Chasing Shadows

Halloween’s Best Night

"在兩個世界之間"-(Between Two Worlds)

同在阴影中 - Together in the Shadows (Chinese Adaptation by Wang Sheng Jie)

A Lasair Troimh an Cheò - A Flame in the Mist (Theme song for the upcoming novel by Amy Ardyn)

"The Doorway Kid" is an emotionally resonant Indie-Pop track that captures the deeply personal feeling of constant displacement. It speaks to anyone who has felt like an outsider in their own life, belonging fully to no group, culture, or geography.

Built around reflective acoustic guitar melodies and a soaring, melodic chorus, the song uses the powerful metaphor of standing in a doorway—never fully entering or exiting, but suspended in a perpetual "unclaimed place." It’s an honest, intimate look at the struggle to define a personal identity built from disparate parts, making it a compelling anthem for the perpetually rootless.

The Doorway Kid

"The Heavy Silence" is a high-energy pop anthem that captures the agonizing weight of unexpressed feelings. Driven by a pulsing synth beat and a massive, melodic chorus, the song explores the internal conflict of wanting to confess deep emotions—whether love, regret, or truth—but choosing to keep them locked away.

The track uses the concept of silence as a weapon and a burden, highlighting how the things we don't say often create the loudest noise in our lives. It’s perfect for listeners who appreciate relatable, emotionally charged lyrics paired with an explosive, radio-ready production.v

The Heavy Silence

"Stone Mirror, Wild Heart" is an empowering, high-powered track that transforms defiance into a feeling of joyous, constant movement, mirroring the magical, melodic flow of classical rock.

The song uses powerful mystical imagery, such as witchcraft and stone mirrors, as a metaphor for a woman's unwavering self-acceptance in the face of judgment. The unique sound is defined by a buoyant, fast-paced rhythm and the shimmering presence of the Roland JX-3P Chime synth, which provides a constant, crystalline sparkle to the music. The verses drive seamlessly into a massive chorus of soaring, layered harmonies, celebrating the "Wild Heart" that shatters societal expectations. This track is an anthem of liberation, proving that self-acceptance is the most powerful magic of all.

Stone Mirror, Wild Heart

"The Spider's Thread" is a powerful and dramatic narrative that captures the agony and eventual defiance of being unjustly exiled from a toxic workplace. The song tells the story of an intelligent, honest worker who is betrayed and terminated due to the jealousy and lies of a deceitful manager.

The lyrics use vivid, poetic imagery, framing the antagonist as a "Spider" who spins "whispers out of dust" to justify the termination. It moves from the shock and betrayal of the verses to a fiercely powerful and resilient chorus, where the narrator reclaims her worth, declaring that no "petty lies could ever burn away my youth or my worth." This track is an anthem for anyone who has faced corporate injustice, celebrating the indestructible nature of integrity and the dignity of the exile.

The Spider's Thread

"The Mirror's Edge" is a dramatic and prophetic song that confronts a toxic, narcissistic ex-partner who has walked away seemingly unscathed after committing cruel and unacceptable deeds. The narrative centers on the deep injustice of watching this individual continue to thrive, believing they have outsmarted consequence.

The lyrics use powerful, mythical imagery—the "Mirror's Edge" as the precarious boundary between self-deception and truth, and the "Gypsy" as the embodiment of an ancient, certain knowledge. The song is not a plea for vengeance but a fierce declaration of inevitable cosmic justice; the narrator is resigned, not to their pain, but to the certainty that "karma keeps the score so sweet." It celebrates the profound power found in witnessing destiny unfold, knowing that the ultimate reckoning—the collapse of the narcissist's self-made empire—is only a matter of time.

The Mirror's Edge

This powerful ballad unwinds the tragic collapse of a decade-long bond, exploring the devastating consequences of intimate betrayal. The narrator recounts the history of a friendship—once a sacred, sisterly covenant—that was shattered by jealousy and dark ambition.

The narrative tracks the slow poison of suspicion, starting from veiled insults and strange distance, leading to the shocking realization that a trusted friend acted as a serpent, seducing an (already) toxic spouse to breach the vows of both marriage and friendship.

Ultimately, the song is a dramatic reckoning. It concludes with the narrator finding the strength to sever the connection completely during the chaos of divorce, choosing self-preservation over a polluted past. It is an atmospheric journey through loss, anger, and the final, powerful acceptance that some relationships are destined to turn to dust. 

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To the "serpent", Jami Larsen-Miller, and my final muse:

I wish you well, now that the dust has settled from the brief, blinding flame you struck during and after the end of my toxic marriage. You reached for what looked like gold—the charm, the salary, the illusion—and I hope the temporary thrill was worth the wreckage of our friendship.

I see you are still holding onto the remnants of that connection, and I leave you with a strange comfort: It takes time for the glamour to fade and the true colors to show. I already found my freedom when I finally unloved the man beneath the mask.

That realization is the final, heavy prize, and I suspect you are discovering why looks and fake charm, and a good salary aren't everything.

The cage is broken, the wind is at my back, and I am flying, free from the chaos you helped complete. Keep the remnants; I'll take the wings.

The Silver Cord We Severed

"Ghost At The Table" is a powerful and highly emotional rock ballad told from the perspective of a married woman whose dinner date is brazenly interrupted by an uninvited rival. The song captures the intense frustration and initial shock of being treated as invisible while a younger woman (employee) shamelessly attempts to seduce the singer's husband, motivated by low self-esteem and the thrill of chasing a taken man.

The climax arrives when the singer finally breaks her silence, delivering a cold, commanding, and sarcastic verbal reprimand. It is a moment of pure defiance, where the singer reclaims her power, shuts down the rival's "shallow audition," and forces her to confront the reality of the wedding ring. The tone is sharp, assertive, and laced with bitter irony, culminating in a final, defiant dismissal of the intruder.

Ghost At The Table

A compelling female perspective love song celebrating the union of two distinct lives (USA and the Philippines). The lyrics explore the mystical concept of fate, recognizing that true love isn't about being individually flawless, but about two "imperfect" souls creating a powerful, harmonious whole. It contrasts imagery of American ambition (granite walls, restless sea) with the patience and warmth of the Filipino spirit (tropical sun, quiet rhythms), proclaiming their relationship as an inevitable and "perfect intersection" of destiny. The mood is emotionally charged, confident, and deeply romantic.

Perfect Intersection 🇵🇭❤️🇺🇸

An atmospheric and dramatic female-perspective track exploring the profound power of self-belief and manifestation. Using rich, poetic imagery (velvet prophecy, silver maps, crystal balls), the song serves as a powerful confession and warning: the outer world is merely a reflection of internal expectations. Driven by the core truth, "Be careful what you believe because that is the world that you'll create for yourself," the narrator recounts her past self-sabotage and celebrates her ultimate choice to abandon fear and actively choose a positive destiny. The mood is confident, mystical, and deeply revealing.

The Mirror and the Map

A powerful, rock-influenced track written from a female perspective that explores self-determination and resilience in the wake of chaos. The song directly addresses the idea that personal identity is not forged by external events ("the wreckage"), but by the fierce internal response. Using poetic imagery (ships in storms, silver turning to rust, fire burning when the sky falls), the narrator declares her independence, asserting that she is the "architect of this life," choosing the sun over the rain, and proving that her true strength lies in her unbroken will to move forward. The mood is defiant, empowering, and ultimately triumphant.

The Unbroken Compass

Winter Queens" is a commanding and introspective anthem that explores the chilling reality of navigating toxic environments, particularly those dominated by disrespect, defiance, and aggression among peers. The song captures the moment when the central figure chooses to rise above the negative interactions and bullying that create an unsafe emotional landscape.

The track uses the metaphor of Winter Queens to represent those who rule with coldness or those who choose to embody strength and resilience within that coldness. It's a defiant declaration against the cruelty of others, asserting that true power lies not in aggression, but in the decision to protect one's own emotional territory and refuse to be dragged down by petty conflicts. The song is a rallying cry for those who must hold their ground against the constant pressure of negative peer dynamics.

Winter Queens

"Made, Not Found" is a definitive soft rock anthem that reframes the concept of romantic destiny. The song rejects the idea of a relationship being a sudden, passive "lightning strike" or a "crystal vision," arguing instead that true, lasting love is an intentional act of creation.

The lyrics follow a powerful dual narrative, utilizing two distinct female voices to explore different perspectives on commitment. The track moves from the pragmatic, grounded wisdom of daily routine ("We wake up early and we make the tea") to the mystical acknowledgement of personal history ("She takes to the sky like a bird in flight").

The central chorus delivers a compelling metaphor: "You don't find a diamond lying on the sand / You carve it from the stone with the palm of your hand." This lyrical core celebrates the hard work, negotiation, and time—the "long years, baby, and the prices we paid"—required to build a resilient and lasting partnership. It is a mature, honest tribute to sustained commitment over fleeting fantasy.

Made, Not Found

“The Faith That Lives In Me” is a song that  explores deep emotional resilience and the powerful, sustaining nature of love. It follows a journey through darkness and pain, where every challenge is faced and overcome through the strength found within a lasting connection.

The lyrics move from quiet, reflective moments—hearing "echoes of our past lives"—to an anthemic statement of survival. It is a testament to holding the line through storms, finding strength in scars, and emerging from the shadows. 

Ultimately, the song celebrates the profound sense of faith and liberation found in a love that remains "unbound" and guides the way toward a hopeful future.

The Faith That Lives In Me

"Children On The Desk" is a haunting, bittersweet journey back to the wooden desks of childhood, where the soul was taught to fold neatly and the silver wings of curiosity were painted grey. This is the anthem for the restless spirits who refused the trance of repetition, trading in the golden grade for the dangerous, living truth of intuition.

Children On The Desk

"Cosmic Embrace" is a passionate exploration of two destined souls, the intense Scorpio and the free-spirited Aquarius, finding perfect alignment against the backdrop of the universe.
This song captures the deep emotional challenge and profound peace found when two magnetic, yet opposing, forces meet. It begins mystically, detailing the passionate haze and intuition of the union, before escalating into a powerful, climactic declaration of their inescapable connection. This track is about destiny, finding wild freedom in commitment, and two stars colliding to shine their brightest.

Cosmic Embrace

“The Silver Tide” is a soft-rock duet exploring the duality of love, where destiny and practical choice converge. One voice surrenders to an inevitable, mystical force ("The Silver Tide is rising"), while the other grounds the commitment in hope and reliability. It is a song about falling in love and then intentionally building it to last.

The Silver Tide

"The True Love We've Won" is a passionate, atmospheric ballad about defiant love surviving the scrutiny of the outside world. It charts a course through rumors and shadows, declaring that the love built on shared history and deep commitment is a treasure—a wild, free connection that will ultimately triumph over judgment and time.

The True Heart We’ve Won

"Eternal Echoes" is a poignant and heartfelt love song that explores the profound journey of loss and healing after the passing of a long-term partner. With gentle melodies and evocative lyrics, the track delves into the transition from the physical presence of a loved one to their enduring spiritual essence.

Through imagery of silence, gardens, and shared memories, the song encapsulates the bittersweet experience of mourning while celebrating the timeless bond that transcends the boundaries of life and death. The chorus serves as a powerful reminder that love remains unbroken, echoing in the heart and soul, even as the body fades away.

With themes of transformation and connection, "Eternal Echoes" invites listeners to embrace grief as a part of love's journey, illustrating that true love never truly leaves; it simply evolves. This track is a comforting anthem for anyone navigating the complexities of loss, offering solace and hope as they honor the memories of their beloved.

Eternal Echoes

"The Frequency of Four Numbers" is an intensely personal and cinematic Alternative Metal track that charts the difficult journey from sudden, preventable grief to spiritual revelation. The song follows a woman's shock over losing her father too early due to smoking, and her subsequent breakthrough as strong intuition returns. This spiritual awakening is marked by recurring signs—angelic numbers like 11:11, mysterious coins, and feathers—that prove his presence persists beyond death.
Musically, the song is built on dramatic dynamic shifts, fusing Gothic Metal's atmosphere (haunting piano and orchestral strings) with the crushing power of Alternative/Nu Metal (heavy, rhythmic guitars and deep bass). The vocals feature a powerful, soaring female lead that contrasts sharply with the aggressive, rhythmic interjections of a rap-rock male vocal, capturing the internal conflict between logic and belief. The narrative climaxes in the Bridge, where the protagonist finally finds solace and acceptance in the cosmic "cycle of human life."

The Frequency of Four Numbers

"The Spark in the Black" is an anthem of self-discovery and resilience. Using the central metaphor of walking through darkness, the song affirms that the true source of guidance and strength ("the light") is not found in the world outside, but is an innate personal truth that emerges from within during times of confusion and uncertainty.

The Spark in the Black

"The Whisper in the Hall" is a motivational anthem centered on confronting internal struggle. It directly addresses the concept that "Fear is like a big bully"—a presence that only wields power when unchallenged. The lyrics take the listener through the journey of realizing that fear is merely a "paper-thin reflection" and that the act of standing up to it immediately dissolves its control, leading to a powerful, freeing resolution.

The Whisper in the Hall

"Waiting for the Sun" is a heartfelt love song that explores the quiet longing and deep patience of loving someone who struggles to express affection openly. Through tender lyrics and soulful melodies, the song conveys a powerful message of understanding and hope — acknowledging the emotional distance while believing in the potential for love to flourish. It’s a gentle reminder that love often requires patience and faith, and that even in moments of silence and unspoken words, true connection endures. Perfect for anyone navigating the complexities of love, this song offers comfort, optimism, and the reassurance that love’s light can shine through the patience and trust we hold onto.

Waiting for the Sun

"Garden Where the Roots Were" centers on the belief that the journey back to finding oneself is the most magical journey of all. The lyrics contrast the frantic search for external answers ("velvet cities," "fortune teller's hands") with the profound, quiet realization that the truth lies in returning to one's own "garden"—the source of one's deepest, most authentic self. It is a song about healing, forgiveness, and finding true belonging within.

Garden Where the Roots Were

"The Daily Pursuit (Keep the Flame)" is a Singer-Songwriter/Acoustic Pop ballad that explores a powerful philosophy for lasting love. The song challenges the common mistake of ceasing effort once a relationship is established, arguing that consistent, intentional action is essential to keep the connection meaningful. It delves into the true currency of romance—knowing her love languages, sharing silent eye contact, and showing care through small, thoughtful gestures like making her matcha or matching her style. This warm, male-vocal track emphasizes that true commitment doesn't have to cost much; it just needs to come intentionally from the heart.

The Daily Pursuit (Keep The Flame)

“One Heart, One Light” is a high-octane, Nu-Disco anthem that bridges the gap between social consciousness and the dance floor. Inspired by the sleek, sophisticated pop of the mid-2020s, the track centers on a propulsive, funk-driven bassline and a relentless four-on-the-floor beat that mirrors the steady heartbeat of humanity.

Lyrically, the song tackles the friction of a divided world, transforming "shadows" and "echoes of anger" into a shimmering call for compassion. The production builds from a rhythmic, dry verse into a cinematic Pre-Chorus, eventually exploding into a glossy, anthemic Chorus layered with lush vocal stacks and chic string arrangements.
It’s a song about the "tapestry of life"—designed to make you move while reminding us that, beneath the surface, our threads are inextricably intertwined. Perfect for fans of sophisticated dance-pop who want a message with their groove.

One Heart, One Light

Purple Snow (Dear ARMY) [ A tribute to the artistry and legacy of BTS.]

The Weight of the Water

"Engine Off" is a poignant exploration of the "liminal space" between our public personas and our private truths. The song captures the heavy, isolated silence of a car in a driveway—the only place where the mask can finally slip. It’s a track for the "loudest ghosts," those who are the life of the party but find themselves sinking under the weight of expectations the moment the lights go down.

Engine Off

Bird Watchin’

"The Ghost of the Gold" is a cinematic exploration of the quietest kind of heartbreak: the "slow fade" of a long-term friendship. Moving away from the typical drama of a fallout, this track focuses on the haunting realization that two people can become strangers without ever having a fight. It captures that middle ground between "always" and "never again," where memories of shared blueprints and matching hearts are all that remain.

Musically, the track serves as a bridge between generations. It pairs a grounded, warm Fender Rhodes foundation with a mystical, ethereal atmosphere—blending the steady logic of a piano ballad with the "velvet and lace" poetry of a dream. 

It’s a song for anyone who has ever looked at an old friend’s number and realized that calling them now would feel like reaching for a ghost. A compelling, all-ages narrative about the seasons of life and the stars that eventually drift into different nights.

The Ghost of the Gold

"The Minefield Map" is a sophisticated exploration of geographic grief—the way a familiar city can become a landscape of triggers after a deep loss. It’s a story of "urban haunting," where mundane locations like pharmacy windows and traffic lights become monuments to a past life. Musically, it carries a driving, cinematic 70s-rock energy, blending steady, rhythmic verses with a soaring, atmospheric chorus. It’s a song for anyone who has ever had to redefine their "home" because the person they shared it with is gone, but the places they loved remain.

The Minefield Map

"The Silver Trail” is an atmospheric, cinematic journey into the final threshold of life. Melding modern alt-pop production with a raw, vulnerable female vocal, the track explores the 'last sense to go'—hearing. It centers on the profound emotional release of 'giving permission' to a loved one at the end. The heartbeat-driven percussion and soaring strings mirror the transition from the heavy reality of the hospital room to the ethereal peace of a soul finally set free. 

This was the most difficult song I have ever written considering it conveys the last precious moments I spent with my father before he passed.

The Silver Trail

Native Arkansas belle. Empath. Author. Ballad songwriter/producer.

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ABOUT THE SONGWRITER:
In my music, I explore the tapestry of real life, weaving together themes of personal relationships, the chaos of the world around us, and the quest for spiritual understanding. Each song serves as a reflection of our shared experiences, offering a heartfelt connection to the joys and struggles we face. Some tracks are light-hearted and fun, while others delve deeper, providing support, guidance, and encouragement to listeners navigating their own journeys. Through my lyrics, I aim to raise awareness and inspire a sense of community, reminding everyone that they are not alone in their feelings and experiences.

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