100ft TALL *recyclebin*

(New version of this will be postponed until further notice but this will stay up until the new version comes out) but my voice is cracking cause I’m a bit sad about it :/
lryics:
did you want me to please you?
did you want me to tease you?
cause you knew that i didn't want to
yea you didn't know that i didn't want to
it's nothing new
why didn't you see me for me?
or my body?
i hate that i see everything after

the after effects are coming
i knew you were onto something 
the after effects are coming

didn't see the red flags
i really thought you had my back
now i can't even sleep at night
knowing what you took was mine

you took what's mine x2 
now that's left behind x2

the after effects are coming
i can see it all ending
the after effects are killing me 
it's empty
it's everything

everything is ending *acoustic preview*

this anxiety 
shit is killing 
I’m fighting every fucking day to find the better of me 
now I’m waking up at 2 pm again
I take a couple shots then lay back in my bed 
with you in my head 
I think that’s it’s time to clean up my act 
I need to get sober imagine that x2
fucked up again and again and again 
I’ve gone pushed away all of my fucking friends 
That’s why I play pretend 
I takes a lot of time to sit and think 
about my fucked up life 
and why I chose to drink 
Oh just leave me alone I think I’ll figure it out all by myself 
why do you 
see the best in me 
I’m drowning 
playing make believe x2

make believe (prod. DRMA)

yeyeheadass

LYRICs!#$$#%$#%

I aint give a fuck ive been running up n grinding
Ive been in my bag, my plays still declining
You can watch, just see where i go
And If thats somewheres, its somewheres coming slow
journeys far, roads not painted gold
And when i'm finished ill be old

I aint finna quit
Slow me down no not a bit
Yeah no duh im fuckin loser
better hide yo bitch
Yeah im coolin, why u switch
Jk i aint even care, you can get ur knees n suck my mother fuckn dick

Yeah my ego getting tall, but anxiety gon call
When i make a wrong move and back down i fall
Im subject to it all, when you call me
When You call me back and say im faulty

got alotta issues, i just shove em to the sidelines
gotta deal with em, but right nows not the right time
When you call me, and say im faulty
I aint give a fuck, ive been running up
Girl you haunt me, when you want me
Ive been grinding on my music but its taunting
I aint getting lotta plays, but u know i stay away
Girl you want me, i aint want you
I wish that was the case, we all got thoughts too
i aint really know now, im filled with indecision
I aint got a choice, so surely no precision 
When you call me, say im faulty
Anxiety gon get a grip, i'm falling
I aint give a fuck, ive been running up
Girl you haunt me, when you want me
Ive been grinding on my music but its taunting

Guess i need you, i aint really want to
I was building up my ego, now thats lost too
Look into the future, i aint got a lot to say
despite all my grinding i go down in plays
that dont matter, im happy for the real ones
If youve been by my side, we finna feel up 
Just pretend that you got money, you got hoes n that your funny
You can play pretend all you want truth is that ur nothing
Try ur hardest i aint quit, my music sucks n sounds like shit
But i aint care yeah not a bit, ill probably never make a hit
so when i cry my tears i tell myself this

idgaf [prod. saint mike]

Lyrics:

(Serotonin, pump it through my blood
An addiction, one hell of a drug
Tired of feeling so down in the mud
Eyes of tears are starting to flood x2)

Don't know how it is 
To live and be dissociative
Not sure where i am half the time
Memory from memory, they intertwine 

Cant stay stuck in this cage forever
Want to be free and let it wonder
Tired of feeling so down in the mud
Lay me on the ground and let me rot

You're no fun
(Dissociative games under the sun)
There's no room
(To forget everything under the moon)

Never thought i'd be the person to rant in a song
Kinda therapeutic though it might be wrong
Can't keep it in my chest feel like it's exploding
The words flow out my mouth, larynx is imploding

(Serotonin, pump it through my blood
An addiction, one hell of a drug
Tired of feeling so down in the mud
Eyes of tears are starting to flood)

(Serotonin, pump it through my blood
An addiction, one hell of a drug
Tired of feeling so down in the mud
Lay me on the ground and let me rot)

You're no fun
(Dissociative games under the sun)
There's no room
(To forget everything under the moon)


Never thought i'd be the person to rant in a song
Kinda therapeutic though it might be wrong
Can't keep it in my chest feel like it's exploding
The words flow out my mouth, larynx is imploding

Minds in a blur but i'm still writing songs how
I'll Never let shit faze me or bring me way down
Wont let my mind define me, i'm much more than that
Now enough about me, let's go way back

You're no fun
(Dissociative games under the sun)
There's no room
(To forget everything under the moon)

(“it's.. it's weird because in a way i know that i'm living and im real but..but i..i feel so..so fake like…like im..im watching the world from..from somebody else's eyes, like its not actually me..? I don't know, maybe i'm crazy”)

Writing a song might be a sign it's getting bad
But i'm tired of pretending like i'm just really sad
The truth of the matter is i'm in my own head
Maybe I should stop singing and go to bed..

Never thought i'd be the person to rant in a song
Kinda therapeutic though it might be wrong
Can't keep it in my chest feel like it's exploding
The words flow out my mouth, larynx is imploding

D!ssociative D!sorder (p. whymillyy)

ft. my epic gf @earth2athena

LYRIC<3
Hold up wait a minute
Lemme hear you talk
I aint know whats right
But i know my wrongs
Sing this song til the end of time
Burned to ashes left behind
Were all broken records, found lying astray
So grab ahold some duct tape and lets start fixing right away

Gotta start from somewhere
And That somewheres aint here
you can kick you can bite, you can blast your gun
Ready on the trigger but you wont shoot none
Look at me then look at yourself were just like a mirror
Were both the same, similarities couldn't be clearer

It’s like a reflection
From a different direction I
Point a finger at you cause I don’t know what else to do
Easier to blame 
Than to accept we are the same
Can’t tell you anything

similarities ft. earth2athena [prod. saint mike]

all the way up! (feat. KINGDØM & LOMLNATE) [prod. thislandis]

ive been running in circles, baby
just to save the time
ive been wastin my time
i cant waste my time again

they say its hard to miss the people that you dont love
thats a bluff
or else i loved everyone thats ever left
and i bet
that its all my fault again
i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy
i hate to see the way that ive become
i wish that i wasnt so dumb
i wish that i didnt fuck up
i wish that i wasnt fucked up

i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy
i hate to see the way that ive become
i listen to the thoughts, im dumb

i feel my will cant break, i tried to kill myself today
i cut myself, i hurt myself
why wont anybody help?
im begging help
i need some help
i feel like im in my head
i feel like i should be dead
i wish i wasnt but
i am my enemy
i hope that it ends with me
i hate to see the way that ive become
i listen to the thoughts, im dumb
i feel my heart cant break, i tried to kill myself today
its all a fake, theyre all some snakes
they give me drugs that i wont take
i hate the pain, but its the way i cope

i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy
i hate to see the way that ive become
i listen to the thoughts, im dumb
i feel my heart cant break, i been through a lot of pain
i tried to kill myself today

but everything is in the way
im in the way of everybody else
i do my best but i cant help
id take my meds, but they dont help
i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy
i hate to see the way that ive become
i wish that i could just go numb
i feel so dumb and lonely
i cant let more people know me
if i do, than they might hurt me
they might turn around and stab my back
its all a fake, theyre all some snakes
they give me drugs that i wont take
i hope it ends with me
i am my own enemy

i hate to see the way that ive become
i listen to the thoughts, im dumb
i wish that i could just go numb
i wish that i wasnt fucked up

i hope it ends with me (prod. king theta)

lyrics <3<3<3
/////////////
She hates me when I talk like that. She know the shit I been thru 
I know I don't answer calls but that don't mean Ion miss you 
I always hurt the ones I love it's turning to an issue 
The light inside my smiles gone I struggle just to get thru 
I know that my talk is cheap 
But don't you know I mean it 
I been working on myself
 but it's to late  to see it 
 I hope that i Never let you go and I swear that's a promise
The ring you gave me never leaves me sight that's me just being honest 
I'm sorry that I toss and turn at night
It's like me to be cautious 
The place we live it'd all so unforgiving
Shit it makes me nauseous 
I think that this might be the most candid that I've ever been 
Like take me back a couple years ago and I was off a bean 
I'm so glad I got you 
Couldn't do this without you standing next to me 
And when I wake up from my dreams 
I feel so weak At least I got you next to me
I know that my talk is cheap 
But don't you know I mean it 
I been working on myself
but it's to late  (aaaAAhhHH)
She hates me when I talk like that. She know the shit I been thru 
I know I don't answer calls but that don't mean Ion miss you 
I always hurt the ones I love it's turned into an issue 
The light inside my smiles gone I struggle just to get thru 
I know that my talk is cheap 
But don't you know I mean it 
I been working on myself
 but it's to late  to see it 
I know that my talk is cheap 
But don't you know I mean it 
I been working on myself
 but it's to late  to see it

talk Is cheap (Rubbish)

(Prod. 9tyeight) I feel like running away

Running Away

[Hook]
Baby its electric
These feelings are so hectic 
She tugging on my necklace
i need to make my exit 

Something like Lightning 
Shining, Lighting up the skyline
Diamonds, Flossing 
Read between the fine lines
(x2)

[Verse}
All i got are feelings for you
i don't want to misinform you 
All these things that i can show you 
But i don't know you 
And thats the scariest part 
i don't know where to start 
And she has my whole heart 
Tear that whole motherfucker apart
ima keep on pouring until it overflows my cup 
I finished up 
I don't give a fuck

[Hook]
Baby its electric
These feelings are so hectic 
She tugging on my necklace
i need to make my exit 

Something like Lightning 
Shining, Lighting up the skyline
Diamonds, Flossing 
Read between the fine lines
(x2)

[Verse]
Whats your problem? 
i can't take this
Why you talking hella shit
Your fucking fake bitch   
if i was such a problem 
why you got to fucking talk to me
every argument it seems like its such a fault to me

and i don't know where I'm going from here
its just I'm falling down
I just keep crashing down
Lay back as i look at the skyline

[Hook]
Baby its electric
These feelings are so hectic 
She tugging on my necklace
i need to make my exit 

Something like Lightning 
Shining, Lighting up the skyline
Diamonds, Flossing 
Read between the fine lines
(x2)

Electric ft. Ovrwrld *noahmadethiss*

☆★ eyes are up to the starss★☆
new single "leave me here" is out now!!

everything is ending acoustic preview

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