i slowly losing my mind i just want to love someone but everyone just hurt me why i am losing my mind because of you?? why i cant just kill myself??? Is this me???

please be with me. . . stay with me forever. . . are we gonna love each other always? . . do you love me. . ? please i need answer. . . answer please. . . i cant breath. . . please be with me. . . are we gonna die togeth…