Tears make my view kaleidoscope

▷MV
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QsTFI1n9WDA

<Lyrics>
I need you somehow
To make believe
I speak out loud
Can I reach you?

I know.It's too late.
There is no ”salvation！”
”a suffocating "
Tears Makes My View Kaleidoscape!

10 million words
How much I trusted 
repeat the same 
over and over again
Hazy landscape
Recolor it.
"Can you get up again?"
"Only you can do it! "
Take off the blindfold for faceing to real

Apparently...
You could be ahead of the crowd.
（leave me behind)
I wish to fill my life "low-resolution!”
”With dissonance Sound!”
I Make their View Kaleidoscape!

10 million setbacks
Fallen Betrayal
repeat the same 
over and over again
Hazy landscape
Break it down
"Can you get up again?"
"Only you can do it "
”take off the blindfold 
for faceing  to real”

10 million smile
how much I trusted 
Repeat the same 
Over and Over Again
hazy landscape
Recolor it.
"Even if you 
suffer for it! "
take off the blindfold 
for faceing  to real

10 million words
how much I trusted 
Repeat the same 
Over and Over Again　”Over Again”
hazy landscape
Recolor it.
"Can you get up again?"
"Only you can do it "
take off the blindfold  
for faceing to real

Kaleidoscope

+Depression in the summer

▷MV
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cJve9dNM874

■Lyrics
I repeat my self-conscious reflection day by day, over and over again
The Seeping word will not disappear tearing you away from me apart
My shadow coated with so many lies of mine
A skyscraper towering in the nightfall
And Someday he will wake up, maybe drag me to the undersea
自意識過剰な後悔を僕は何度も繰り返す
染み付いた言葉は境界線 君と僕を引き剥がす
虚勢で塗り固めた僕の影は夕刻にそびえたつ摩天楼となり
いつか目を覚ましそして僕は深海に引きずり込まれるのだろう

So
I'll really see 
This season brings to mine the nightmare sights
How forever do I have to be scared?
So
That could be seen.
そう
いつか現実となる
この季節がこの悪夢のような光景を思いださせるんだ
僕はいつまでおびえていればいい？
そう
それはもうすぐなのかもしれない


You call to me and make me sick
You stare me and make me hurt　　
You touch me and makes me freeze
You drink me and hold my breath
君が僕を呼ぶ　僕は憔悴する
君が僕を見つめる　僕は傷つく
君が僕に触れる　僕は動けない
君が僕を飲み込む　僕は息ができない

You hide me and makes me blind
You pull me down and make me sink
You will be walking all over me
You light me up  and reveal me
君が僕を隠す　僕は何も見えない
君が僕を引きずり込む　僕は沈んでいく
君は無意識に僕を傷つける
君は僕を照らし　僕は暴かれる

The view mirrored in the strong light stares back at the misery of me
The looming haze, the deeper blue hiding the shade
A nameless smile is blooming like a mad
I spend my days trying to forget them from mind
I close to you to erase my fears
But someday the cruel summer will drag me down to the underground
強い光で映し出された景色がみじめな僕を見つめ返す
聳え立つ霞　闇を隠す深い群青
名前の知らない笑顔が狂った様に咲いている
それらを忘れるために日々を過ごす
恐怖を和らげるために君との距離を縮める
でもいつか残酷な夏は僕を地の底へ引き摺り込むのだろう

So
I'll really see 
My ripped face in the broken glass
That voice praises me as a perfect fake
So.
That could be soon
そう
いつか本当に目にするのだろう
割れたガラスに映る僕の引き裂かれた顔
その声は僕を完璧なうそつきと褒め称えている
そう
それはもうすぐなのかもしれない

***
I don't think you know what I say
These modulations feel good, don't they?
You can forget all about it.  
He'll forgive us just now.
I don't know what it is 
Let's dance like crazy...with me
僕が何を言っているかなんて君にはわからないよね。
でもこういう転調って気持ちいいよね？
そう全て忘れてしまえばいいんだ
神だって今は許してくれるよ
まあなんでもいいや
君も僕と狂ったように踊ろうよ

This is the only place for us to feel at ease
Fill your mind with distorted sounds…like you  
ここが唯一の安らぎの場所
歪んだ君の心のような音で満たされればいい

Sounds surround you and me around
I wish this time would last forever
音が僕と君の周りを包み込む
このままこの時間が永遠に続けばいいのにね

Well... this time is over 
Reality will come to us
まあ…この時間が終わったら
すぐに現実がやってくるんだけどね

Midsummer Terpsichora

+Let's bloom downward...

▷MV
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I6EffkmJ4S4

＜Lyrics＞
I give you an award
with a gilded word
You won't look at me
'cause you're not a flower blooming downwards 
僕は君を称えるよ
本当の気持ちは隠してね
だけどもう見向きもしないだろう
だって君は下向きの僕とは違うから


We stared at the same time
(We held )hands and walked together
No matter how hard the journey was
(I knew) I could get through it with you
時を同じくして僕たちはスタートを切った
手を繋いで進み出した
どんな険しい道だろうと
君となら乗り越えられると思ってた

(When )did you go so far away?
(I can) no longer reach you
(When I) realized that reality
(Despair) came to pass me by!
いつのまにそんなに遠くに行ってしまったの？
手の届かない高いところへ
もう追いつけないと知った時
絶望が僕を追い抜いた


I give you an award 
with a gilded word
”What the hell was wrong with me?”
I can see you anymore
僕は君をたたえるよ 
でも本音は違うんだ
「君と僕と何が違ったの？」
眩しくてみえないよ
 
You are lit by the sun
”I'm burned out!”
君は太陽に照らされたんだ
僕は燃え尽きた


If I have to feel this pain, 
I might as well not have done altogether
”The cheer showered to you 
pierce my heart! 
break my heart!”
こんな痛みを得るくらいなら
初めからやらないほうが良かったのかもしれない
君に浴びせられる歓声が
僕のこころを突き刺す　壊していくんだ

“Maybe you could end up now.”
“But why are you still standing here?”
「ねえ、ここで終わってもいいんだよ？」
「でもなんで、君はまだそこに立ってるの？」


I try to change my appearances
Change my voice and change my moves
Yeah...I know what I'm doing.
I'm trying to be you.
見た目を変えてみたらどうだろう
話し方も 仕草も変えてみようか？
ああ…自分でもわかってるよ
あいつの真似をしてるだけだってね
 
In the time of passing by lightning
(No!）
In the pressure of making something 
I am like a dying leaves
Falling to the ground with no sound
光の速さで時間が過ぎて行く
何かをやらなきゃという焦りが募る
僕はこのまま忘れ去られていくだろうか
音もなく散りゆく枯れ葉のように


I give you an award
with a gilded word
What the hell was wrong with me?
i can 
see, you, anymore
僕は君を称えるよ 
嘘で包んだ言葉でね
「君と僕は何が違うの？」
眩しくてみえないよ
 
The moon bless you warm.
I wanna be killed by your arm
君は月に愛されたんだ
「もういっそ、君の手で終わらせてくれ!」
 
-----
Even if no one knows you
Don't deny the path you've taken
You don't have to 
try to be somebody.
You're not you anymore
Bloom distorted in your own colors
So Let's bloom downwards!
例え君が誰にも知られなくたって
ここまで歩いてきた道を否定しなくていい
誰かになろうとしなくていい
君という存在は君しかいないんだ
自分色に歪に咲いたって良い
いっそ下向きに咲き誇ってやろうぜ

So I hope...
Someday...
そして僕は願っているよ
いつか…
 
 
Can anyone find you out
A Flower blooming downwards
誰かが君を見つけてくれることを
下向きに咲いた君を

Flower Blooming Downwards

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