Do you still remember when we were little? When we were playing in the park and you asked me what happens when we die. I said you forget everything ... everything. “Even you?” you asked. Yes, even me. You did not want to die. Never forget. The remains of what we used to have were taken away with the softest squeeze. How did I forget? How...

How Did I Forget

If ever you think that you want me 
If you think with me is better than alone 
Remember what we had was for a moment 
Now I'm gone I am gone I am gone..

I am Gone

Hear my silent prayer
Heed my quiet call
When the dark and blue surround you
Step into my sigh
Look inside the light
You will know that I have found you

I have found you

Intro
I found a way to speak my heart's language, everyday
I learned to see the beauty in everyone and everything because
Someone once told me: "A closed mind don't get fed, and
Without soul food there is no growing", so
I taught myself how to love the parts of you that even you
Were uncertain about
This was written for you
I can only hope that throughout the process of reading this I will touch you in places none of your ex lovers ever could have
I, imagine that through my words you will pick up pieces of yourself That you thought you could leave behind, but
Your wounds are what make you powerful, and
Your scars are what make you human
And your stretch marks, well
They sing a great melody on how much you've been beloved
Love would never let you fold
I've, mastered a way of giving the most secret parts of me publicly
Yet, silently, so
Here i am
Speaking to you
Speaking for you
Hoping that now you can see the beauty
Within the transparency and brokenness, or
The importance in learning yourself, or
The importance in finding yourself, or
Accepting yourself and eventually
Loving yourself
I hope you feel the truths
And experience the growths
And appreciate how invested my heart is
And not only my love, love
But yours too
And maybe you'll choose to ride with me down this journey
I'm taking to become a better me
And my ambition to help you realize that you're worthy
Of everything.

Reyna Biddy - Topic

Intro - Reyna Biddy

I'm Never Hungry

I was so spent. I could hardly move. And so Richard Parker went ahead of me. He stretched his legs and walked along the shore. At the edge of the jungle, he stopped. I was certain he was going to look back at me, flatten his ears to his head, growl that he would bring our relationship to an end in some way. But he just stared ahead into the jungle. And then, Richard Parker, my fierce companion, the terrible one, who kept me alive disappeared forever from my life. After a few hours, a member of my own species found me. He left and returned with a group who carried me away. I wept like a child. Not because I was overwhelmed at having survived, although i Was. I was weeping because Richard Parker left me so unceremoniously. It broke my heart. You know, my father was right. Richard Parker never saw me as his friend. After all we had been through, he didn't even look back. But i have to believe there was more in his eyes than my own reflection staring back at me. I know it. I felt it. Even if I can't prove it. You know, i've left so much behind. My family, the zoo, India, Anandi. I suppose in the end, the whole of life becomes an act of letting go. But what always hurts the most is not taking a moment to say goodbye. I was never able to thank my father for all I learned from him. To tell him, without his lessons, i would never have survived. I know Richard Parker is a tiger, but I wish I had said, "It's over." "We survived. Thank you for saving my life. I love you, Richard Parker. You will always be with me. May God be with you.

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