'i'm sorry' produced by heylog
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lyrics:
every other june is never hot it's just as cold
staying in my house all day my skin could probably mold
closing both my drapes and sit in silence while i scroll
loving u is hard when i don't love me as a whole
mom notices whenever i'm down i point my chin
she ask, "is something wrong?" but everytime i always fib
people my age are married when i feel like a kid
i write all apologies to people on a list
so i'm sorry for mistakes i've made i need to watch my tone
i'm sorry letting people down u didn't have to go
i'm sorry for responding late just tired of my phone
and i'm sorry for never smiling but can't u see i'm broke
i am out of luck when nothing goes the way i want
i wanted ur opinion u didn't have to be so blunt
telling u my secrets but u were so wrong to trust
everything is hitting now not separate, all at once
and it hurts so much
in the dirt eating mud
let me say it really sucks
i'm so close to giving up
and i really hate it here
this pain is severe
i'm so close from disapearing
yet again another year

there's a reason why i hide my face and my identity
people are so curious if i'm young or if i'm 23
searching for the info and my god it just upsets me
please just let it go i have a life and i'm not telling
show me some respect, there's a point that i'm unknown
maybe i dislike my face or maybe i just don't
music is my second life and my first is personal
finding out the truth u come to realize it just hurts to know

i'm sorry for mistakes i've made, i need to watch my tone
i'm always letting people down and everytime they go
i'm sorry i'm on dnd just tired of my phone
and i'm sorry i don't smile, is it clear to u i'm broke
i am out of luck when nothing goes the way i want
i play out all scenarios but they're too go to trust
dodging my own hatred but i always fail to duck
every problems hitting me like a million bombs
and it hurts so much
in the dirt, eating mud
let me say it really sucks
i'm so close to giving up
and i really hate it here
this pain is severe
i'm this close from disappearing
i survive another year

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i'm sorry

marchfourth, twentytwentytwo.
produced by anvii.
drums recorded by giovanni garry.

[verse]
you called me names
just like
you did
when we were kids
you told me things
that you
didn't want anyone
didn't want anyone to know

[chorus]
don't wanna grow up
go back, run
we all ran out of time

[verse]
we'd run
around the yard
its super sad
to see it fade away
so quick just like that
you fucked it up
go fuck yourself
i despise you and everything you've done 

[chorus]
don't wanna grow up
go back, run
we all ran out of time

(we're older now)
(we're older)
(we're older now)
(we're older)

nineteeneightyeight

julynineteenth, twentytwentytwo.
produced by anvii & @gaberamirez1.
drums recorded by giovanni garry.

[verse]
no meds
just smoke everyday
was it all lies?
tell me now
i watched it burn right in front of my eyes
you lied
you lied

[chorus]
you cry i cry
i don't know why
you cry i cry
it drives me wild

[verse]
cheap sex and weed
i walk down your street
i hear your voice beside me
contemplation
what do you think?
i miss her
i miss me

[chorus]
you cry i cry
i don't know why
you cry i cry
it drives me wild

you know, you know, it never gets well
you know, you know, it never gets well
you know, you know, it never gets well
you know, you know, it never gets well

you cry i cry

augustsixth, twentytwentytwo.
produced by anvii + @gaberamirez1.
drums recorded by giovanni garry.

[verse]
watch the road
it's far ahead
you fucked me up
since the last time that we spoke

[pre chorus]
i know that we’re young
we’re not right or wrong
take that dirt right off your smile

[chorus]
it’s glowing red outside
just take that time to walk away from
me

[verse]
take the image
it's out of focus
there's no time to run it back
it fucking hurts when you take them too
i've been running my whole life

[pre chorus]
i know that we’re young
we’re not right or wrong
take that dirt right off your smile

[chorus]
it’s glowing red outside
just take that time to walk away from
me

(it's over, over, over, over now)
it's time for you to go
(it's over, over, over, over now)
it's time for you to go
(it's over, over, over, over now)
it's time for you to
(it's over, over, over, over now)

stream

polaroid

augusttwentysecond, twentytwentytwo.
produced by anvii, @h45, & @gaberamirez1.
drums recorded by giovanni garry.
featuring @funeral.

[anvii]
you know i can't forget you now
i cant escape your voice in my mind
and i can't believe that its all gone
but i should've expected it from you

im falling apart
laying down on the pavement
and my eyes burn
from all of the crying
but you let it fall apart

[chorus]
someday
it'll be back in place
i'll see you soon
my friend

[funeral]
these different time zones, can't make up my mind
constantly thinking can't waste all my time
but i don't mind at all

its in the back of my head
and i can't change it
still better off dead
but it still won't change me
i'm not breaking out alive

[chorus]
someday
it'll be back in place
ill see you soon
my friend

i've lost every fight
i've had
do you resent me?
do you resent me?
do you resent me?

back in place w/ funeral

I been good today
Ghosted on my family name
Thoughts sit out the fuckin way
These pavements where my panic lay
I could keep the soul in
Would they notice that he didn't wake
No one wanna feel the same
Smile put the pain away
I put too much on stackin up
When it's just not enough
If I'm really what you trust
Than baby that's enough for us
I been in my troubles stuck
Put it with the rest and such
Never fuss
Lungs get frozen cold just like it's camel crush
Mash it up, rollin on the phone
Fuckas mask it up
Hollow been the simple tone
Years is gettin taxed for what
All they see is cash and stuff
Until to them It's not enough 
But why I gotta be the one that stuck fixing the fuck ups
Until to them It's not enough 
But why I gotta be the one that stuck fixing the fuck ups

See what they cop
But they doin the most
Why you goin act like we always been close 
Know that my past keep me stuck in the code
Giving you space, but don't let it go
See what they cop
But they doin the most
Why you goin act like we always been close 
Know that my past keep me stuck in the code
Giving you space, but don't let it go

I been good today
Ghosted on my family name
Thoughts sit out the fuckin way
These pavements where my panic lay
I could keep the soul in
Would they notice that he didn't wake
No one wanna feel the same
Smile put the pain away


family name

Would you ghost
Leaving in the dead of the night
I got morals that I hide
But this isn't a life
And I know that it's all alright
It's all in the past
In the past
Would you ghost
Leaving in the dead of the night
I got morals that I hide
But this isn't a life
And I know that's it all alright
It's all in the past
In the past

Trapped
There's no going back no
Say
What's your motive past that
Way
Wander round all day
I could be another safe
I don't wanna hear what I burned away
Don't tell me no
Half of the shit I need 
Watch me leave no
Time spent on the weak
This no feign
Ice don't gleam
My shit cheap
Fuck your problems
Fuck your team

Would you ghost
Leaving in the dead of the night
I got morals that I hide
But this isn't a life
And I know that it's all alright
It's all in the past
In the past
Would you ghost
Leaving in the dead of the night
I got morals that I hide
But this isn't a life
And I know that's it all alright
It's all in the past
In the past

dead night

Sink my dreams
Sink my dreams

Blast off my heart in the air
Cry out for her in the end
Company calling they call and they all pass away
Guess I should of chose that way
Put us in a box, pray the pain away
Dancing out of tone, at my own late wake
Cold in the head yeah
Cold in the head yeah
We don't need, what I need yuh
It's just me, better seen, leaving clean yuh
Know my sleep, doesn't keep, all my dreams yuh yuh
I cannot beg no
I cannot beg you no
I cannot beg you
I cannot beg you no

Sink my dreams
Sink my dreams

When it all goes bad
And it's all I had
Then we can fly away, run with the dead

dream sink

I myself

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produced by heylog
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lyrics:
i hate to say i forced myself thinking that you were sweet
but ur a monster, didn't know that you were a freak
lock me out from you and throw away the keys
i won't let you get any closer to me
put my hand on her leg and feel the ridges and scars
i feel afraid you might bury my body under tarp
so dig a grave for 2 people and make sure it is large
you're coming with, i won't die alone or we could restart

i'm not gonna bother you anymore
pulling my collar, pulling out thorns
it was an honor climbing aboard
somebody watch her out on the floor
i'm not gonna bother you ever again
pulling my collar right back where it is
i tried my hardest to help you get fixed
wasn't for long until you relapsed

say does your father know you been out
if i was him you'd have curfew, no doubt
i just want you safe getting back to the house
cause nowadays it's brutal all around
don't hold on 
to my hand
just let go now
find a man
don't look back
not a glance
as i'm crushed by
an avalanche
don't know why you'd say that
you're gonna get pay back
looking at a photo could you possibly get phased at
drinking at a club
i thought you were done
she said, "i stayed away"
but bro it's been a month
i don't wanna hate
i just never drink
you could say i'm boring all you want but i'm not phased
i don't make excuses
i simply do not do it
don't wanna see my life fall into a ruin

i'm not gonna bother you anymore
pulling my collar, pulling out thorns
it was an honor climbing aboard
somebody watch her out on the floor
i'm not gonna bother you ever again
pulling my collar right back where it is
i tried my hardest to help you get fixed
wasn't for long until you relapsed

I myself

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