I try to reason with myself, but I wont listen. 
All the thoughts that make me feel like someone else; I don't know if I'll get a chance to miss them. 
I can't keep lying to myself all the time, cos I've been lying awake in bed every single night. 
I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't dream, I can't breathe. 
And it breaks me up inside that I can't make up my mind, I'm sick all of the time but I can't draw the line.

in some nee ah / insomnia

Am I moving backwards, or not moving at all? 
Am I falling forwards? I think I'm losing it all, cos I can't see the answers but I hear them screaming at me from somewhere, I don't know how to get there, don't know who I should be. 
And I'm lost in the waves of the mess that is my brain, UHH. 
You know that I've been waiting for someone just like you, but I don't think you want to do what I wanna do. 
And I shouldn't miss you, cos I never had a chance in the first place, but I keep, keep on waiting, cos it takes two to dance. 
And I'm lost in the waves, cos I don't know who blaaAAAaame. 
(oohs & aahs and other strange noises)

Moving Backwards/Falling Forwards

Omen Oh Man

Queens Of The Stone Age - Suture Up Your Future cover

Massive Attack / Aurora - Teardrop cover

Shallow Breath

portishead - glory box cover

funky drunky

tall dark n handsome

no i dont listen to a lot of Grimes what are you talking about

hoppin

if I could melt myself down to size, 
I would, to fit my reflection in your eyes
I want to feel your breath on my skin
There's nothing left for me to lose or win

I couldn't take a breath if you asked me to
I would forget, thinking over you
I don't know what I'm supposed to be
I'm good, I swear, don't worry about me

But I don't wanna go that far from here,
kinda like the way I work with fear
Sometimes I wish I could leave myself
But I don't trust me with someone else

One time, I thought I knew what I was to do
I was so wrong about you all along 
I don't know what I'm still doing here
I guess I'll try, try to disappear

But I don't wanna go that far from here
kinda like the way I work with fear
Sometimes I wish I could leave myself 
But I don't trust me with someone else
With someone else

someone else

Like Acid demo

Steve Lacey - Dark Red mini cover

love will tear us apart, but it's french synthpop inspired

wanna hold it in my hands, 
wanna feel it in my bones, 
is it something i can reach?
honestly, you feel like home 

didn't think that i deserved
all the things you give to me
never wanna make you hurt, 
never wanna see you leave 

standing here with open hands, 
i've taken enough to give
how to make you understand, 
that you make me want to live 

how do i say
         how i feel
when the words
          dont seem real 

im so scared of how people change
dont know how i didnt see
ones i've loved have forgotten my name
do you know me?

how do i say
        how i feel
when the words
        dont seem real
real
        real
                  real
                            real
                  real
        real
real
        real
                  real
                            real

Real ~ Demo

thru the exit

mellie-ay

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