Paris Texas - What's Up *LEAK 2021*

produced by dj premier

anna nicole freestyle

all this money 💸 (freestyle)

4) Patrisse Cullors Stole My Lunch Money

Prod by Lucas Geniza

Dream Diary February 27th, 2017
I went to sleep even though i already did sleep and i had a great dream. I was chasing girls and there was this blonde girl id heard about so i approached her. She wasnt as lively as she once was. She was dull. I was still excited. I could see all my emotions as this built up lego figure of me that changed colors and height. I thought she was cool but she immediately introduced me to this other dude that looked like Shel Silverstein and we had to hang out. The dude is at my house and i never let him near me. But somehow he manages to poison my drink with this red drop. And i kept thinking, take some water before you see him. As soon as I'm aware i have a minecraft box ego death. All the boxes that make up my emotions just  whither away and i realize thats how he was keeping that blonde by his side. He was controlling their emotions!

TEEN VIRGYN

2. Super Fly Hunter

Produced by Connor Barkhouse

Diary Entry March 26, 2017

Fast Food, Fast cigarettes, Fast times. I dont know how I could explain New Guild to an outsider. This an oasis in a sea of the same placelessness, personlessness. To be alone is acceptable to be alone in a city is a hopeless loneliness. I know Ima weirdo, Ive been different ever since I was a 3 year old kid that got into temper tantrums when his sisters ignored him and got confused when on his first day of school the first friend he made asked him why his skin looked different. I was he only black in the class. We all had nametags the size of a crunch bars with shapeful blue laminate on tje edges tags. Kids arent color blind but hey it wont stop them making friends.

Last Diary Entry April 19th, 2017
Adventure time. Im dropping out and driving to the woodlands later this morning. Then to LA. I talked to Mel today who i respect. He told me he had to do certain stupid tactics to function in 'the system'. Silly stuff like setting 5 alarms to wake up and eating adderall. I dont wanna force myself to fit. I saw Leo Aguirre tonight and we talked about my leaving. He was happy for me which kinda shcoked me. I guess i expect only horror as a reaction. I am happy too tho. I know this will be difficult. Going to see my parents tomorrow.

3. Clouds ft. Ashley Koett

Produced by Connor Barkhouse and Russell Boring

Diary 4/4/2017

* i was so depressed last night i wanted to die. 
Why do i constantly ponder heartache? How long will i long for Joie and regret that August night. She said she forgave me but i still fucked up and asksd for an open relationship after i cheated. God what the fuck. Throw a hint a nigga way. O Joie you lied to me. You told me you would forgive me if i cheated on you in Miami. Before I ever thought of cheating. I was like 'ha nah neva no way'. 

In Miami you said you would forgive me if i cheated. Not saying i deserve your forgiveness just that i know you still have it in you. I know because i choose to believe you were open and honest with me then. Just like the Ocean and the Earth we have our cycles. It hits you all of a sudden like nothing. Just like you fall in love you fall out and in agaih. You dont have to believe me but i think there was more to us than you give credit. I think it was special. It doesnt matter what i think, though, you have to see the value. I feel you remember. You say you dont. Ive never felt anything realer than what i felt with you. 

I know whats in my heart. Only i decide who comes in and out. And even though you werent 100% real with me and i was not 100% faithful that doesnt negate the love we shared. Cuz we only human. I crave that type of realness i got when i got introduced to ya. But i feel like since october 1 youve just been done being vocal to me. No thanks.  (Dont send)

Only you decide who let into your heart. Dont act like you TRIED TO MAKE IT WORK. That annoys me. Once i was out of your heart, that was it. Im not gon beat myself up because you told me you would forgive if ever i were to cheat on you that night in Miami. Im not mad at you for changing your mind when i actually did cheat because i said i would never do that to you and i lied too. 

Water under the bridge, sorta, because when you say you offer genuine friendship i imagine dialogue and respect that just aint there for me anymore. You wont pick up the phone or even tell me you dont want to and thats been the case. Thats why your friendship seems fraud. Because when im frustrated i think of the times you gave me truth i needed it and now whether youre aware or nah you dont gimme that. Its

Im sorry if you feel guilty for breaking up with me honestly because i miss you like shit everyday and i woulda done anything to keep what we had. At this distance there was so little i could do or say or see. I dont regret it but it seems youve tried hard to forget who you were before October 1. You walled me out and started treating me like a stranger

3. Clouds ft. Ashley Koett

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