PRODUCED BY MENTAL

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

for a kiss

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

[mental]
i could never hate u
doesnt matter what u do
i know that u hate me
usually i hate me too
tired of complaining
but idk what else to do
tired of explaining
every wrong move i choose

feels like ive lost every reason
nobody else to believe in
think ive got too many secrets
so i keep sleeping and dreaming
that once for a change i could feel something else
and it pains me to stay with the cards ive been dealt
i could keep moving forwards and look for some help
but id rather exist with just u and myself <3

[blxty]
so bby tell me what hits harder den my words
i'm sick n tired of explaining so u first
i still cant find it so i cant tell u my worth
so bby would tell me would u feel the same..
if u were hurt
Like wud it work?
wud u find me useful?
or wud i b like dirt?
and maybe it's just a process
One that i can not process
bang my head n the wall
and u wont tell me i lost it
pls jus tell me i lost it

https://open.spotify.com/album/5dkyRFb1yJPEI0MDEtQi8v?si=7obS22PkQE-X6LH4oxsTHA

after you feat blxty

prod me @mental

@kairo6k
@mitsooya
@blxty

https://open.spotify.com/track/437O0RBtvtzqE4U5OtPv7Z?si=e641fde85d4f4777

friends feat kairo, mitsu, blxty

https://open.spotify.com/track/2osiAqYqbnUp9oyXeXlvjk

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

broke my heart like 1000 times
been in so much pain dont even realize
i dont even think that this is real lifee
tryna find the courage will u be mine?

say whats up,
heavy hearted thats enough
i depend on hollow love
feel the weight and like a bug,
im crushed (x7)

i feel like im dying everyday
i dont wanna lie girl, im feeling scared
its not rly like me 2 be awake
every single night, when ur walking away
tell me everything that u want me to say
cause i could never say every word on my brain
i put my back in this art and my soul in ur heart
and u still wouldnt even do the same...
think i gtg :/

like a bug

produced by mental
featuring @lazydoll

[blxty]
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown

[mental]
broke my heart but i still think that you’re lovely
tell the truth, i already know it’s ugly
i can’t tell if you ever really loved me
they love to cut me, i turn into nothing
all i know is that i don’t wanna feel it
keep on talking but i don’t wanna hear it
all these thoughts inside my head, gotta clear it
heartless there’s no way you could steal it

[lazydoll]
please dont make me hurt
if you leave, i'll never be alright
when i see your eyes
全てを知れたって思っていた
i gave you all but maybe it's worthless
足りないものを僕に教えて
it's painful my words never reach you
never reach you

[blxty]
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown
she tried to steal my heart so i put that shit on lockdown
i’d make her pay the price but i hate seeing her frown
i crack under pressure cus’ i’m usually in the background
and her words be falling through these cracks making me drown

lovely +blxty (feat. lazydoll)

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

I think you're my most beautiful secret.

There's a hole where my heart is. I mean, where my heart was. Been there since it started, it's gotta be karma. And I know that I could never love myself, from the trauma. Even if they try to comfort me I know I'm the problem. Tell me why.

I broke my own heart again and fixed it by myself. And I stopped it but it starts again, I'm never feeling well. Can you send me down to hell please? Cause I'm scared I'm not healthy. Don't know how to make it feel alright. I told you a thousand times but you can't get it through your brain. Told you that I hate you but you went up and you got away. I wish you would ago away. I don't want to see your face. I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE. ANYWHERE. NOT YOUR NAME EITHER

Tell Me Why

tell me whyy

@pyu
@frendishawty408

baby can u hold me close
lately ive felt so alone, i went comatose
and i withdraw when im without u, not a overdose
i feel safe when im around u, im just going slow
all my life i never wanted more
all my love, ill give until im sore
body aching, laying on the floor
told myself i wouldnt give up any more

but i could never quit it
people change i get it
but youre never different
id never forget it
first time that i felt you
i healed in an instant
now i hate the distance
living with this sickness
scared of being distant
scared of not forgetting
scared of being different
scared that im forgetting

no reason just to fight you
there's no reason just to lie, too
baby, what do you want from me?
in the end, it didn't matter
to you
guess that's how ts go
baby, why'd ya leave tho
issey miyake, my fit tho
she still wanna rock on my 2 chains
baby girl, why you two faced
kicking me, like um Liu Kang
treating me like i'm no one
baby,  yeah you on 1
please can you love me, for me
cause i'm on my knees :/
don't even matter, fr
baby ily, fr
ts feel like a drill
hand on my heart, n I kill
im in dis bih right w mental
she all on my mind, n my mental

affection ft frendi prod meta

performed & written by me @mental
produced by @lilac @winter

lyrics:

i keep on thinking im better off dead
wake up to sleep hanging on by a thread
i cant exist without you in my bed
said every word that i shouldnt have said
heartbreak and anger my only two friends
if i died, what would you do then?
i don't know how long i can pretend
it's not enough just to feel this regret

can't trust cause they lie every single time
fake love feels so cold like the wintertime
and i tried, it don't matter i can't get it right
heart in my hands offered to the sky

never been the best at letting go
tell me things i don't wanna know
take my heart made my heart froze
that's the way that my heart goes
you're the place that my heart needs
i'm just tryna say sorry
i'm just tryna say i want it
if you love me i got it

yeah i got it
hate myself being honest
if you love me then stop it
stop it
if you love me i'll make it right
i don't really wanna say goodbye
take my heart then i'll take my life
take my heart then i'll take my life

#Nightcore

Spotify

cant trust :( prod lilac & winter

performed, written, & produced by me @mental
featuring @blxty

can i tell you a lie?
or some sh*t that i can't hide anymore
i told her i was fine
i kept it all inside of my core
you send shivers down my spine
howd i make it out alive? i don't know
act like you don't see me cry
things can't be the way they were before

if i could turn back time
id tell another lie

"we never loved eachother"
so why'd you pull me closer?
i made it through the summer
remember last october?
told me we'd be forever
but that won't give me closure
i had to crop you out the picture
i know that it's over
so why can't you accept it?
i told you that i get it
i don't know your intentions
so bring me to my senses
you knew that once it ended
you couldn't have my friendship
its just part of acceptance
i thought that you would get it

i should've known love is expensive
i'm tired of all the f*cking screaming i get it i know
and i think i'll leave a message
man everything that she says it just hits hard at home
told you that i am sorry
I am not, girl my heart's just rot
so my head's just thoughts of you and i cant think
i cant breath i cant sleep

another lie feat blxty

performed, written, and produced by me @mental

i dont know what ima dream about 2nite
i dont rly wanna leave without a fight
and i rly cant believe that thats my life
every single time i breathe im boutta die
i cant ever even see the reason why
ur even in love with me, but thats alright
ill just hold onto belief until i die
and then i cry and say goodbye

know u wanna leave me
stay up cuz im bleeding
it dont matter what im feeling
but its nothing, im eating

Love me, hate me, wannakill me

I h8 me so badd wanna end it

im so mad @ me im so mad @ me

im mad @ me

with my friends @f3arme @tenkayyyyy @7ooox

boyfriend w feardorian & tenkay prod feardorian & prblm

produced by me, beat inspired by @vampiremutual
i love you @ch2rms
art by me

[im too numb]
i cant feel a thing
i cant feel a thing at all
can you save me from myself
i just go through these withdrawals
u cant see the way i tried to fall
im screaming out that i still wanna die
i wish i didnt know what this was like
im scared but im too scared to lie
im scared but im too scared to cry

im so numb
i feel so dumb
i wanna run
but i feel so torn
cant feel inside
i dont know
how to go
bring me home
bring me home
bring me home
bring me home

empty ft ch2rms

ily @twikipedia
first beat prod delta
second beat prod me

i told myself i'm fine i'm not
i thought that you would've forgot me
sometimes i think that i should rot
if i tried would you even stop me
i thought that you would feel some type of way
i can't tell if you even like me
i'm anxious i want it to go away
i'm paranoid nobody's got me
with you i feel safe
still wanna run away
you can't be replaced
it won't be the same

i used to wanna give up
i had nobody to trust
i lied still wanna give up
i can't feel nothing but lust
nobody gets how i love
i'm sick of falling in love
i'm sick of feeling this shit
sometimes i wanna exist
sometimes i wish i was dust
i hate that everyone lies
i don't know who to believe
wish i was a ghost
i try to say how i'm feeling
i try but nothing comes out i think i might choke
lost me inside of your soul
i should go choke, you're happy when i'm at my low
no one likes seeing that shit ill go and suffer in silence so nobody knows
sorry you'll never be sorry
i can't feel my body
i wish i could not breathe
am i dead prolly
i miss every time you called me
i know that it's not me

paranoid prod twikipedia & mental

@violetxx9 <3

i never thought it would end like this
i never thought it would end at all
ill try to come to terms with it again
i never thought we would cry like this
i never thought we would cry at all
ill try to come to terms with it again

i fucked my life up
wasted time and empty smiles
i know things cant be the same
but thats alright though
thats alright though
i fucked my life up
wasted time and empty smiles
i know i cant turn the time back
ill still try though
ill still try though

you said you loved me do you though?
burning heart in the freezing cold
lovesick, you're the antidote
homesick everywhere i go
without you i don't have a home
theres a hole in my soul
you don't call anymore
passed out on the floor
its the same thing everyday
heart hurts, heavy weight
cant feel, not anything
i need another chance

need another chance
fell into your eyes it was just a glance
you can keep my heart i don't want it back
i heard every word but didn't understand
i still try to come to terms with what you said
whats a soulmate but my other half?
whats a soulmate but the one i lack?
if i heard you calling id be running back

don't touch me there it hurts
don't touch me there it hurts

i miss u prod violet & mental

@pyu
@1luvpurp

you could give me one more kiss
i feel like a piece of shit
i wish i didn’t exist
i would touch your fingertips
hold them til my body slips
hold you til i wanna live
hold you till you’re gone again
i wish i was really fine
i wish i could go a day and night without missing your eyes
i wish i could show you that there’s still light on the other side
i wish i could fall into your lies and trust you every time

i wish you would leave me alone
never make me feel at home
i miss being something whole
i wish i could be a ghost
never missed me anyways, i try but i still feel so dull
i wish i could, i wish i could be a ghost
but i guess thats typical
i feel so invisible
i mistook a broken heart for you being invincible
we’re back at the part again where i’m bit by the winter cold
we’re back at the start again but this time my heart isn’t yours

until ur gone prod meta & luvpurp

Debut album 'for a kiss' out everywhere February 7th @ https://for-a-kiss.com

Official MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rCQdhOKSgGI

produced by me

lyrics:
i want to feel again
i need your touch
one day can we meet again?
i'll dream for us
it's okay you can breathe again
i'll be your lungs
i'll be your lungs
i'll be your lungs
i cried 'til my tears were gone
i hope you can't see me blush
i forgot how to sleep alone
your beauty would keep me up
i need you to breathe again
so be my lungs
so be my lungs
so be my lungs

don't want to feel it
keep on my bleeding
i could always tell that you'd be leaving
every lie you told me i believed it
don't make promises if you don't want to keep them

so what?

♫⋆｡♪

i'll be your lungs

Eternal Atake 2

Not An Option

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

I don't want to end it
I'm too anxious not to say goodbye
Choppa in this backpack it could take a life
He was mad at me for touching green 'cause he don't have a life
I don't fake or lie, I'm never switching sides
I don't take my time, I love to skip the line
Hitter on me, hit them if they want me to be in the sky
Shinigami, shit is calling me to get some different eyes
In her body, it's hibachi, I might eat this shit with rice
If they copy, then I'm probably stopping what I did
What I did?
Walk around the city, following the chips
This bitch way too pretty, I'm too shy to kiss

Never switching sides
No I'm never switching sides
Never switching sides
No I'm never switching sides

I don't want to end it
I'm too anxious not to say goodbye
Choppa in this backpack it could take a life
He was mad at me for touching green 'cause he don't have a life
I don't fake or lie, I'm never switching sides
I don't take my time, I love to skip the line
Hitter on me, hit them if they want me to be in the sky
Shinigami, shit is calling me to get some different eyes
In her body, it's hibachi, I might eat this shit with rice
If they copy, then I'm probably stopping what I did
What I did?
Walk around the city, following the chips
This bitch way too pretty, I'm too shy to kiss

Never switching sides
No I'm never switching sides
Never switching sides
No I'm never switching sides

shinigami

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Just take what you want
And tear me apart
Just say what you want
And tear me apart
Just take what you want
And tear me apart
Just say what you want
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart

I'm sick of running
Running away from nothing
I feel disgusting
You don't like me I'm ugly
Just leave, nobody's judging
I hate what I'm becoming
This isn't love, but it's something
I don't think that its good enough

I'm praying for relief I'm looking up
I try and try again, I fuck it up
I'm running through the maze, I'm looking but I'm stuck
If you help me, then just help me
Is it love?

Just take what you want
And tear me apart
Just say what you want
And tear me apart
Just take what you want
And tear me apart
Just say what you want
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart
Part, part
And tear me apart

die 2

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

So tell me that I'm right
So tell me that I'm right
So tell me that I'm right
So tell me that I'm right
So help me feel alright
So empty up inside
Tell me that I'm right
Just tell me that I'm right

I know already
You don't have to hide it
I'm scared that you're lying again
I know already
I know already
You don't have to hide it
I'm scared that you're lying again
I'm scared, I know
I hate the cold
I'll wait, you know
And break, I'm old

So tell me that I'm right
So tell me that I'm right

Hurt me then hurt me again
I don't know where I'm going
My heart just burst open come sew it
Fell on the floor I'm so broken
I fell for you deeply before I could know it
I love you, you said that you hated me back
I don't know why
There's just a chance I was dreaming
Keep telling lies I'll believe it
I'm weak on the floor and I'm bleeding
I hate those words don't repeat it
They never liked me I know, but I'm hurting
I must have done something cruel to deserve this
Might fall into pieces, my love is my weakness
You say I need it I don't
You say I need it I don't

I hope that no matter what happens to my heart
It never becomes too scarred to love
I never want to lose my ability to feel things
No matter how much it may hurt me

again, again

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

Nobody's there to follow me home
I'm tired of lessons, don't want any more
And you should've lead me, don't know where to go
It's hopeless I know, know
Don't know what to say
I'm still stuck on hello
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
With a ghost, ghost

Still stuck on your love but I'ma stick it out
It's a lot of thoughts in my head I can't figure out
Still alive, I'm just feeling really sick right now
It's a lot of bad things I don't wanna think about
It's a lot of words in my head just tryna get them out
Don't know who to trust, go outside and I feel surrounded
I can't breathe without it
I can't dream without it
Your heart I don't know if I can be without it

Nobody's there to follow me home
I'm tired of lessons don't want any more
And you should've lead me, don't know where to go
I'll let it affect me, but act like it won't
Don't know what to say
I'm still stuck on hello
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost

Nobody's there to follow me home
I'm tired of lessons, don't want any more
And you should've lead me, don't know where to go
It's hopeless I know, know
Don't know what to say
I'm still stuck on hello
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
I wanna be scared, I'm in love with a ghost
With a ghost, ghost

with a ghost

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

Last night my mom said your name and I cried when she hung up the phone
Last time I wanted to stay on your mind but we both had to go
The last time I thought of something beautiful was so long ago
Last night I pictured your face and I started to cry like before

I'll act like you love me the way that I love you
The way that you loved me the way that I was
So act like I love you the way that you love me
The way that I loved it the way that it was
Let's both just pretend that your name isn't special
Your face isn't special, this place isn't special to me
I couldn't forget so it's always an option to fix what we started
And bring back my heart's missing piece

And even if things never change
I couldn't dream a better place
I felt it when you went away
So never disappear
And both of us are delicate
Our togetherness is separate
Just promise you'll remember it
Before I fall asleep
And if I said I'd change it
Then that would be a lie
'Cause I would rather live this
Than any other life
I've never felt the distance
I've never felt the time
Cause they don't mean a thing to me
I'm still allowed to cry

I'll act like you love me the way that I love you
The way that you loved me the way that I was
So act like I love you the way that you love me
The way that I loved it the way that it was
Let's both just pretend that your name isn't special
Your face isn't special, this place isn't special to me
I couldn't forget so it's always an option to fix what we started
And bring back my heart's missing piece

december

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

I might be sick, I would go any distance
So used to pain, when it's gone I might miss it
So used to pain that I'm constantly flinching
Got lost in the difference, it's just an addiction
I blew a kiss in the sky with my wishes
I had a dream you and I weren't different
Is it my fault I can't make a decision?
My mind is playing tricks on me again

I know that it's hard to accept
When your words never match with the thoughts in your head
I'm a monster who seems to be more like a friend
It's not easy for me, it's not easy for them
It's not easy for me like I act like it was
Please don't leave me with me, I get scared
With no one here to comfort my thoughts
I prefer being numb
If you hurt me enough, I can learn how to love

I might be sick, I would go any distance
So used to pain, when it's gone I might miss it
So used to pain that I'm constantly flinching
Got lost in the difference, it's just an addiction
I blew a kiss in the sky with my wishes
I had a dream you and I weren't different
Is it my fault I can't make a decision?
My mind is playing tricks on me again

Can we dance like this forever?
Can we dance like this forever?
Can we dance like this forever?
Can we dance like this forever?
Forever and ever and ever
Forever and never and never

swords dance

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

I'll give my heart and let you curse me
I'm just hoping that it's worth it
Convinced myself you want to hurt me
I'm used to telling myself worse things
I faked a smile until I fell apart
You learned to fly, I want to be a star
Dream of escaping, never make it far
The end feels like the start

This feels dirty, you can burn me
Don't know if it's working, but nothings perfect
I should've been perfect, but I'm a burden
Not even a person, my vision's blurry
Think I might be dying, I'm getting nervous
Swear to God I'm trying, under the surface
You could take my heart out, I'll be the surgeon
You could be the winter, I'd still be burning

I'll give my heart and let you curse me
I'm just hoping that it's worth it
Convinced myself you want to hurt me
I'm used to telling myself worse things
I faked a smile until I fell apart
You learned to fly, I want to be a star
Dream of escaping, never make it far
The end feels like the start

heart

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

Never crossed the line, is it fine if I go there?
I'm a little shy so just promise you won't stare
You turned into everyone you said you would never
You got me second guessing myself but I don't care, no I don't care

It's all fine by me, if you want
Then I'll try be someone else
That's the irony of it all
That's the irony of it all
You don't have to hide from me or lie to me
Like everyone you know
There's not anyone you don't
You're like everyone I know

I should've known that there would be no next time
I could have spent the whole of summer grieving
I could have spent the whole of autumn healing
I could have spent the whole of winter sleeping
I guess that we could wait until the next life
I said I'd change i didn't really mean it
Cause if I fell they wouldn't see it
So can I tell one of your secrets?

You're just like everyone and that's your weakness
You're just like everyone that ends up leaving
I'm just like everyone and that's my weakness
I'm just like everyone and that's my weakness

like everyone

Produced, written, recorded, mixed, by mental
Cover art by oddyssi

Lyrics:

Can't get up, you keep me safe
You could take back every word you said but
Feelings can't just be erased
I tried, you can't be replaced
It's too much I can't explain
Took my heart, you replaced it with your name
You're the reason that I wake
You're the reason that I stay
I can't lose you, not again

You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever

(You were both,
Burning cold, freezing warm
Tell me and I'll never go
Never known anyone like you before
I'll sleep on the floor
I don't want to be alone)

I wish I could see you on the street without feeling sick
But I can't look at you without falling half in love with your eyelashes
I can't look at you without wishing you were stretching your hand back for mine

You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever
I know that nothing lasts but
You and me were supposed to be forever

gravity

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@violetxx9

Second chance, second life
Can't decide, you or I
Fingers locked, intertwined
Love and hate, suicide
What's the price? I don't mind
Take my soul, it isn't mine
Better luck another time
Send me up, I'm paralyzed
Trying to hold it
It's crazy but I'm stuck in this moment
These feelings make no sense
I'm losing it trying to control it
So tell me where home is
The look you're giving me is a protest
I feel it approaching
I'm scared but there's no hope being hopeless

Skin to skin, bruise to bruise
What's it like being you?
I can't think, I'm confused
I cant speak, my words removed
Wait for spring, my heart will bloom
& hold you like we didn't move
Nothing changed, inhale the fumes
and realize I'll always lose

Trying to hold it
It's crazy but I'm stuck in this moment
These feelings make no sense
I'm losing it trying to control it
So tell me where home is
The look you're giving me is a protest
I feel it approaching
I'm scared but there's no hope being hopeless

bruise prod violet

More Chaos

Naked

@lucybedroque @lucybedroque @lucybedroque
(scrapped off unmusique, BUT lucy so kindly let me drop dis for yall <33)
prod ivvys, mental, synthetic and noah

lucy bedroque .. GIRLS!!!

i don't want to be this person anymore
i hope its not real
wake me from my sleep
breathe life into me
teach me how to dress
tell me how to speak
i thought i could be anything

it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me
it's killing me

it's killing me

i wish i had your eyes and your ears
or something special, your attention to detail
would you be upset if i told you how i feel?
i'd rather you never figure me out
cause you cant take back what you call a gift
and once you speak those feelings are permanent
and once you waste it, the time doesn't come back
so why'd you lie to me like that?

i thought i could be anything
its killing me
its killing me
its killing me
its killing me

good luck poems

@blxty @cranessssss @popilization

i know you tried, i know you did
you know i'd die to ever live
we crossed a line, attached our lips
my favorite prize, the sweetest gift
another night and day alone
another try at finding home
my favorite prize, the sweetest hope
you blessed my eyes i turned to stone

did you notice? i tried but i'm hopeless
i'm stuck in my motion, i move in slow motion
you said you're not mad so then switch up your tone then
i'm moving with caution don't know where i'm going

can we act like we never met
put my heart back like it never left
i just wanted more
and you wanted less
i feel like a mess i feel like a mess
so much scattered pieces
you said that you’re leaving
don’t go away
i promise that things will change
no no
i wanna hide but what for
i feel dead
slumped up against the door
my bodies hot
take the coldness from the floor
i don’t wanna feel like this not anymore
can you save me can you tell me i’m okay
you’re medusa your beauty stuns me everyday
why can’t i have faith no why can’t i see straight 
i just want to see your face can you come don’t want to wait

medusa w blxty prod cranes pop

Bring emOut

@blxty
@15elias

[mental]
you broke my heart its bleeding out
i cry for help i scream and shout
i need ur love i need it now
u broke me all my walls torn down
rip me apart im shattered
make me think i never mattered
i cant deal with all this damage
burn me turn me into ashes

[blxty]
going back to my patterns
im falling in
if u told i mattered
would it b pretend
feel like dolly
tell her that she still miss me
she don't miss me she only miss blxty

lets see how far all these drugs will get me
2d only see the part where u leave
its crazy how everyone wanna be me now
covered up in blood feel like a hound

[mental]
they all wanna be me
i wish i was someone else
live my life on repeat
secrets i can never tell
everybody leaves me
i know that u will as well
i know u dont need me
moving onto someone else
look up at the stars
fall into ur arms im safe
broke into my heart
everything is falling into (place)

shattered feat blxty prod elias & mental

https://open.spotify.com/track/30qOE3LSUCmV2ImcHJzjFF?si=m8xQlUZvRem3OTc2BMHoew

@kuraiiii
@176s

[lyrics]
im stressed u help me calm down
still i cant let my guard down
my heart always gets knocked down
so i keep it in lockdown

u make me calm down (you make me believe in me)
im still in lockdown tho
cant let my guard down (you make me believe in myself)
cause u might knock me down

free me
take me away
love, u
cant say the same
im trapped
inside my brain
hate almost
every day

u make me feel a lil bit better
when im down and under the weather
i can come to u for attention
hope u know u hold me together

protect prod sense & kurai

@sanriorose
prod me

(mental)
i hope u dont hate me
lotta words that i'll never let escape me
oh oh
yea u drive me crazy
made a bag spend a rack on the daily
oh oh
everyday im having bad thoughts
everyday im tryna get lost
everyday i get so pissed off
everyday they told me kick rocks
everyday i try to get up
everyday i wanna fall off
everyday i try to bring up
that ur not the one that i want

i get too defensive i kno it
hurt cant show it
eyes wide open
second chance but ik im bout 2 blow it
in the background treat me like a token
im not saying sorry
i dont got a reason
tell me that ur lyin
dont even wanna believe it
sillyteam yaa its our season
lookin at my opps yea i gotta get even

(dolly)
treat me like a dummy but u kno i need it
butterflies all in my tummy i hope u dont see it
n i saw u running i guess im the reason
n u learned it from me gotta watch what im teaching
every day i have a bad day
i feel like a dead man walking
i did what i did its ok
u treat it like it was nothing
u did what u did its ok
i treat it like it was nothing
i jus wanted it all the same
ur lying if u say u want me

[@1sillyteam]

repeat feat dolly

@twikipedia

@prodelxnce
@kuraiiii
@vinsoignatius

mental

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