this mirror
it’s laughing at me

they say i should be happy
just how i am

but how could i be
when i hate whats staring back

when i dont fit your mould
when my exterior cracks

i dont feel pretty, why would i
oh what a pity, dont you complain

i hate these walls, that surround me
and the only company is my brain

and it’s saying i’m not pretty
i’m not worth shit

these eyes stay misty
and rain when i give in

to everything im thinking

pretty

purity
dont think theres much left in me
new beginnings
i think this is the end for me

lately i aint
feeling myself
feeling my soul
lose itself

and i dont know why 
im in my head
i hate how
i wish i was dead

and if i throw it in
to flames
will it blow

sweet as sin
til you’re caught up
in the smoke

i’ll just sit beneath the branches
cry my tears and
scratch my chances off
of being enough

for myself, i cant quite do it
don’t suffice,
won’t make it through
tonight

thats fine

bloom/wilt

maybe if i go away
it’ll all make sense

maybe if i leave
this life behind it will be
better then

for everybody
everybody

around me
that has to suffer -
everything i bring

is misery
is misery

misery

you are
close to me
and my soul
yet out of reach

just
kiss me now
i wont leave
you behind

the walls
you put up
i feel your feelings
they keep me up

i worry
that you’ll leave
ill be lonely
but lonely
has always been me

so kiss me
now
before you go 

theres beauty in movement
even if it means we are not close

movement/momentus

these scars on my wrist 
are the only way to tell my time

you said youd come back, where are you
im walking the same thin red line

i made my contribution, lover
cant you see it now

im suffering and i cant get it out to you
to say im in love

sola

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