Better Myself

In My Sleep (feat. The Game)

03.03.24

[Verse 1]
I feel like I was ‘sposed to die long ago
I was sposed to die with the blunt smoke
Still I’m sittin’ here with my tongue though
Still I’m sittin’ here though my tongue won't
Speak the language that was once known
Not to sound dramatic, but I’m feelin’ somewhat unknown
Aw nah, what the fuck you want, bro?
Most days wanna be a-lone
Used to feel a lot, now I have to sit with the same thought
For one to two hours tops
Wish I could stop but my brain will not
Brain rot when I watch vids on my Switch for hours
Only way I can fall asleep, Malone’s right, life’s fucking sour
Kimchi, lemons, vinegar, saur-kraut
Fucking sounds repeating in my head
I’ve started to doubt if I’ll be affected by death

[Chorus]
My body says no, and my mind says I don’t know
There’s a lot that I don’t know lately
My body says no and my mind says I don’t know
There’s a lot that I don’t know, it’s crazy

[Verse 2]
I wish I could explain exactly how it feels
To be in this mind, it’s no Springfield
No joking around, I’m not being emo
All this doubt’s has me lost like I’m fucking Nemo
People is my biggest fear, my music is a peephole
Place me in your ear and you’ll see me like Amibbos
Ditto, I try to form inside your mind
So you can see the type of guy that’s rapping all these rhymes

[Chorus]
My body says no, and my mind says I don’t know
There’s a lot that I don’t know lately
My body says no and my mind says I don’t know
There’s a lot that I don’t know, it’s crazy

[Verse 3]
Everytime I feel like life is back together
It falls apart like I can’t get my act together
Then I get up in my head I wrap the letters in a letter
Which I rap up in my head I cannot wrap up any metas
Then I’m redder than ever cause now I met ya
Life ain’t getting any better as long as you get a
Chance to live in music and do it, confusement
Intruding and confusing me with intrusive thoughts
And alluding to what? That I’m stupid and but a goofy little fuck
Damn, really taking down this man
No one but me, I understand
I need to see a therapist but can
It really work? I’ve tried it twice
So why try it again if me back then
Couldn’t be fixed? It makes no sense
But I’ve got no other plans

[Chorus]
My body says no, and my mind says I don’t know
There’s a lot that I don’t know lately
My body says no and my mind says I don’t know
There’s a lot that I don’t know, it’s crazy

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