prod meee yep
@ogpichu
@veezuh
@victxrw
#us

ive been thinkin that ive been an asshole
i thought u was gang but you turn into a foe
how could i think that youre my bro?
i guess thats your problem u gon find urself alone
u broke my world, when u said i werent the same anymore
i tried to change but i couldnt anymore
hate my brain hit my head on a wall

talking shit now
hurt my feelings
u say love now
i cant feel it
used2it now 
used2it now
need to face it
i can take it
2x

veezuh:
yeah im used to it
everybody means more to me than i mean to them
and im looking clueless
cuz everybody look at me like im not their friend
is it really that easy just to put me to the side?
sometimes i wonder if you'd even care if i died
you cant even fucking count all the nights that i've cried 
yeah i felt so weak
yeah i felt weak inside
i cant face the facts
i just wanna go back
felt like i wasn't enough, u turned ur back 
now im way too attached, i cant turn my back :(

victxrw:
rewrite, all the memories
said ill be fine when ur not next to me
and i know i act so selfishly
but u never saw my apathy
turn back the clock to a different time when i was fine
i cant explain why i cant think straight im stuck in my mind

hook repeats yep

used2it w/ veezuh, victxrw

performed, written, & produced by me @mental

lyrics:

dont know how to live without ur touch
got me feeling like ive never been enough
i was helpless but i still thought i was lucky
i gave up thinking about giving up
doesnt matter even if i try my hardest
it wont ever be the way that it was
and i made my circle smaller than ur heart is
idc im prepared to collapse

every time i think, its a burden to me... keep my mind in silence
i miss every night when we talked bout nothing we still laughed and smiled
but i guess that ur onto the next thing i just dont wanna be alive
and i thought u were never gonna lie but u said u were never gonna let me cry

it was a waste of time when i crumpled up into pieces
fake smile hope they believe it
i know they rly hate me so im bleeding
heart broken crying and screaming
hole in my chest idk how im breathing
new pain but its not for a reason
new day and another ones leaving
idk how to cope with these feelings

homesick

@brknglss

#us

hate being in the spotlight
yea i'm alright
might fail but I always try
it's sad but i make it work

don't always get ur words
dont always get ur words
somehow i make it worse
somehow we make it work

yea I don't rly understand
ur changing all my plans
and my, dreams turn to ash

yeah I wish I could be better but I know i'll never be
dropped everything I got no future for me to see

I can't hold it any longer
if I was someone else well maybe I'd be stronger
my music's gettin worse every song makes it harder
I wanna quit every day but still push farther

spotlight (brknglss)

this song is 6 months old 😭
@resolve1k

i need a break sometimes
i can't cut our ties
i can't say goodbye
heaven knows i tried 
i will waste your time 
like you wasted mine 
why'd you ruin my mind
with the same old lies
i need a break sometimes

i see what you're trying to do and girl it will not work 
i know what you want, and thats to leave me in the dirt
so the next time, when i'm already hurt
i'll find the next one, and i'll treat her worse

cuz you know what you're doing 
you think that i am stupid 
i know i'm fucking useless
it's just too much can't do this 
you're in my way so move it 
why do you act like you're clueless
went behind my back i knew it 
don't think that i can do this

i need a break (inno)

this is reality

@mental
@jjaholics
@miguelisaneko

[blxty]
wanna see u hop onto the next plane ride
girl how u love and hate me at the same time
she like my songs, baby i'm having a bad time
i'm always open baby u can always be mine
(be mine be mine be mine)
and i'm done
drugs r what i'm on (inhaler)
they help me stay strong
and i'm tired of her singing my songs
but don't get me wrong...

i still love her voice
i still love the thought of
her in my head i'm
getting so nauseous
i fell in the void i
didn't take caution
is my head the problem
i think that i lost it

and now i'm up again
am i my only friend
am i yo only friend... 
i wanna feel ag- 
i wanna feel ugh
u can take off my trueys my g star my ksubis
swear my life a movie she take off ha 2 piece
she feelin my body
shirt off like oddy
her boy tryna stop me
while she tryna top me
heh
if she tryna top me i say na beep sorry

[mental]
ill buy u prada and dolce gabana
she put my fit on and look like a model
step into saks n i left with some bottles
srt go too fast yea it go on full throttle yea
hoppin on a flight
ill see u tonight
ima take this chance
i could take it slow
but i just love living fast
doin magic i turn money to designer pants
ksubi jeans and helmut lang i love to mix the brands up
i kno when they hear this song they gon put their hands up
people love to lie but its never u i cant trust
benji never lies ima just keep counting bands up
thought id never fall for u but i did
stole my heart i cant find it
look at ur face n im blinded
swear ur beauty is the brightest
if u want it ima buy it
if u want to we can try it
anything u want bae
i rly dont mind it

model ft. mental (jj x miguel)

Prod Yugen

instagram.com/wirstcry
instagram.com/1yugenn

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/11t82rYusvkf7hsEZnZAbV?si=fb584024c449475e

@1yugenn

(lyrics)
been the shit since like a jit
always been the goat
let my bitch count up my racks 
while i roll up dro
n i got em talkin shit behind my back
like idk
man that shit be tuff when u had friends
that switched n turn to foes
but i aint new to this
in fact im used to this
rmbr back in 21' they was like
"who is this"
now its 22' came with bitches 
n a new crib
spend a bag on balenci
n i bought my bitch some new lips

ik i aint livin right
fuckin up my system sippin on dirty sprite
take a trip to Nam 
hopped on a red eye
this a first class flight
she like it rough dont do polite, ay
hit it once then im gone 
just for the night, ay
close your eyes
cuz my chain might make u blind, ay
goin up ye feel like jesus christ, ay
pocket watchin boi i keep my money tight

said that im the worse
bby girl i know
talk to couple hoes
that ik i'll ghost
lost a couple friends
but thats how it goes
only live life once
n then you'll be gone
i been way too busy
i dont got time to relax
couple hunnid on my waist
bb simon on the tag
n my wallet on obese
pockets fat
they like kishin 
he a goat,, man thas facts

facts

album soon @blxty @goyxrd

lyrics:

[mental]
tell me if its all a lie
or if its really love
i dont really mind
cuz u fit me like a glove
i was off all of my medicine
and moving like a slug
u said u wish u were dead again
like baby wtf :/ (x2)

like what the hell
love me and ill treat u well
double c up on my belt
double c stand for chanel
mix the cc with the bb
gg u just took an L :p
n they see me
up on repeat
i can tell that im going up
i can tell that im blowing up
see my face and u throwing up
prolly cuz im showing off this bag
cant flex u dont got no swag
i rly think that i want her
tell me if u love me
if not then im a goner

[blxty]
i been livin life on pause
hit me up like whats the cost
u work 9-5 im making these rackies jus to talk
idk whats going on
me n mental going strong
oh oh ohh
They said watch out for the snakes when they an opp themselves
matter fact i think they should off themselves
i jus wanna see u girl i dont wanna see u gone
tell me if u like this song <3

wtf -_- feat blxty prod goyxrd

@kiryano
@blushxoxo

i can keep on going long as i know that you got me
when i’m standing next you it feels like they can’t stop me
anything you wanna do baby lets go shopping
every time you look at me cant even feel my heartbeat

overstatement, it don't really gotta be that complicated
captivated, your eyes like stars see the constellations
stimulated, you hold my hand got me feeling so faded
yeah i know they hating, doesn’t really matter cause i’m getting my payment

i know you’re missing me, cause i’ve been out of town
don’t wanna see you cry, don’t wanna see you frown
i know how you’ve been feeling, know you’ve been feeling down
you tried to take me with you, you tried to make me drown

spotify

heartbeat (kiryano & blush)

Prod Chrxme (@prodchrxme)

Featuring Daesang (@daesang)

instagram.com/wirstcry
insatgram.com/prodchrxme
instagram.com/dior6k

@daesang

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@kurse11
@012207

i try to hide away
everything feels so frightening
always getting worse
i knew it wouldnt work
i try to hide away
everything feels so frightening
always getting worse
i knew it wouldnt work

then i realize why i feel like that
yeah i never get replies when i feel attached
ur the one that i rely on i need it so bad
always keep my head high though i feel so sad
i wont last
yeah i wont last for long
i cant always be wrong
the time keeps moving on
our love is too far gone

getting worse [kurse11 + baz]

everything by me @mental

new day but same pain
i know some things never change
look @ this place
see the smile on my face
it gets erased
all the things that shouldve stayed
all got replaced
thats why i dont trust when u say those words
thats why i dont love cause my heart just burns
running out of luck yea i might be cursed
nothing ever felt like itd make this worse
but u seemed so sure

thats why i dont feel the damage
thats why every time i look my heart stops
thats why every time we kiss my heart breaks
in the back of my mind im still pissed off
tell me what i did, did i kiss wrong?
i dont wanna sing if its this song
ive never felt one day this off (x2)

and it felt like u were right
i forgot the way to sleep
so i thought bout u all night
and i thought at least u tried
but i figured out u lied
im just resting in the sky

wtf -_- feat blxty prod goyxrd

mental

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