the feeling is gone w/ feelingfatigue

@escapeparkside
@morgnbates
i just made the beat lol

antisocial w/ escape parkside & homesick

one day i'll be in the trash can

I need some space
Or maybe a new place to pass the time
Im a waste
Im gonna waste all of my time 

Get away
I dont want to feel the same way I did this year
Waste of tears
Never fell down my face but they built up

I need to get away
I need to get away
Im gonna run away
And I hope I pass away in my sleep

violence

relapse w/ homesick (prod. taylor morgan)

before you go

art & vocals by the legend @harvest
beat by me :)

Lyrics:
as I hit the floor 
heat it just runs through me while I sit down and start reading scores 
I’m always torn 
considering my options as I run to go punch through the door 

I don’t really know
I don’t know myself well enough to tell you to try and leave your home 
stick and stones 
it better leave my thoughts before I go and start breaking my bones 
 
three bands they’re on me
two steps till I turn to a zombie 
my laughter is so gone it haunts me 
I rip them off and then go hide under marquees x2

I really tried 
I’ll never have the options so I guess it’s time to run and hide
collapse at eventide 
I start to feel myself I guess it’s time to hoard insecticides

marquees w/ harvest

letters/mouse

tonic

strips

acedia

for the bank

comfort

cycles

free

Lyrics:
and why would
any one fucking check on me 
i know i perfect 
but i am trying 

and this morning i won't lie
i thought about taking my life
i'll break all my shavers to take out the razors 
yeah maybe i'll do it tonight

my moms only happy with me now 
cause i'm bringing in a little money 
sometimes she still makes jokes bout my actions 
but i do not  think it's that funny

fuck everything 
i hate everyone 
no i don't 
it's so easy for me to love everyone but myself 

i don't wanna go

any longer like this 

i don't really know 

if it's even worth it

sorry

this always happens

piano & master by @301dogyrs
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destructive w/ dog yrs

Lyrics:
if you're gonna leave then just fucking go 
i've always been here on my own
 
we can make all these plans
and we can
never follow through 
but none of that will change the fact

change the fact that i love you 
and i'm so dumb
and every second i'm just waiting for you to come back 

its all in my mind
you're not a waste of my time 
id give you 
every last breath 
in my lungs 

i wish i could give you more 
than what i have 
but i am nothing 

i've got 
so much to say 
but i won't talk about it 
it's too much pain

i've been thinking of

prod me
lyrics
memoryrose:
last resorts in the shelf of my dresser
six years pass and im still not getting better 
i walked out of every door 
and i tried breaking all the patterns
i threw away humility 
and drowned it in the shower
and i pushed away my friends
cause nobody fucking matters 
what's the point of seeing people 
if i want my brain scattered 
know that you would never stay 
so put my heart right on a platter 
what's the point if all just falls apart 
long night
in a parking lot 
sitting in my car 
almost swerved off the road and went off into a tree 
saw you later that night
almost dropped down on my knees
had to rid of all emotion so i didn't make a scene 
can we maybe stay in bed
it's my only way to breathe
i got home and
i thought of everything 
from the way i'm gonna leave you 
to the way i'm gonna scream 

morgan bates:
you tell me that theres people that love me
it doesn't feel that way to me
feels like they're all up above me
and i'm just laying at their feet
i know kids that try to act like loners
but when they come around i notice that their phone always rings
there's nothing cool about being stuck in your house
with no one around, no one to talk to cause i forgot how
and i say nothing i hate the sound of my voice 
in the air when theres no other noise
i care too much
was gonna off myself last year, now i'm morgan bates
guess im still fuckin here
lately dont get out of bed
always asleep on my couch
lately im in my head
thinking there's no way out
i can't look you in the eye and tell you 
that any of this is working out
i know i made it seem like im not hopeless now
i just want to free myself the only way i know how

memoryrose

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