instrumental by the goats @six-days-after-christmas @i-wanna-be-a-jack-o-later

youd think everything was fake
im just one more mistake
and youve become this
feeling that i just dont think ill shake
IM SO COMPLACENT
so disruptive
cant communicate
without words and pictures
guess it figures that everyones the same
im becoming everything i hate
thats all i tell myself most days
take my pictures out your frames
all i ever did was change
must be nothing in my brain
every day feels much more fake
much more than the last one
i know ill just break

your own worst enemy is you

mixed by @six-days-after-christmas

dreaming of the winter
on a warm sunny day
dreaming of the summer
when its to cold to go out and play 
dont forget her face 
cus she'll go for once and for good 
dont forget her smile 
cus she was just misunderstood 
soo dooont
please dont leave me alone 

dreaming of her touch 
when shes out and away 
when shes here for you brother 
you say you need space

don't forget her

https://open.spotify.com/track/4fADPwiqd4fbBFQ6YVFBkM?si=a1ca49fd7b954d8a

prod me

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the busus

"why do you feel bad?"
"it was just a crush"
they make you feel bad
for giving them your trust

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends
she sits in the back of her class
he said "i dont care"
now she cries in the back of the bus

black hair with no friends

instrumental by my boy @prodpishogue go follow

lyrics:

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

really really thought she wouldnt stab me
snuck a tag into my car and tracked me
looked in thru my windows when im napping
why shes always there when im lacking

she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
she told me pass her the joint
i wanna turn off my joins
i want her out of my head

shell probably come track me down
shes probably here in my town
shell probably take me away
ill probably never be found
she really need to calm down
she need some lean or some loud
she such a queen, need a crown
i know ill never be found

you said you love me
but i cant ever tell tho
she said she hates me
its hard for me to know tho
maybe im a fool and nobody really loves me
said she wont hurt me, she really really cut me

maybe im the crazy one idk

you gave birth in july

i coul;d never count all the hours i spent just telling myself that you never existed
buzzin like a radio, my mind keeps buzzing like its never alone

like i really need a medal all the times i tried
you shouyld really get a bucket all the times youve cried
get knocked down yet i still survive



did it hurt when you fell from heaven
does a god exist

angel

party

ware me out like old clothes

whore

i dont think we'll ever find him

i wrote this poem about you listen you dont have a choice

from october 3rd prod @six-days-after-christmas

im just trying to enjoy this shitty life of mine
i cant sit and cry its all just wasted time
i could spend it working hard but i just cant write
the way i treated u was really fucking wrong this time
and when u told me its forever i was nodding out
but the way youre always watchin its not hard to doubt
i would spot you at a show even if 10 meters down
i dont think id say a word cuz it would just make you frown

staring at the corner of my room
the lamps not real but still feels real to you
just break me down until i split in two
its all for you

merry christmas you stupid bitch

why can't we live forever instead prod @six-days-after-christmas

stop reminding me im human

prod @bowsa_music
candyflipping once a month when the suns down
got a couple plays but i cant make my mom proud
maybe moms proud i cant tell cuz the self doubt
tried to hit her up but i can’t when im strung out
maybe ill be fine hit her up in the morning
morning never comes i was thinking bout touring
i cant sober up cuz my mind would be boring
know i talk  a lot but maybe you should support me
why do all my friends always choose to ignore me
calling every day but no one ever gets it
say i wanna die but im already finished
why i wake up i dont what else to do
its like nothing ever matters and i wanna text you
and i wanna feel you but i cant through a phone, its like usually
the distance makes me feel much more alone and i wish that i could walk myself
from here right to your home
and i wish i had the money just to fly you to my shows but im too broke

its like usually the distance makes me feel much more alone

I was really fucking hoping you wouldn't hate me
I was sitting in my room, waiting for you to come back
thought we had something special, but I guess that it’s gone now
You said you needed space, but now I’m just a sad song

I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back
I tried to hold on, but you were never there
Now I’m screaming out, but I don’t think you care

You left your perfume, its still stuck in my sheets
Now I rot in the same place you used to sleep
Watched your story, you look happy as hell
While I’m talking to the void, screaming into my shell

I gave you my heart, you gave me a shrug
Said that I was “too much” when all I wanted was love
You said, “It’s not you,” but I know it was
You just wanted someone cooler, and thats someone I’m not


I stare at the ceiling, counting every lie
Every time you said you’d stay, but you never tried
Now I’m stuck here, drowning in my thoughts
Wondering if you ever care or maybe if I’m just too lost

Now I’m fading, slowly slipping through the cracks
You left me in the dark, now I’m coming back

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