Dedicated to the mystery of ourself:
awareness (being aware),
existence (existing),
the fundamental awareness 'I am',
God.

Self-investigation & self-surrender is the way,
keep trying to be self-attentive.
Awareness-investigate 'I',
attend to 'I am';
keep practicing,
so that what we actually are
reveals itself.

00:00 experimental crap,
13:00 mid-to-late-90s intelligent drum & bass;
no matter what happens,
hold on to this being-awareness 'I (am)'.


Many thanks to Michael James for clarifying the teachings of Sri Ramana Maharshi.


Be attentively self-aware of and as the mystery of being...

Audacishity mix - Attend to the mystery of being (extended version)

First 15 minutes from: 
The Orb - A Huge Ever Growing Pulsating Brain That Rules From The Centre Of The Ultraworld (54 Minute Mix MK2)

Spoken parts from:
Yo Soy Tu Mismo - Michael, Ernesto and Carlos discuss Uḷḷadu Nāṟpadu verse 1 (2022-02-01)

Untitled

இதுபோல் குரு வாய்ப்புறுமோ? : Idhu Pol Guru Vaippurumo?


drum'n'bass + jungle + experimental mix

dnbshtymixI'I'I

dnbshtymixI'I'I ~ guru is shining as 'I'

Music:
Source Direct - Secret Liaison
(from the mix by Law at
https://soundcloud.com/drumtrip/law-deep-jungle-vol-9-speed-reunion-tribute)

We, attention, need to hold on to ourself, this awareness of our own existence, 'I am', God

The words of Ramana and Jesus break through the distortion:
even in the midst of chaos, clarity shines forth.

(Original orchestral music: Maurice Jarre - Jesus of Nazareth (1977))

Investigate what is this ___ that is aware of itself as 'I' and that is aware of whatever may appear and disappear.
Keep being attentively aware 'I am': this is practicing the presence of God.

Self-awareness-investigate
'what is aware'.
Attention-go deeper into and as 'I (am)',
hold on to 'I (am)' more and more.
You will know/be thyself.


"Heart melting with love, reaching [or merging in] the cave where the sublime supreme dwells {i.e. ourself, fundamental awareness-existence 'I am'}, the eye that is awareness opening, you will [thereby] know what is innate [or one’s own, namely your own real nature {= existence-awareness-happiness}]; [because] it will be exposed [opened, disclosed or made clear] [meaning it will shine forth, devouring ego and everything else in and as the infinite clarity of pure awareness]."
(from the verse Aruṇācalaramaṇaṉ by Ramana Maharshi, translated and paraphrased by Michael James (words in curly brackets added by Merduca))

Self-investigate and self-surrender.
God bless, be self-attentive, try to attend to ourself, pure 'I', Truth, Love.
To perfectly know and be the truth of yourself and God ('I am').

Com-Unity

Merdūca appears within existence-awareness, our fundamental awareness of our existence, 'I am'.

So, what is this mysterious being that is aware of everything? 


Self-investigate through Self-attention.


God's name: 'I am is what I am'.

What is this 'I' that is aware of existing?
Attention-investigate this 'I'.

Merduca

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