h3artcrush - hux <3 mix 2k20

the pain is slowly growing

i only deleted dis cuz of 1 hate comment that got 2 me otherwise i wud still like it i think (willow actually liked it 2 but the person who reuplaoded it deleted the 1 he liked  im so ssoso sad abt that im ngl)

i prolly still wudve deleted it cuz the music im making will b so diff frm this lol n it wudnt fit on my page anymore

https://soundcloud.com/desmi-archive/desmi-loser-xo_willow-cover

desmi - loser *xo willow cover* (original pitch)

scuffed music i hope you enjoy it i didnt goodbye (i have a boner)

we were totally meant to be

oryx - no reply (prod. wujek)

2021
cigarettes and switchblades
i need to medicate
don't want to be awake
i know it's too late

too cold in memories
your warmth buries me
i've fallen far too deep
where will he carry me

you know that i can't take it
your love your heart is tainted
you know that i can't take it
bc every time i just break you

i'm too far wounded
i'm such a loser
my life's so stupid
why did i choose her
too many bruises through the computer
oh please just shoot me
just be my shooter

Gothlovee - too late

npobu nitecore mix so i dont kill myself

I KNOW THAT IT WON'T GET BETTER

ai spongebob hateoryx cover
https://soundcloud.com/hateoryx/bdsm-slut

spongebob - 2021 scene song

I just like to think I missed my chances here.
Now I want to go disappear.
And if It would had any difference there.
Or if it's still had dispair.

Would it be the same.
Or there's change or there's change.
Wouldn't be the same.
If I made an exchange.

To be so honest.
I missed out on this.

Oh can't you see can't you see how it's been..
I wanna be wannabe honestly.

Am I in a nightmare.
Am I in the right here.
Had to do it right here.
Had to do it right there.
Should I wish that I'm there.
I so out my mind yea.
I just had to fight fear.
Fighting for my life here.

Now I really missed my own chances.
And to me now that is apparent.
We are talk but I see no action.
I was gone and I'm not appearing.

I wonder.
What if I had shown up at all.
At that time I just had to black ball. 
And you ask what the hell was that for.

I ran away.
Is that okay.

I just should have.
I just could have.
I just would have.
Naw I wouldn't 

Should I have come like.
It's what you want right.
Think I'm not on time.
To take break from life.

Now I really missed my own chances.
And to me now that is apparent.
We are talk but I see no action.
I was gone and I'm not appearing.

Thought that I had better ways.
Trying to see better days.
Did it matter anyways.
Don't think it did anyways.
Moving through this everyday.
I'm just tryna getaway.
Moving past in everyway.
I just get through everyplace.

I just wanna let you know.
I just had to let you go.
There's no chance to get to know.
If it all was just for show.
If there was a chance to go.
It may be a chance to blow.
Think that I am on my own.
Don't think it was even close.

Missed My Own Chances (Pawl4K)

prod me wit @vluuu2 & @mqxixo (shoutout wuj)

https://open.spotify.com/track/3ThfD6whQ3jeXUvtHo5vN8?si=b9ebd3e522d642b8

[me:]

reduce my heart into oblivion
i dont care i dont care
take my bed and throw me in a river yeah
i dont care i dont care

grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

i love u so much so much
when im near u i blush i blush
could we make it just us jus us
just us just us
just just us

i dont wanna hurt u 
oh no oh no
i just wanna love u
i just wanna eat u

grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

[odihu:]

i wanna see you
i wanna be you
get so close yeah i just wanna fell you
youre like everything to me my dreams come true
hug me softly when uiim in a bad mood
feel like an elephant in the room\
feeling so bad fell like excuse
i should take it
i cant face it
when u take my hart bb pls dont break it
wish that u were next 2 me it fell just like its rainin
im so stuck i think that im caved in
i cant abandond you youre the whole point of my life
hopefully well meet at one point isnside our lifes
im so sad becasue i reaklly really tried
well be together one day and well be fine

[moxi:]

i do everything i can to be the best for u 
i know u hate me but its too late im obsessed with u 
think ab u all the time 
in my dreams every night
praying you'd be by my side 
hoping our hearts intertwine 
am i trying to hard? 
will any of this suffice?
i rlly care ab u 
i wanna change ur whole life

hp- hoowwoeooooo
i wanna change ur whole life
4x

i do everything i can to be the best for u 
i know u hate me but its too late im obsessed with u 
think ab u all the time 
in my dreams every night
praying you'd be by my side 
hoping our hearts intertwine 

[me:]
grew out my hair so i dont have to see u
starved myself so that i could eat u 
feel my pulse u can tell that i need u
leave me alone if thats what ur gonna do

spongebob - 2021 scene song

meowbzy

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Val (@lyeuia)

lemon!!

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