paying my dues to the one who was loneley

Honey on the raw meat (prod. Mercy in the well)

mongrl

Cookies cream and college (prod. Mercy in the well)

Steady smoking (prod. Mercy in the well)

shoutout 2shanez lol
ion rly hate my new friends im just stressin shoutout all of them

i fuckin hate the nicotine
i fuckin hate amphetamine
i fuckin hate the ecstasy
this shit will be the death of me
i fuckin hate the alcohol
i fuckin hate the Adderall
i hate doin the plug talk
pills got me stunlocked

i fucking hate my new friends
really miss my old ones
they know im off the deep end
so im funneling cold ones
i fuckin hate the new pills
i really miss the old ones
this shit is cut with something
i dont really wanna know what

i can tell this pill aint molly
(ik molly is referring to rocks but "mdma" didnt work with the flow)
prolly fiendin for some cathinones
they think that I'm wildin
i think they bein extra tho
i take the pills with extras tho
need something on the side
got the alcy for the ride
let it take me for a drive

i really miss my old bitch
ill settle for your new one
im fiending for this one chick
short skinny tight but(t)
she dont rly want me
she aint fuck with drugs
its the pills that want me
ion really want them

sometimes i get flashbacks
of the first few times i amped up
sometimes i wanna go back
sometimes it makes me throw up
im making your bitch throw up
she crying getting throatfucked
i cry when i get hole cuz
it reminds me of the trauma

i dont fuck with old bitches
only fuck with new ones
mercy been the soul witness
shit i did when i was young
i was scared and fucking dumb
mind impaired and feelings numb
anything to fucking cum
anything to cum

i feel like im no one
i think that im no one
not just an ego problem
its the sickness im in motion
i feel no emotion
i am just a ghost
when i used to pop itd help but
now it doesnt do nun

i fuckin hate my plug
but he love me
He gimme fake drugs
but its something
They my kin we aint real
that shits tough B
i think i lost myself
i feel like im nothing

switched up on my old friends
ya I fuckin ditched em
rollin with my new friends
im switchin out the piss cup
my OGs left me
i think they hate me
now im hanging w the city kids
even they think that im crazy

drinking odee OE
with the ecstasy
im fuckin zoning
i dont remember me
born loneley
im a phony
youll never know me
cuz there is no me

used to have clean friends
but you know I clipped that
shit i cant mend
id give anything to go back
but i made my choice
and im gonna see it through
my old drugs my old boys
whats old is better than whats new

i fucking hate amphetamine
i miss just drinking caffeine
im tryna cop some ketamine
but no ones selling round me
you dont know shit about me
i dont either
my bodys in the trenches
n my soul is in the ether

how i keep ending up
in a worse place
no rock bottom
its a death race
im in a deep well
no mercy no grace
there is no mercy
See it in my face

im stuck in the past
and idk what to do
living short living fast
hope this party is my tomb
we gon snort the whole bag
in a frat brothers bedroom
nothing ever lasts
whats old is better than whats new

popped a couple x pills
then i fuckin puked
its way too late
to save me theres no use
im a cheater i am dead
i will manipulate you
everything i say is fake
because there is no truth

Fake (prod. Mercy in the well)

Get em loose (prod. Mercy in the well)

i aint rly mean this if u hear this u know who u are

Ion give a fuck
he dont belong babe
he livin cucked
got his girl on gabe
i cut him apart then I cry like he onion
Til death do us part that shit aint mean nothing
I drew this beat on a solo trip
I'm two in one, I'm a BOGO bitch
Two for three, she getting ripped off
Made him hop out the function, he pogo sticked off
What else
n In my head I don't exist
I'm copping a torch cigarette lit
She broke me n ion regret shit
She the first and the last
Three tabs of lucy forget my past
dogpound the pooch, broke out the cage
ima wolf, in a place you don't belong babe
Don't call me gabe you don't fuckin know me
Call me mercy nobody know me
Even my mom don't know me
i always forgot what she told me

Colored lines readin graphs
Sometimes I'm borderline
Sometimes I'm sociopath
Colored lines readin graphs
Sometimes I'm borderline
Sometimes I'm sociopath

my pupils aint been the same size in awhile
everyday i stay in denial
struggle to get up been down on luck for awhile
everyday i'm stuck in denial

executive dysfunctioning
im done with it
save me from my punishment
past acts commited
catch me in the ashpit n shit
catch me in the ashpit

Personality disorder (prod. Mercy in the well)

Album in five (5) weeks

I'm obsessing over pictures of a portrait that were
Taken with a digital camera then screen recorded
And if you can't understand a metaphor, I'm bored and
I can't wait to come back, I been tryna look forward
That means I got some sorta silver line
New people by my side, second chance, third time
I got a lot of s--- always running through my mind
That this life isn't my life, I live a life that isn't mine 
But Imma stop it, profit
Take my wave and change it, plunderphonics
Call me DJ Mindset, stage, I be on it
Rage, I'm beyond it
Phase, I be out it
Rave feeling nauseous
Shout it 

I'm just a child
Just a hurt little kid
Sipping on a black coffee
Smoking cig after cig
Tryna act all grown
But I got habits I can't kick
Taking everything I want
Learn to live just to live

I'm like a little kid I'm learning the alphabet
Drinking OE, dropping LSD, and popping some X
Call it E if you want to, it's just a pill and its pressed
B positive with my friends
her little sister riding school bus
she know its dangerous feeling axles rust
drain the wheel of air but not the pus
But it'll flow back through fill it up with lifeblood
Habits I can't kick
Obsessed with feeling like a kid
So I snort, chew, pop, parachute
and drop acid
I got people by my side
We on the slide, we going quick
But maybe we should slow down a little bit
Fake teacher preachers acting uptight
Messy handwriting falling underneath the line
Sometimes I jot my words just a little too high
But I know a few people who can read what I write

I'm just a child
Just a hurt little kid
Sipping on a black coffee
Smoking cig after cig
Tryna act all grown
But I got habits I can't kick
Taking everything I want
Learn to live just to live
I'm just a child
Just a hurt little kid
Sipping on a black coffee
Smoking cig after cig
Tryna act all grown
But I got habits I can't kick
Taking everything I want
Learn to live just to live

I'm impatient as it is
ADHD baby, I was on Ritalin at six
Sometimes I feel crazy, steady fixing for a fix
But I been okay lately, I feel like a little kid

Learning the alphabet (prod. Mercy in the well)

i suck at making beats (remakes + one new)

shoutout the 9/11 victims ig

Mr. morose he got no goals but its on go ya its on go
grubby gabe stay spittin game and kickin lames out the abode
aint smokin dope aint smokin thraxx im smokin packs aint smokin bowls
cognac Straight out of the tap im poppin addies w your hoe

new patek nah this old this some thrift straight from the church
no id stuck in the cold now im printin fakes like merch
if he break in he get mercd my boy threw him down the stairwell
bedhead bled red on white shirt
like a perc i make him dirt i make his girl put in the work
know i got that shit on camera ill damage him he hurt
noddin like im kurt writin dirty mirrors i aint polishin the words
crash my car wont reimburse me
throw subs in my verses mercy tussle in person
you sippin tuss u a virgin now im up in the curtains
n im rollin like credits she was my first kiss
she said shit prophetic mercy cant forget it
she said i had this sadness to me but mercy gon make them headlines
Mr. morose he got no morals just some deadlines
self employed im craftin toys n shippin packs across the statelines
feel no joy and feel no pain like mercy flatline
everything i full send they put me back on the meds
i was addicted to skins now im addicted to ends
everyones second best friend julio spittin no penand we been drinkin that hennessey implicit rituals getting the best of me

Mr. morose he got no goals but its on go ya its on go
grubby gabe stay spittin game and kickin lames out the abode
aint smokin dope aint smokin thraxx im smokin packs aint smokin bowls
cognac Straight out of the tap im poppin addies w your hoe

Mr. morose (prod. Mercy in the well)

album soon-ish
Fuck bot plays imma really start tryna avoid that but this one a lil inflated from that shit 👎

She know that I'm off one
but I still feel nothing not real I'm nothing
Cold chills but I'm dopamine numb
and I need to stop crying when I cum
Six years staring at the sun
will make a child go blind
Skin hardened only needle could get by
Seeing stars I got way too fuckin high
The infantilization of blind mercy well
I wasn't so hard before I fell
I'm a golem a creation of myself
I'm a shell slouching towards hell

Baby blue blanket wrap me in it
make me feel all painless in the backseat tripping
Baby blue blanket wrap me in it
make me feel all painless in the backseat tripping 

I got ghosts, little deaths in my bedroom
Liquid metal dripping slowly out the socket
Switchblade cold in my pocket
and she taste like gold and rocks and
We should do this more often
we both like being puppets, both boxes unlocked and
and we might be out of options
Gin no tonic anhedonic
I mind being sober really
I just feel like I'm wasting my time
We're both hollow on the inside baby
but we fill each other up and we try to feel fine

Baby blue blanket choke me in it
make me feel all painless when you open it
Baby blue blanket choke me in it
make me feel all painless when you open it

Keep me from the noises in the basement
Lips wrapped around me
She wrap me in her baby blue blanket
pajama clad legs wrapped around me

Baby blue blanket (prod. Mercy in the well)

Mercy loosies era hard drive reclamation Soon🤞

THE INFANTILIZATION OF BLIND MERCY WELL SOON
12 ACTS 100 TRACKS
ILL LIVE FOREVER

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Honey on the raw meat (prod. Mercy in the well)

Mercy in the well

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