@heidi-marie-arapa: thank you so much for your kind comment. :)

holy shit this is sooo good! felt that pain! ur lyrics and voice r on point. amazzing! <3   #teammercury

I wrote this song for my canofworms album that I put out on my 27th birthday.
I took all the songs I wrote during that year and released it as An album in hopes it’d help me transfer the energy.
Haven’t been able to create in over a year now, but finally got the courage to go back to my music and listen to it,
And this track really got me,
the auto tune is inspired by lady Gaga’s usage of vocal effects on her song 911,
And for me it represents being under the influence, and not being truly who I am.
<3

LOST[mood]

It’s the first song I’ve written since December 21st 2021.
Without weed or any substances, just my heart and my mind
Finally ready to figure out where my vibe resides these days.
This song is about where I’ve been since the last song I made, the thoughts on what transpired and my mental state right now. The struggle of having to grow through it all.
The other side defined for this is the “sober side of life”.

#otherside
#itsmenow
#chillpop
#chill
#unique
#bvibage
#2023
#may212023
#515daysinbetween

Frëēqüeñçÿ

otherside.

ESCAPE[ijw2]

This one is 4ü.
Recently experienced a person I love, Relapse back into the world they worked So hard to get out of…. I should have seen it coming, I guess the universe had to show me what it’s like to be on the opposite side of that situation. Because I’ve relapsed and I didn’t really care how my family or friends felt i just went down the rabbit hole… and now  I see how much it sucks. I tried everything I could to help them get it together. It didn’t work…

dontgiveup[4Ü]

<3
Song was written back in summer of 2020. 
Listened to it back in may and realized
It could be about not just one but a few of the people 
In my life the last few years 
So I decided to work on it and re record it

thëJÖÜRnEY

I wrote this song back in 2018
It’s the only song I’ve ever written in the point of view of the future.
The song takes place where my funeral was already a year ago today, and that addiction finally won and I was dead.
It’s dark but it’s one of my proudest songs honestly.
It was just how I was feeling back in September 2018.
<3

OnePrayerAway[addiction]

You know the taste
The distaste of bitter love and soulless hate
Changed the metamorphosis!!! Only you know the truth within the good karma, and I hope it pharmaceutically medicated your ills whether it’s the pills, shots of the not so nice antidotes, made with poison chemical Exe. #2018rerecord#youngerme#wascreativeaf

CHEMiCAL eXe [ü]

Turnin' up emotional faders
Keep repeating self-hating phrases
I have heard enough of these voices
Almost like I have no choice
This is biological stasis
My mood's shifting to manic places
Wish I laughed and kept the good friendships
Watch life, here I go again

I can’t see me cry, I can’t see me cry ever again.

My biggest enemy is me
My biggest enemy is me
My biggest enemy is me
Ever since day 1

It took hold of me, It controlled everything, Until I lost everything and Now I’m here with nothing, Just me myself and an empty hollow heart, 
I knew it,
from the very start of this journey, I knew I’d be right back here again, Why do I continue to do these things I do The stupid things I do, 
repeating the same cycle
Over and over *over&over*
Until i was finally over it again…
Repeating the same cycle
Over and over*over&over*
Until I was over it again….
Bored with the highs, sober had a “rush” of its own, it Felt more pure, I don’t know exactly all I know is that something’s not quite the same,

Been too high for way too long,  I just want to finally figure out where I belong Being lost was exactly like the high..

Everyday too lit, can’t quit 
But then one day it’s like magic
And I don’t feel like doing it…

eventually I want to bring my dreams to reality…

Can’t i just come back  down.
Let myself  finally come back down,
I was Giving up on who i am and Forgetting who i was
Until i found love within me,
Everyday too lit can’t quit
Boom


emptyhollowheart

emptyhollowheart

Forgiven (Unique Vibe)

living like the never fully seen or just another misunderstood me... what always was and will be this crazy world of mine..... I see the patterns, shapes of before and after the transformation of this character ive been creating..
-so...whydoesitrain?
#originamusic
#soundcloud
#musicart

so...whydoesitrain?-vibage

!TRANSFORM!
=]
MUSIC. It's what makes me, me.
OUT of the darkness, and INTO the light.
EVOLUTION of the mind.
#INTUITION
#2013
#PlanetMercury
#VIRGO
#coexist
#EVOLUTION

Forgiven (Unique Vibe)

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