METAL, album by MetalY2K
Self-titled release from October 1, 2024

Tracklist:
Centralia
VAMP Ft. Donavns
I'm In
Our Deceased Love 
Chaga
Cyanide (2024 Version)

A number of the tracks in the album were written, recorded, and produced solely by Metal between June 2024 and October 2024.

METAL (Self-Titled)

but now you've got those cool friends who wanna live in your head.
I think I'm better off dead.

left some things unsaid
dying in my bed here,
better part of a year ripped apart by my fears

I just wanted you
and you just wanted them
everything that's beautiful will kill you in the end.

(ay)
hope you get high to this.
hope you don't cry to this
like I am
four years and a blunt to this
to celebrate all the hits
you took, and we took 
while we tried to be strong

four years aint that long
four years in a song
I let it all go just to know I belong

and I wasn't wrong

to think you had other plans, yeah

now you got a man and I'm thinkin good for him
but you also stabbed my back,
and I'm cutting up my skin
no I never fuckin left
locked my heart up in your basement
my friends called you two-faced
I told them it don't phase me

gave you all my love 
and you know it broke me down
four years down the fuckin drain
I'm wishing I would drown
crashing under waves
because now I'm crashing out
set myself on fire 
if it'd make you put it out, yeah

but now you've got those cool friends who wanna live in your head.
I think I'm better off dead.

left some things unsaid
dying in my bed here,
better part of a year ripped apart by my fears

I just wanted you
and you just wanted them
everything that's beautiful will kill you in the end.

Good For Him (Prod. Gusuck)

do not disturb me
when I'm rotting in the ground
fell from in the clouds,
needed a moment to myself, so

I'd die to see you now.
and as though it's any secret,
I'm just full of grief and regret
eating at me like the leeches.

I'm praying to god to kill my feelings,
because this world will not heal me
I'm calling out and you don't hear me
My worst fear, and now the real thing

My worst fear, and now the real thing

What's the fucking point
What's the fucking point if everything never stays

(Wanted to stay, to stay the same way)

Wanted to stay, to stay, the same way

I was never enough so do not disturb me

do not disturb me
when I'm rotting in the ground
fell from in the clouds,
needed a moment to myself, so

I'd die to see you now.
and as though it's any secret,
I'm just full of grief and regret
eating at me like the leeches.

I'm praying to god to kill my feelings,
because this world will not heal me
I'm calling out and you don't hear me
My worst fear, and now the real thing

(Wanted to stay, to stay the same way)

Wanted to stay, to stay, the same way

I was never enough so do not disturb me

I'm praying to god to kill my feelings,
because this world will not heal me
I'm calling out and you don't hear me

My worst fear, and now the real thing

Do Not Disturb (Prod. Gusuck)

it's getting cold outside,
and where are you
it's been hard tonight,
(it's been hard tonight)
to tell the truth
I needed you

she hates all my sad songs
and so did you 
but I don't think I have long
to get through to you 

will you miss me when I go?
was I a mistake to you
did you know something that I don't?
well that's nothing new

the shadows fall on me today
it's everything that I let get away
blood in the falling leaves
taking parts of me
away

(shoutout to Ukraine
support my bro)

visions in my head
when I'm wondering
how'd it go so wrong 
when'd it get so bad
what's the fuckin plan now

thought we had it planned out
you got a new man now

(you got a new man now)

(now I)
got a lil fangirl
bad bitch with the coon tails 
baby girl's so down 
and I can't ever let her down 

swallowin that pill now
medicine to kill doubt
know I'm killing myself
(know I'm killing myself)

will you miss me when I go?
was I a mistake to you
did you know something I don't?
well that's nothing new

the shadows fall on me today
it's everything that I let get away
blood in the falling leaves
taking parts of me away

Fangirl (Prod. Gusuck)

Tear Burns Prod. Gusuck

she wiped my tears
I let her in
married to our vices, times ten
we let them win
you left me here
and they're not your friends
and I'm no angel either,
but you're under my skin

so what's four more years?
baby I'm right here
dying to breathe you in
poison like the tattoos on my skin
I can't get enough, I don't want to win

we were the real thing
I wanted the real thing, you know
shit just got to me
you just had to leave, I know
I just gotta be -
I just gotta see that you're gone
And I know I was no angel, all along.

yeah

I know I was no angel, all along
I just gotta accept the fact
that you're gone.

she wiped my tears
I let her in
married to our vices, times ten
we let them win
she left me here
and they're not your friends
and you're no angel either,
but you're under my skin

No Angel (Prod. Gusuck)

so what's the point exactly
between winning and losing
when does it get better
and explain to me the meaning
behind all the things I go through
and all the deceit beneath me

am I toxic
am I the problem
was I meant to lose everything
four times over 

someone show me
how to recover 

because I can't pull myself
out from the past

nothing lasts

and I'm running out of options fast

so what's four years
in a black hole

in the shape of 
our deceased love

so come over
and go through my phone
ask me if I'm cheating when I'm not
and tell me I'm not enough
I need exposure
to feel vulnerable
I don't care if it's bad for me 
just want to know I'm wanted

relocating to stockholm, right?

fighting to sleep, another night

wrestling with my own head tonight

it never gets better
and I'm losing the fight

nothing lasts

and I'm running out of options fast

so what's four years
in a black hole

in the shape of 
our deceased love

so what's the point exactly
between winning and losing
when does it get better
and explain to me the meaning
behind all the things I go through
and all the deceit beneath me

am I toxic
am I the problem
was I meant to lose everything
four times over 

someone show me
how to recover 

because I can't pull myself
out from the past

Our Deceased Love

Lyrics:

MetalY2K

I can see my scars tonight
when I'm with you they shine so bright
Make me go out of my mind
I need a change this time
I've been craving a change
of place and time

with you right by my side,
yeah

need to feel you
need to feel okay
need to feel you
I can't feel my face

take my pain away

love me til the sunrise 

and watch me fade away

love me til the sunrise
watch me fade away
away
yeah; yeah

(Donavns boutta kill it)

Donavns

it took a whole army just to stop me
in the end they couldn't even stop me
I feel like a vamp baby call me Carti
blood suckin on her neck at the party
I feel like a vamp baby call me Carti
I feel like a vamp baby call me Carti

I only hit it once why you call me bae?
no we not doing that today
I know a couple of freaks in L.A.
like my name Simon they do what I say

MetalY2K

I can see my scars tonight
when I'm with you they shine so bright
Make me go out of my mind
I need a change this time
I've been craving a change
of place and time

with you right by my side,
yeah

need to feel you
need to feel okay
need to feel you
I can't feel my face

take my pain away

love me til the sunrise 

and watch me fade away

love me til the sunrise
watch me fade away
away
yeah; yeah

VAMP Ft Donavns

(put your hand in mine,
but I might as well cut mine right off
we had something that would last forever
and then you cut me off, yeah,)

I remember riding down the 

highway
rolling down the interstate
south jersey to PA 

going wherever the road takes us

I don't think we ever really got along
I think that you left me somewhere 
out there, in Centralia 

I just wanted to make it
But every day I felt fake
And weightless
We went from close 
to isolated
and 
Now I'm dying to feel something
or anything

So you can find me in the woods 
where we last walked
and you could call me anytime
but I know you don't really want to talk
at all

you could put your hand in mine
but I might as well cut mine right off

we had something that would last forever
and then you cut me off 

yeah

you left
I stayed
it all stayed
the same way

why was it so easy
to let everything go 

why did she deceive me 
I know I saw all the signs
4 four times in a row
that's the sign
that's how I know
I know you know

I remember riding down the 

highway
rolling down the interstate
south jersey to PA 

going wherever the road takes us

I don't think we ever really got along
I think that you left me somewhere 
out there, in Centralia 

I just wanted to make it
But every day I felt fake
And weightless
We went from close 
to isolated
and 
Now I'm dying to feel something
or anything

So you can find me in the woods 
where we last walked
and you could call me anytime
but I know you don't really want to talk
at all

you could put your hand in mine
but I might as well cut mine right off

we had something that would last forever
and then you cut me off 

yeah

Centralia

I might cast a spell
summon you right here
manifest, my fears
lost another year
it's a metaphor for here

in those woods again
falling to pretend
just like last autumn
meeting with Chaga

lost in those woods again
I'm falling
I miss your face near mine
and I'm calling
out for a sign or something to follow
aesthetic blog this 
on my tumblr tomorrow

I need a purity ring 
mycelium around me 
find comfort in the oak trees,
appalachian vibes surround me

I'm lost in these woods again
I'm falling
miss your face near mine, 
and I'm calling
a sign for something to follow, 
on my tumblr tomorrow

Chaga (Prod. Ushanka Boy and SufferFrom)

Ft. Dickmaths 

Prod. MetalY2K

Lyrics:

(Y2K)

I was holding out for you
For a while
Can't process the truth
That's denial

I fell from the clouds
now I'm dying
If I said I felt love 
I'm lying

there's something in the 
Way you let me go 

there's something
you know, that I don't

I wish I could take back time
I wish I could make you mine again

Shadow 
Apparition
Provision
Providing
Proving
Lying

Shadow of an apparition
Provision
Providing
Proving 
Lying

I was holding out for you
For a while
Can't process the truth
That's denial

I fell from the clouds
now I'm dying
If I said I felt love 
I'm lying

there's something in the 
Way you let me go 

there's something
you know, that I don't

I wish I could take back time
I wish I could make you mine again

Denial Ft. Dickmaths

prod. MetalY2K 2020-2024

Guitar - MetalY2K
Production - MetalY2K
Engineering - MetalY2K
Broken Heart - MetalY2K

Lyrics:

I see you in candle light
yeah
she won't hurt me like the rest,
right? right.
tear burns cuz I lost the fight
yeah, yeah
hanging on to something, 
don't even know why

made this beat four years ago
when things were simpler
I want to let her know
that I've been missing her 

but she could give a fuck
if I went and died tonight
and that's the fault, yeah,
the fault in you and I 

parked at 7 bridges
we listened to this song, together
unreleased, and unfinished
watched the waves fold over each other.

I saw stars inside your eyes
I wrote about it all the time
But then you cut me like a knife
and I helped you dig it deep inside

I see you in candle light
yeah
she won't hurt me like the rest,
right? right.
tear burns cuz I lost the fight
yeah, yeah
hanging on to something, 
don't even know why

made this beat four years ago
when things were simpler
I want to let her know
that I've been missing her 

but she could give a fuck
if I went and died tonight
and that's the fault, yeah,
the fault in you and I 

I can't keep my eyes shut tight
and I can't take another night
where's the fault in you and I 
and tell me if I'm worth your time

it's in my veins like cyanide

and when did I lose all this time

how did I forget to cry

yeah I don't care to wonder why,

anymore

Cyanide (2024 Version)

Last night we let the liquor talk
I can't remember everything we said, 
but we said it all

You told me that you 
wish I was somebody you never met
But, baby, baby, 
something's tellin' me 
this ain't over yet

No way it was our 

last night 
I kissed your lips
Make you grip the sheets 
with your fingertips
Down to the last line; made it split
Told me bout your life
And I wanna stay in it

You, 
you know you love to fight
And I say shit I don't mean
But I'm still gonna wake up 
wanting you and me

last night 
we let the liquor talk
I can't remember everything we said, 
but we said it all
You told me that you 
wish I was somebody you never met
But, baby, baby, 
something's tellin' me this ain't over yet

No way it was our last night 
No way it was our last night (yeah)

No way it was our

last night 
did we break up?
I saw your tail lights in the dust
You called your mom, 
and I called your bluff
middle of the night, 
pull it right back up

Yeah, my, my friends say, 
"Let her go"
Your friends say, 
"What the fuck?"
I wish that motherfucker would go 
right back down to hell

last night 
we let the liquor talk
I can't remember everything we said, 
but we said it all
You told me that you 
wish I was somebody you never met
But, baby, baby, 
something's tellin' me this ain't over yet

No way it was our last night, 
we said we'd had enough.
I can't remember everything we said, 
but we said too much
I know you packed your shit 
and slammed the door right before you left
But baby, baby, 
something's tellin' me this ain't over yet

No way it was our last night 
No way it was our last night (yeah)

I know you said 
this time you really weren't comin' back again
But, baby, baby, 
something's tellin' me this ain't over yet
No way it was our last night 
No way it was our last night

Morgan Wallen - Last Night MetalY2K Cover

I'm never there
and she doesn't care
called up on video
to silently stare

fuck a bitch, yeah
never need a fuckin bitch
need to roll the 86
and die in a ditch

probably never gonna make it at this rate
but that's on me

I'm so tired of this shit,
it makes me wanna scream

she doesn't wanna leave me
she's already gone
we keep making up
I keep moving on

I'm not trying to hurt you right now
I just wanted to get it all out
I just had to let it fall down 
I'm so tired of feeling let down

stupid motherfucker with my hopes high
and my head low,
with a halo,
evil angel, can you help me?
spend a money roll?
I'm not fronting though -- 
keep my circle closed

she doesn't wanna leave me
she's already gone
we keep making up
I keep moving on


Let Down (draft) Prod. Gusuck

she's everything I need
she's everything to me
I just wanna save her
from everything I've seen

I'm so buried
in trauma
it comes on
and lets off
when I think
it's over
it's waiting
and watching

had a lucid dream saw Wicca Phase
(vision of an altar now)
does that mean I'm gonna make it?
(yeah, yeah, yeah)
i'm out here in the mountains in PA
(in the mountains)
she knows what I want (skrrt)
and I'm gonna take it

give me it all baby
(ooh)
I wanna fall baby
for you
give me it all baby
(ooh)
I wanna fall
fall, far, for you

I probably scrapped more tracks
than you ever fuckin wrote
I got racks coming yeah
I'm waiting on notes
talking bout myself now you know I'm hitting home
everybody hating while she's hitting up my phone

she's everything I need
she's everything to me
I just wanna save her
from everything I've seen

all my exes jealous baby
all my exes crazy okay
they all saw the potential in me
and I just couldn't walk away

to make it far
I'm not so sure
I'll see you there
at the bitter end

i'll break my heart
into broken glass
pieces falling
through your hands

she's everything I need
she's everything to me
I just wanna save her
from everything I've seen

I'm so buried
in trauma
it comes on
and lets off
when I think
it's over
it's waiting
and watching

Buried (prod. Gusuck)

2020 Ghost Kids Entertainment - 2024 MetalY2K 

Lyrics:

(MetalY2K)

fuck a tragedy
I will do it all by myself
don't need anyone else
scars on my wrist that I sell
to anyone who cares
I know that you're right there
the silence in your stare

is gonna kill me

one of these days,
you know what I wanna say
I can't take the pain 
of living in the rain
tell me that I'm insane
I don't fuckin care
at all 
at all
no

stop.
I got these problems 
I can't seem to solve them
I'm failing, not trying at all
I'll list them off
and if you'd listen, I will tell them all
in an instant I will let it all fall down
in the end is where I'll see you all
yeah, yeah,

(MetalY2K + Heartsick)

baby I can't fuckin take it
I don't think that I will make it
I'm burning in the sunlight
this might be my last night
here

(Heartsick)

can anyone tell me
why did I wake up today?
nobody can save me
I don't care bout anything today, no
nothing even matters today, no

yeah,

that night your organs stopped
your blood stopped pumping
body's going numb
all those things that make you human 
gone to dust
that's where they'll stay
locked away
now I'll lock myself away
lock myself away
now I'll lock myself away,
lock myself away

I could die here, waiting for you
would that even mean anything to you?
I'ma light this blunt, baby, for you
now I'm crying in the back of the black coupe

she left me hanging on the other end
rainbow candy rope in the red G6
had to make it flip I hit the lick
you know I always stay sick sick sick sick

baby I can't fuckin take it
I don't think that I'ma make it
I'm burning in the sunlight
this could be my last night

(MetalY2K)

fuck a tragedy
I will do it all by myself
don't need anyone else
scars on my wrist that I sell
to anyone who cares
I know that you're right there
the silence in your stare

is gonna kill me

one of these days,
you know what I wanna say
I can't take the pain 
of living in the rain
tell me that I'm insane
I don't fuckin care
at all 
at all
no

neighborhood cruising with the 2 percent
I swear I meant no harm when I fucked your bitch
(fucked your bitch)
they see me heavy walking with the chains and the tripps
(NYC)
I had to do it to em got no other mission that's my issue
(I had to do it to em got no other mission that's my issue)

(Heartsick)

baby I can't fuckin take it
I don't think that I'ma make it
I'm burning in the sunlight
this could be my last night

(MetalY2K)

here.

(Heartsick)

baby I can't fuckin take it
I don't think that I'ma make it
I'm burning in the sunlight
this could be my last night

Rainbow Candy Rope ft. Heartsick (2020; 2024 Remaster)

I feel endless
your gun to my head
I'm always thinking
what's coming next again

you leave me speechless
your breath on my breath
is this love?
or am I broken
you spend all your time away
stringing me along

you give me your time 
like my time in a song
a token of love

Regret it at once;
it's never enough

I feel endless;
your gun to my head
I feel endless;
your gun to my head

I feel endless your 
gun to my head
I'm always thinking
what's coming next, again

you leave me speechless
your breath on my breath
is this love?
or am I broken

(or am I broken)
(or am I broken)
(or am I broken)

I feel endless;
your gun to my head
I feel endless;
your gun to my head

Endless

eye to eye

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Tumblr Kid prod. Gusuck

not finished for obvious reasons

slitting my wrist 
I can't take all this shit
got blood on my diamonds
they glisten
I never fit in 
and you don't seem to get it
thanks for taking the time just to listen
means more to me than you could ever imagine

I'm working with X3in now
I'm working with gusuck
I'm working with GHOST GIRL 
I'm working with zephyr

it's not out of pocket
you should expect this
that I'd be someone
shine out from the darkness

how'd we get so far apart
you were my moon and my stars
hanging on to something sharp
bleeding but I've gone too far
now I'm crying rivers of tears
wondering why you aren't here

slitting my wrist 
I can't take all this shit
got blood on my diamonds
they glisten
I never fit in 
and you don't seem to get it
thanks for taking the time just to listen
means more to me than you could ever imagine

I'm working with X3in now
I'm working with gusuck
I'm working with GHOST GIRL 
I'm working with zephyr

it's not out of pocket
you should expect this
that I'd be someone
shine out from the darkness

didn't I get your attention
not from this dimension
my life meant nothing

held in suspension
the clock that keeps ticking
watch time try to stop me

just go on without me

just go on without me 

they all tried to buy me

they'll learn when I die

Y2K

got metal on metal 
I'm some kind of devil
I think I fucking hate myself

got bass for your treble
my life in the DAW
but know I'd never be someone else 

yeah

Rivers of Tears prod. Gusuck (WIP)

I heard Gusuck's new song and just couldn't unhear the Toxic City acapella over it.. So here you go

Lil Peep - Toxic City + Gusuck - Wither

357 tease

I cope loudly
I'll die proudly
I'm not sorry 
but I'm so sorry

coming to terms with the fact that you're going away
my bad I should've been different to beg you to stay 

beg you to stay

and don't you know that the grass that grows 
it grew just for you 

and don't you think that things could be better 
if you wanted them to?

and I think you're beautiful
i think you're beautiful
i think you're beautiful 

it's true

I'm to blame
for all this pain

Just 444 You

(Y2K)

cursed sign from ancient times
this time
I know that it's alright
I don't feel alright tonight
I'm out of my head tonight

there's a vision of an altar
there's a feeling that I'm after
there's a meaning in the silence
when I'm damaged by the violence

can't break loose it's a part of me
saw your face in a lucid dream
echoing night 
(echoing night)
know it's my time
(yeah it's my time)

cursed sign from ancient times
this time
I know that it's alright
I don't feel alright tonight
I'm out of my head tonight

was it the vision of an altar
that drove you deep into those waters
I saw you, maybe not in this life
demons watching over me 
working overtime



Resurrection 444

I don't have to flex
Cuz I'm happy where I am
Y'all can't fuckin stand it
That I'm happy where I am with it
Sometimes
You sketch me out
Fuck off bitch you sketch me out
I'mma pass out at three PM
Gonna quiet the voice inside my head
You won't miss me when I'm dead
Gonna melt right into my bed
Yeah

56 cuts to kill the pain
Jokes on me I don't feel a thing
End of my line
It's the end of my days
Take it all in
And walk away
Take a note, I'm just trying to keep up with my ghost
Take me home. Yeah. 
Just take me home

I don't have to flex cuz I'm happy where I am
Y'all can't fuckin stand it that I'm happy where I am with it
You sketch me out
You sketch me out
Fuck off bitch you sketch me out
I'mma pass out @ three PM
Gonna quiet the voice inside my head
You won't miss me when I'm dead
Gonna melt right into my bed, yeah

Wrote another verse
You can have it if you want it?
No? That's cool
I'm cool on my own, don't worry about it
Sick sick sick sick
I'm sick I'm sick I'm sick I'm sick
Yeah, yeah,

If I die tonight, just let me fucking go
If I die tonight, there's one thing you need to know
Sick sick sick sick sick
I'm sick I'm sick I'm sick I'm sick
I'm fucking sick, yeah, yeah

I don't need to flex
Y'all can't fuckin stand it
That I'm happy where I am with it
Sometimes.
Sometimes.
When I really wanna be

I don't have to flex cuz I'm happy where I am
Y'all can't fuckin stand it that I'm happy where I am with it
You sketch me out
You sketch me out
Fuck off bitch you sketch me out
I'mma pass out @ three PM
Gonna quiet the voice inside my head
You won't miss me when I'm dead
Gonna melt right into my bed, yeah

Sketch me Out

you look ugly when you hate

shoutout to Ukraine

prod. Gusuck

MetalY2K

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