Lyrics:

(YO) I’ve lost some friends...
Recently-
My jobs teachin’ me they see me only as the boss/
‘N’Treatin’ people equally is seldomly done easily, when you can see
through their Facades/
Still-
The weak and feeble feel the need to poke and prod me
Pathetic-
-- I’m Diabetic -- N’My affinity for needles is UnGodly/
They Don’t get it....
My skin’s conditioned to be thick- ‘Ta get inside my head you’d have
to chip away at the brick//
I’m sick of all the memories,
Never endin’ melodies
Love without Jealousy, that’s somethin’ that’ll never be/
-Represent Integrity ‘N’Patience over everything
Focus on the happiness you feel that your success’ll bring//
Be a leader, Not a Boss- Always have a noble cause
And appreciate the fans when they throw you an applause/
It’s the start of somethin’ - The start button’s not a pause
Got my heart Pumpin’ - Gotta win at all costs -
see the beauty in the things that are flawed and
what you call ugly ‘s just the vision of god//
And God knows I could use a little rest from my job...
It’s a beautiful Day, Looks like I’m Takin’ it off...//
(HOOK)
I’m leavin’
on the next plane
i don’t know when I’ll be back again
kiss me
and smile for me
tell meee
tthat you’ll wait for me
hold me like you know I’ll never go
even though you know i willl....
(x2)

Leavin’

I do not own the rights to this beat, this is for entertainment purposes only.

Lyrics:
(VERSE 1)
Ayo- I stand my ground with the skill of a scarecrow/
-never back down - got the- Will of a pharaoh-//
It’s super common, That instead of Gggggg they call me(e)
Tutenkhamun// (tuten-khamun)
I’ll be buried in my tomb next to soup and ramen/
“Gone too soon” etched into my stone coffin
N’
“His job consumed his whole life before he lost it”//
Won’t assume -that-
-every so often-
-You’ll- think of me,
but if you do- AWESOME-// (that’s awesum)
Probably shouldn’t pump myself
Full of all these toxins
When life gets hard and I’m runnin’ out’a options//
-Just makes me nauseous/ knowin’ that I’m not shit// knowin that I’ve lost it/
Strugglin’ta stay conscious...//
-Time ‘ta wake up, though my body says it’s not yet/
...... My mind knows better though, their constantly in conflict///
Cost of the truth, a profitless prophet
Keeps his old mic in his sound proof closet//
Money, fame, and objects
Superficial nonsense/
Music I produce is meant to stimulate your mindset//
I- never stress that my
skill isn’t refined yet/ (((yep))((yep))(yep..)
Your rhythm is a diamond ((diamond))
((Keep on)) Keep on diggin’ ‘till you find it///((itt))((itt))



(VERSE 2)
Fuck these evil entities keepin me from the heavenly
Heavily they’re repressin’ me, keepin me from
My destiny/
-I’m Representin’ everything I feel the world will never be-
Empathy, and revelry in literally anything//
Serving’ up the remedy, it’s time to take some medicine
-you need the Holy Ghost- you let the devil in/
‘N I’m a veteran- I’ll never let a sinner win//
They see the end- I just see it all begin again,
I treat it all like a mutha fuckin’ synonym/
The same thing, same girl, same gentleman/
-Hotter than cinnamon, cooler than peppermint/
Poor sentiment...  you ever wonder where it went?
It’s long gone- a coin in The pond-
Where fish swim strong and a wish sinks on//
(Yep) -seems like the same old song
(It’s the)Same old shit, in the same front lawn/
Same ‘ol bit - from a play made
Wrong//
The same old skit from a skat-filled dog//
These rats ‘gon fail
I’m vastly odd
I’m the Cheshire Cat under the veil of fog/
‘Ya mouths like Meowth’s caught it blastin’ off
Dawnin kitty cat claws that couldn’t scratch the boss//
(Better)tell ‘ya whole crew That the attack is off//
(Cuz) if death were bridge I’d be the last to cross//

(VERSE 3)
Ayo-
Thinkin’ back- I was sharp as a tack/
I caught flack for the fact that I wanted to rap//
‘N as Strange as Change is
You’ve gotta adapt//
It was ridicule
that taught me to Defend when attacked/
I struck back
Anytime I fell ‘inta love’s trap//
-The outcome
Depends
on how one Reacts
to the good
And the bad
And the times that are tragic/
-When life’s hard
I imaaggine it flacid-
And laugh it-off-instead’a-Throwin’ a Tantrum//
(I)
Vibe to my own beat
(‘N) Sing to my own anthem-//
-I- Pledge allegience to the soul of a phantom// (Damnnn ummmm)
Time’s (been) good to Dad’s Dad’s Favorite Grandson
-Punch the clock- I heard time is precious
That’s why I keep track of Every Dyin’ Second/
Every Rap, Every line, Every Rhyme and Method
I keep close to my Heart like a Diamond Necklace/
Check it-
I wear my every moment in life like a badge
Recallin’ every minute thats diminished and passed
-The Class clown said he’d have the last laugh
‘N Look at me now, I finally did it at last - Yep.//

Tyler Goldberg's Album

Testament of Time (DJ Premier Blow Horn Joint Instrumental)

When G Rhyymeess he keeps it fresh like groceries/
Women on myy miind like Master Roshi’s
*BADUNG* Treat’em to a tongue like Yoshi’s
Quick to turn Greninja from a Froakie
LOW-KEY
I’m a young Shinobi,
Sharp Psychadelic like Matilda in the Chokie
(I’ve) gotta be me
I flow so cold that you’d probably freeze
Like a winter breeeze
in the state of Minnesota
So bow down now, I gotchyou brought to your knees
Turn the whole damn globe into Europa with ease
I got’em
Eatin this up like Macaroni and cheese
- Sad Face
Always sendin’ these emojies
But please
realize I’m havin’ some fun
Mind’s Numb- Probably why all my lines are dumb//
My brains gum, I been chewed up and spit out quick/
Been waitin 31 years for this shit to stick/
So- step on me now, and hope that you don’t slip - my flow’s the
definition of somethin’ that’s so slick//
What a trip-
-Steppin’ back, and realizin’ it all/
That somethin’ like a tack could cause a titan to fall/
Somethin’ small
With a knack for feelin’ nothin’ at all
Tackles obstacles
and topples’em
When it’s
back’s to the wall//
My plan is fumble proof, so pass me the ball/
Instead’a runnin from the past i’ma answer it’s call// 
I guess i’m- kinda sick of feelin’ harassed and appalled
By the thought of all the things I felt I ever did wrong,
-I’m- moovinng passsed itt at lasst, said it’s time move on//
-A glass heart…
 … imagine it’s flawed,
-It’s-
Fragile and weak, but supposed to be strong/
-It’s -
Future is bleak, if it’s left to it’s own,
Buried deep beneath the world in a garden of stone/
It needs attention to survive, -let love- provide a home
Keep the cracks from the bones from which the soul grows/
-From spreading through the seed that feeds on light’s glow//
//Learn to teach; to be taught; to be shown
What it’s like to shine together,
and remember that you’re never alone//X2
((YOU'RE NOT ALONE))X4
((VERSE 2))
I heard you got the blues,
Man, I caught that last Tuesday-
Sometimes it's hard to move
But I promise you don’t lose faith/
I’ve seen it through some times I never thought that I would/
I stood strong,
did some things I never knew that I could//
Look, it’s all good…
Whatever you believe in
Whatever it is you worship
Even people you’re deceiving
I promise there’s a purpose
There’s always a deeper meaning//
It’s like…
We all move, but why? What is the reason?
Who commands my mind, is God an evil demon?
Is any of this odd? Do you judge me after seein’
That I’m just a little off
not your average human being?/
Don’t take me lightly, you might see I’m right, we
Wander without a reason on the daily and nightly,
if I
fuck up
only I can spite me//
I’ve been tryin’ ‘ta find the meaning
But will I? - Unlikely.
Sometimes I wonder if anyone else is like me… it seems less stressful
to assume that they might be//
-And we relate just like a shadow to a light beeam/
You turn my nightmaree, into a nice dreeam//
I used to melt around your shiine like an icecreamm
-She had the Sun in her eyes, we were a tight team-
my bad habits drained the magic from our life stream/
I made mistakes that if I think about I might scream/
I watched my sun turn into static on a bright screen,
Since then the noise on every channel has been deafening//
//seems like my interest in everything has been lessening//
can’t eat, can’t sleep, must be a stress thing…//
But in the end this loss would prove to be the best thing,
And time would show me that us meeting was a blessing//
My glass heart, there was something in it festering-
And that’s art- my pain became a wellspring
((SAID that's ART my PAIN became my WELLSPRING))//
These days I look back at the garden of stone
And I know, I didn’t come up through the bottom alone/
I -
Still call it home, the place where my sun shone, though the lights
all gone- it’s memory shines on/
So… learn to teach; to be taught; to be shown
What it’s like to shine together
Remember you’re not alone//x2
(you're not aloneee))x4

You Are Not Alone

*For entertainment purposes only, no monetary gain. All rights reserved The Notorious B.I.G.  "Sky's The Limit" Instrumental.  Bad Boy entertainment, Arista Records*

LYRICS:
((INTRO:))
Dear dad… I think we both need to Decompress…
VERSE 1:
I live within a Broken dream, (and) I might snap/
Fumblin’ through the black wonderin’ where the lights at//
I’ve traveled too far, now I can’t turn back//
(I’m) trapped, this deep sleep could be my permanent nap//
They said I needed rest… I might’a earned it at last,
When it came to life’s tests I was the worst in my class//
/But… -I learned the lessons, did the work, and still passed/((YO))
//With one blink it all went by in a flash,
The human mind is a sky, it’s so vast
But Something that can fly could always die in a crash// 
(So) Enjoy the ride, while your in it, every minute, when it’s finished we’ll be singing ((that the sky is the limit)))
((HOOK))
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin' on (gotta keep pressin' on)
Sky is the limit and you know that you can
(Gotta keep movin', gotta keep pressin' on) 
Have what you want, be what you want
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on (gotta keep pressin' on)
Just keep on pressin' on (gotta keep pressin' on)
Sky is the limit and you know that you can (oh-ooh)
Have what you want, be what you want
Have what you want, be what you want (oh whoa)
VERSE 2:
There’s a canvas in your mind,
Blank- in need of color/
Emotion is the brush, ‘N’ the way you treat eachother/
Paints the catalayst for change,
Its medicine for pain,
Eradicating evil that had entered through the brain//
insane, love and hate- they’re both one in the same//
And usually come together like (the)
thunder and rain//
((Yo))—I stay complacent- 
,—ain’t been one to complain/
I dive in, head first, won’t succumb to the waves
Or the rage of the storm, raised and reborn like a phoenix through the  flames 
unscathed,  unscorned/ (unchanged)
-Transformed- been enslaved by the winds of fate//
I’m unchanged- 
still I feel the pull of it’s chains//
Drained-
I feel it in my soul and my veins/
But through the darkness
my eyes glow, full’a restraint-//
-death hold’s it’s breath when it hears my name- A life like this is one it fears to claim//
And if the sky is the limit isn’t god to blame?//…
((HOOK))
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on
Just keep on pressin' on (gotta keep pressin' on)
Sky is the limit and you know that you can
(Gotta keep movin', gotta keep pressin' on) 
Have what you want, be what you want
Sky is the limit and you know that you keep on (gotta keep pressin' on)
Just keep on pressin' on (gotta keep pressin' on)
Sky is the limit and you know that you can (oh-ooh)
Have what you want, be what you want
Have what you want, be what you want (oh whoa)
VERSE 3:
So as I sit in this car, smokin’ a ciggie…
… I do my best to pay respects ‘ta biggie//
Thinkin’ of my dad, alone in our home City,
Recollectin’ on the past, I know it was so shitty…
… I feel stressed, depressed, and low, really,
Even if I wanted to I couldn’t just go get’him/
I’m full grown and grown means so busy
Dosed by a venom called work my dome’s
Dizzy//
Still I’ve seen the ugliest things become pretty…
So stay with me, I hope you know that I would
Find a way to take care of you if only I could/
Goodbye for now don’t mean goodbye for good 
So… keep your head upp 
and look to the sky/
It makes me cry when I think about how hard you’ve tried/
But So have I,
that’s life, time’ta look what you’ve survived through
Formulate a plan and pick a star you wanna fly to…
The sky is the limit you can do it if you want to…//
((Hook x2))
OUTRO:
With love…
Sincerely yours,
Your son.
Keep your head up…

Dear, Dad (Sky's the Limit)

Quarter Life Crisis

First off - this was recorded in a bedroom with a trash mic setup and is a rough. This song is about letting go of the things that are out of your control. We experience situations like this in relationships, in death, in disagreements with family and friends - and all it takes is some thought to realize you are better and above it all. Put it in the back of your mind and move on, you can live without the stress. Yet, never forget the value of the lessons you learned from those events.

Steve's verse was written to a very suicidal me at the time, and he was caught in the middle of a recent event that changed my life. This is my process of letting go, and I'm so happy to have a friend like Glo in my life. A friendship that saves me everyday.

So far we have the first Hook, steve's WRITTEN VERSE (Unrecorded)
The second hook
My first short transitional verse (building up to my long final verse)
and the third hook (Which I'm currently rewriting as an alternative hook with different lyrics and flow.)
The verse I'm writing for the end is unfinished but one of the most powerful things I've made so far so keep an eye out for the finished product. LYRICS:

HOOK:
Don’t stop trying’ stop your crying 
teach your mind not ta’think about it
People lie and love can die
Its true theres just no way around it
Don’t stop trying, People die but
we can learn to live without’em//
Stop your cryin’ don’t rely on
someone else ta solve your problems
Think about it, Think about it
YUP That’s right you can live with out it
Think about it think about it
and you’ll see you can live without it
STEVE VERSE 1:
So basically just get a grip
Grab ahold of the life you’re livin cause it’d be a pity
if you would let it slip/
And I ain’t even talkin shit
Cause I’ve been there before/
Dark days and heavy nights,
Friends ignored/
Helping hands are granted,
just understand they more/
Quickly up and vanish if granted is what you took’em for//
The planet is a canvas for/
Every one of your hopes,
and we're all learning the ropes/
I'm not blowing you smoke, 
you gotta give up the ghosts and let it beee/
think we agree, you even silhouetted me - 
Nothing is for certain, 
that’s my only gaurentee/
So somebody did you dirty, who am I to referee?
Cause a lot of us are fighting through the same things/
- We see the world through fantasy and day dreams/
-Wishing that it wasn’t how it is
if you make it through the night, wonder what another day brings//

SECOND HOOK DROPS

Short Verse after second hook:
Its out of my control So I gotta let it go
Time ta let her go; let that little girl grow
Its Difficult ta know if she will or won’t though
Or 
if a child’s heart can fall for an old soul//
I know its hard/ when a friend turns foe/faux
And the Gold act of love turns into a shit show
Yo its no lie I wont cry for you
but baby girl God Damn I would’a Died For You!//

Alternative Hook Drops
G Second Verse drops

Beat is originally tim's Diner by Susanne Vega *We do not own the rights to this track and is strictly for entertainment purposes only*

You Can Live Without It (Rough Draft Test)

This is the rough draft to "Wonder", a beat made by our very own Vybrationz (Brad Becca). Waiting and will extend for Glo's (Steve's) finished verse and perhaps a collab with another artist.

Lyrics:
I’m a wandering paladin - wieldin’ a notepad
tongue - sharper than javelins’N shielded when rolled back
Gotta let it out it’s been holdin’ my flow back
keepin’ my throat fat
Till I speak and these folks clap
Advocate
For change, 
the catalyst in chains
A Slave ta my average brain 
and a body always in pain/
Driven Livid and adamant
From feelin inadequete
Aint the shit- Just a flatulant who never made it
Feelin’ humiliated 
Health constantly fading
Ego is self inflated - I’m sick, get me a medic
Prophetic diabetic who’s never given his credit
Due
I’m oncue givin’ it my heart like John Q
Heard that time flies, Hope it glides by 
So I can shoot that mutha fucker right out’a the sky
and that’s a great line
Havin a great time
Lovin’ the baseline 
Sorrry we broke up
You were a great fuck
Guess this is tough luck
Hope that you shape up
Yeah girl you fucked up
Know we won’t make up
Oh well this game’s rough
No one’s to blame but
I’m in a rage cuzzzz you betrayed the brain trust
Threw it in the rain, Rust- Covered it in time
And if you ever cared then you would come be by my side
instead of Bailn’
I’ma die, my liver is failin 
causin’ these rivers in my eyes I’m too young to have to manage
An imbalance in my force 
Word up, I’ma fight, of course
I’ll wage war on the stars and turn’em all into space dust
Way above the clouds rainin’ down, you can’t escape us
Meta4- We’re sicker than Sars, Somebody save us
Raisin’ from the underground 
We Struck the clouds Just ta make a little thunder pound,   
What goes around comes around, we’re wonder bound whenever makin’ a sound 
What do you think (make) of me now?
Hmm...
I wonder if they feel this is my best success or my worst blunder...
(Wonderinnn’.....)

Wonder (rough draft G verse)

Beat by VybrationZ

VERSE 1:
(Psst..) Hey Girl, you wanna talk ta me??
We’re both shy, I think we’re ‘ought ta be/
Nah - 
Your boy sly, more than foxes be
N’Similar to time Nobody’s stoppin’ me//
Ahuh
I’ve seen butterflies fly into flames/
In place of the moths they were trying to save//
Colors fade away on a canvas painted in rain/
All that’s left there are stains
We polluted it with pain//
Beautiful, you Should’a stayed inside’a your caccoon,/
Take a little time, Let your pretty wings bloom//
N'Let no one inside of that little livin' room/
Promise me you'll never let that shell become a tomb - girl - 
God damn...
You're like a waining moon/
And I'm waiting on you now
Hopin' that I see you soon//
'N when that dark cloud looms
way over your head/
Remember we may have drifted but I'll always be your friend//
And I’m somewhere in the world still prayin by the bed/
And the wounds that we've inflicted
Will scar and they will mend//
So Lover spread your wings - I Promise I’ll stay away
I don’t ever wanna see the color on em fade away... //

(COLORS FADE AWAYYYYY)

BUTTERFLY:
“He just has a passion to go on and be something better...
and I respect that More than anything
Its made me open my eyes and realize that I’m...
I’m worth more than I think I am
These are just all the things that Tyler makes me...
Realize about myself and its magical because you know...
Without him I honestly have no idea where I’d be...”


VERSE 2:
That moth’s imprisonment is the antitheses to the color prism
you’re brewin’ inside’a your chrysalis/
Yo
Your growth is immanent’ N’ your potential limitless
Day to day shades of grey smother our innocence/
Started with a kiss in the rain, it brought me infinite pain,
and now I wander an ambivalent maze
It began as two participants of something magnificent
N’ ended up as two idiots with too many indifferences/
‘Isn’t it Ironic how I called it from the start
That you would be dishonest’N that you would break my heart
And thats just what you did
You just left me there to die, 
Fluttered on off, My beautiful butterfly

(BRIDGE)
I felt that we were ought to be
but I guess that you were not for me
It took a lot of time to see
But now its time ta set you free

(Fade away, Fade away from my mind)

(ALTERNATIVE HOOK)
Fade away, Fade away from my mind
I’ll be okay, Render me Color Blind
Fade Away Fade Away from my mind
Hope you’re ok 
see you on the other side
Shades of grey be the cover for my eyes
Never wonder how somethin’ like love dies
Fly away Fly away butterfly
Make you’re escape
get off’a this moth’s mind

I felt that we were ought to be
but I guess that you were not for me
It took a lot of time to see
But now its time ta set you free
Free
I felt that we were ought to be
but I guess that you were not for me
It took a lot of time to see
But now its time ta set you free

Colors fade away

**Beat made by Meta4's VybrationZ**
Lyrics:

(HOOK)
Long,
So Longg,
Soo Longgg,
This is my Soul’s song,This is my cya later,
My goodbye,
My So Long/
Long
So Longg
Soo Longgg
I”ve grown Strong, Even with you gone
Haven’t seen you in So Long//

(VERSE 1)
Grandpa Jim is gone but I’m never sayin’ goodbye to him
I’ve become strong- someone worth confiding in
They say a part of us remains wherever it is we’ve been
So I let him in my heart- contained him, kept him within/
Now whenever life gets hard I refrain from committin sin
 Cuz we’ll never be apart I’m Afraid of offendin’ him 
And the memory of when he first raised me above the rim
Life’s an ever-changing wind and we’re stuck in it when it spins
he held me high, 
with the hands that I held the day he died
Unify -
I’m screamin out loud for you and I
Doin’ it to represent one mind for human kind
You don’t have to say goodbye or cry for those who’ve died
Cuz as long as they reside in your mind then their still alive
look inside if you’re teary eyed, find your spirit guide
we keep’em with us,
not as prisoners,
but people who love us
Hear my whispers, Invisible visitors from above us-
So Longgg....

(HOOK)
Long,
So Longg,
Soo Longgg,
This is my Soul’s song,This is my cya later,
My goodbye,
My So Long/
Long
So Longg
Soo Longgg
I”ve grown Strong, Even with you gone
Haven’t seen you in So Long//

(VERSE 2)
I’ll step up to the plate and hit home runs with my microphone
Like Kirby pucket in ’91 at the metrodome
on this journy all thats hurt me’s only been a steppin’ stone
Finally roundin’ third N’ it’s time that I started headin’ home
It’s gettin’ late I know,
Feels like theres no way to go
Walkin’ on the path that you made but its time that I pave my own
I played a foolish hand, bluffed it, then created gold
No doubt this road’s been cold, 
I got that minnesota soul
ex’es and Oh’s to all’a my ex hoes
Middle finger’s up I don’t give a fuck about you slutty ghosts
Loves been my drug of choice,
y’all know I overdosed
Lately I’ve been overjoyed, transitioned ‘ta sober mode
Sensory Overload
This King was once a toad
Kissed by death, revived, ready to take the thrown
No body knew we died, 
until I made it known
I keep you deep inside
And cuzza that you’re never goneee

(ALTERNATIVE HOOK)
Sometimes you need to cry - In times you can’t hold on
I’ve seen good people die - You’re only dead not gone
I keep you deep inside So -Why-Should-I-Say-SO LONG
Give me a reason why - I’ll tell you why you’re wrong/
I’m just a descent guy Where’d I get this title from?
Disciple of my idol, one can see I’m rubbin’ off on’em
Even if your on you own
Just know that you’re not alone
Perhaps the saddest thing in life is a forgotten soul


So long

Another Meta4 original.
Several little motifs running through this verse, had a lot of fun writing it. Lyrics are as follows:

(INTRO)
It feels like I’ve got voices in my head...
I guess it’s just us..
That’s ok... it’s alright...

(VERSE 1)
I flow destructive waves, Musical Tsunami’s
In productive ways, I let my Mind transcend the body
In which 
we share together, two souls - Yugi and Yami
We share a paper heart, called Beautiful Origami
and the “art” That you produce is for stupid masses of zombies
I see into the future with eyes like orbs of swamies
A child of the nineties, but never lookin’ behind me
Let every move be calculated play the game wisely
the diety inside of me can lead me to sobriety
and when he does we’’l probably take over this society
I’m Battlin’ manevolence, pushin forth equality
And cuzz of it I’m finally conquerin’ this anxiety
I’m mobilizin’ an entire army of intillegence,
One man rise above’em all like a pegusus
represent benevolance we’re formin a new nebulous
One enriched with Justiceee
it starts with Just US
(HOOK)
Me, Myself, and I - We’ll be fine 
pay no mind 
to the tragedies of time
Two souls, who’ve intertwined
Are forever combined - But I don’t mind
My mind
would be a lonely place 
without you
livin’ inside
N’Until the very minute I die
We’ll fly together
Ridin’ on the winds of change,  
through any weather
tethered to the same vessel, this bond can never sever
We’re successors of zephyr’N forever I’ll be your shelter
(Hook)
It’s Time I open Up-’N-Let the world-IN
Only ta’ blow’em all away like I was a whirlwind
N’The Music we release releases endorphins
Feel Our force coursin’ through each of your organs
Enormous
Effect on the world
Killin’ conformists
who radiate hate my way, but I absorb it
prepare for the duel or get ready to forfeit
Cuz When I reach for the stars I Slap the moon out of our orbit
Bit by bit my team is takin’ control
A’Bout ta captain this ship, At the top of the totem pole
but SO
underground
we feel lower than hell
Still, my Hands on the helm
I’ll navigate us out this shadow realm
Home to where the Pharaoh fell
I’m your sacred citadel Our existence is parallel
It’s just us
- Livin’ within’ a fairy tail
So just trust
In the voices inside
... without dividin’ we’ll conquer 
(HOOK)
Me, Myself, and I - We’ll be fine 
pay no mind 
to the tragedies of time
Two souls, who’ve intertwined
Are forever combined - But I don’t mind
My mind
would be a lonely place 
without you
livin’ inside
N’Until the very minute I die
We’ll fly together
Ridin’ on the winds of change,  
through any weather
tethered to the same vessel, this bond can never sever
We’re successors of zephyr’N forever I’ll be your shelter
(Alternative Hook)
When that world plays that trap card‘N you fall into trouble
Trust in that millenium puzzle to dig you out
No doubt 
that you can win if it’s all that you think about
‘N without you, I’d only be halfff as strong
Thank god
that me you and I had an established bond
Cuz it’s true, If you were absent, Id be likey GONE
I carry on-
Cuz your voice is inside
It’s just us- Meta4
Brad B,
Steve, and I
True trust...
(Trust, 
Trust,... trust.... 
trust its just us... Us....
 the whole world against us... 
just us....
yeah... 
said the world against us-us-us-usss...)

Beat by Meta4's own VybrationZ

Just us (Justus)

LONELINESS

INTRO(G):
Loneliness is an emotion I'm familiar with... (x4)

VERSE 1(Glo):
Man,
If you're saying you're the best at this shit, Get Wally Pipped/
Under pressure I'd flick it for six,
You'd prolly trip//
Planning hits - swing and a miss,
You'd turn to Squints/
Sounding like - "Gee golly guys,
I'm calling it quits"//
The Neo-Soul - slow motion
Million dollar pitch/
I eclipse any cliques, pushing
Malice like The Clipse//
With the turn of a key - - Yeah,
I hope it clicks/
And you mimic my lips in the
Moment you open this//
Sending hope for the broken folk,
neck inside a rope/
Prodded and poked, sliding the 
Proverbial slope//
That's when I wrote - it worked
for me, it can work for you/
It bleeds through, take heed of
other people hurting too//
And I ain't tryna sound all 
Preachy and shit/
- But when it ain't peachy, take it 
Easy, your perception can shift//
No quick fix - - appreciate your time as it ticks/
I pour my life in a beat and 
Come alive when it hits//

HOOK:
Loneliness is an emotion I’m familiar with/
Sometimes 
it feels like I’m the only one wonderin’ what’s triggered it//
Wishin’ for a world where everyone is considerate/
I’m runnin’ out of words, the world 
remains oblivious//
No one’s an idiot- 
They just aren’t thinkin’ yet/
Nothin’ is insidious; Ugly, bad, or hideous//
It’s all the way you look at it/
Perspectives can be hit or miss
The pencil that i scribble with’s the catalyst ta give a shit//

VERSE 2 (G):
Like Joey wheeler wielding the claw of Crytius
I sacrifice it for the sake of the law of equivalence/
Yo I’m quiverin’,
cold has got me shiverin’-
Homie, I’ve been homeless, and it shows I’m never givin' in//
Takin initiative to condition my body with discipline,
Makin’ music for average citizens but nobody’s listenin’/
Focusin’-
Like i’m overdosin’ on ridillin
hopin this 
diabetes won’t lead me to insulin...//
Loneliness...
my motive to keep on smokin’ carcinogens/
dissident breaths, yup-
they got me chokin’ on a stimulant//
Infinite Jest - 
This is my David Foster Wallace Ode to Knowledge speech to those- 
Who've been- leavin’ their college/
This is water -
let it ripple and resonate, bounce back 
off of one another, detonate, then blow up our tracks//
I’m a worshiper of freedom but nobody notices’N/
maybe that's the reason why I’m feelin’ such supreme loneliness//

David Foster Wallace:
"if you worship money and things,
you will never have enough, never feel you have enough.. /
and if you worship your own body and beauty and sexual allure,
you will always feel ugly//
Worship Power, you will end up feeling weak and afraid/
Worship your own intellect, 
being seen as smart, 
you will end up feeling stupid- a fraud, always on the verge of being found out.//
The really important kind of freedom involves 
attention, and awareness, and discipline/
and being able truly to care about other people and sacrifice// 
THAT is real freedom/
The freedom all to be lords of our own tiny skull sized kingdoms,
alone, at the center of all creation...//

(Beat made by Meta4's VybrationZ)

Loneliness

LYRICS:

VERSE 1 (G):
We went together like flames and ice, I used to melt, 
Every time we’d embrace at night
I felt like,
Maybe you and I would mate for life
-What a mistake,
I wish I could make it right
My heart broke
Now we’re just a puddle of smoke’N
I’m caught in the middle of it still strugglin’ta float
You’re so shallow - 
Makin’ me the butt of your jokes
Go aheadd - 
Laugh it up- 
We’ll see which one of us chokes
N’In the end
Nothin’ reallyy matters but this: 
Don’t quit, 
Find bliss, 
Try'ta forgive and exist...
HOOK (G):
(And) Life goes on - when things go wrong-
And every breath you take is a grand phenomenon,
So Live strong
Till the last ones gone...
If things go wrong walk on and on and on... 
 - - -
And I wrote this song....
Knowin’ that you won’t respond...
HOOK 2
"Hello, Hello...
Anybody out there? Because I don't hear a sound...
Alone...
Alone...
I don't really know where the world is, but I miss it now."
VERSE 2 (Glo)
There's old flames that I snuffed
playing pains into hush
Now adjust to the brain
Getting trained to the touch
It ain't much going on - -
Just kinda tough
Feeling wrong where I am is right where I belong
Now let that settle in -
I am he who is what's always been
A threat of getting nice till
you know me as a gentleman
My kettle's been -
Singing and the metal's hot
Playing love me love me not 
Till the very last petal drops
Hell is not -the place that's wicked in the Bible -
It's practicing for years for the crickets at recital - 
It's acting in the face of fear,
Mission suicidal
For a passion lost in time, 
Catch a vision of the primal - Urge,
To step out of this -
House of Glass
- And stop being a slave to all the mirrors 
that I flounder past...
Vanity's a bitch - apologies,
I'm Crass -
And candid with final tests
that I don't know how to pass...
HOOK 2
"Hello, Hello...
Anybody out there? Because I don't hear a sound...
Alone...
Alone...
I don't really know where the world is, but I miss it now."
HOOK (G & Glo):
Life goes on when things go wrong-
And every breath you take is a grand phenomenon,
So Live strong
Till the last ones gone...
If things go wrong walk on and on and on... 
(On and on...)
(On and on...)
Is anybody out there..? 
- It feels like I'm alone...
Is anybody out there..?
'Cuz it feels like I'm alone...

*Beat free download by Triplesbeats "Alone"*

House of Glass (Alone)

**For Suicide Awareness**
This is a song written after Steve (Glo), stopped me (G) from from making a fatal decision over a heart-wrenching and devastating break up that I was forced to go through. Thanks for saving my life, Glo.

Lyrics:
HOOK:
Don’t stop trying’ stop your crying 
teach your mind not ta’think about it/
People lie and love can die
It's true theres just no way around it//
Don’t stop trying, People die but
we can learn to live without’em/
Stop your cryin’ don’t rely on
someone else ta solve your problems//
Think about it, Think about it
YUP That’s right you can live with out it/
Think about it think about it
and you’ll see you can live without it//
STEVE/GLO VERSE 1:
So basically just get a grip
Grab ahold of the life you’re livin' cause it’d be a pity
if you would let it slip/
And I ain’t even talkin shit
Cause I’ve been there before/
Dark days and heavy nights,
Some friends ignored/
But Helping hands are granted,
just understand they more/
Quickly up and vanish if granted is what you took’em for//
The planet is a canvas for/
Every one of your hopes,
and we're all learning the ropes/
I'm not blowing you smoke, 
you gotta give up the ghosts and let it beee/
think we agree, you even silhouetted me - 
Nothing is for certain, 
that’s my only guarantee/
So somebody did you dirty, who am I to referee?
Cause a lot of us are fighting through the same things/
- We see the world through fantasy and day dreams/
-Wishing that it wasn’t how it is
if you make it through the night, wonder what another day brings//
HOOK:
Don’t stop trying’ stop your crying 
teach your mind not ta’think about it/
People lie and love can die
It's true theres just no way around it//
Don’t stop trying, People die but
we can learn to live without’em/
Stop your cryin’ don’t rely on
someone else ta solve your problems//
Think about it, Think about it
YUP That’s right you can live with out it/
Think about it think about it
and you’ll see you can live without it//
G VERSE 1:
(YO) Its out of my control So I gotta let it go
Time 'ta let her go, let that little girl grow/
It's Difficult 'ta know if she will or won’t though,
Or 
if a child’s heart can fall for an old soul//
I know its hard, 
when a friend turns foe/faux/
And the Gold act of love
Turns into a shit show//
Yo - its no lie, 
I wont cry for you/
but baby girl - God Damn, I would’a Died For You!//
HOOK:
Don’t stop trying’ stop your crying 
teach your mind not ta’think about it/
People lie and love can die
It's true theres just no way around it//
Don’t stop trying, People die but
we can learn to live without’em/
Stop your cryin’ don’t rely on
someone else ta solve your problems//
Think about it, Think about it
YUP That’s right you can live with out it/
Think about it think about it
and you’ll see you can live without it//

G VERSE 2:

There I stood, 
ready to step off a cliff’s edge...
And paint the rocks below red with my thick head/
Like Malcolm Crowe, (Bruce willis) in the sixth sense,
I’d haunt the globe
While walkin’ the world dead//
(Damn..) I’ve broken every (single) promise that I once pledged/
And ignored the advice of my best friends- //
Extreme stress made it difficult to comprehend
 - But when I slipped, Glo was there 'ta lend a helping hand/
And if he hadn’t I’d have never come to understand//
That I’ll survive the night and then become a stronger man/
And life is precious,
Don’t be reckless, better see it through//
Quit your cryin', 
Try’n get a clue/
And realize that
Only one man can end your life - and he isn’t YOU. (Boo- Hoo)//
HOOK:
Don’t stop trying’ stop your crying 
teach your mind not ta’think about it/
People lie and love can die
It's true theres just no way around it//
Don’t stop trying, People die but
we can learn to live without’em/
Stop your cryin’ don’t rely on
someone else ta solve your problems//
Think about it, Think about it
YUP That’s right you can live with out it/
Think about it think about it
and you’ll see you can live without it//

Live Without It

Wrote Some verses to Louque's, Art. Always loved this song and wanted to throw something on it for fun. Many of the lyrics are idea matches with a video I have in mind for it, some some lyrics seem convoluted but that's because without seeing or envisioning it, your missing half of the information. This was made for entertainment purposes only, we do not own the rights to this song, and respect and admire the talent of the original Artist.

Lyrics:

Listen-
When ruthlessness is felt,
I build fences to help my health
Hopin a little common sense can bloom into wealth
If- it- don’t- then- i’ll probably just go and end myself/
-Jokin, Offensive, senseless, and loud-
Open, Honest, and proud
but at the root
the truth is
I’m chokin on words That I just can’t let out
and now I'mThinkin’ about stupid shit - that I’d rather not even   think about
like who the fuck are you now?
And when will you take a bow?
Do what you say you’ll do, do you even really know how?
hibernate in sound,
leave yourself for a while,
the world’ll go round and round 
in the end you’ll feel you can smile
So..
figure shit out for now-


Headed down
cannot run
taken all resolve
Life's delay
for these vacant sips bleed
Im Drownin'

(you’ll never be that guy, A person no one dislikes
But you can be a light, for someone losing their sight)

I feel you running, keep running, your times coming
I feel you running, a sweet burning, your last glory

on the line, and i won't be late
but this time all this pure's gone bare
dont know why

I feel you running, keep running, your times coming
I feel you running, a sweet burning, your last glory
ah, ah, you wont take, what i have, and make it all wrong
i dont think you hear me now, we're going, high on
the red line, we're gonna sing, our song
forever gonna be on our own line
rolling, headlight, hold on

And I can’t even Nap at night,
I’m lackin’ an appetite
one foot in reality the other in the afterlife
Hope you think the rap is tight, watch it get pulled for copywrite
Yeah, it might- maybe not
(cuz) Who wants to touch somethin’ hot?
Yo I told you all before
You can lead the narrow sighted
All you need to do is shine - 
Leave the populous Enlightened...

on the line, and i won't be late
but this time all this pure's gone bare
dont know why
I feel you running, keep running, your times coming
I feel you running, a sweet burning, your last glory
ah, ah, you wont take, what i have, and make it all wrong
i dont think you hear me now, we're going, high on
the red line, we're gonna sing, our song
forever gonna be on our own line
rolling, headlight, hold on

Focus on the heart of life
you can lead someone to sight-
All they are is lost in dark - 
We can be the shining light
Get your shit together this time I know you can do it right
 - Never lose sight...

I feel you running, keep running, your times coming
I feel you running, a sweet burning, your last glory

Art (Figure Shit Out)

Turn the volume up. I had to trick soundcloud into letting me drop this track by adding 15 seconds of silence to the beginning. Email me for an HD version of this song. Tylergoldberg8690@gmail.com

All of our hearts are aglow
Theree’s a firee in our souls
I give my all to promote its growth/
Cuz love brings warmth when the world grows cold/
‘N No one knows what the future holds,
Time’s insane, it’s the great unknown/
So stop and smile every once in a while
Cuz you can’t stop fate, - Let it unfold//
Correct your mistakes as we each grow old
Racism, Hatred, and all that\bull.../
shouldn’t have to say it- you should already know
We’re all one race - equal parts of a whole//
ANd it makes me so emotional
anytime people let their evil show/
That’s why I open up to those
who can’t see cuz their eyes are closed//
It’s time we each had a hand to hold
Love brings warmth when the world grows cold/
All of our hearts are aglow
Let that fire spread wild and grow//
(VERSE 1)
So whatch’ya wanna hear? Shout out to J Doze,
its been a few years, that shit remains dope/
Hope you don’t think that I’m dissin’ i’m payin’ you my respect
who was your competition, shit he’s up next
I’m in cardiac arrest
I can Hardly catch a breath, 
Till the last one’s left 
You know that I won’t rest
Anaerobic to my death
Hearts swollen in my chest
Depressed, 
But I’ma never quit on my quest till y’all are impressed
(BRIDGE)
in a sea of similarity,
No rapper can compare to me,
I’m an irregularity
constantly seeking clarity
Extraordinarily disappointed in insincerity
I’ve seen it in the people, We’re treatin’ each other terribly
N’If you’re hatin’ on somebody, tread around me warily
every Neo-Nazi better choose their words carefully
I once said 
that life was a sad song, but it was all in my head, 
i was just hearing it wrong 
so throw your hands up like you ate your arms, 
and then expose your palms like we’re growin’ a spirit bomb
yo
shout out to my mom and that lady Lori Hahn 
just wanted ‘ta say thanks for making me so strong
and always keepin’ me calm
when i feel i Can’t go on-
Now I’m -
Gohan mixed with a black mage
Conjure fire when I rhyme
and burn up a blank page
Masenko-HA every line with a sayain-like rage
Grab a hand, together we can set the land ablaze
be brave-
we can save this world in need’a change/
Man, I’m sick of seein’ murder in the media
we need a meteor ta make in impact - make it immediate
Let’s show some love for the dead like necrophelia
And color up the sound like we all had synethstechia
Better believe i’ve got the will to survive
-Hyperglycemia won’t be the reason this diabetic’ll die

Everglow

Rough Draft verse 1 and hook of "The World Is What You Make It"
Wrote this one for all those who feel alienated, displaced, alone, and different.
Glo's verse to follow the hook, just a matter of recording it at this point.

(Intro)
I'ma (I'm an alien)....
Not’a homo sapien... 
I'ma (I'm an alien) ...
Not a homo sapien
I'ma (I'm an alien)....
Not’a homo sapien...
(Verse 1: G)
(yo..) I’m from another planet,
When we landed my family stranded me
Abandoned me and retreated into the galaxy/
Gradually, I grew into a being of this reality-
Integrated myself, and adapted to different gravity//

Tell me, If I Actually WERE a member of earth
How likely would it be that I remember my birth?/
How often would it be that I put time in reverse’N
Allocate an ample amount to perfecting a verse?//
existential in rhyme everytime I pencil a line,
Thinkin’ light years ahead of the conventional mind-/
I’m into wishin’, intuition, being gentle and kind
as well as mysticism, writing, and excellin’ ta shine//
N’I’ll Gaze into the universe untill the day I go Blind
Like capernicus, Stevie Wonder’N Gallileo combined/
I”M
PROOF 
THAT YOU”VE
ENCOUNTERED THE THIRD KIND//
Been Viewin’ your whole world from out’a my third eye/
So Where they at - 
can you riddle me that?
I phone home everyday but they ain’t hittin’ me back-//
And cuz I rap, the whole globes always givin’ me crap
My brains large- kinda like mars attacks/
I take charge like a neuron through synaptic gaps
And My Noise Creates voids like a star’s collapsed//
I’m paranoid, 
Like the Lorax in an apple tree,/
N’the whole world is an apple needing factory,
trying to take a hack at me 
with axes filled with apathy//
Cuz They don’t understand, abandon and desecrate the land
Unsatisfied with what they have/
Greed’ll drive’em mad- It’s the fallacy of man
It’s the thing that you should battle everyday if you can//
-Make the best of a bad situation,
Start with respect - You can find salvation/
We’re all just a spec in the larger equation
Of life, space, matter and imagination //
Existence is amazing- it’s ever changin’
Try to find your place in this planet you were raised in/
Even if your stranded and you can’t escape it - 
Just Remember one thing - The world is what you make it//
(HOOK)
THE WORLD IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT/
You know what I mean...
We all make schemes so that we can live the dream//
(MAN) IT'S TIME I MAKE A STATEMENT/
('ta) Test your resolve,
We've all got problems we're destined 'ta solve//
IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU ARE BREAKING/
The cracks won't grow
If you take a deep breath and relax your soul//
STILL SEARCHING FOR THE SPACESHIP/
That left me here,
26 whole years tryin'ta blend in with my peers//
BUT THE WORLD IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT/
The facts still true,
Lookin' at the same old things but they seem so new//
'N ITS TIME I MAKE A STATEMENT/
It's time to evolve-
Our race is still a baby, this is only our crawl//
IF YOU FEEL LIKE YOU ARE BREAKING/
You've gotta make a change-
you're mentally strained, don't let that pain drive you insane//
STILL SEARCHIN' FOR THE SPACESHIP/
That left me here, 
Almost 27 years, but Let's be clear...//

The World is What You Make it (ROUGH HOOK AND VERSE 1)

Writing this song helped me through a lot of difficult times, Mixing could use a little help but I recorded and mixed the whole thing in my basement with a shitty mic and set up. Enjoy.

Lyrics:
WINDOW TO MY SOUL 
(HOOKx2)
They say the eyes
are the window to the soul/
I’m lookin’ deep inside
Tryin’ta find a way to go//
‘N’ What I see in Mine, I...
I- Don’t even know.../
I used to be afraid,
I don’t feel that way no more//
Life’s been moving fast 
but its time I take it slow/
Time to get a grip
Before it spins out of control//
Starin’ in the mirror,
Peering deep into my soul/
I used to live in fear,
I don’t live that way no more//
(Verse 1)
Introspection...
Self reflecting - late night - in the mirror/
Resurrecting self respect
Neglect’s the architect of fear/
Severe depression from rejection’s
silhouetted me for years/
Repressing my progression when
I’d sense it coming near/
time to wipe away the tears find a way ta 
persevere
Cuz crying’s hard to listen to like a whisper
in the ear/
‘N’ the eyes serve as a window to a 
beautiful frontier/
So swim into the waters of your soul ta 
see it clear/ (Dive)
There’s a You that You’ll adore behind
those pretty little spheres/
And a door to opportunity, Staring back
for years,
All you need to do is Open up, then you’ll
be revered  
As a person who stepped through before
his window disappeared/
Look inside and find yourself, Reflecting in
the Mirror/
You’ll build up an immunity to agony and 
fear/
Behold the better you through the window
to your soul-
  ‘N’ Never fall apart even if it’s black as  
coal/
So - View the world anew and know that 
you’re your saddest foe   
And Accepting who you are’s the only
Way to take Control// (This is the window to my soul) 
(Hookx1)
(Verse 2) This is my message in a bottle,
Set adrift to solemn shores/
I’ve cast away my sorrow,
In an attempt to harness yours// (swallow)
Yesterday’s tomorrow’s been my reoccurring dream
An after image of ourselves we
Fail to keep pristine//
Prevail over the past, for the sake of self esteem/
Instead of living with regret, set a goal you can achieve//
It seems the looking glass is riddled with impurities,
because you peer into it through a lens of insecurity.../
Blurry it can be, the futures certainly unclear-
Tears’ll make it worse, time’ta overcome your fears//
Next time that you close your eyes and wish to disappear
Instead, look deep inside N’realize it’s better to be HERE...//
(beat)-Let’s make pretend that the end is never near
‘N Depression’s a note of music we’re too deaf to ever hear
Imagine for a second, life’s a ship that you can steer
toward a beacon,
whether it be friendship, love, or a career/
There’s a reason you’re still starin’ in the mirror into those eyes/
Seek a freedom from the demons you let eat away your pride
Fuck that physical disguise, 
Disgust, mistrust, and lies/ 
know you’re beautiful,
-N’that you’re Unique-
 One of a kind.../
So - Speak whats on your mind... 
It’s gunna - help you survive
there’s a  deeper meaning - if you read between the lines
Of the story of yourself - this is the story of our lives
 if your - cryin’ for help -
Mental health can be revived
(and well).. even if it waivers/-
Don’t relieve yourself of life,
Don’t do the devil any favors/
Or let him eat away your light
Life’s majorly unfair - just be, fair to eachother/
 Be aware of someone’s heart,
Not Religion, race, or color/
You’re gunna wander through the dark on the path to inner peace
- If you wanna talk about beauty, You’ve gotta mention the beast
The Cave of Wonders swallowed a Ruby Lava sought to release/
Now I’m-
Vomiting heat, from the bottom of my physique
I spit fire - got a pyroclastic flow
N’ I’m romantically attached to every flame that I throw/
 I walk with confidence now - And if there’s one thing that I know...
It’s that I wouldn’t...
Without pearing through the window to my soul... 
(Hookx1)

END

Window To My Soul

(Intro)
I’m losing my mind...
Losing my mind...
(Hook)
Ooooohhh oohhh
There’s voices in my head...
oooohhhh ohhh there’s voices in my head//
(G: Verse 1)
Guess I shouldn’t be surprised, 
that I sink and never rise
heavy is the mind of one memorizing rhymes
all the time
-I’m
tryin’ ta keep my head above the tide/
(It's) Been a bumpy riiiiideeeeeee
but I’m glad to be aliveeeee
I’ve been tethered to the voices deep inside
Like an anchor and chain,
Now I’m severin’ my ties with that calamity/
And probably,
what i call sane you’d call insanity
sad to see,
all this pain’s been my reality//
I’ve tried everything to remedy this split in my identity,
Sacrificed my time and every bit of my energy
(I’d) give anything to fiiind clarity, peace, and serenity
I’m- my worst enemy
clearly unbalanced chemically//
//and thats me- thats the way that it is
almost 28 old without a mate and a kid
// It’s probably-
too late, but i ain’t givin’ a shit/
i've been Wavin’ the white flag/
 somebody save this ship//
--(bridge)--
((..WHAT YOU WON'T DO..))
(there are..)
HOOK:
Voices in my head
(Do for love...)
Voices in my head
(You've tried everything..)
Voices in my Head...
(but you don't give up..)
Voices in my Head...
(What you won't do..)
... Voices in my head...
(Do for love)
Voices in my head...
(You've tried everything..)
Voices in my head...
(But you don't give up..)
..Voices in my head...//
(G VERSE 2:)
Sobriety feels like I’m standin’ still in a mine field,
(But) I’ma walk across it with both’a my eyes sealed/
The anxiety’s real, and the pressure my mind feels
is a product of depression i’m hopin that time heals//
MAN, 
I swear to god- 
I could blow- at any second
so here’s ‘ta one explosive step in the right direction/
Dare say My whole life- I’ve been- nothin’ ta mess with
Been blessed with a gift ‘ta write, hope you respect it//
-Always done a lot for love- But it was not enough
Built up a dependancy on it like a narcotic drug/
Finally I’ve lost the buzz, 
but still been gettin’ by/
Even though my P.O. would know if i was gettin’ high/
everyday's a page I’ve been burning through my narrative,
shared it with some strangers, 
should’a saved it for my therapist/
see..
people
talk about me
all’a the time
but I 
pretend
like it ain’t even a thought on my mind//
(and now they're all becomin') 
(VOICES IN MY HEAD)
(REPEAT HOOKx1)
(Outro:)
If I'm at work, or I'm in bed...
There's voices in my head/
If I'm asleep or if I'm dead...
There'll be voices in my head//
All the words you never said,
-Just voices in my head.../
Everywhere that I'm Gon' tread...
There'll be voices in my head...//
(FADE OUT AND END)

Voices In My Head

(HOOK)
ohhhh.....
 is it true is it true?
that my heart is broken, and the reason is youuu/
 ohhhhh is it true is it true?
that my heart is broken, and the reason is youuu?//
Ooohhh you knew all the shit i been through
Still you led me on and pretended it wasn’t true/
(Now) Youuuuu...
who are you - who are you?/
the one to cut me deep,
so deep - that i’ve been bleedin’ blue//
ooooooohh....
Is it true is it true?
that my heart is broken, and the reason is youuu//
I
Just keep on hopin’
that 
you keep on doin’ you/
Even when you are hopeless just 
know i believe in you..// 
(VERSE 1)
Welcome to the word’s that I never ever said
i remember when you told me you’d be better off dead
as we sat on the floor, in my room, by my bed
made a pledge - 
that we’d always be best friends/
nomatter all the shit in our fucked up heads,
never ever were we gunna let our bad lives end//
Heh.. Yeah,
you remember thatt? 
you used to call all the time, now you’re never comin’ back- and I-/
Can’t sleep, Can’t eat,
You been gone for weeks
‘N your memory -is- on repeat//
See it’s hard to imagine a life as it ends,
Even harder to fathom Losing a best friend...//
(Steve Job’s Bridge)
“Death is the destination we all share,/
No one has ever escaped it... 
and that is, as it should be..//
If you live each day as if it was your last,
someday you’ll most certainly be right/
Don’t lose faith...//
NO ONE.../
Wants to die...//”
(Alternate Hook)
And I’m so sorry... that I let you down/
I’m so sorry, I was not aroundd//
I”m so sorry..
I Just watched you drown/
And I can Hardlyy
Believe it now...//
(Final Hook)
Ohhh
Is it true is it true?
That I’m bleedin’ through my skin and all I feel is blue/
Ohhh... Is it true is it true?
That
My heart is broken and the
Reason is youuu...//

Bleeding Blue (Allegory by Bleeps)

This song is 5 years in the making. Originally, we kind of abandoned
this project. Luckily, I still had it recorded on my computer. After
stumbling upon it, recently, I felt like I needed to do it justice and
finish it out.
Countless hours of mixing went into making this into what it is today.
This is a true Meta4 group effort.
With IMMENSE TALENT, Glo (Steve Larkin), shows his lyrical prowess on
the first two verses. Our DJ, Brad Becca (Who goes by VybrationZ),
couldn’t have done a more phenomenal job of sampling and creating this
beat. I recorded and mixed it, myself (as well as wrote the hook and
the third verse).

It’s crazy to me that some of the work we’ve done in the past comes to
be some of the greatest stuff we end up creating in the present. I
would be both honored and grateful to any of you that take 4 minutes
out of your day to give this a listen. LET US KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!!

Definitely share it around if you’re vibing with us on this track.
Thanks again to all of those who are out there supporting us. One day
we’ll really kick this thing off with full force. It all just takes
time, focus, and preparation. I promise you, we will continue to
breathe life back into hip hop until we don’t have a breath left to
give... Without further ado, “Blue”.

Just remember, we’ve had five years of practice since this song.
Expect greater things.

Lyrics below.

(Verse 1: Go)
I’m BLUE like the dude in
big fat liar/
Lit by a cellphone,
Gripped by the fire- //
Inside of me/
And I’ma be
SO
Sick and tired//
Of holdin’ flows so highly admired/
When Midas touched me,
Bro trust me, I never look back,
Gold doesn’t go rusty//
Could hold the whole country’s attention
and go unmentioned/
- Question -
I wonder what’s destined//
‘Ta be the next double X-L Freshman/
Or get nothin’ for the time I’ve invested?//
For now I’m plantin’ seeds in the sand/
... Give a damn ‘bout some green in my handdd//
I neeed it but mann/
I know that some money
Will never go far as integrity cann//
You only get a taste of the groove,/
just check
How we do with a case of the bluess//
(HOOK:)
(((I’m)))((I’mmm))(Blue) Blueee..
And Indeed I will die... /
There’s no need to deny....//
There’s no need to deny... /
... That Indeed I will die (((Die)))((Die))(I’mmm)//
(((BLUE)))
... And at least I can tryy,
- I know indeed I will die/
... There’s no need to deny...
... That I’ll reach for the sky (((Sky)))((Skyyy))
(((II’MMM BLUEE)))//
(Verse 2: Glo)
Truly-
-Sick in the head/
Pump my whole tank full of dread//
Lately,
I spend all my time workin’ daily for bread/
It’s a pain to cut through all the layers I shed-//
... In a way’ I’m-
Sayin’
I’m already dead//
End every night in a blanket of led,/
But I wish it’d go through me insteadd
I’ve been gloomy since roses are red//
I’M A KIN ‘TA VIOLENCE/
You ‘ta me is Sin ‘ta Tidus//
Lew Alcinder-
you’re Miley Cyriss/
I’m flintin-
TINDER//
You’re screwwedd
LIKE
Flint, Michigan - No Water supply-
It’s/
A bit surprisin’//
That you even find the energy ‘ta try to match wits with a Titan//
Scribble on a scroll of Papyrus-
My eyes change color to the one up in the sky
It’s
(((BLUEE)))//
((HOOK repeats x1))
(Verse 3: G)
You are You
I am Me,
And We are Who? - We’re Human Beings/
Gotta be one
one sums better than none,
Confront every fear that you’re runnin’ from//
Gotta take advantage of the masses
As you’re prayin like a mantis/
Never let the blank Canvas Vanish
Manage
‘ta create another Masterpiece
Peace Out//
No doubt/
I’m the rain in a drought//
I’m the only one that you’re talkin’ about
- Goin’ All Out/
For my city and my town,
- Flow Hard//
But we never gunna drown,
- All Heart/
I’m my own Lifeguard
Scarred by a life so hard//
Settin’ sail and searchin for a better view/
No clue where I’m gunna go or what I’m Gunna Do
I’M (((I’M)))
LITTLE BOY BLUEE//

Beat by VybrationZ (sampled from and credited to Eiffal 65’s “I’m Blue”)
Lyrics by Glo and G
Meta4 - circa 2020 (but really the end of 2019)
Have a good decade.

Blue - Meta4 (2020)

(VERSE 1)
True Hip Hop’s damned,
But we keep it in demand/
And I can see it’s future through the creases of my hand //
-IN’a vision of the past-
Back when I began, /
I was ridiculed and mocked -
But I knew it wouldn’t last-  //
Now I’m hoppin’ over haters like a game of Kick the Can
and watched the ones who hated me the most become my biggest fans/
I watched eminem lose to Juice in scribble Jam
That’s proof that you can’t reduce the little man//
- I’m the creature in the sand, /
- somethin’ like the Sarlaac//
- Eater of a man, secret clan - I’m a warlock
cookin’ up these rhymes, /
man , I always keep the bars hot
an’ leave the door locked, safety been a long shot//
Stop- Drop- Roll//
FIRE IN THE HOLE! /
Flow bound to explode,
Can’t keep it in control //
Teacher’s askin what i strive to be when I’ll be full grown...
... Tell’em,” You better keep it on the low...
   ....   Wanna be an EMCEE...”// ((((HOOKx1))) ---->>
((((VERSE 2:))))
(YO) Most of the tiime/ I wanna be left ALONE
‘Tuh seal myself away under the comfort of my home// (and)
revealed in what i say is somethin’ that you should’a known
either lead a dog astray or toss that mut a fuckin’ bone/
No one’s ever understood my chemical imabalanceee orrr
ever appreciated any of my talents/
No one’s ever understood that all I need’s a challenge forr
me to become the hero who will save the planet//
I’m wise, damned, damaged and disadvantaged/
Borderline insane - My brains- mentally challenged
Never felt the same- I”M STRANGE- SO FAR FROM AVERAGE/
STILL- they won’t understand my SKILL UNTIL I VANISH!!////
DAMN-
Y’MAN’S LIKE PICASSO ON THE CANVASSS//
Paintin’ with the colors of Arora Borealis//
YO
Even failures can hold the gold chalice
remember one thinggg
you were born to be challengeddd.... (((Chalenngeddd)))....
(OUTRO)
... AND THAT’S all... that i will ever be... is a mutha fuckin EMCEE...////


beat by G-Ammo "MC Forever"

MC for Life

Delaney remake 4 best copy

Scarecrows song remix 2

Zion I Silly Puddy original + verse 2 copy

love went away (best way)- G

A song off Meta4's upcoming project, Quarter Life Crisis.

Produced by VybrationZ ( @vybrationz_8 )
Written and performed by Glo, Soham the Athenian, and G
Recorded and Mixed by Ryan Lavergne

Verse 1 - Glo:
It doesn't take a lot to wake the dreamers
We're breaking free into another world, 
Specifically created for the make-believers
We're the leaders
We never break/brake or stop so they can read us
Until these thoughts, clocks, and writer's block are all defeated
Fallen, so weeded out, seeded to receive it
Grimly reaping; still I sow/sew the route, cross-stitch, and beat it
One vibration/Vybration, three skydivers striving til we leap in
Never sleeping - divine writers lying, living, teaching
'Stead of reaching for the stars, we just started preaching ours
With a vision for these bars to be home, we live in Oz
And there's no place like this; a façade, a faux-mirage
So when that bassline hits, I'm in charge, control the Gods
Hold applause - this love is odd, true with flaws, even
Lead the lost, imagine if you paused back when you were semen
Say it now, you'll seek a plan that is worth continued dreaming
Head to clouds and feet are planted to Earth - can you believe it?

Verse 2 - Soham the Athenian:
Forget the granite and turf, embrace the planet of Earth
Some greenery and scenery is sadly damaged and burnt
By fake dudes with fake food, rudely robbing the dirt
This corporate dominance is ominous, a prominent curse
Been patient, plotting a search - the Middle Path'll solve this riddle fast
Sifting through the fiddled facts, filling in the little gaps
Still relaxed, serving civil acts, spilling raps, and killing snacks
Adapting to the task of these frack acts
Seek truth - plant seeds of revival
And sing your heart song freely like a needle on vinyl
We are designed by divine to revive the mystics
Prompt our tribes to align and defy statistics
You would not believe your eyes how our minds are deceiving
Step into your heart, thrive, know the sky's not the ceiling
Love comprises the feeling and reminds us we're dreaming
If you vibe with achieving, then we'll rise into healing - believe

Verse 3 - G
Music is the muse making my point of view beautiful
I'm unusual, I'll admit; a bit delusional
These human illusions are satisfied inside cubicles
Acting dutiful, stressing, chewing their cuticles
Forgot to mention their problems are unremovable
Professions - malignant tumors dooming you to your funeral
Expressing my perspective, conventions are institutional
That's the fact, and the fact is irrefutable 
Instead of second-guessing my efforts and who I do it for
I tap into my essence, an energy that's renewable
To etch another sentence; success is a fluent flow
Suppressing my aggression, these passions are all pursuable
Count the passing seconds the tick of each Roman numeral
Some forces are unstoppable, objects are immovable
But not when you believe that the impossible is doable
Sometimes it's hard to see, but delusional's really beautiful

Meta4 - Believe ft. Soham the Athenian

Rough cut of a song off Meta4's upcoming project, Quarter Life Crisis.

Produced by VybrationZ ( soundcloud.com/vybrationz_8 )
Written and performed by Soham the Athenian, Glo, and G
Recorded and Mixed by Comp-B (soundcloud.com/comp-b )

Verse 1 - Soham the Athenian
Galactic wave, cascade on my crown
Put the pen to the pad, watch the page get profound
Burn the sage, turn the page, and embrace all around
Honored conduit of spirit, on a stage with the crowd
Resonate with the great, then relay it in a sound
Meditate with your fate, let the medicine astound
Mother Earth is my friend once I met her in the ground
Meta4 from the core, we're some veterans in town
Competitors abound, but we're centered in the Tao
Rendered in the now by pretenders in the clouds
Minds liberated to sublime living status
Design has created us to thrive in this matrix
My motivation - my homies in the spaceships
Let your soul awaken to the sacred ancients
--- Persist and insist bliss
In this existence, consistence permits creation

Hook:
My motivation - to rise above my limitations
Is creation and innovation
My inspiration - to find a higher elevation 
Over landscapes of desolation
I'm levitatin' - the sky's the mode of transporation
Gliding by to my final destination
And barely made it - free from life and liberation
Pursuing happiness, I finally found it in creation


Verse 2 - Glo:
The way that I create it and demonstrate it is heaven-sent
Praying what I make is related to what I represent
100% of it is lyrics and rhymes
I play the music when I'm up in my mind, transcend Emerson
Better best, never at rest, I'm not to bet against
Destined to manifest a mess of dead presidents
Pestering and pressuring the protag' to pencil this
Written in anecdotes from antidote to pestilence
Blind, evoking narrative lines - a time terrorist, I'm
Rewinding fate to design my own heritage
Brain broken, body is fine, this self-sacrilege mine
But still I open vocal gates to find the key that's inside
When time is spoken in place, it's my creation
I call to put myself in a haste for liberation
A final wish, I hope you relate - I'm so impatient
I always push myself to inspire imagination

Hook

Verse 3 - G
I'm sick, cross-wit with my diagnostics
Real shit, spit toxic and make you nauseous 
Regardless, an agnostic stays godless
The cranial colossus, drunk Dionysus
Lost logic - the people took it hostage
Crafting keywords like a verbal locksmith to let it out
No doubt, Imma do or die this
Like Icarus; flap my wings until I fry, bitch
Cold flow, bringing you a change in climate
And I know you're amazed I ain't at my prime yet
Public display of my brains, never keep 'em private
22 years old, asking where the time went
Didn't sense the undercover, subatomic mindset
Was about to blow and leave the whole globe so silent
Explode violent - G and Glo, timeless rhymers
Yet the industry will never find us
Everything I touch turn to gold like Midas
Beneath the Earth's crust, dug up by lyrical miners
Gonna be the best, no need to remind us
Guess it's time I shut up, so you can rewind us



Meta4 - Creation ft. Soham the Athenian

A song from Meta4's upcoming project, Quarter Life Crisis.

Produced by Thes One (People Under The Stairs - "Acid Raindrops")
Written and performed by G, Glo, and Soham the Athenian
Recorded and Mixed by Bleeps ( @bleeps1 )

Verse 1 - G
It's the beginning of the end - alpha and omega
I miss you much my friend, and wish that we could be together
I met you one December in a storm of frozen embers
You stole a moment, froze it, then you kissed me for forever
I chose to open up my chest and let you get the treasure
Stressed, however, never have I had a better pleasure
Stored it in my mind, so I would always remember
The place in which I find warmth within the cold weather
These emotions never severed and the second never passed
The sands of time slowed, stopped slipping out the glass
A desert filled with snow is where we go to just relax
And let the problems in our minds become ancient artifacts
My eyes are always closed; I'm still living in the past
Sifting through the black, steady skipping over gaps
Trying to keep you close and let this frozen moment last, 'cause
I'd be broken-hearted if I couldn't get it back
I miss you as it is already, that's the saddest fact
My heart is growing heavy and it feels like I'll collapse
The hourglass is empty measuring the time elapsed
The final draft, the melody has got me going back
Echoes of the past traveling through a chrono craft
Trigger mellow memories fast, just like a photograph


Hook:
Another frozen moment - our hearts are stuck in time
Forever I am yours and forever you are mine
So let us freeze this moment and store is safely away
Even if we leave this place, we'll return to it someday

Another frozen moment - stored safely in my mind
A memory of us I can come back to anytime
So let us keep it golden, untarnished by the hate
Even if we leave this place, we'll return to it someday


Verse 2 - Glo
I hear the past calling me back, fill up the hourglass
Double-fast; fall to relapse, leaving my power sapped
Weak to these memories, knowing we could never leave
Even if we break up, it's easy to just remember these
Pictures in our minds, scripted back in time 
We rewind and play until we find reasons we declined 
Seasons I had weathered in hopes of forgetting why
We ever left the place, for Heaven's sake, still I'm getting by
By spilling my feelings of you and I
Killing myself inside, revealing the truth I find
The rhythm on which I glide is shifting the paradigm
Speeding up the past; it'll be fine, just close your eyes
Take a second to think back, sync back in tune
How could we just leave that scene misconstrued?
My perception of each fact, teach that to you
Like where I go to relax these distant blues
Half-ashamed that the shutter's open, 
It's just to prove 
I'd be the same even if it was broken,
I swear it's true
You hold the game but the moment's frozen, 
I know the rules
A change of frame always leads me to focus,
I'll never lose you


Hook


Verse 3 - Soham the Athenian
Erase the lines between space and time
Gratefully to find sacred signs 
Shaping fate and I'm blatantly defined by
How I choose to face my mind
Trading and debating time
Awaiting taste of great divine
Patient, ancients stay sublime
So I rhyme - with three eyes closed
Skating through these vacant truths
Since the time froze, her eyes glow golden, 
Beholding it makes my shrine grow
Her fine soul's essence as messages merge and I'm whole
My heart was broken open, now devoted to the craft
Elapses of synapses explode to convey the facts
Lay the tracks, play it back - the purpose for which I came here
Burning vultures, permaculture, and ridden insane fear
Reindeer - floating, gliding with this frozen presence/presents
Centered on the breath, cherishing the moment's essence
Set upon the karma this odyssey has invoked
Boundless gratitude to Dharma for guiding me to kinfolk
Memories provoke the smoke, the enemy evoke soul clarity
Duality of self prevents creating with sincerity
Projections of the past reveal the mask of our endeavor
This moment is all that lasts, just be here now and forever


Hook



Meta4 - Frozen Moment ft. Soham the Athenian

Chasin' Echoes

Song from Meta4's upcoming mixtape Quarter Life Crisis. 

Instrumental - "Luv (sic) pt. 2" by Nujabes

Vocals by Glo and G
Recorded, Mixed, and Mastered by Brady Heins

Verse 1 - Glo
Lovesick, wondering what was this
Affliction that I felt, left me suffering for one kiss
These drum kicks are a buffer when the numb lifts
A sharp pain and red stain of color where my heart drains
It's dark, raining when all the memories just start playing
"Better if we part," - the last bullet you were saving
Working back in time, so I started with the breakup
Let's travel back and find where my memory could take us
Very first class at Ohio University,
I sit next to this beautiful girl already cursing me
It hurts to breathe; I'm great at math, but I got a C
Reverie and daydreaming; never even thought to speak
But peak ahead in this story, our first kiss
Lifted in the clouds, stomach is doing reverse flips
And her lips - my god, is there a word for this?
Angelic, heavenly, like nothing that the Earth could give
Enough with all these synonyms - we fell in love
And 'cause I never knew what happy was, I'm beaming like the sun
I was naive, but that's what happens when you think you find the one
Another reason used to rationalize what I've become
In the thick of this illness, I've been infected with the thing I miss
Real stressed, depressed lyricist
This girl is the ultimate cause of my predicament
I love love, but what can I say? She made me sick of it

Hook (2x) - G
Lovesick - wondering what was this
Affliction that I caught, you infected me with one kiss
One kiss - from which I haven't overcome since
Thought you were the one, the one who never would have done this
Done this - left me sunless; left me in the dark, weak from the numbness
Some lips, you just shouldn't fall in love with
The venom they secrete is guaranteed to make you lovesick

Verse 2 - Glo
I took a last glance at former love and let it pass
Forget the negativity as I reset this hourglass
I reminisce of romance and try to bring it back
But nothing changes, and the second chance is just a second trap
A delicate rose; released to the wind, it froze
When it snows, petals drop; I reconsider what I chose
When it grows options, like, "Love Me / Love Me Not, Steve?"
She cut me in the aftermath, funny how my thoughts bleed
A Rose, get it? Middle name? Nah, forget it
I regretted ever writing it here - another remnant
That arose to the ears, I found my lover's attention
Too focused on the fear that what she'd done had left me guessing
(G: Hey Steve, I'll help you out.) Finally, a friend to me
Searching through relatable stories - the missing remedy
I summoned up this summary quick, just give the rest to me
And tell me what you call the disease, I'll listen readily

Hook - G
Lovesick - wondering what was this
Affliction that I caught, you infected me with one kiss
One kiss - from which I haven't overcome since
Thought you were the one, the one who never would have done this
Done this - left me sunless; left me in the dark, weak from the numbness
Some lips, you just shouldn't fall in love with
The venom they secrete is guaranteed to make you lovesick

Verse 3 - G
Ayo Steve
(Glo: What G?)
I got something on my mind, and I need to set it free
(Glo: Well, is it good?)
Yup
(Glo: It better be.)
I'm lovesick, guess I let the venom get the best of me
(Glo: You feel the numbness?)
Yup, the second that it entered me
I built up a dependency on this feeling of ecstasy  
It's draining all my energy; I feel like this feeling'll be the death of me
(Glo: Forget it G, it only will if you let it be.)
Regrettably, letting it be is my worst tendency
I've taken a seat, too weak to carry on my legacy
The taste of defeat - so sweet from sleeping with the enemy
This state of relief was brief, grief will be my destiny
Given it all that I've got physically and mentally
Feels like I'm about to drop if I don't get some medicine
A man who doesn't talk about the pain that's been affecting him
Is strained by every negligent thought he's now remembering

Hook - G
The love sickness for which there's no remedy
I love this chick; at least I have her memory
I wonder if she'd even wanna remember me
How could this be all that we will ever be?
(Glo: How could this be all that we will ever be?)
My heartbeat stops - love killed another melody
(Glo: My heartbeat stops - love killed another melody)
My heartbeat stops - love killed another melody

Meta4 - Luv (sic)

Song from Meta4's upcoming mixtape Quarter Life Crisis.

Vocals by Glo and G
Instrumental by @VybrationZ_8
Recorded, Mixed, Mastered by Brady Heins

Verse 1 - Glo:
So he borrows 28 days to change
Feeling hollow, crazed, deranged; sent to save you tomorrow
Sleepwalk, set it in flames, saw the picture wasn't perfect so he fixed the frame
She sat next to the boy with the superhero's name
Then the facts of the story told could never be the same and so they kiss
Tend to madness, remember beauty
In this dooming gift, halfway done watching the movie
And I'm stuck within a stumbling shift thundering through me
Ripped through all the crumbling bricks suffering duty
Break the wall - humblest quake shakes us all
Patient, stall, wait, this trouble is fake, make the call
Get it solved late, we double this fate - Frank's involved
Feeling tall, make this devilish date break the fall
Head over heels in the song, cleverest gambit
To turn the world upside down - permission granted
Second chance learn to grip the insanity I was handed
To leave it a happy planet; flip gravity when I landed
Door to the cellar in hell; sunny and bright skies
Laugh at the propeller that fell; funny how time flies

Hook - Glo and G:
Looking up, looking up to the stars
Traveling back in time to erase all of the scars
Giving up, giving up, living's hard
Sacrifice it all recalling a bad start
I've had enough, had enough of the hard mode
Took a shortcut, cheated past the long road
Looking up, looking up to where the stars show
Heaven's falling down on my life like Donnie Darko

Verse 2 - G:
In an instant, Earth was pushed into the distance
Far from the existence of organisms living in other solar systems
The universe burst in the beginning and gave birth to a planet for us to live in
We were given: livable conditions, women, senses, and color prisms
Individual ambitions, wishes and intuition, personal opinions
Which led to different religions willing to share their prophetical visions
Time began its eternal ticking and my internal clock synced into the cosmic rhythm
On this mission, I just want to be forgiven for making the wrong decisions
Presently, I'm mentally exhausted from my thinking
Often lost in thought, locked in this memory prison
Constantly reliving our every minute within my mind's eye
Has got we wanting to rewind time to edit myself from the timeline
I'm following the past back through the skyline
It feels like time is standing still, but still I know I'm running out of mine
It's the bottom of the ninth and I just bunted down the line
Sacrificed my life so you'd move on and still be fine
Exacted what wasn't right and was rightfully left behind
But still I know that I'll survive if I just keep my head up to the stars
I give it everything inside for this planet of ours

Laaaa laaaa laa laaaaaa laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Meta-4-

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