HYGH

I miss the sun
I miss the days when I was young
when I was loved
I spoke with god
I followed him with all my heart
with no reply
but I’m keeping my head up high

have you wasted time
what will they say about your life
when you are old
and can barely stand up on your own
with hills to climb
not knowing what is on the other side
that it ain’t easy
but its so worthwhile
so I’m keeping my head up high





produced by: 
MESSYAH & _ghests

mixed by: 
Nic Signer

www.messyah.us

hygh

WAYT 

are we working this shit out?
i want to feel your body 
learn about your soul
i’ve been working my shit out
i want to hear why you think
we exist at all

am i manic or depressed
or just ambivalent?
am i neurotic in my 20’s
and just numb?

come on baby
i don’t want to wait for love

are we working this shit out?
i’ve been reading lots of Nietzsche
missing calls
thought about killing myself
but i still think theres a purpose to it all

i’m just statically obsessed 
to create meaning in this substance
and if this is all in my head
i should move along






produced by: 
MESSYAH & _ghests

mixed by: 
Ben Pepin

www.messyah.us

wayt

EXYST

out of time
lifted above the street-lights
see the clouds spread wide
ascend into a paradise?

its hard to feel the end around you
its hard to let go
death with still capture us all
and life to those that choose so
we’re going to get there soon

i’m the measure of all my acts
life is what you choose
existence precedes essence

out of time
i miss the way you held tight
don’t want to say goodbye
don’t want to feel the void in life

its hard belonging in the cosmos
so much i don’t know
convinced i’m here to exist

time and choice was all that i had
i see the end in view
have i left a better world at last?

produced by: 
MESSYAH & _ghests

mixed by: 
Ben Pepin

www.messyah.us

exyst

CANVAS

i may never know
maybe i’m just not that spiritual
as to if there is a choice
for who we are in this life
because we are all the same
confused about which way to go
we were thrown up on a stage
without a script to tell us what 
to do or say
with our time
or how to spend our lives

your life’s a canvas:
go paint something beautiful 
each day you’re dying:
die for something meaningful

so reflect on what you’ve done
see the colors on your hands
have you sketched to shape the world?
have you sketched to please yourself?
can’t get the brush out of your hands
take it color the earth


produced by:
MESSYAH & _GHESTS

mixed by:
Nic Signer

additional vocals:
Gwen Werner

canvas (ft. GW)

all my life, believing baby I believed in you
sat all night, praying baby hoping that you’d move
 
i took a drag of my smoke and then said 
“this all started with you”
i wrote your name on my hands
shit, i got nothing to lose
i got drunk thinking about 
all the shit that you just can’t prove
and now its all fading baby, but i’m still here
 
all my life, all my world
flew down to cali to
sit by the water and 
think how to feel
all my life, all i know
i just can’t wait for your love to me
 
from the sky, no fire came
was i wrong, thinking maybe its true?
 
I took a hit of that pipe
and thought that i was talking to you
bury my feet in the sand
shit i don’t know what to choose
i got lit thinking about
all the shit that you just can’t prove
and now i’m faded baby 
am i still here?
 

fuck it i am not a prophet
paying my own way through college
and cutting the loss
back track, like the play-back, 
of the back track on my old Mac
sitting eating cold mac
Wish I was better at my kraft
not knowing the cost, of any of that
 
I’mma take it for the vision
2020 ye gon get it
i’mma make it no assistance
triple-double is no limit
Russel out of your religion 
“get it get it get it”
 
faded in cali right now
swimming in all of my doubt
seeing the sea for a while
 
dependency is, making a list
and naming the things that my heart can’t take
freedom it is, leaving your shit
and finding my own way
all my life I believed in you
wasn’t easy baby
I was Elijah praying for fire from the sky
and it never came
___________

production: HOOPS, MESSYAH, BEAN
master: Jesse Samler

INFINITY

feeling existential on the megabus
headed to Chicago gonna count it up   
will I seem to quit before the gig is up?
wasn’t complicated til you thought it was

thinking bout if I will ever find a love
girl right by my side, a honey you can trust
a lil mama fly, a girl that wanna fuck
wasn’t complicated til you thought it was

are you gonna pray for me?
I don’t mind, I don’t mind it 
if you stay with me
through the night, Lil mama 
Imma make you see
we alright, we be counting to infinity

getting way too high from buds, like hanging out
drill a bit out west but now be headed south
see all of them girls a bit around the town
sitting in the corner drinking by myself

thinking bout if I will ever make enough
feeling broke as hell, and still just trying to fuck
homies out there killing it and counting up
I been counting down to hop that megabus

she said I’m stuck in my ways
the people I used to run with I feel like
they was all in my way
I cannot function like this no no no
I’m not taking no breaks
I’m faded right now but I stay there myself
cause I like it this way
I’m broke as fuck I’m trying to spread my love
but no one ever seems to pick it up
unless you got the mullah building up
I know the strippers always down to fuck
but this one here just wanna show me love
cause she feel like my egos building up
I’m praying that its more than just enough
___________




This track samples:
Infinity Frequencies - "lost"

production: MESSYAH
master: Jesse Samler
extra vocals: Que Parks, Craig Raymond

INFINITY [ft. Que Parks]

I pray for my homies to see the light of day
We hitting up valentine all be wearing shades
Bonanza with has, I feel a type of way
I know that I’m lost, I don’t need to be saved

Mid-twenties these minutes be creeping up on me
But fuck it I’m in it beginning clarity
But fuck it I’m in it the vision start to see
I don’t need a savior, I got my friends and me

Bitch call me messyah we bring the energy
Write this down on paper I’m Adam at the fall
The shit in my heart, don’t get it from a tree
Original sinners and we still got it all

Except for money in the bank
Got no money in the bank
In the bank
All my friends are wearing shades yeh
We in the rain
Got no money in the bank yeah

I pray for my homies to see the light of day
To see the light of day
Fuck it we won’t be the same
We come out of the rain
We’ll see the light of day

You tell me to quit it this shit will kill us all
Fuck it I’m popping addorall
I’d quit it but
I don’t want to

Mid-twenties these minutes be creeping up on me
But fuck it I’m in it beginning clarity
But fuck it I’m in it the vision start to pray
We’re all fucking lost, we don’t need to be saved

We’ll see the light of day

I DON'T WANNA DIE

Why don’t you want to be my love?
I don’t know why you don’t want to be my love.

I’m gon fuck it up
I go fuck it up
Pour some liquor in my cup

I’m a torqued Mother Fucker bout to pass out

Fuck it, lock it, load it, faded
Wishing, missing, zoning, own it

Find an addy just to feel right
Can’t remember how to get home
I threw up half a dozen times
In my sweatshirt on the wood floor
I’ve been laying with a closed door
All I do is look at my phone

I don’t want to meditate I miss your body
Don’t want to miss your body
I don’t want to lose somebody

__________________________

produced by: HOOPS & NEO

ALL I DO IS LOOK AT MY PHONE

2nd track of the collaborative mixtape ULTRAZONE
coming 10.31.18

produced by: MESSYAH
mixed by: Edsel Holden

SPY KIDS (w Saint Pressure + Jung Youth)

Hendrix, Back porch
Blanket, Heater
Acid, Day trip
Broadway, C town
High watt, Dancefloor
Group chat, Westwood
Fooseball, Couch it
Freestyle, All night

Now I’m gonna miss this
Now I’m gonna missi
Now I’m gonna miss this

I know there’s no better way
I live in the memory
I wish maybe I could stay
I Coulda stay
I know right now
Tell my brother

Uber, New Years
Mixtape, Drunk track
Porch it, Ennis
Blackout, Good grass
Gold cat, New house
Dabbing, Tacos
Switch clothes
Sliding, Tripping
___
Look
Had to hit the bottle
For the pain like Oo Aye
In my body got it
When you can’t go back nah
high as hell at Kroger like the past yikes
Every action choose to give up shit like no Eh
I might FaceTime Cole out on the way like
Look ahead you coward to LA like Oo Aye
Promise on my body imma roll right ay ay
On my body

On my body eh oh
On my body eh
Take my sanity eh
Sacrifice my head
Will my body break ohhh
Will my body there
take my body there
til end up fucking dead
Aint gon shoot out like a bitch like dat
I can walk to target for some shit like dat
Digging my own grave with fucking faith like dat
Shit im always changing but I can’t go back

I’m too far away
Go back
And you can’t go back
I promise
___
Flex
My ride with the homies
Fresh
Feel fly with the homies like
Flex
My ride with the homies
Fresh
Back seat with the homies like dat
Flex
My ride with the homies
Fresh
Cruise round with the homies like dat

Back it up back it up
Take me back to when all my problems
Were skittles and cigarettes
Now I’m stressing bout things that don’t matter
Like followers on the gram
These numbers and socials
They fuck me up in the head
Back it up back it up
Take all my money now
Take all my talent now
Shit I be stretching thin
Shit I be wishing it back again
But burned all my wishes on these
Expectations I never met
Maybe I’ll find you again

If I could go anywhere I would
Forwards
Sideways
Up and down
But You can’t go back

09052018

cover of the track
"OHIO IS FOR LOVERS"
by: Hawthorne Heights

Ohio Is For Lovers

LIVE WIRE

CODE RED (ft. KRIS)

BAJA BLAST (ft. Its Kingy)

talk talk talk fuck it

Imma go if ya wit me
I ride watcha gimme
Out loud if ya hear me
And I go when you hit me get up
Go if ya wit me
I ride watcha gimme
Out loud if ya hear me
And I speak so imma jus go

We at the club off a spring ye uh
You hit up ma phone what to bring ye uh
I climb out da hole just to sing ye uh
talk talk talk fuck it

Hardwood floor I making easy buckets
Hit that J might need some robitussin
Shed a tear or shoot cuz bitch I’m ballin
Sold my shit to make a buck I’m Giannis

On the way we that that drive through sonic
I sit in a shadow cause that shit ironic
Move my fucking feet til someone say they fuck it
Talk talk talk fuck it


__________________
produced by: X2000 and HOOPS

GAME FUEL (ft. Saint Pressure)

I’m a boss shit, Or at least I fake it ya
imma die young, dont get it mistaken ya
I do better when im faded ya
Do the same things
til im gonna make it ya

Take down ya, Bend it bend it break it ya
I been doing drugs to Keep it stable ya
I’m not a boss, I’m a mother fucking faker ya
Just a kid who’s fucking
digging his own grave like that

 
don’t know all the shit thats 
run-in through my veins
Crack open my fucking skull 
and see my brain
Why? Is it worth it if I brake?
Shit I already be broke like that
Watch me
Praise me
Kill me
Til I’ve got it right now
 
I been messing wit my homies 
watching videos
talk about it all the time
And everybody knows
I’m a crazy mother fucker
When I’m on the floor
All my homies rolling dope
And I got some more
I got a little more
Than you’ll ever really need
a little bend it bend it break it
To my sanity
take it down ya, 
Bend it bend it break it
Take down ya, 
Bend it bend it break it like that


Take down ya
Bend it bend it break it ya
imma die young
dont get it mistaken ya
I do better when im faded ya
I’m not a boss
I’m a mother fucking faker ya
Take down ya
Bend it bend it break it ya
I been doing drugs to 
Keep it stable ya
Do the same things
til im gonna make it ya
I’m Just a kid who’s fucking
digging his own grave like that

Fuck it
Imma get it right
I been smoking
Every night

________________

prod: X2000

NUKE

Get high in my living room
just don’t think about it
Theres alot a shit I wish I could say ya
But I don’t feel like it

I wanna change my life
I wanna eat more fruit
Wanna go outside ye
I Wanna tell the truth
Wanna go pretend like its alright ye
But I don’t feel like it

Get high in my living room
just don’t think about it
Theres alot a shit I wish I could say ya
But I don’t feel like it

I’m falling 
This moment, I lost it
If I could go back, and face it
I’m gonna be somebody new

MESSYAH

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