Original Release: 03-07-2002

Coverart Drawing + Photo by F. Sinclaire (cathodegaytube)

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gravitas animi

what is it called when the nothing becomes something and the something overwhelms you

from dreams of stillbirth

getting up is a headache of its own

@pincode8485, @oakscreen

i did this in a couple hours it sounds cool i think!

purgatory (very loud version)

from gravitas animi.

inspired by @reserrvv <3 <3

the desire to run

i remixed dark magician cause wells birthday just passed so THAT MEASN THIS IS MY BRITHDAY GIFT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAPPY WELLSDAY (belated) i wish icould do songs faster

@blackwinterwells
@lil4c

darkkmagician (trance version)

dariacore is like dubstep but not entirely. but this is buttercupcore because i like buttercup. its about time i remixed this also its a very important song to me. i tried sounding like jane remover/leroy. it sounds less like that but moreso like i made it in like, 2011 and i have a bad faux-skrillex logo and im named like Astrobullet or something and i just dropped a Klaypex remix

@catmom4 , @blackwinterwells

bad idea (very loud version)

(inspired by oneohtrix point never)
(s/o shigaraki tomura from mha in the cover art. i like him)

fear translates into anger.
anger into hate.

it's understandable,
but i fucking hate that it is. 

i want it?...
.
out of me.
.

from dreams of stillbirth

cont. https://soundcloud.com/metafract/rugged-road-to-peace

a hatred of justified misanthropy

city of the white bird

@janeremover

huge huge huge huge huge huge hgue inspiration so i basically had to go kaio-ken on this you feel me

let down (really loud version)

supersawed thru the foams

its about dissociating

inspired by oneohtrix point never & @neo_petal

from dreams of stillbirth

flight of the maladaptive

follow-up to chasm. s/o surasshu <3

the next anthology album is gonna be fucked. gonna be real with you

dive into the rift

main_menu(restored)

ultimatum of genesis

glassrock_forest(restored)

shout out to that diamonds droog cosplayer we saw together

(this one's simple and bittersweet)

galveston island oni-con 2011

was gonna release this on an album but its too scary to come out lol

fetal position

remix of https://soundcloud.com/emiexe/cool-30-second-thing-ill-never-finish go follow thjem their music is pretty great. i accidentally used the same lapis picture twice for this upload and another so i fixed the other one #true

cool 30 second thing emiexe made that i finished

looking back this is just kinda phoned in but i like it anyway

https://soundcloud.com/k4yd3nce/tampa-bay-comic-con-2018

tampa bay comic con 2018 (very loud version)

huge @marshall4 tribute cause she told me how to do the drum bounce swing thing

I got yo number!

said fuck it . we y2k now (well the last part isnt very y2k but it sounds cool)

@flooddubs , @blackwinterwells

+ cover art from Metalheart by Andreas Lindholm + Anders Ronnblom (August 2001)

glass cannon [metalheart version]

I HAVE A FUCKING COLD AND MY NOSE KEEPS RUNNING here free wav file

(downloasd are on as of March 13, 2024 bcs HAHA!)

(updated cover art on June 1, 2024 because no that dumbass is not a war general he is a virus-addled windows XP install and he is commander of nothing but the recycle bin)

for all teh cats lol

track one
"the voiceless scream"

might or might not do the album

a bullet through the brain

it's been a while.
the anger is, watered down, but not repressed.
i have every right to be mad about,
everything. that's happened.
to me.

but i don't want to let it, rule over me.
it's not fair, it's not right.

it, was understandable. but it's not,
...right. it's not correct.

i need to be better than them.
i need to make the leap.

...sequel to https://soundcloud.com/metafract/huge-social-terror

a love of dying misanthropy

updated september 18, 2024.

original song has existed for quite a while at this point but i saw fit to loop it. no idea what it even samples, it's been that long.

...for me, but it can be for you.

i miss the old me (sleep aid)

going from not even knowing what genre i wanted to make my remix of this song n not even being able to figure out key/pitch after like hours of tinkering years ago to. getting key/scale/pitch down within like 5-10 min of importing sample the other day and belting this shit out not even in too long just.

man. ive come so far. lol.

anyway this is a lovely song so why not remix it i thought

@quannnic

reach (jaunty version)

the most self indulgent song i have ever fucking made , lol

inverted collapse

this year's not been easy but man i've learned so many fucking lessons i feel like with the importance of pressing on despite everything. it feels kind of absurd that its this fucking lost on me all the time but its worth it to ... yeah

the piano on "whoa" by @enuar really fills me with hope and confidence so i went ahead and just Did My Thing over it . s/o to bruv they REALLY liked the snippet i posted to twitter and it made my day so much bettr when he replied being nice about it. AAH!!!

this is yet another song i made inspired by my friend @telebasher. her music Does not sound like this At All and i Do Not come close to her melodic complexity like At All but yeah. LOL

whoa (remix)(strength prayer)

peep the URL. thats all i gotta say.

This Does Not Sound Like The Original Almost Save For The Obvious Sample

@jakechudnow

lions, tigers & apes (2006 version)

his struggle hits home.

i love him. 
i'd be there for him if i could.

idk.
hope you like the thing lol

...

inspired by "Garden of Delete"-era oneohtrix point never, 
& samples "somebody real" by gooseworx (obvs)
additionally, "child soldier" by oneohtrix point never.
tyvm 2 gooseworx & glitch for the cartoon. :D
i fear what is in store in the future. O_o

gummigoo.

dawg just hit play and trust me on this one

anyway shout out to @shemusic for making the orig song when i was a kid and blowing my fucking mind. ive wanted to remix this literally SINCE i was a kid so this was absolutely a long-ass time coming. god fucking bless. SUT DA FUK UP AND ENJOY THE DUBSTEP (lol)

atomic (batshit version)

i love. SHADOWPOP!
i like tirestires! i like shadowdog! 
i like clust.r! i like ever chance!

tirestires remix in-coming!
in the meantime, fav song from ever chance! PROUD!!!
im PROud, of this ReMicks. (jay eazy voice) LISTEN!!!!!!!!

proud (daystar version)

sick
i'm sick

https://soundcloud.com/snowblowerr/michael

bipolar diagnosis

@voxkai !!! 

this was supposed to just be standard tranceyshit and then i went crazy on the drums as fuck so i guess this is just how i do that kind of thing now! YIPPEE!

ive kinda been riding off a high after joining the hypertrance server. people in there are cool as fuck and its nice being around other people big into dance music shit with big synth layering like i basically always do. look into em theyre cool!!!

THIS IS ALSO THE LAST REMIX IM PUBLISHING BEFORE...

THINGS... I HAVE PLANNED...
so stay tuned. :P

lost creek (2006 version)

here as a book-end. 

mind is a mess. please remember to see shit beyond what you hope it is and just be realistic and don't blind yourself with love or emotions or whatever the fuck and be responsible for yourself and advocate for yourself and shit and don't be like me. there's a lot packed in this upload.

if you can make out the cover and if you're reading this and you were in that server i ran, i'm sorry. i don't know what else to even say other than that. i'm just sorry.

...

been gone for a while whoops. cracking away at a new record. its trancey. stay tuned.

rose tinted

kinda rough, my speech impediment is kinda pulling up, whoops,

but, first time screaming, more to come.
song's important to me, so why not?

haze of interference (doofy cover)

felt like it; kind of another album taster regarding sound palette but not with genre/drums and shit. ability testing, furthermore.

@blackwinterwells

hypoxic (survivor version)

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i'm hadron. mixed-genre producer for a while now. i also remix shit A LOT! 

+ https://hypertrance.eu core-member !
+ @dollhaven's resident chordstacker !

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