https://soundcloud.com/cw4

i was 14 burning jane alive
i had sex with a ghost ion know why i survived
eyes i forgot the color of have been staring in my mind
i still got your molecules i think we have a bind

i've been in a rut
ion wanna fuck
i just want your love
i can feel the rot
i can feel the mold
think im getting old

i feel like im lost
i feel like im lost
i feel like im lost

hi my name is pete she still calls me mercyyy

mask with spikes on my face it's been hurting
my friends r lost souls they've been tweaking off the drugs
praying that i don't relapse i just need a hug
envy others with my purpose i jus got some muck
bad things happening to me im running out of luck

and i miss feeling loved

molecules (cwta)

its all gone prod me

been decomposing I just burn all of these newports
I’ll be your animal use me for the blood sports 
poison me for fun give the antidote when you’re bored
I don’t wanna stop till I get what I asked for 

tar in my lungs I still taste all of this asphalt
I’ve been working way too hard I pray that I get results 
missing screws up in my brain I swear that I’m not completed
walking zombie I think I’ve been defeated 

Deja vu yeah my memories on repeat
yeah they repeat I’m up on the concrete 
I’ve been bleeding out wish that I could keep it discreet 
wanna disappear I don’t think that they need me 

living in your grasp I wish I could be free
I got some ghouls in my room that they can’t see 
that they can’t see 
that they can’t see 
that they can’t see 
that they can’t see

running out of options I pray that I don’t stay up in this spot 
I know I’m not awful but I think I fuck up a lot 
hate my recollection I think that I hate this fuckin plot
hate the person I’ve become I’ve been feeling lost 

been decomposing I just burn all of these newports
I’ll be your animal use me for the blood sports 
poison me for fun give the antidote when you’re bored
I don’t wanna stop till I get what I asked for 

tar in my lungs I still taste all of this asphalt
I’ve been working way too hard I pray that I get results 
missing screws up in my brain I swear that I’m not completed
walking zombie I think I’ve been defeated

blood sports (DB808 + bonxpf)

@2400shyne 
did too much 
fucked it up 
i know you had enough 
my feelings outta touch 
ermmm
i need someone like you 
what the fuck should i do 
swear to god they not you 
where the fuck should i go? 
theres too many fucking ways
my feelings in the way 
i dont know if im gay 
i swear i dont feel the same 
and you keep on playing games 
that shit is so fucking lame 
my feelings been on E 

YEAHHHHHHAAHHHHYEAHHAHHHYAHHHAAAAAAAAA

im feeling awful 
i swear i lost hope 
im tryna call you 
tell you theres bad news 
theres no fucking good news 
texting me you “love me” 
but you dont even like me 
and you keep putting it lightly 

ion like me 
you talking to me but u slimey 
ay gen 5 boutta slime him 
we got sticks in the fucking bathroom 
we got sticks boutta fucking backdoor 
hit his ahh, back door

Did I Do Too Much? (shyne)

produced by gxmini somaiki katebi & db808

h3artch3rades - signs p. gxmini somaiki katebi db808

Sample - Midwest Pen Pals - Movies like Juno

monotony is my existence 
time keeps marching forward I hate the persistence 
saw us kissing in my camera roll im jus a tool
ripped each other up in pieces I know that im cruel
I miss the sunny days I feel like abandoned pools

rlly tried to drown myself
I deserve to rot I don’t want the mental help
wounded dog baby please just put me down
we were dancing to the night sky 
you looked pretty in your gown

pathetic wish I didn’t think about it
hope the pieces of myself connect but I just highly doubt it 
wanna lose my memory I just think that it’s been shrouded 
wanna call u love I jus wanna shout it

all these situationships never matter
I was coping with this groupie we were up smoking shatter
n her ex called
baby im sorry you cried
we’re both broken people she said she wanted to just (die)

now I’m sober that was awhile ago
everything feels so potent all these highs n lows 
I avoid relationships cuz I can’t let you go
I can’t let you go 
pray you let me grow

I pray you let me grow 
I pray you let me grow
I pray you let me grow
I’m a piece of shit that’s something that we both know 

monotony is my existence 
time keeps marching forward I hate the persistence 
saw us kissing in my camera roll im jus a tool
ripped each other up in pieces I know that im cruel
I miss the sunny days I feel like abandoned pools

monotony (mercyyy)

let the dogs out <3

Produced by @ Pesoxl

She grabbin on my goyard 
Big bags and my shit goyard 
Vampire you could take my heart 
Big gash when you left me scarred
Touchdown 
Let the dogs out 
Don't make me reach up in this bag 
They gon make me mad ya
Foot up on my they neck
Unless they talking bout’ the cash dog
My team got my back dog 

She want glam, she aint glam dog
Ahead of my class in everything that I stand for
I can't go to bed, too wired up in the bando 
I can knock your head, that fn knock off your dread hoe 
Bouncin off the wall, show you how to ball, I could make the skyfall (Yea)
She want adderall, she done took it all, baby let it wear off (Yea)
Molly locking up, party till the sun, morning aint nun (Yea)
I ain't giving up, robins on my jeans lift me up
With gang try your luck
Big chains yuh, Making plays feel like madden girl 
Bae fly with me call me aladdin 
I don't need no bank, cash in my mattress

I done seen it all I done seen it all
Don't you call the law, don't wanna be involved

Yeah I just been living large
So high she up in the stars
She grabbin on my goyard 
Big bags and my shit goyard 
Vampire you could take my heart 
Big gash when you left me scarred
Touchdown 
Let the dogs out 
Don't make me reach up in this bag 
They gon make me mad ya
Foot up on my they neck
Unless they talking bout’ the cash dog
My team got my back dog 
She want glam, she aint glam dog
Touchdown 
Let the dogs out

vampire heart (prod. Peso)

cheater w/ arid prod me

i'm pondering what happens when we die
i can feel the light i jus think i might restart
kinda think its rlly scary cuz I've been used to the dark
all these ppl grow apart I've been coping with some darts

we were making out with terpenes cuddling up in the park
got some people i miss honey i know im not smart
pray my future beloved still likes me even with these marks 
fucking hate my empathy wish i didn't have a heart

i'm used to the poison baby im used to the noise  
i'm used to the poison baby use me like ur toy
i'm used to the poison i hate all of this noise
i'm used to the poison baby im used to the noise  

i'm used to the venom 
got blood stains on my denim 
got blood stains on my garments
i think i miss ur apartment
i think i'm starting to miss me
they tend dismiss me 
my body has been hurting 
my actions are concerning

ruined my life with the bottle but i miss the drunkenness
monsters in my head i got mental sickness 
looking back at my life i feel like a witness
pray i don't go out like Whitney
wish some1 would stick with me 

i'm pondering what happens when we die
i can feel the light i jus think i might restart
kinda think its rlly scary cuz I've been used to the dark
all these ppl grow apart I've been coping with some darts

fucking hate my empathy wish i didn't have a heart
fucking hate my empathy wish i didn't have a heart
