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Written by Kai Straw
Produced Kai Straw
Engineered by Fred Sorenson
Artwork by Robert Mine

LYRICS:
I’m feeling so broken
Like everything’s chokin’
Like everything’s a breath away
And I’m breathing ocean
And I’m done with this shit
And I’m done wishing
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

Fuck being hopeless
Fuck this emotion
I’m done being stolen
From every moment
I’m so done giving in
To these old addictions
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

I’m sick of feelin’ pain like a blade’s in my mind
I’m sick of feelin’ drained every day of my life
It’s like I’ve got a plague and I’m fading away
Man, I’m praying, and I can’t even name you the God
I’m done thinking, fuck, can I fake it or not?
How many of them “I’m okays” do I got?
How many more days will I waste in my mind
full of hate for myself like I’m waiting to rot
Well, this is me taking myself from the lie
This is cocaine for a hell of a mind
This is my way to command what is mine
I’m coming for me like my hand is divine
Yeah, I’m just a phantom in time
I’m like a seed on the breeze from a dandelion
I’ve been gifted these hands of mine
And if that’s not enough, man, then what kind of man am I?

Fuck being hopeless
Fuck this emotion
I’m done being stolen
From every moment
I’m so done giving in
To these old addictions
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

I see the devil now as clear as you and me
I see him peeking from my wounds
Reaching to what I could use to keep me weak
I see the devil now as clear as you and me
Maybe it’s a dream to be immune
But I see you
So let’s get blood up in these teeth

Alright!
Fuck being hopeless
Fuck this emotion
I’m done being stolen
From every moment
I’m so done giving in
To these old addictions
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening
I’ve had a devil in my mind
And I’m done listening

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Chokin'

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Said The Sky, Illenium, Chelsea Cutler - Walk Me Home (Effin Remix)

Flexin' Now (feat. Neuroversal)

'Monomyth' by Saka, is out now on Memory Palace

Listen here : stem.ffm.to/monomyth

Monomyth

Saka & Of The Trees - Ghoul

juntos

Dubstep For Kids

Free Download: https://hypeddit.com/bluemile/stylustremix

Stylust delivers an energetic but smooth uk style dubstep remix to this already certified banger!
Shouts out to Of The Trees, Barclay Crenshaw and Strategy for being supportive of this remix from the start and bonus points for Barclay for dropping it live at his shows:)

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Of The Trees x Barclay Crenshaw Ft Strategy - Blue Mile (Stylust Remix)

Voices EP (Remixes)

So Sus & Bouhi - Cold Waters (So Sus VIP)

The original has always been one of my favourite tunes so I had to have a go at putting my own spin on it. This has been a staple and one of my favs to play in my sets the past 2 years, I thought it was about time to put it out there, hope ya guys enjoy it <3

Alternate download on bandcamp --> https://ashezmusic.bandcamp.com/track/tchami-adieu-ashez-flip

Original here -> https://soundcloud.com/iamtchami/tchami-adieu?si=f6fe4dfe053f4f08927a1c061680021c&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Tchami - Adieu (ASHEZ Flip)

Stream & DL : https://go.gravitasrecordings.com/1234single

Buzz Junior returns to Gravitas Recordings on January 24th with ‘1234’, a huge collaboration with New Zealand producer ASHEZ. This is the first release of 2025 for Gravitas, and comes ahead of Buzz Junior’s full Stacks EP landing January 31st.  Focusing on the old school sound of trap and blending it with modern day dubstep and bass music, Buzz Junior brings a twist to classic sounds.  This single does just that and has signature sounds you’d expect from both artists, blending together for an energetic track that has been demolishing dance-floors. With the single and EP artwork paying homage to old school trap art, this fresh sound and release is the full package.

‘1234’ opens with hype trap synths filling the air, and a catchy vocal hook bringing old school sounds of The Notorious B.I.G.  Sparing no time, it immediately slams into a huge drop combining Buzz Junior’s bounce and ASHEZ’s signature sound design that perks the ears. Using massive reeses and top layer synths to take over the full spectrum, this track is something huge.

“Max (ASHEZ) is a fun guy and I think that really comes through in the music he makes so its always a good time working together.  1234 is one of those tracks that we had been kicking back and forth over the process of like two years.  There have been a few different versions and arrangements and we finally got it dialed in as I was finalizing the EP.” - Buzz Junior

1234

Buzz Junior x ASHEZ - 1234 [Electric Hawk Premiere]

i heard this track for the first time a few weeks ago and knew i wanted to do an emotional haunting dubstep remix to it. It turned out a little different from what I imagined but I'm really happy with the end product and i hope you love it too

stay safe in these crazy times
<3

Mastered by Chris cox

CHRYSTAL - The Days (Feelmonger Remix)

Lil Liquid DnB Remix for the feels. Follow me on ig @ ryou.up

Greatest - (RYOUUP? LIQUID DNB REMIX) [FREE DOWNLOAD]

'Harmony' by rSUN is out now on Memory Palace.

Stream here : stem.ffm.to/harmony-rsun

Harmony

rSUN - Harmony

Its already been one whole year of Eye Z??

GMFU!!!

Thank you for the massive support on this project already. I do this shit for me but I could never do this shit without each and every one of you beautiful people. From the bottom of my heart thank you, the feedback I have gotten thus far only inspires me to create and share even more with the world <3

GMFU ($B Flip)

Aurora

Get Lost

STREAM // DL

Downtempo bass in an aurora of sound and color

natural ignorance

clout can't buy me love

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rSUN - Harmony

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