Small Love Song

Well see baby, I'm on to you
Don't crush, honey, your dried rose, dead rose

You have always already killed.
Don't crush, honey, your dried rose dead rose

crush

love song #5 /sorry song #2 - for my love

honey i’ll see you inside every song
i’ll cook and give you all my favourite words
and honey you make me think of water falls
pairs of freckles and i’ve won it all.    

Waterfalls

Baby

LESS ROUGH THAN THE LAST TIME


RIVER YOU SEEM TO HAUNT ME DAILY I DREAM OF PLUNGING IN THE NIGHT
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plastic fabric ruining my dress, i'm quiet, you run through the night
it's the same old routine of fighting the twilight, the same old steps of feet in time

river you seem to haunt me daily! i dream of plunging in the night.

try! it should be so natural, on the outside. Still the soldiers are standing tall, you look so tall
you look so fucking tall!

It's you, I want it to be you
and i know you want it to be to 
I mean, how couldn't you?

So I'll creep and crawl on closer now. I'll crawl beside you in the night. I'll crawl beside you, crawl beside you!

'Cuz it's you i want, it to be you
And I know you! I know you!

I Know You (Demo)

this is a song i wrote maybe a month ago or something
i don't remember recording it but it is in existence anyway 
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Away, away you go, alone
Everything I'm doing, I'm doing beside you
Every way I'm moving, move right through you.

And everything you wanted, I tried to be that! Trying to win, win you over
And over

In the house of mirrors
In the depths of the clever joker.
Just trying to win, I can't blame you for feeling stolen.

Still I'm grateful for the good times, the glitter and the gold. The falling, and catching each other
In a lie
At the wrong time.

Oh oh oh oh, ooooh oh!

Trying To Win (Demo)

welcome back old fear. what if it's many days til he's near me?
it's a pain i know so well. 
playing games, games i play so well. 

i believe he's the only one i know. 
and i love the sickness. 

doesn't matter how long. i'll sit in silence.
and when you're around it hurts. 

feels like... 

lying on the floor, after we make love. 
young girl goes back to her room. 
you can call her any time soon. 

i don't see your darkness - there's a lack of light in my own life. 
i'm too dark to see what's inside. 

another december

an exercise in a new medium 
unfinished


baby mine, something's coming
baby mine, something's hiding
is it me? is it me? 


Study Like Van Gogh

The start of something
Recorded on my iPad at 2 am last night 

Never learned to let my hair down. And now it's getting long. Pulling my skull out!
So go on now, big loud! Stay out of my head.
My head!

Ahh! Oh my God! Ahh!


Big Loud In My Head song sketch

I had posted this song before, but then i took out the drums, because who am i kidding, i'm still me and i'm still on an acoustic guitar even when i'm not, i'm still singin' slow even when i'm not

dream of me, i hope you do
dance beside, it's meaningless
and in my dreams i feel your hand on me
meaningless! pipe dream at best. 

at your worst i still have your back, at your best i love
at your worst i'll shrug it off, and walk off, not too far
not too far off 

keep me close, i know you will.
walk all over - where ya been?
look me down and then look away
of course you pull, of course we stay.

at your best i love! 
what's too far? what's holding us up? what's giving you up?
what's too far from what you love? 

Not Too Far Off

things that i make and have made throughout the past few seasons
they are rough, but you can download them, if you want

mercuriosmith@gmail.com

Lauren Mercurio-Smith

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