but now you've got those cool friends who wanna live in your head.
I think I'm better off dead.

left some things unsaid
dying in my bed here,
better part of a year ripped apart by my fears

I just wanted you
and you just wanted them
everything that's beautiful will kill you in the end.

(ay)
hope you get high to this.
hope you don't cry to this
like I am
four years and a blunt to this
to celebrate all the hits
you took, and we took 
while we tried to be strong

four years aint that long
four years in a song
I let it all go just to know I belong

and I wasn't wrong

to think you had other plans, yeah

now you got a man and I'm thinkin good for him
but you also stabbed my back,
and I'm cutting up my skin
no I never fuckin left
locked my heart up in your basement
my friends called you two-faced
I told them it don't phase me

gave you all my love 
and you know it broke me down
four years down the fuckin drain
I'm wishing I would drown
crashing under waves
because now I'm crashing out
set myself on fire 
if it'd make you put it out, yeah

but now you've got those cool friends who wanna live in your head.
I think I'm better off dead.

left some things unsaid
dying in my bed here,
better part of a year ripped apart by my fears

I just wanted you
and you just wanted them
everything that's beautiful will kill you in the end.

Good For Him (Prod. Gusuck)

do not disturb me
when I'm rotting in the ground
fell from in the clouds,
needed a moment to myself, so

I'd die to see you now.
and as though it's any secret,
I'm just full of grief and regret
eating at me like the leeches.

I'm praying to god to kill my feelings,
because this world will not heal me
I'm calling out and you don't hear me
My worst fear, and now the real thing

My worst fear, and now the real thing

What's the fucking point
What's the fucking point if everything never stays

(Wanted to stay, to stay the same way)

Wanted to stay, to stay, the same way

I was never enough so do not disturb me

do not disturb me
when I'm rotting in the ground
fell from in the clouds,
needed a moment to myself, so

I'd die to see you now.
and as though it's any secret,
I'm just full of grief and regret
eating at me like the leeches.

I'm praying to god to kill my feelings,
because this world will not heal me
I'm calling out and you don't hear me
My worst fear, and now the real thing

(Wanted to stay, to stay the same way)

Wanted to stay, to stay, the same way

I was never enough so do not disturb me

I'm praying to god to kill my feelings,
because this world will not heal me
I'm calling out and you don't hear me

My worst fear, and now the real thing

Do Not Disturb (Prod. Gusuck)

it's getting cold outside,
and where are you
it's been hard tonight,
(it's been hard tonight)
to tell the truth
I needed you

she hates all my sad songs
and so did you 
but I don't think I have long
to get through to you 

will you miss me when I go?
was I a mistake to you
did you know something that I don't?
well that's nothing new

the shadows fall on me today
it's everything that I let get away
blood in the falling leaves
taking parts of me
away

(shoutout to Ukraine
support my bro)

visions in my head
when I'm wondering
how'd it go so wrong 
when'd it get so bad
what's the fuckin plan now

thought we had it planned out
you got a new man now

(you got a new man now)

(now I)
got a lil fangirl
bad bitch with the coon tails 
baby girl's so down 
and I can't ever let her down 

swallowin that pill now
medicine to kill doubt
know I'm killing myself
(know I'm killing myself)

will you miss me when I go?
was I a mistake to you
did you know something I don't?
well that's nothing new

the shadows fall on me today
it's everything that I let get away
blood in the falling leaves
taking parts of me away

Fangirl (Prod. Gusuck)

Tear Burns (Draft) Prod. Gusuck

she wiped my tears
I let her in
married to our vices, times ten
we let them win
you left me here
and they're not your friends
and I'm no angel either,
but you're under my skin

so what's four more years?
baby I'm right here
dying to breathe you in
poison like the tattoos on my skin
I can't get enough, I don't want to win

we were the real thing
I wanted the real thing, you know
shit just got to me
you just had to leave, I know
I just gotta be -
I just gotta see that you're gone
And I know I was no angel, all along.

yeah

I know I was no angel, all along
I just gotta accept the fact
that you're gone.

she wiped my tears
I let her in
married to our vices, times ten
we let them win
she left me here
and they're not your friends
and you're no angel either,
but you're under my skin

No Angel (Prod. Gusuck)

so what's the point exactly
between winning and losing
when does it get better
and explain to me the meaning
behind all the things I go through
and all the deceit beneath me

am I toxic
am I the problem
was I meant to lose everything
four times over 

someone show me
how to recover 

because I can't pull myself
out from the past

nothing lasts

and I'm running out of options fast

so what's four years
in a black hole

in the shape of 
our deceased love

so come over
and go through my phone
ask me if I'm cheating when I'm not
and tell me I'm not enough
I need exposure
to feel vulnerable
I don't care if it's bad for me 
just want to know I'm wanted

relocating to stockholm, right?

fighting to sleep, another night

wrestling with my own head tonight

it never gets better
and I'm losing the fight

nothing lasts

and I'm running out of options fast

so what's four years
in a black hole

in the shape of 
our deceased love

so what's the point exactly
between winning and losing
when does it get better
and explain to me the meaning
behind all the things I go through
and all the deceit beneath me

am I toxic
am I the problem
was I meant to lose everything
four times over 

someone show me
how to recover 

because I can't pull myself
out from the past

Our Deceased Love

I'm never there
and she doesn't care
called up on video
to silently stare

fuck a bitch, yeah
never need a fuckin bitch
need to roll the 86
and die in a ditch

probably never gonna make it at this rate
but that's on me

I'm so tired of this shit,
it makes me wanna scream

she doesn't wanna leave me
she's already gone
we keep making up
I keep moving on

I'm not trying to hurt you right now
I just wanted to get it all out
I just had to let it fall down 
I'm so tired of feeling let down

stupid motherfucker with my hopes high
and my head low,
with a halo,
evil angel, can you help me?
spend a money roll?
I'm not fronting though -- 
keep my circle closed

she doesn't wanna leave me
she's already gone
we keep making up
I keep moving on


Let Down (draft) Prod. Gusuck

she's everything I need
she's everything to me
I just wanna save her
from everything I've seen

I'm so buried
in trauma
it comes on
and lets off
when I think
it's over
it's waiting
and watching

had a lucid dream saw Wicca Phase
(vision of an altar now)
does that mean I'm gonna make it?
(yeah, yeah, yeah)
i'm out here in the mountains in PA
(in the mountains)
she knows what I want (skrrt)
and I'm gonna take it

give me it all baby
(ooh)
I wanna fall baby
for you
give me it all baby
(ooh)
I wanna fall
fall, far, for you

I probably scrapped more tracks
than you ever fuckin wrote
I got racks coming yeah
I'm waiting on notes
talking bout myself now you know I'm hitting home
everybody hating while she's hitting up my phone

she's everything I need
she's everything to me
I just wanna save her
from everything I've seen

all my exes jealous baby
all my exes crazy okay
they all saw the potential in me
and I just couldn't walk away

to make it far
I'm not so sure
I'll see you there
at the bitter end

i'll break my heart
into broken glass
pieces falling
through your hands

she's everything I need
she's everything to me
I just wanna save her
from everything I've seen

I'm so buried
in trauma
it comes on
and lets off
when I think
it's over
it's waiting
and watching

Buried (prod. Gusuck)

2020 Ghost Kids Entertainment - 2024 MetalY2K 

Lyrics:

(MetalY2K)

fuck a tragedy
I will do it all by myself
don't need anyone else
scars on my wrist that I sell
to anyone who cares
I know that you're right there
the silence in your stare

is gonna kill me

one of these days,
you know what I wanna say
I can't take the pain 
of living in the rain
tell me that I'm insane
I don't fuckin care
at all 
at all
no

stop.
I got these problems 
I can't seem to solve them
I'm failing, not trying at all
I'll list them off
and if you'd listen, I will tell them all
in an instant I will let it all fall down
in the end is where I'll see you all
yeah, yeah,

(MetalY2K + Heartsick)

baby I can't fuckin take it
I don't think that I will make it
I'm burning in the sunlight
this might be my last night
here

(Heartsick)

can anyone tell me
why did I wake up today?
nobody can save me
I don't care bout anything today, no
nothing even matters today, no

yeah,

that night your organs stopped
your blood stopped pumping
body's going numb
all those things that make you human 
gone to dust
that's where they'll stay
locked away
now I'll lock myself away
lock myself away
now I'll lock myself away,
lock myself away

I could die here, waiting for you
would that even mean anything to you?
I'ma light this blunt, baby, for you
now I'm crying in the back of the black coupe

she left me hanging on the other end
rainbow candy rope in the red G6
had to make it flip I hit the lick
you know I always stay sick sick sick sick

baby I can't fuckin take it
I don't think that I'ma make it
I'm burning in the sunlight
this could be my last night

(MetalY2K)

fuck a tragedy
I will do it all by myself
don't need anyone else
scars on my wrist that I sell
to anyone who cares
I know that you're right there
the silence in your stare

is gonna kill me

one of these days,
you know what I wanna say
I can't take the pain 
of living in the rain
tell me that I'm insane
I don't fuckin care
at all 
at all
no

neighborhood cruising with the 2 percent
I swear I meant no harm when I fucked your bitch
(fucked your bitch)
they see me heavy walking with the chains and the tripps
(NYC)
I had to do it to em got no other mission that's my issue
(I had to do it to em got no other mission that's my issue)

(Heartsick)

baby I can't fuckin take it
I don't think that I'ma make it
I'm burning in the sunlight
this could be my last night

(MetalY2K)

here.

(Heartsick)

baby I can't fuckin take it
I don't think that I'ma make it
I'm burning in the sunlight
this could be my last night

Rainbow Candy Rope ft. Heartsick (2020; 2024 Remaster)

I feel endless
your gun to my head
I'm always thinking
what's coming next again

you leave me speechless
your breath on my breath
is this love?
or am I broken
you spend all your time away
stringing me along

you give me your time 
like my time in a song
a token of love

Regret it at once;
it's never enough

I feel endless;
your gun to my head
I feel endless;
your gun to my head

I feel endless your 
gun to my head
I'm always thinking
what's coming next, again

you leave me speechless
your breath on my breath
is this love?
or am I broken

(or am I broken)
(or am I broken)
(or am I broken)

I feel endless;
your gun to my head
I feel endless;
your gun to my head

Endless

I don't have to flex
Cuz I'm happy where I am
Y'all can't fuckin stand it
That I'm happy where I am with it
Sometimes
You sketch me out
Fuck off bitch you sketch me out
I'mma pass out at three PM
Gonna quiet the voice inside my head
You won't miss me when I'm dead
Gonna melt right into my bed
Yeah

56 cuts to kill the pain
Jokes on me I don't feel a thing
End of my line
It's the end of my days
Take it all in
And walk away
Take a note, I'm just trying to keep up with my ghost
Take me home. Yeah. 
Just take me home

I don't have to flex cuz I'm happy where I am
Y'all can't fuckin stand it that I'm happy where I am with it
You sketch me out
You sketch me out
Fuck off bitch you sketch me out
I'mma pass out @ three PM
Gonna quiet the voice inside my head
You won't miss me when I'm dead
Gonna melt right into my bed, yeah

Wrote another verse
You can have it if you want it?
No? That's cool
I'm cool on my own, don't worry about it
Sick sick sick sick
I'm sick I'm sick I'm sick I'm sick
Yeah, yeah,

If I die tonight, just let me fucking go
If I die tonight, there's one thing you need to know
Sick sick sick sick sick
I'm sick I'm sick I'm sick I'm sick
I'm fucking sick, yeah, yeah

I don't need to flex
Y'all can't fuckin stand it
That I'm happy where I am with it
Sometimes.
Sometimes.
When I really wanna be

I don't have to flex cuz I'm happy where I am
Y'all can't fuckin stand it that I'm happy where I am with it
You sketch me out
You sketch me out
Fuck off bitch you sketch me out
I'mma pass out @ three PM
Gonna quiet the voice inside my head
You won't miss me when I'm dead
Gonna melt right into my bed, yeah

Sketch me Out

Get the fuck up out my life
And watch me burn this fuckin bridge
Get the fuck up out my face
And watch me put this ink into my skin, yeah
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Get the fuck up out my life bitch
(Bitch) I got 2020
I see right through all your shit
Yeah I got 20/20
Get the fuck up out my life bitch,
I got 2020
I see right through all your shit,
Yeah I got 20/20

Yeah, I got 2020, 2020, 
Yeah
I got 20/20, 2020
Yeah,
I got 2020, 
20/20 I see right through all your shit
2020

Save your tears for the next motherfucker to come around
I'm leaving now
Yeah
Save your tears darling,
Let them hit the fuckin ground
When I'm not around
When I'm not around, yeah

[i got] 2020 🖤

I uploaded this in FLAC just because I could, am currently looking for collabs + features so feel free to message me here

lyrics:

who the fuck are you
Get the fuck up out my face
get the fuck up off my case
get the fuck up out my space 

(x2)

I've got feelings I can't erase
I've got people I can't replace
I've got things that I wanna change
I've got names that I shouldn't name

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I've got feelings I can't erase
I've got people that I can't replace
You're all dead inside my head
But that's ok cuz I'm ok today

Tomorrow comes & I'm fucked up
all over again
where is my head
I wish I would wake up dead
I wish I could make this
anything else over again

sleeping in my clothes again
keep the window closed again
I don't wanna feel real this week
you don't feel real to me

I can't get my shit together
I can't stay this way forever
I can't keep
bleeding all over my pretty things

you hate me and you know I deserve it
I hate me too so don't worry about it
it is what it is when it is what it was
gotta go and get myself some new pretty things

do it all for me
baby fall for me
take it all off of me
kill me so slowly (slowly)
do it all for me 
baby fall for me
take it all off for me
end another story 

who the fuck are you
Get the fuck up out my face
get the fuck up off my case
get the fuck up out my space 

(x2)

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originally written & recorded in June 2018 @ Brad's house, thanks Brad & love you

Pretty Things

444

shoutout to Ukraine

prod. Gusuck

i'm stuck in 2014

MetalY2K

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