#honesty

go go
i get high get in my zone
they try n text my phone but i went ghost
i put on these clothes fuck on model hoes
karma got me back, that's just how it goes

walk in i smell like doja im from the nola
she text my phone up like i owe her,
but i don't owe her
i play my cards just like it's poker i play the joker
ima choke him out like Homer cuz he a poser

walk inside the bank, i need dough ya
she think im the worst, girl i already told ya
gas got my eyes low ya, need 2 focus
i don't wanna rent shit, i want the whole shit
my gas green like spinach, but my car rose whip
ask me where im posted, 504 bitch
i put 4 pills in my drank, dissolving

balling hard like i was in portland
she said all she see is me, she think i’m important
soon as she close that door, take her under like new orleans
i pay a fee for clothes, cuz i gotta get em imported 

[hook]

ghost (heroz 1mint)

she been stalking me feel like a lolcow
I've been losing myself ion know how
these boys kleptomaniacs taking my damn sound

i was low but now i'm manic bitch im up
yuh fuck fred durst but I've been still breaking stuff
and that boy got an ego please stop acting like ur tough
and my shawty made of sugar she's been like a power puff

they asked me how i was doing bitch i'm lovely
hope by when im dead all these people will just know me
traumatizing shit up in my life like it's live leak
got some things i lost don't know where my mind be

ion know were my mind is
i hope i can find it
prophetic dreams been tripping me out like a psych
I've been on my lone i jus really miss my sidekick
I've been awake for days i feel like im nauseous

kleptomaniac (heroine)

https://soundcloud.com/cw4

i was 14 burning jane alive
i had sex with a ghost ion know why i survived
eyes i forgot the color of have been staring in my mind
i still got your molecules i think we have a bind

i've been in a rut
ion wanna fuck
i just want your love
i can feel the rot
i can feel the mold
think im getting old

i feel like im lost
i feel like im lost
i feel like im lost

hi my name is pete she still calls me mercyyy

mask with spikes on my face it's been hurting
my friends r lost souls they've been tweaking off the drugs
praying that i don't relapse i just need a hug
envy others with my purpose i jus got some muck
bad things happening to me im running out of luck

and i miss feeling loved

molecules (cwta)

its all gone prod me

@sxnnai 
hi im not dead actually


i watched him fall infront of me
plenty of things i shouldnt have seen
remember when you used to run to me
i gave u the things u cldnt have dreamed of
when you look up at the sky at night do you see me look back?
and i swear to god im not giving up i can promise u that
think about the times we spent, think abouts the lives we led
i cant stand the thought of trying without you here
follow thru with ur promises you were tellin me that you would keep
another night fed another lie did i get myself in too deep

bleedin out infront of me blood on the floor
and if i had gave it less would i have seen you more
get no second chances tell me are you sure
so many times i wish i just walked out that door

i watched him fall infront of me
plenty of things i shouldnt have seen
remember when you used to run to me
i gave u the things u cldnt have dreamed of
when you look up at the sky at night do you see me look back?
and i swear to god im not giving up i can promise u that
think about the times we spent, think abouts the lives we led
i cant stand the thought of trying without you here
follow thru with ur promises you were tellin me that you would keep
another night fed another lie did i get myself in too deep

SPOTIFY

bleeding out (sennai)

care for me prod mandem dimple

Sample - Midwest Pen Pals - Movies like Juno

monotony is my existence 
time keeps marching forward I hate the persistence 
saw us kissing in my camera roll im jus a tool
ripped each other up in pieces I know that im cruel
I miss the sunny days I feel like abandoned pools

rlly tried to drown myself
I deserve to rot I don’t want the mental help
wounded dog baby please just put me down
we were dancing to the night sky 
you looked pretty in your gown

pathetic wish I didn’t think about it
hope the pieces of myself connect but I just highly doubt it 
wanna lose my memory I just think that it’s been shrouded 
wanna call u love I jus wanna shout it

all these situationships never matter
I was coping with this groupie we were up smoking shatter
n her ex called
baby im sorry you cried
we’re both broken people she said she wanted to just (die)

now I’m sober that was awhile ago
everything feels so potent all these highs n lows 
I avoid relationships cuz I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go 
pray you let me grow

I pray you let me grow 
I pray you let me grow
I pray you let me grow
I’m a piece of shit that’s something that we both know 

monotony is my existence 
time keeps marching forward I hate the persistence 
saw us kissing in my camera roll im jus a tool
ripped each other up in pieces I know that im cruel
I miss the sunny days I feel like abandoned pools

monotony (mercyyy)

prod @hdbn2 @greyrock1
ion feel the same 
you and me the same 
ion do it for the fame 
im not mad over sum “plays”
you a grown man and a bitch 
how’d tf that happen ??? (😂)
we got drakes n sticks, make it dramatic 
fuck, i already had it 
touchdown like madden 
everybody clapping 
dont- dont know what happened 
im just glad i made it 
talking to you, i cant say it 
leave it on my pavement
bes- best way to say it 
ion feel the same

dramatic (takecare04 greyrock)

she just treats me like I’m pretty but she cannot text me back
looking down at my phone I’m wondering what I lack
Ion don’t really like to sleep I’ve been caring some slack
got some panic attacks 
kinda miss your contact 
kinda miss what we had

negative self talk that’s my ritual
looking behind a cigarette it’s habitual 
living feelings that I wish were reciprocal
I jus live in my head I’m delusional

yeah I’m crazy
I think that I’m lazy 
I’ve been making art I jus want them to pay me 
I was off the K 
done wasting my life away 
I’m tryna change up my ways 
I’m tryna change up my life
my thoughts get scary in the night 
I miss looking at your eyes 
I just want to feel alright 
I just want to feel alright 

but I can’t 
I got ash up on my pants
I got ash up on my soul
praying that I can be whole
sometimes I wish I was whole
I really wish you made me whole

molecules (cwta)

mercyyy

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