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recently ive been feeling really mediocre. really thought about leaving music and stopping creating in general but instead just took a little break from working on anything,,,, this was part of an old poem i wrote a while ago and never worked on. kind of a letter to myself. also sorry if i sound really nasally ive been sick for like 3 weeks and two rounds of antibiotics havent worked but i thought i should post something quick. also thanks for 15k total plays!!!

lyrics:My heart, don't you have anything left?
My heart,, stop letting them walk all over your chest, leaving long laboured breaths,
You’re a mess
My heart, he won't dare to touch you when you ask him too, so don't ask him too
I’d like to think you’re smarter than that

I can’t tell you why we’re beating
They can’t help you, no it’s just me
And though I can’t hold you when when you feel defeated
No one knows you like I do.

My heart, we don’t have anything left
My heart,, they found their way into my chest, making sure we’re suppressed
We’re a mess
My heart, he won’t ever love you even if you want him to, so don’t ask him too
I was never smarter than that

All we got is flesh and bone but they want it all Why do I always give it?
Feel the smoke filling up our lungs, every time we give it
We’re alone in this stop begging for help they don’t know us yet
They never will

My heart, don't you have anything left?
My heart,, stop letting them walk all over your chest

I can’t tell you why we’re beating
They can’t help you, no it’s just me
And though I can’t hold you when when  you feel defeated
No one knows you like I do.

don't you have anything left?

my mom took this picture i think,,
a quick track done in a few hours,,,,, was kinda bored -- to everyone ive been working with im sorry ive been taking forever to work on things,, this does mean im going to start working any faster lol,,, im stressed

;;;lyrics;;;
walk me through the fallen leafs
you know I used to love the way it goes
but somewhere along the path, you see
we lost our sense of harmony

and guess its just us, kid, now that we’re gone man we could do anything
i know you wished that, they’d be by your side but you gotta  get over it

they said theyd come back but we know theyre never gonna
and our roots about to break we’re falling with the fauna

now when we pass beyond the trees
all we feel is the fear they bestowed to me
cause somehow they lost their lives to greed
and they never once looked  at the fallen leafs

and guess its just us, kid, now that we’re gone man we could do anything
i know you wished that, they’d be by your side but you gotta get over it

they said theyd come back but we know theyre never gonna
and our roots about to break we’re falling with the fauna

roots

been having a hard time focusing and writing,,,, this is an old draft i never finished so i just added a bit to it and finished writing completely,,,, hopefully ill be more creative soon!!!

lyrics::
ABEC#m
I don’t fit your stereotype, so what am I, what am I?
Unless you’re gonna wanna fight
I think I could get behind, another try, another try

ABC#m
I wanna be a picture perfect family, I’ll be whoever you want me to be
I’m a petty actor, a pretty face
Call me after, tell me to stay
Someday, showcase me - someday, showcase me

ABEC#m
I don’t fit into her clothes, but don’t let me go, let me go
I could lose a couple pounds or so
I could be your chemical, don’t cast me as a cameo, dont cast me as a cameo

I wanna be a picture perfect family, I’ll fit your frame silver screen
I’m a porcelain painting, I’ll take her place
Call me baby, put me on display
Someday, showcase me - someday, showcase me

C#mBE
You’re giving me too much space, you’re holding me back
You’re giving me too much space, you’re holding me back
I wanna love, I wanna love, I wanna love
Someone like you loved her and I loved you
Someone like you loved her and I loved you

ABC#m
I wanna be your Hollywood Superstar, make me famous take me far
Don’t be careful, this could be bliss
Loving you the way she did
Could be better, Just let me stay
This you’ll remember the night we escape

showcase me

xistence sent me a few tracks to write to,, this is the first one i finished ! enjoyy,, check out more of their stuff!
https://soundcloud.com/nihism

head over heels (prod. xistence)

you can be the star

youth 

Fudasca:  https://www.instagram.com/fudasca/
J-NYA: https://soundcloud.com/j_nya
Alann8h: https://soundcloud.com/alann8h

Now You Know (feat. J-NYA & Alann8h)

youth 

Fudasca:  https://www.instagram.com/fudasca/
LOUD HOUND: https://soundcloud.com/loudhoundmusic

It's All For You (feat. LOUD HOUND)

youth

Fudasca: https://www.instagram.com/fudasca/
Snow: https://www.instagram.com/_Callmesnow_/

You Dont Wanna Be This Way (feat. Snow)

youth

Fudasca: https://www.instagram.com/fudasca/
Thomas Reid: https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic

I Wrote You a Letter (feat. Thomas Reid)

youth

Fudasca: https://www.instagram.com/fudasca/
Mehkare Merson: https://soundcloud.com/mehkare-merson

I'm Not Missing U (feat. Mehkare Merson)

tear your heart out..

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