holy fuck your voice is like a mix of skele, sleepwater and corbin fucking incredible song and vocals

i close my eyes
im too high i cant sleep
i was alive
but dead when u found me
u became friends with the enemy
i dont like the way that u do things
you wont change 
what the point in all of this?
talking to a wall
you dont give love its opposite
i dont like the way that u do things
i dont like the way that u do things

im jus speaking with my chest
i wanna runaway from this music
and one day go start fresh
cuz i think im starting 2 lose it
and my mind starts to forget
and idk if this music 
will make it any better

everyday im feeling less
got zero time and so much stress
i wonder when this all gon end
i hope that its soon idk tho
idk tho
hopefully my life gon change
where the lights go?

and im feeling so cold
and idk where 2 go
slowly losing home
so i got no hope

all them years have passed 
counting cash
im on the high road
i wish love would last
falling flat
girl im so done
ill have a heart attack
karmas back, give it to me
and ive been waiting for the day
but the days seem the same 2 me

i close my eyes
im too high i cant sleep
i was alive
but dead when u found me
u became friends with the enemy
i dont like the way that u do things
you wont change 
what the point in all of this?
talking to a wall
you dont give love its opposite
i dont like the way that u do things
i dont like the way that u do things

enemy [under the maple tree]

sorry for the long break
produced by mix
more soon
enjoy <3

lyrics -
no i cannot let you go
youre the only one i know
but now you say you need some space
but hopefully with time it breaks

don't wanna dream about your face
i think im nearin my day
but why do i still even try
you made it clear, i said id die

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high

you're not what i need
but i can't help it, no i can't just see
all these people that are around me

but i just wanna flee, i don't wanna be here
try and talk to me, and it goes out my ear
oh yea i'm free, but i cant have you near
no one needs me, i'm dead to you, dear
i'm dead, i fear

another years passed-
i've been getting old, getting hard to keep track
but i'm still young, and things are getting fast
tryna keep control when you asked

(am i okay? do i think ill die soon?) (are you okay? i don't need you)
(idk man, really think ill try soon)(u better go now, still stuck in june)
(and its really hard not 2 mind you) (you're hurt? oh yea well i had a clue)

all of this is just so far behind you

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly (i try to fight)
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high (don't wanna die)

maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
fl- fly (i try to fight)
maybe i could feel like i could
fly again, high again
hi- high (the light is bright)

fly again

turning shepherd into flock, he's bare and punching out the clock
and left it's hands a ten and two, and of it's bell, a copper blue
if it's the best that it can do, to buy him, should he re-coop
the inner portions have been warping, while his skeletal is looped

girl, i'm only a fractional gland to the tanner
organic of matter, in service of hazard
with the spirit coaxed in snot, they steal his crops, then send him off
the palpatations sign alignment that the collar had been popped
so watch him flee into trees where he is deemed a foreign beast
and of it's fauna, granted ease, 
the runic symbolism breathes
but as the phoenix tucks it's wings, the animosity is sworn
the creatures force him to a corner, as the ritual repeats

but most invited are divided by the drink
some evoke and others physically impede
but fuck it, i'm dunking my soul in elixirs
and ripping up scriptures they told me to read
evading persuasion of linear staging, 
you think in equation from playing campaign
i remember you had felt what i be
chrysalis tethered, eternally green

and she was lock and key, to his belief
internal leak is running deep and sinking streets
cold and heat have come to meet, releasing steam
but that peace is soon to cease, 
and he's deceased

turning sheperd into flock, he's bare and punching out the clock
and left it's hands a ten and two, and of it's bell, a copper blue
if it's the best that it can do, to buy him, should he re-coop
the inner portions have been warping, while his skeletal is looped

grace period betrayal (branwen)

Prod, me

Why're you leavin? Please don't leave me
When I need you, you don't need me
Why do I keep thinking that I could pretend
That I'm someone else

You're the reason the rest don't feel right
I kinda stopped eating, I did for a while
And I always take defense when they tell I should accept a goodbye
How to get by?

Come see my life
I mourn all the time
Hurt my own feelings
You were one of a kind
The day that you've died
Felt I was going through hell
Nobody ever compares
So who am I to even try?
How to get by?

You're the reason the rest don't feel right
I kinda stopped eating, I did for a while
And I always take defense when they tell I should accept a goodbye
How to get by?

Big dreams, looking up, looking up to heaven
Anxiety keeps holding back, hold back by the devil
Get that shot gun out the barrel
I'm fighting 'til I'm settled
Find a path that leads me back to you, or it drives me mental
I'm way too sentimental, I'm a man, no time for love and for candles
You left me on pending

You're the reason the rest don't feel right
I kinda stopped eating, I did for a while
And I always take defense when they tell I should accept a goodbye
How to get by? x2

how to get by

made 3 years ago so i’m dropping it by itself instead of in the collab ep 💕 s/o @user-411557229

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

if i keep it down, never make a sound
call log empty but the bottle aint
staying quiet now, yet this silence loud
left the read receipts on my overlay
then act surprised when friends gotta leave
fuck it never said that you had to stay
in fact better yet fuckin hit the books
cuz it’s nothin left 2 say n drugs to take

she told me hop off the adderall
we just not meant to be after all
i’ll be somewhere in the night time
cause ur not urself when there’s alcohol
i got sum thoughts i aint said yet
swear this codeine got me touchin sunsets
i got purple stains all in the bedspread
and i’ll be by myself till i drop dead
baby i’ll get back 2 you in the morning
i know to you that my life ain’t important
took away shit that was making me numb
blade drip my blood and it paint in the portrait
nowadays when it’s dark out
see ur face with the same doubt
leave that bitch in the past
and leave my name out of ur mouth

nowadays ion go out
city look like a ghost town
3 digits on the dash
check my phone for the comedown
how it feel to be alone now

spectre w/ residential.

produced by me (dawsin)
written by me (dawsin)
everything by me (dawsin) :o

lyrics:
just a figment
of my
imagination
of me

RID OF ME
RID OF ME
MY OTHER PERSONALITY
HE'S NOT A FRIEND TO ME
HATE MYSELF
FAMILY STILL SCARED OF ME
.45 TO MY TEMPLE
I'M READY TO GET
RID OF ME

don't want no one
but I left these flowers 
here for you
baebaebaebae
babe it's true
baebaebaebae
that I wanna blow my head out
so I feel like a drop out
(in life)
so you'll walk in my room and ask me why I did this
ain't been the same, since I regained my pulse

let me leave
let me leave
let me leave 
this horrible dream

I might've said that "I was fine"
but-
ahaa
it's quite the opposite
i-
I don't even know how to feel anymore

remember the first time I said "hey"?
well this the last time I say "bye"
you're so fake
anxiety got me covering my arms in stripes
(our journey together, ends here.)

I'm disappointed in my self
cause 
I still have the ring on
I still haven't taken it off
AND I BET YOU THINK THATS IT'S PITIFUL
BUT I MISS YOUR EARFULS
I MISS WHEN WE TALKED ALOT
AND NOW ITS ALL GONE-

bipolarity

you fell and stained the ground beneath us 


prod/master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

feeling my body going numb
waiting but morning never come
i hope that god will forgive me 
oh the things that i've done
hurt somebody i needed
and somebody i loved
blood loss
my vision is starred,
hold on
i'm slowly reaching my fingers over top 
don't think there's ever been something 
that i feel like i want 

it's just the way that it goes
i know you feel like i don't 
like i don't love you at all 
i know it kills you the most
i never wanted to go 
i never wanted to stop 

i called your name a thousand times
and in my dreams i saw you die 
i saw the light fade out your eyes
and i woke alone,
and cried in case you
could hear me there
could hear me 
i screamed your name 
believe me 

(baby i wanted to stop 
got me praying to god 
love i'd do anything, i've
i've got my hand round the cross) 

i can feel the warmth 
drain out of your skin 
my shirt stole red from the cracks of your lips
i held you close and you felt so thin
i held you close like the way that you did 

i held you close
i held you close

you fell and stained the ground beneath us





i held you close

prod. me

https://share.amuse.io/track/wyfy-coward

(these walls weren't built with stones)
(i'm amazed they stayed so cold)
(you said you got no place to go)
(please don't worry, just come home)
(please don't worry, just come home)
(home)
(please don't worry just come home)

you were so narcissistic
oh everyone could see it
yelling loud would never make you the voice of reason
you made me wanna harm myself
i'd think for hours
i'd probably end myself too if i wasn't such a coward

(such a coward, wasn't such a coward)
(you made me wanna harm myself)
(i'd think for hours)
(i'd probably end myself too if i wasn't such a coward)

oh i got blood all on my face
try to wipe off, left a stain
upon my hands and everything
it feels like you're turning on me
(on me, on me, on me, on me)
i got my white shirt hanging off
of the corner of my door
holding my breath
to not gasp
from the pain leakin on my floor
(on my)

you got me choking on disgust
it's pathetic
it's myself that i can't trust
any time i think i've got it
i don't feel satisfied
you're saying it's "enough"
but i just can't let it slide
i've got this ache deep in my bones
tell myself it's just a habit
can't let nobody close know
they'll see me different if they have it
my shirt is soaking up my tears and i'm beating on my wall
i am barely getting air in
just waiting for their call

it all hurts so much
i just wanna let go
no struggle each breath
i just wanna be alone
i can't keep this up
i'm sinking in the mud
forcing every move
thought you were someone i could love
i could love
thought you were someone i could love
i could love
thought you were someone i could love

coward

prod by icantsleeplol
enjoy

lyrics:
the ashtray fills 
i let it sit
smells like you
i won’t admit  
she wears your coat 
it fits her fine  
same cologne 
it smells just as fine  

her laugh still 
cuts through these walls  
sounds too real
then quickly falls  
i turn it down
but not for long  
it’s worse when everything feels wrong  

your cup still sits beside the sink  
i don’t wash it, can’t even think  
you said it’s love
you said it’s love  
guess we’re closer than we think  

she calls me up 
like nothing’s wrong  
then tells me “i heard your latest song”  
she says “it’s good” 
but skipped the part  
where your name bleeds through the art  

you said “we’ll stay friends” i said “maybe”  
both of us knew that was crazy  
now your voice just fills the air  
and i act like i don’t care  

you fade
you fade
you fade
you fade

fade

the lamb and the lion v 1.0

I feel like you’re not hearing me
Its like youve left me in the dark
I fear that youre not listening 
Your silence really leaves a mark
So do i have to beg and plea
To take away my broken heart
I dont think i can wait and see
I just cant seem to find a spark
I want to see them pearly gates
But also stuck in my dispair
Dont want to take the devils bait
The way he plays just isnt fair
I have all this unwanted weight
It seems as though nobody care
My mind is in a different state
I dont think how i feel is fair

how to get by

marlon

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