alive and I can't complain

But no, take me home
Take me home where I belong
I can't take it anymore

Oh, I was painting a picture
The picture was a painting of you
And for a moment I thought you were here
But then again, it wasn't true, dah
And all this time I’ve been lyin'
lyin' in secret to myself
Putting sorrow on the farthest place on my shelf
La-di-da

And I was runnin' far away
Would I run off the world someday?
Nobody knows, nobody knows
And I was dancing in the rain
I felt alive and I can't complain

But no, take me home
Take me home where I belong 
I’ve got no other place to go 
But no take me home 
Take me home where I belong 
I can’t take it anymore 

And I kept running for a soft place to place 
And I kept running For a soft place to fall 
And I kept running for a soft place to fall 
And I kept running for a soft place to fall 

And I was running far away 
Would I run off the world someday? 

But no take me home 
Take my home where I belong 
I’ve got not other place to go 
But no take my home 
Take me home where I belong 
I can’t take it anymore

runaway

Ceilings, plaster
Can't you just make it move faster?
Lovely to be sitting here with you
You're kinda cute but it's raining harder
My shoes are now full of water
Lovely to be rained on with you
It's kinda cute but it's so short
Then you're drivin' me home
And I don't wanna leave
But I have to go
You kiss me in your car
And it feels like the start of a movie I've seen before
Before
Bedsheets, no clothes
Touch me like nobody else does
Lovely to just lay here with you
You're kinda cute and I would say all of this
But I don't wanna ruin the moment
Lovely to sit between comfort and chaos
But it's over
Then you're drivin' me home
And it kinda comes out as I get up to go
You kiss me in your car
And it feels like the start of a movie I've seen before
But it's not real
And you don't exist
And I can't recall the last time I was kissed
It hits me in the car
And it feels like the end of a movie I've seen before
Before

Ceilings (lizzy McAlpine Cover)

Don’t Blame Me x Look What You Made Me Do (Acoustic Taylor Swift Cover)

New Year’s Day (One Take - Acoustic Taylor Swift Cover)

I see how you look at her with those eyes 
Those eyes for which I’d wait a lifetime 
Do you two dance around to Coldplay? 
Or is “Yellow” a song that you could never save? 

I’ll wait for years but I can’t wait forever 
Why do I have to be such a fucking begger?
You two look so happy together 
So I guess I’ll have to be happy better 

Why does her name sound just like mine? 
And I can’t help to see all the signs 
Do you sing to Taylor with her like you did with me? 
And does she know that you’re still in love with me? 
And yeah 

I’ll wait for years even though I know better 
Why do I have to be such a fucking begger?
You two look so happy together 
So I guess I’ll have to be happy better 

But how can I be happy better when you’re gone? 
I don’t wanna lose you, no 
Even though you’re already gone 
I don’t wanna lose your soul 
Cause I really know that you’re the one

And I’d wait for years but I can’t wait forever 
And I don’t really care if I’m a fucking begger 
You two look so happy together 
So I’ll guess I’ll have to be happy better

HAPPY BETTER

Empty Space (James Arthur Cover)

I don’t know where you’ve gone 
All I know is it hurts more now 
I’m not afraid of bygones 
Won’t you just meet me halfway at an Exon? 

I know you’re my ex but 
Would you meet me at the Exon? 
Can we reconnect mon? 
Why won’t you meet me at the Exon?
I know you’re my ex but 
Would you meet me at the Exon? 
Maybe we could reflect on
If you’d just meet me at the Exon 

I know it’s been way too long 
But something tells me I can’t miss this one 
I’ve been driving all day I yawn 
Why don’t you just meet me at the Exon? 

I know you’re my ex but 
Would you meet me at the Exon? 
Can we reconnect mon? 
Why don’t  you meet me at the Exon?
I know you’re my ex but
Would you meet me at the Exon? 
Maybe we could reflect on
If you’d just meet me at the Exon

But you won’t come 
And I have no way to call 

I know you’re my ex but 
Would you just meet me at the Exon? 
Can we reconnect mon? 
Why won’t you meet me at the Exon?
I know you’re my ex but
Would you meet me at the Exon? 
Maybe we could reflect on
But you won’t meet me at the Exon

No
No
No

Still don’t know where you’ve gone 
All I know is it hurts more now

EXON

Girl 
You better know exactly what you want 
And what you need 
Cause girl 
Matter of factly 
You’re the one 
I envy 

I’m holding on by a strand
Cause that one big price I pay 
That’s why you have my man
Because I let him get away 

Don’t let him get away 
Like he got away from me 
Don’t let him get away 
Cause that’s one big price I pay 

Girl 
This isn’t something I’m telling you 
Lightly 
Cause if 
You break his heart I will be right there 
Patiently 

I’m holding my own hand 
Cause thats one big price I paid 
That’s why you have my man 
Because I let him get away 

Don’t let him get away 
Like he got away from me 
Don’t let him get away 
Cause that’s one big price I pay 

That’s one big price I’ve paid 

Boy 
Your better know exactly what you want 
If it’s not me 

Don’t let him get away 
Like he got away from me 
Don’t let him get away 
Cause that’s one big price I pay

DON’T LET HIM GET AWAY

I’d go to you faster than you could say “run” 
But how could I tell you the things that I’ve done? 
Since you’ve been gone 
It’s been so long 
Since I’ve known who you are 
I tell you “I love you” but it’s not enough 

I say this with my heart “please don’t run”
I don’t know how to explain the things I’ve done 
To someone I love 
To myself 
To my dad who sits on the very top shelf
How could your brain retain the things that I’ve done now? 

Why does this topic make me feel numb? 
You ask me how I’ve been and I’ll play dumb 
But since you’ve been gone 
I’ve tried to be strong 
Now I don’t know who you are 
I tell you “I love you” but it’s not enough 
No 

I say this with my heart “please don’t run”
I don’t know how to explain the things I’ve done 
To someone I love 
To myself 
To my dad who sits on the very top shelf 
How can your brain retain the things that I’ve done now? 

I’d go to you faster than you could say “run” 
But how could I tell you the things that I’ve done? 
And now I’ll never know who you are 

I say this with my heart “please don’t run”
I just don’t know how to explain the things I’ve done 
To someone I love 
To myself 
To my dad who sits on the very top shelf 
How could your brain retain the things that I’ve done now?

SHELF

One night 
As I lay awake
In my bed 
Something real strange 
Starts to begin 
Can this be real or is it fake? 
I start to cry 
This isn’t what I’d 
Imagined 
In my selfish mind 
Are there any answers to my why’s?
Or help from the spirt left behind?

Looking back 
I still reflect 
On what my father used to say to me 
You don’t have 
To be the best 
Just be all that you can be 

I’m still looking back 
Through the book that I used to read 
I’m still looking back 
Cause the only piece left of you is me 

Death has 
Taken you by the hand 
Still to this day
I can’t understand 
How I’m up and living life again 
I think his strength 
Comes from within 
But still someday 
I hope we’ll meet again 
When I’m down and feel like giving in 

Looking back 
I still reflect 
On what my father used to say to me 
You don’t have 
To be the best 
Just be all that you can be 

I’m still looking back 
Through the book that I used to read 
I’m still looking back 
Cause the only piece left of you is me 

When out of nowhere something comes about 
I start to throw all the blame around 

Looking back 
I still reflect 
On what my father used to say to me 
You don’t have 
To be the best 
Just be all that you can be 

I’m still looking back 
Through the book that I used to be
I’m still looking back 
Cause the only piece left of you is me

looking back

Speak Now (Acoustic Taylor Swift Cover)

I’ll see how it all falls down like raindrops on your GMC 
I’ll wait to hear your call but when I see the cops I’ll let it ring 

But there’s nothing more 
That you could want from me 
Staring at the floorboards 
That once creaked 

For you and me
One entity 
For you and me 
But we’ve let it be 
Left it at maybe 

Why did you leave it at maybe baby? 
Why did you leave me at maybe baby?
Why did you leave me at maybe baby? 

I’ll wait until I hear the rain stop and I can’t smell the breeze 
I’ve let one big part of my brain rot but yet you never leave 

And there’s nothing more 
That you could want from me 
Staring at the floorboards 
That once creaked 

For you and me
One entity 
For you and me 
But we’ve let it be 
Left it at maybe

Why did you leave me at maybe baby? 
Why did you leave me at maybe baby? 

If I never let your hand go wonder where we’d be 
If I didn’t write you a whole album no, you’d never see
Me 

That once preached  
For you and me
One entity 
For you and me 
But we’ve let it be 
Left it at maybe

Why did you leave me at maybe baby?
Why did you leave me at maybe baby? 
Why did you leave me at maybe baby? 
Why did you leave me at maybe baby?

MAYBE, BABY

I’ll wait for it 
For you to come back 
Out of all of the fakes and so many takes
I still rewind it back
I’ll wait for it 
For you to fix your cap 
Out of all that’s erased and all of the mace 
I’ve used behind your back
I’ll wait for it 
I’ll wait for it 

What would it take for you to come around? 
And why can’t I find a reason to settle down?

All of it seems so clear to me now 
I’m at the top of the summit for you
But can you see me from the ground?
From the ground 

I’ll answer to it 
If you ever call my name 
Out of all the mistakes and the memories made
I’ll still find a way
Back around to it 
Ever since we walked away 
All I can say is I’ve been remade and I’ve never been more awake

What would it take for you to see me now? 
And why can’t I find a reason to hike back down? 

All of it seems so clear to me now 
I’m at the top of the summit for you
But can you see me from the ground?
From the ground 

What would it take for you to hear me out?
I said I moved on but I didn’t really know how

All of it seems so clear to me now 
I’m at the top of the summit for you
But can you see me from the ground?
From the ground

SUMMIT

YELLOW

I still have all your letters in a box under my bed 
Even though I know better I couldn’t throw them away 
I’d like to believe you still see me like you saw me that day 
This delusions feeding my mind cause I have no other way 

Cause we spoke in letters 
But now we have nothing to say 
And all of our endeavors
Are now stuck on the page

Do you still have all my letters in a box under your bed? 
Well I’m so glad you found better I bet she’s the one who threw them 
I’d like to believe that your heart still sees right through all my shit 
Maybe then you would realize I was never through with it

Because we spoke in letters 
But now we have nothing to say 
And all of our endeavors 
Are now stuck on the page 

These words can’t escape 
Cause they’ve been replaced 
With so much rage 
That’s stuck on a page 

We spoke in letters 
But now we have nothing to say 
And all of our endeavors 
Are now stuck on the page
We spoke in letters 
But now you have nothing to say 
And all of our endeavors 
Are now stuck on the page

LETTERS OF ENDEAVORS

If I were to stay 
Would It be okay with you? 
You could meet me halfway 
If you only see the truth 

That’s standing there in front of you 

I bet I’ve been stuck in your head when you go to bed at night 
Cause you know that reconciliatin’s not right
I bet you toss and turn and check under your bed 
And I bet that’s so deliberating 
Guess I wasn’t worth the waiting 

If I were to smile 
Would you finally think I’m cute? 
Sadness is a crime 
Do you think that I’m okay too? 

Now I can’t stand the thought of you 

And now I’ve been stuck in my head when I go to bed at night 
Cause I know that reconciliatin’s not right 
And now I toss and turn and check under my bed 
And I bet it’s so deliberating 
Guess he wasn’t worth the waiting 

No, I never thought of this to be gone 
Maybe it was the timing that was wrong 
For too long 

I bet you’ve been stuck in your head when you go to bed at night 
Cause you know that reconciliatin’s not right
I bet you toss and turn and check under your bed 
And I bet it’s so deliberating 
Guess I wasn’t worth the waiting

UNDER YOUR BED

I grew out my hair so you would like me better 
And if that couldn’t make you want me what could ever? 
That’s all I know 
I left him in the wind and thought I could do better 
Little did I know that better would be never 
What a show 

I let you clip off my wings 
You thought you didn’t do anything 
Now I’m drowning in the words that I sing 
At last, this is everything 

I watched all those movies you left at my house 
So now when I watch the Water Boy I pout 
That what my momma said 
I learned all those details I thought I didn’t care about 
You’re shocked when you hear “I love you” coming out of my mouth 
It’s not all in my head 

I left you and it didn’t sting 
I had thought I had done everything 
Now I’m drowning in the words that I sing 
At last, this is everything 

Where did you go now? 
I’m unable to figure it out 
Where is your heart now?

I let you clip off my wings 
You thought you didn’t do anything  
Now I’m drowning in the words that I sing 
At last, this is everything 

This is everything 
This is everything 

At last, this is everything

AT LAST, THIS IS EVERYTHING

I wait 
For you to call 
Even with the distance 
For you I fall
Straight down 
Down to it all 
I’ll be needing stitches 
Right after I’m mauled 

Why do you seem fine? 
I was the one who died 
When after all this time 
I was the only one in love 
Why do you remind
Me of someone who’s kind?
When after all of this time 
I was the only one in love 

So I wait 
For you to speak 
Even with the distance 
I’m still the one who bleeds 
But it won’t change 
Even with persistence 
I can’t help you if you choose not to listen 

Why do you seem fine? 
I had thought you died 
When after all this time 
I was the only one in love 
Why can’t we rewind 
When it was all alright 
But after all of this time 
I was the only one in love 

It can’t be this way 
Why don’t you meet me on main? 

It’s away 
Away from it all 
That’s where you’d take me
When you’d call 
I wait 
Wait for it all 
Even with the distance 
For you I’d fall

EVEN WITH THE DISTANCE

I’m no good at being casual about it 
I’m no good at being practical when I’m sick 

I’ve spilled my guts out in the toilet for you 
I wrote you 15 songs I wonder if that’ll do

I’ve smoked this joint down but wait 
Who are you? 
Maybe I finally forgot about all of
My love for you
But when I wake up in the morning 
I never saw it coming 
Memories start dancing right on through 
With the pieces left of you 
I’m sick4U

No I’ve never really been good at speaking my feelings 
Unless I’m speaking to your through song 
And I never wanted to be this person 
But I’ve been waiting on you for too damn long 

And I’ve smoked this joint down but wait 
Where are you?
Maybe I’ve finally forgot about all of 
My love for you
But when I wake up in the morning 
I never saw it coming 
Memories start dancing right on through 
These pieces of you 
So many pieces left of you 
Peices left of you

No I’m not good at being casual about it 
I’m sick4U
I’m no good at being practical when I’m sick 
I’m sick4U

SICK4U

Soft skin 
Breathe in too deep 
The smell of me 
Scratchin’
The only itch I seek 

Like me you’re stubborn 
But like them you’re sunburnt 
Like you I’ve recovered 
But I’m still butt hurt 

Echos 
Of you I still see
Lighting 
Casts on over the trees 
That we were once beneath 

How could you do this now 
After all we planned out? 
How could you be this proud
To forget all we talked about? 

Like me you’re stubborn 
But like them you’re butt hurt

BUTT HURT

Casual (Chappell Roan Acoustic Cover)

I’m laying on the bathroom floor 
This can’t be the only to pour 
My heart out to you 
You wanted me but I wanted more 
You can say I’ve never done this shit before 
(What’s a girl to do) 

And I call call call but I hang right up 
And you fall fall fall right out of my cup
As I try try try to be your greatest love 

This bottle doesn’t help anymore 
I will regret this for a month 
So why do I even pour another cup? 
All the things that I ignore 
I will just throw right back up
So why do I even pour another cup? 

The parties out there and I’m so bored 
(I’m so fucking bored)
You look like someone who’s never been adored 
(I’ll be the one)

And I miss miss miss the taste of his lips 
So I kiss kiss kissed the first guy on my list 
So I did did did just what they said not to do 

This bottle doesn’t help anymore 
I will regret this for a month 
So why do I even pour another cup? 
All the things that I adore
Will just become my back up
So why do I even pour another cup? 

I gotta hand it to ya 
But then I’ll grab it from ya 
As you pour another cup 

This bottle doesn’t help anymore 
I will regret this for a month 
So why do I even pour another cup? 
All the things that I ignore 
I will just throw right back up
So why do I even pour another cup?

ANOTHER CUP?

My heart breaks
For your love 
Cause you’ve put me off 
For way too long 

Did you forget the taste of me?
Do you regret the poem you’d read? 

And this is why I can’t sleep at night 
My blood pressure was way too fucking high 
Seeing you with her after I had cried for you let me
Back into your life 

You bought a house 
In the same neighborhood 
Was forgetting me 
Good for your manly hood? 

Did you forget the plans we made? 
Do you regret the very first day? 

And this is why I can’t sleep at night 
My blood pressure was way too fucking high 
Seeing you with her after I had cried for you let me
Back into your life 

Why don’t you let me back in? 
Why don’t you let me? 
Why don’t let me back in? 
Why don’t you let me?
Why don’t you let me sin again? 
Why don’t you let me? 

And this is why I can’t sleep at night 
My blood pressure was way too fucking high 
Seeing you with her after I had cried for you let me
Back into your life

BLOOD PRESSURE

Fresh Out The Slammer (Acoustic Taylor Swift Cover)

23☁️ 
singer/songwriter
I’m so happy you’re here!
I write songs for fun and mental release. Nothing is professionally done here lmao maybe one day! I appreciate every single person who has listened to even 1 song 🤍

Megan Marie Motter

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