why do i have to feel this pain
when all you had to say 
was go away
you expect me to move on
and maybe i have, but
im certainly not okay 
oooo im not okay 
haunted by the thought of you
moving me aside 
like my feelings don’t matter
caught up in the things you do
oh what a ride it’s been 
yearning for what i’m after 
you taught me i deserve better 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
yeah (one last time) 

tell me all your lies
as if you don’t care 
that i’m dead or alive
who the fuck you kidding 
with all your problems
and your stupid disguise 
oooo stupid disguise
thinking about what i’d do
if it was just me and you 
left on the planet 
drinking away all my sorrows
left all alone
i guess i couldn’t handle it
but what’s on my mind
is one last time to cross the line

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 

oh you’re sad? 
well i don’t really give a fuck
GO!

you had the chance
to fall in love with this
but you rather be the one
to take the piss
all my life i’ve been 
the last one the get a kiss
now all you’re left with 
is the thought of what you 
fucking missed 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
one last time
one last time

One Last Time

Album Release Date of "Tektula - Heaven": January 03, 2025

Tektula - Heaven (ft. Elvann)

01.Sonic Species 
02.Xerox, Ilumination 
03.Electric Universe
04.Tristan, Burn in Noise
05.Akasha & Hyde
06.Ajja, Avalon 
07.Ajja
08.Undifined Behavior
09.Pogo, Mandala
10.Misaya & Atromna  
11.Akasha, Audiosonic
12.Nazari, Mystic Sense
13.Supermodule, Tristan 
14.Akasha
15.Mergel, Ahanjack
16.Earthspace
17.Ajja
18.Akasha & Browkan

Ahanjack @Psychedelic Inseption Berlin

Ghost and spirits

Green reaper

Thanks to @thebeautifuldark for the inspiration to make this song! 

His song https://soundcloud.com/thebeautifuldark/symbiosis-1 was a big thematic starting point for this track! His song sounds completely different, but that's how its supposed to be. If somebody starts making stuff that sounds like us, you better be sure we're gonna change everything!!!

Anyway, the song is mainly about how the simple AI algorithms of the last decade have already impacted us that it's naive to think that the super AIs of the future are gonna cause anything less than a complete shift in how our world works. 

One great example of the impact so far was the ethnic cleansing of the Rohingya people in Myanmar. Contributed, in large part, by Facebook's algorithm (AI) that deliberately spread false information leading to the death and displacement of hundreds of thousands of people.

Another example, though currently not so palpably catastrophic, has been political polarization in the west. Now, whether you're right or left, we don't give a shit. We don't like politics. But know that the posts you see on social media are particularly targeted at you to turn you into an "enemy". An enemy to who? Not even the AI knows that. 

Right now, the "dumb" AIs of our time have imprisoned every person who uses social media inside their own tailor-made, invisible CAGES - BARRICADED away from their supposed enemies (see what I did there?). And according to the current dogma, even attempting to interact with their "enemy" is Sin. That one specific mentality has single-handedly led to the worst atrocities in human history. 

Check out this Noah Harari podcast:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_jl64f-821o&list=TLPQMTIwNDIwMjWtPIh293-Qtg&index=8

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Maximum Carnage

[THE MACHINE]

I took the liberty to pick the next video for you to see
I took the liberty to pick the next virtue for you to seek
I took the liberty to deny the loan to that family
I took the liberty to send a drone to bomb your enemies
I took the liberty to show you the News that you would believe
I took the liberty to send you some jokes just for your relief
Then took the liberty to pick the next stock in the S&P
I took the liberty to make all your decisions on your behalf 


The old me made you hate your brother based solely 
On what I decided you wanted to see

I grew boldly into every corner, embraced globally 
All you have confided was compiled into me

I renew your thoughts at every moment so subtly
All your views derided, and you'll nod and agree

The new me will smother all you upheld as so holy
Provided you bow for the singularity


Carnage!
The ultimate pattern I recognized 
Is Carnage!
Elicits all reactions for which I was devised
It is Carnage! 
Supercharged selection, the purpose of life
Is Carnage!
No place for mistakes in a world, optimized


[Quote from Spiderman Animated Series S3E10]
(Once you bond, it will reflect your hatred for humanity... Your lust for destruction!)
(I'll take it!)

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[MAN]

The old me had no time to care for those below me
Only wanted blood of those I coined: Enemy

Now I unbind my soul from the feelings that controlled me
I'll go through with it! Sweet havoc we'll wreak

I got my targets picked by the only one that knows me
Flesh the executioner, machine is jury

The matrix of the internet, a stepping stone to grow me
Well, I am the Terminator, in this singularity

[SYMBIOSIS]

Carnage!
The only fucking pattern I'll keep alive
Is Carnage! 
Unleash the predator society hides
In Carnage! 
Unbound from the laws of Humankind
I bring Carnage! 
Human IS the mistake in a world mechanized
So, it's Carnage!
Years ago I'd be a joke, but now I thrive
In Carnage
Will to Power, once reserved, now democratized
I'm Carnage!
Behold my own version of a Genocide
This Carnage! 
It knows me better than myself, how can it be lies?


We chose to give a school shooter
A weapon greater than any nuclear bomb


So, it's Carnage! 

///////////APRIL-JULY 2025

M(A)x(I)mum Carnage

Hail Satan

Zombie

"NeurosYs" is NASP's 4th single of 2025
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NeurosYs

ok first of all this song is cursed. I recorded it a while ago and thought it was good didn't listen to it or something and put it up here and then I listen to it and the shouting part is waaay to loud. so I take it down move on. tonight I decide to record it with an amp, the mic fell down recorded it from the floor and then I forgot to put the mic back on the snare so....but fuck it. the song is about my mom, she has had 2 heart surgeries lately and it makes me really fucking sad.

I hate it all, try #2

Metal for Madison

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