recently ive been feeling really mediocre. really thought about leaving music and stopping creating in general but instead just took a little break from working on anything,,,, this was part of an old poem i wrote a while ago and never worked on. kind of a letter to myself. also sorry if i sound really nasally ive been sick for like 3 weeks and two rounds of antibiotics havent worked but i thought i should post something quick. also thanks for 15k total plays!!!

lyrics:My heart, don't you have anything left?
My heart,, stop letting them walk all over your chest, leaving long laboured breaths,
You’re a mess
My heart, he won't dare to touch you when you ask him too, so don't ask him too
I’d like to think you’re smarter than that

I can’t tell you why we’re beating
They can’t help you, no it’s just me
And though I can’t hold you when when you feel defeated
No one knows you like I do.

My heart, we don’t have anything left
My heart,, they found their way into my chest, making sure we’re suppressed
We’re a mess
My heart, he won’t ever love you even if you want him to, so don’t ask him too
I was never smarter than that

All we got is flesh and bone but they want it all Why do I always give it?
Feel the smoke filling up our lungs, every time we give it
We’re alone in this stop begging for help they don’t know us yet
They never will

My heart, don't you have anything left?
My heart,, stop letting them walk all over your chest

I can’t tell you why we’re beating
They can’t help you, no it’s just me
And though I can’t hold you when when  you feel defeated
No one knows you like I do.

don't you have anything left?

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hello!  i'm Kat but you can call me Miaow, like my cat does....  i'm a singer/songwriter/musician/music-lover from Scotland and have been all my life.  this is my first solo project.  my debut album, Year Zero, which is out on all digital platforms.

DOWNLOAD / BUY my music here:

https://miaowmcdonald.bandcamp.com/

you can also find me on iTunes, Spotify, Deezer, Napster, Applemusic, Googleplay, etc etc etc.

Miaow McDonald: words, vocals, guitar, bass, piano, Theremin, synths and is responsible for some other sonic perversions and samples.

Additional players named on individual tracks.

Production: Robert Davidson (Aged Choir Boy)

Thank you for tuning in!  

Love,
Miaow x

Beat Prices:

Lease: $20.00 MP3
Premium Lease: $40.00 WAV
Trackouts Lease:  $60.00 WAV Stems/MP3/
Unlimited Lease: $80.00 (MP3/WAV/Unlimited Copies)

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