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read my mind [+ heygwuapo]

Spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/2NqbEJ0wIFG5FwbJk1iGlu?si=S0GpELwHT2WBG4yuaskleA

lyrics: 
It's like everyday I try to stray away, but I can't now
And I don't know what to say when I see your face, except wow
But I don't wanna be bothered, it's from my father Think that I'm farther, farther from you
And what do I do, this shit seems brand new Oh lord, I don't got a clue

Lead me in direction, Lord, give me your strength and protection
I look at my reflection All I see is rejection

I swear it's the same shit everyday No, I don't think it will change
In every single way My heart's still gonna decay
I try to stay away, but you want me to pay For some shit I never did
I'm always tryna admit that you was always feared, And you always wanna get me back
And I'm so over obsessive I can't help what I mess with
I need all this aggression to go away, And I don't know what to say
When you play these games and leave me astray Do I stay sane or lose my brain

Lead me in direction Lord, give me your strength and protection
I look at my reflection All I see is rejection
Lead me in direction Lord, give me your strength and protection
I look at my reflection All I see is rejection

REJECTION [prod.dotbeats]

Lyrics:
(Hook)
Baby, tell me, you with me or not?
Let me know, i could pull up to yo spot
Know you crushing, do not act like you not
Lemme show you things that you never thought could be
I know that you feeling me
Wanna give you everything
If you ride, id love you with every fiber of my being
X2

(Verse 1)
But you gotta act right first
I don’t wanna make a wrong move, end hurt again

Romance never my turf
But i promise ill learn if we can become more than friends

More than friends
Ive been busy tryna make amends
Been maturing, and wishing the best
Now I think I’m ready to give us a chance
Yeah

(Verse 2, Astrís)
he freestyled the shit 😭

(Hook)
Baby, tell me, you with me or not?
Let me know, i could pull up to yo spot
Know you crushing, do not act like you not
Lemme show you things that you never thought could be
I know that you feeling me
Wanna give you everything
If you ride, id love you with every fiber of my being
X2

YWMON? w/ Astrís (Prod. 22Nate)

Produced by me, vocals by me

Stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/sorisu/relapse-2/ 


Lyrics:
I’m in a dreamworld where I was somewhere else
I woke up crying cause I thought I saw you die
I can’t be the one you want but I’ll try to be them in my second life
If you only knew what I would do if it meant I’d be with you
No, no self control, I’d sell my soul if it meant one day with you
If you only knew what I would do for you, you don’t have to ask
Addicted to you I overdosed, but there’s always one relapse

(Lately I’ve been…)
Thinking of us all day all the times we had
Overdose on thoughts of lying next to you
Why did we throw it away? Was it all just a waste
Left me with a question, does it really end this way?
Dreaming of us all day all the times we’ve had
Standing on the edge as our bridges collapse
But is it really too late? I know you feel the same
You’re the only answer, you’re the only one I trust
(Dreaming of you, thinking of us
Is it too soon, is it too late)

Relapse

Prod. Jhai and I

https://m.soundcloud.com/prod-jhai

https://m.soundcloud.com/mekelgiveemhell

CULPRIT + jhai + me’kel

leave u dead w tragikset prod me

Produced by K4nji
Vocals by me + @hollons
^shoutout these guys that made this fun song possible
(◕‿◕✿)

Stream link: soon

Lyrics:
sori
Know we just met the other day alright
I usually turn the other way cause I’m used to catching eyes
But you just seemed so easy to keep sights on
And I think you might just be my next mistake yeah
It’s a possibility
But you're not used to girls like me
You're not used to ones that know that they are all that
See you when the sun rise
Then want to see you all night
And you don’t know what that’s like
Could I show you tonight ?

You think you figured me out
“You know what I’m all about”
You don’t know what you’re doing
You’re way in over your head
I thought this was just a crush
I hope we don’t fall in love
I don’t know what we’re doing
We were supposed to be just friends

hollons
But we could be way more than that
You think you know me
You think that I'm all bad
You know I hope to get the chance
to take you out tonight
and show you who I am

"I could see through you"
that's what you told me but
I could see through you too
Try to ignore it 'cause I love the way you move
You might just be my next mistake
You'll make me wish for better days
Oh girl I know it

🔁

Friends + hollons (k4nji) #RNB

Trap Belief

always making sure things are okay even if i'm not.. 

…φ(。‸ 。*)…φ(。‸ 。*)…φ(。‸ 。*)

produced by me
art by cuttle_bone on twitter!!!
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lyrics
in and out of love
don't know who to trust
i did everything i can
and it's not enough
bby tell me 
what's the plan?
i'm not tryna duck
you gon leave me in the rut
i don't wna talk abt it
i can't talk when im sober
you'd love me off the drugs 
overthink the shit i say
i guess i haven't had enough :///
and i take this medication
just to make sure we're not over
your head is on my shoulder
so i can't fall apart

guess it's the price that i pay
tryna make sure you're okay
you been picking at my brain
i keep giving you reactions
and i thought you felt the same
but we both see the way it panned out
i don't know where to go now
keep fighting with myself

i feel so fucking guilty tryna find someone 2 love
i know i'm only 18 
but i feel like i'm done
feels like everybody hates me
i don't know what i've done
i prolly need some help
my bad, i thought you were the one T-T

so manic, so selfish
i'm ashamed i overthink the shit you've done
i'm embarrassed, kinda helpless
insecure about myself, i'll take a run

and it won't fix all my problems
but i'm acting
like i'm something
i feel disgusting :/
and on the surface i'm flawless
but i'm crashing
you get good when you've acted this long..

in and out of love
don't know who to trust
i did everything i can
and it's not enough
bby tell me 
what's the plan?
i'm not tryna duck
you gon leave me in the rut
i don't wna talk abt it
i can't talk when im sober
you'd love me off the drugs 
overthink the shit i say
i guess i haven't had enough :///
and i take this medication
just to make sure we're not over
your head is on my shoulder
so i can't fall apart

guess it's the price that i pay
tryna make sure you're okay
you been picking at my brain
i keep giving you reactions
and i thought you felt the same
but we both see the way it panned out
i don't know where to go now
keep fighting with myself

i feel so fucking guilty tryna find someone 2 love
i know i'm only 18 
but i feel like i'm done
feels like everybody hates me
i don't know what i've done
i prolly need some help
my bad, i thought you were the one T-T

YWMON? w/ Astrís (Prod. 22Nate)

Me’kel

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