additional mix/master by heathen
prod by @dcaff23

i Been Runnin Runnin Runnin Runnin Tryna get U back
it's getting So hard and my Heart is Bleeding Black
and it's Getting so cold yea im running Thru the snow
will they love me will they hate me yea i swear ill never know

know, yeah I guess we'll Never know
my heart grows colder as I grow
and by the minute by the Second
im craving All your Essence
i Swear to God i'd Do anything to Get it

just Wanna Exhale and squeeze but i cannot fucking breathe and my thoughts are getting loud and my heart is Tearing Down. Im just a Soldier tryna Find His way back Home But You're a Thousand miles away from my, Soul

i Been Runnin Runnin Runnin Runnin Tryna get U back
it's getting So hard and my Heart is Bleeding Black
and it's Getting so cold yea im running Thru the snow
will they love me will they hate me yea i swear ill never know

the black Ink falls down Down into a Puddle
And everytime you Look @ me i Crumble like some Rubble
nd the slightest touch will make me blush you got some sort of midas touch
nd everytime U look in my eyes i Get a sugar Rush

cold

cold (prod. dcaff23)

additional mix/master by heathen
prod @m3_raphael
s/o adbul for cover

don't know why-y-y yeah i always lie
Old habits Die Hard and you know that nature is hard to fight
don't know why-y-y but it's deep inside
i'm picking at the roots but it just grows as time goes by
dont know why-y-y wish that i could fly
i touch the stars and watch the gates of heaven open @ night
dont know why why why dont know why dont know why
dont know why why why dont know why dont know why

nd i been flicking thru the pages what chapter am i on?
cos god knows that i went wrong and i cant find myself now
and i cant even be strong but what does it mean to be strong?
and why am i so headstrong? i know i lost myself now

wish wish i could go back to the past
im fall falling in reverse cant go back
i wish wish that my body had no mass
no no more responsibilites at last

fly away wit the stars
i got rid of my scars
look at life i hit pause
i dont want no more wrong
and i try so damn hard
why cant i be on top
but if im not on top
i can never fall off
so i guess im alright
no more tears in my eyes
no more reasons to cry
no more dark in the sky
its all right its all right
even when the sky cries
even when its all grey
the dark stays in the shade

dont know when dont know why dont know when dont know why
dont know when dont know why dont know when dont know why
dont know why why why dont know why dont know why
dont know why why why dont know why dont know why
dont know why why why dont know why dont know why
dont know why why why dont know why dont know why

don't know why-y-y yeah i always lie
Old habits Die Hard and you know that nature is hard to fight
don't know why-y-y but it's deep inside
i'm picking at the roots but it just grows as time goes by
dont know why-y-y wish that i could fly
i touch the stars and watch the gates of heaven open @ night
dont know why why why dont know why dont know why
dont know why why why dont know why dont know why

why (prod. raphael)

how Do i fix it feeling is burning
oh Lord Yea im Hurting Dont wanna Talk 2 u No More
how Do i Fix it Broke glass on the Floor
oh Lord Yea im Hurting but Might step on it just some More

how Do i fix it feeling is burning
oh Lord Yea im Hurting Dont wanna Talk 2 u No More
how Do i Fix it Broke glass on the Floor
oh Lord Yea im Hurting but Might step on it just some More

im Tryna Seek Help
But Dont like Talking 2 Nobody Else
are you Friend or Are you Foe no Icant Tell
I Think its wayy Too much to try to figure Out
Thought Dat i Was Alrightt
But then I Looked Myself Right in The eyes
Talkin2  Myself Call it Soliloquy,
But Will i find the answer There inside of Me

Feel like they all Stare at me But in Reality im a Ghost
Whats the point of being seen if I have nothing Left of Worth to Show

how Do i fix it feeling is burning
oh Lord Yea im Hurting Dont wanna Talk 2 u No More
how Do i Fix it Broke glass on the Floor
oh Lord Yea im Hurting but Might step on it just some More

how Do i fix it feeling is burning
oh Lord Yea im Hurting Dont wanna Talk 2 u No More
how Do i Fix it Broke glass on the Floor
oh Lord Yea im Hurting but Might step on it just some More

burn

burn (prod. not emo)

prod @acog

https://open.spotify.com/track/79OePfDt8rLmj43M2BNbkX?si=4eb336eb26a844bc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VQSOF8WOjmc

please just wait
i know i waste a lot of time but please just wait
and if you give me one more chance ill make a change
and what you tell me yea i take it to the grave

but Yeah im Creeping im Crawling
Nobody know im Stalking
my mind is so exhausted
im feeling fucking off it
always talk some Nonsense
so people think im toxic
my mind is so exhausted
im feeling fucking off it
now im getting Cautious
Im Hearing People Talking
yo wait what?
do we have a problem
aight then come and solve em
otherwise i will Harm Them
ill Chop Them Up and Maul them
and Throw Them Off the Column
you're wishing you could call him
but he's already fallen
you gotta sTop stAlling
you gotta STOP STALLING
THERES NO TURNING BACK NOW YOU GOTTA GO ALL IN
theres NO turning BACK now you gotta GO ALL IN
theres NO turning back now you gotta go ALL in
theres no turning back now you gotta go all in

off it

off it (prod. xulu)

@user-875479767

Woah, let it spin around
Don't think you'll hear me creeping and crawling don't make a sound (Shhh)
Her bodies not around
I wonder what happened to it after they threw it out
Staring at the looking glass
Don't think I will rid this mask
Staring at the looking glass
Love the monster that looks back

Did you, understand what I did to get here?
Do you accept the fact that you're living in fear?
Your body's trembling you wanna disappear
I can't rely on vision I do it by ear
I'm sorry mama baby please don't shed a tear
Unfortunate we can't be together my dear
You don't understand the direction that I steer
I look around in all directions like a sphere

I let it spin around me, I let it take control
I love it when it feels like my body is not my own
I let it spin around me, I let it take my soul
I think that I just might call this void my forever home

Exhale, exhale I can't feel now
Exhale, exhale I can't stand up
Exhale, exhale I keep smoking more
Exhale, exhale-

Did you, understand what I did to get here?
Do you accept the fact that you're living in fear?
Your body's trembling you wanna disappear
I can't rely on vision I do it by ear
I'm sorry mama baby please don't shed a tear
Unfortunate we can't be together my dear
You don't understand the direction that I steer
I look around in all directions like a sphere

Trail

Impulse (prod. cheffdvrk)

@lightw1

I fall down so slowly
And I wish you could hold me and I
Nah fuck that yeah forget what I said
You made me feel like I wish I was dead
I fall down so slowly
And I can't even die yet but I
Said "Fuck it, I'll keep trying my best"
Held this knife too many times to my chest

I don't wanna make mistakes
Had the prize but I couldn't keep myself in first place
How many times do I have to say I want it that way?
How many times am I gonna get rejected okay.
I don't wanna live this way
Guess I gotta find a way to get respect on my name
But every time I come around them like a statue stay the same
But every time I try my hardest I fall right back in my grave

And death just keeps on digging
And he gone keep on winning
Feel like my head is spinning
Round and round and round again
I got too much shit inside my head and most of it is you so I wish you dead
I I I I I I do

Wish you adieu I do goodbye
My world is dark whilst yours is blue skies
I look at this empty shell and I ask (Why?)
You say you view me as perfection
Now's the time to learn a lesson
Not everything is as you see in your eyes

In your eyes, this world of mine
It's not here, it's internalized
It's all in my mind
Why do you think it's so hard to find?
Where do you think that my soul is mined?
Where my memories rest till the end of time

And death just keeps on digging
And he gone keep on winning
Feel like my head is spinning
Round and round and round again
I got too much shit inside my head and most of it is you so I wish you dead
I I I do I do I I do I do

I don't wanna make mistakes
Had the prize but I couldn't keep myself in first place
How many times do I have to say I want it that way?
How many times am I gonna get rejected okay.
I don't wanna live this way
Guess I gotta find a way to get respect on my name
But every time I come around them like a statue stay the same
But every time I try my hardest I fall right back in my grave

Adieu (I Do) (prod. light9)

Tread

Oh God
Soul Rot
Flow Stop
So Lost

Withdraw at all cost
I can't be your guard
They fall from the stars
But can't fix my heart

Fall (prod. raph)

i Messed it up again Too much shit inside my head If i was to take a chance is the outcome worth the risk Turn my body into ashes beat me till im bleeding red i Dont want you to forget how you left me out for dead You call for me then cut yourself is that going out sad Think i can never Forget It replays inside my head Over and over again I Prevail but to no End For my heart it Will not Mend All I need is just a #Friend i Messed it up again Too much shit inside my head If i was to take a chance is the outcome worth the risk Turn my body into ashes beat me till im bleeding red i Dont want you to forget how you left me out for dead Put a knife inside my heart open up all of my scars Take my life and make it hard Turn the artist into art Sacrifice me for the dark Use me up and leave a mark on this journey i Embark when  we met there was a Spark i Messed it up again Too much shit inside my head If i was to take a chance is the outcome worth the risk Turn my body into ashes beat me till im bleeding red i Dont want you to forget how you left me out for dead You call for me then cut yourself is that going out sad Think i can never Forget It replays inside my head Over and over again I Prevail but to no End For my heart it Will not Mend All I need is just a #Friend

FOR DEAD (mxdy)

Fuck
I lost the plot again
I had the story in my hands and it was breaking down
I took it all down to the river and I painted it
With loads of smiles and everything, you could picture it
How can I show you I love you without just saying it
How can I show you my feelings without just singing it
Can I deliver my message without just sending it
Can I let you see the real me without faking it?

But I know, it'll take me a long time
Falling for you is the best thing that happened
I don't want to end it, I don't want to end it
I don't, I don't...
I fall

end_It. (prod xulu)

@kojowav
@lightw1

Every time I'm looking round everybody I can't see straight
Arms crossed eyes closed hoping I can feel it
And I'm looking for something I don't think that I can reach it

If you gave me your heart I don't think that I could keep it
I feel like I'm Hannibal I'll roast it up and eat it
No I do not like that picture of me please delete it
 
If you gave me your heart I don't think that I could keep it
Every time I'm looking round everybody I can't see straight
And I'm looking for something I don't think that I can reach it
No I do not like that picture of me please delete it

One more won't hurt me right?
Sometimes I like to fantasise
About a life where it's always night
I'll finally fly
A big blue butterfly flies through the sky
He's so, beautiful

I care too much to be afraid
I try too much for it to fail
I care too much to be afraid
I try too much for it to fail
I care too much, surround myself

Heart (prod. kojo x light9)

@heathen1450
@burnymadeit

prada backpack with the cash and i spend it fast
balenciaga jeans on my ass, i'll sag in class
walk into the mall, what imma do? pop a couple tags
im seeing, watching, in every move, through cartier glass
im hearing everything, nobody whispered, stop the fucking cap
turn the volume down, what is that shit? is that your fucking track?
i feel the come up on the way, i know imma be on the map
i feel the tramadol kicking in, i know that imma come down flat

tear missing, murder, theres some water on me
proud of it? im a martyr for it
too much i got riding on it
too much i got riding for it
cannot hear whos even calling
i dont wanna hear you talking
hedonistic things indulging
had a couple racks, spend it fast, ill make it back
why they running back? even when they getting taxed
you choose to live that way, i think its very sadd :(
bling, 925 on my neck it flash
flashy silver everywhere its on my eyes
blinding lights everywhere, they make a path
make em clap, make them feel like im the best they ever had
i dont even wanna give you a chance, ill take it back

flat (heathen + burny)

One (prod. luke2k)

h.m.n [hangman]

never tried

never tried (flave)

dayumn (flave)

Oh Yeah (prod. ezzie)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5HZmmbxDRHqIVgzEyYUGTQ

prod flave & memwald

Truce

g'alore (flave, luke2k)

core

core ft tera (tgwog + roxa)

mv - https://youtu.be/tRWTUugW3Is
https://open.spotify.com/album/1XOkTSuI9O9b4tasULRpOz

I think I perma-fried my mind but at least it'll pass the time
I keep on writing questions bout this silly world of mine
My friends are crushing rocks on the table, like it fine
I never really sleep, only if I pour a line
I see it in my dreams, yeah I feel it when I cry
Surrounded by the cage of despair, I'm stuck inside
The devil beckons me to his lair, says come inside
The void is giving me a dare, wants me to die

Who are you to tell me who to be?
Who are you to tell me I should speak?
Relapse once again hope this time it means something
Relapse once again, oh it's fine it means nothing

I've been tearing up my mind, I take my time
I can't explain it, what I'm doing just feels right
I like the cold when I'm walking through the night
I hope that one day I will truly feel alive

lair (xord x xulu)

@thalonewulf @sladewyd @brood_music @prod-octo

I think I'll be okay, I think I'll be alright
I think I need prescription pills to help me feel alive
The flicker in my joint reminds me of the candlelight
I feel I would do anything just so I ease my mind
Why would you remind me bout that time?
I tried everything, everything I could to make it right
I want better things, one day imma shine inside my light
She want everything, I'd give you all of me to make you mine

Step back, I don't really wanna attack
Set back, but I'll make it back
Fragrance on my body I attract
Stay inside the gutters I'm abstract
Me and bro made a pact
Chase our dreams and live our life, know one day we'll attract
If you don't really know me, then just listen to my track
One day I will wake up and I won't have to act

Yeah I think I’ll be okay
Yeah I think I’ll be alright
Yeah roll up lets get high
Yeah roll up lets get high
Hold on baby let’s get higher (pop that pill I’m flying)
Call up your supplier
Yeah you got me dying

I’d be doing fine if I had known that you were trying
I’d be doing better if I knew that you weren’t lying
You do this for you and you don’t even try to hide it
Voodoo on me hoe yeah now I ain’t enlightened

Yeah, demons on my back I try to fight 'em

i think i'll be ok ft ht (sladewyd + brood + octodog)

@rruka

https://youtu.be/C_YMh5c9FS0

https://open.spotify.com/track/5ra5U6e7EArYWQtDGxKyIg?si=Fj2nZZ57T0mO4H2ENTq6uA

You try me but you're not cold
I see the sun but I'm dreaming of the snow
I feel fine when I smoke
Spark up, late night like Stockholm
I got a bad hand but I don't fold
You're a beauty in the night, cheeks rose gold
You look fine when you smoke dope
Spark up, late night like Stockholm

I try kill it but it's so hard
I keep cutting at the roots but they grew large
If you could go back where would you start
I keep a sword on my back but I don't do harm
This a real #Rabbed Life but it's so calm
Yeah I do this for you, imma go hard
I'm going stupid for you I'm 'tryna take charge
Yeah I'm clueless it's true but imma take a chance

Stockholm (prod. ruka)

@9ao

Black Star on my jeans
Night times when I creep
Nike on my feet
Talk to me you'll R.I.P
Time goes by on repeat
I'm not good at goodbyes, I just leave
I try to get up but the knife cut deep
Scars on my soul watch me bleed

Forbidden leaf what I roll, I know
I can see even though my eyes closed
Dance with the moon I'm in a different timezone
Dark in my room I wonder where the lights go

Play my role, that's my goal
This cycle is psycho
Masked up like I'm Michael
I don't talk to no one for survival

memory

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