what do i do when i'm broken?

I appreciate all 3k of you for following me over these past few years! One day I was driving listening to Cloud D when J Cole came up next in the playlist. Instantly motivated; I went home and created this. Hope y'all enjoy as much as I have :)

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Abstract Theory x NextGenBriar9 - Retro Love (feat. Sxige & K.D.B)

NeverWannaBeWithYou

True story

Been had to carry this weight for a while
I’m getting tired of that
Don’t know how much I can take but I’m trying
I hate all the ways I react
I’m knowing she tired of me, won’t admit it
Feel like I’m dying inside, need a minute
See me outside then I’m standing on business
Not going out sad but I know I been tripping

I mix up the potion, I could be a chemist
Don’t fuck up my motion, I might catch a sentence
I feel like I’m floating within your vicinity
But when I’m alone I just feel like I’m damned

Maybe I’m a bad friend, but fuck it if they don’t hit me up
Life changing up too fast, I don’t know what’s going on
Fuck it—hit me in a couple of months
Because I never been the one switching up

Old hoes praying on my downfall
But I’m never giving up
Oh Lord, I’m feeling like my mind’s gone
’Cause everything been going rough

I dare you to judge me, I don’t give a fuck
I dare you to judge me, I don’t give a fuck

Been had to carry this weight for a while
I’m getting tired of that
Don’t know how much I can take but I’m trying
I hate all the ways I react
I’m knowing she tired of me, won’t admit it
Feel like I’m dying inside, need a minute
See me outside then I’m standing on business
Not going out sad but I know I been tripping

All them racks ain’t finna come without sacrifice
She like, “Why the fuck yo ass ain’t been acting right?”
Sometimes I hate the fact that I’m alive
There ain’t no going back, I’m gonna ride

Oh, you been fighting your demons?
I can take on a whole legion of demons
Including my own for no reason
I keep it pushing and I won’t be defeated

Father been getting on my case
I know that I’ll miss your ass one day
And memories from the past cause pain
And they don’t disappear like stains
I had to learn a lot the hard way, yeah

One day they love you, the next day they hate you
I wanna get away, wanna escape it
I run away in the foreign, I’m racing

I’m the way that I am ’cause I been so forsaken
Dress how I dress to flex on a hater
That designer got ’em thinking they famous

Sit the fuck down, you ignoramus
Put a mask on, I’m feeling like Rey Mysterio
I been in pain but I’m making you feel it though

I need my payments in blues and I need some more
Wondering if I’ma live til I’m getting old

Been had to carry this weight for a while
I’m getting tired of that
Don’t know how much I can take but I’m trying
I hate all the ways I react
I’m knowing she tired of me, won’t admit it
Feel like I’m dying inside, need a minute
See me outside then I’m standing on business
Not going out sad but I know I been tripping yeah

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Weight (eightysix)

Les mots !

"you don't love yourself" produced by @violetxx9
performed/written by @counterxo

(lyrics)
Even if I try, I’ve still let days and days pass by
It’s a price to pay for mistakes I’ve made
that I’ve learned from and that why I’m still hanging on by a thread 
You are my strength so I give my best
It took so long to rest and get self hatred off my chest
In this bed I sleep on the tears I’ve shed
It’s the truth
and she said 
you don’t love yourself like I love

(I need to have to you around, I’m so scared of falling back down)

My own thoughts eat me alive 
Dreams I bought just to get by
Pain I brought, but I’m alright 
Spread my wings so I can fly

you don't love yourself (violet)

J. Cole - Neighbors

J Cole - Neighbors (Instrumental)

J. Cole 1985 intro to the fall off by @CrissBamazing 1991 (end of The Vent)

this is a remix, I do not own the rights to the original

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j. cole - atm (remix)

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what do i do when i'm broken?

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