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Linkin Park - Drawbar (ft. Tom Morello)x mewatonin, sofadoggy - eminem rap

originally a part of the following set: https://soundcloud.com/nyancrimew/140bpm-kitten-vibes

linkin ballpark official music group

last summer was a breeze gone by
this summer just a hell of a ride
woke up with my sights set high
cant stop always wanting to die

but you rest in that tree at night
its always sad whys it gotta be that way 
 you never mean what you always tryin to say 
whats got you all choked up

itll never be fine
you cry, you lovable sort

cuz you cant change time
spitswap in a pillow fort

spitswap, too

guts

visuals: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eeZWfU6kiJE

setlist: 

YUQI - Bonnie & Clyde
james bandz - swat me maybe
Caramella Girls - Caramelldansen (mickelbach remix)
yung randstei - pyromane
chloe moriondo - Cdbaby<3 (underscores remix)
SPLITTERGIRLZ - NICHICORE  S1 E3 — I WENT TO THE STORE, CHECK OUT THESE FUCKING CUBES LOL 
annieversary - success
100 gecs - 800db cloud 
wells fargo - WELLS FARGO DUB (PLATE) {DM FOR BUY} [Shitting Perspectives Edit]
glitch gum - kyoto (maiacore edit)
Days N' Daze - Fuck It! (maiacore glitchy edit)
Mili - sustain++; 
My Chemical Romance - Welcome To The Black Parade (maiacore edit)
Drainpuppet - MY CHAKRAS ARE FAST AND HYPE
underscores - Bozo bozo bozo (maiacore edit)

nyancrimew @ camp boneyard

trust in yourself

(re-mastered as of dec '23)

prod, written, & engineered by me
https://aaronkusnier.art/falling

feel so paranoid with everything
they told me pain is necessary to live
'cause if you don't know how to grow, what's the point of a heart?

only to break in several pieces?
i don't get what i'm feeling
i'm tired of all this healing, constantly
when everyone's leaving
stay inside for the season

i'll find a way, make it through, you'll see
can't find my place down on this old street
been searching for peace, tranquility
trust in yourself, fall forward, believe
when the sun sets, trust you'll remember me
screaming at our demons on this old street
took a while but we got through the debris
trust in yourself, fall forward, you'll see

you'll see, you'll see
fall forward, believe, believe

uncertain how to feel alright
re-learning how to sit down and cry
'cause one day you'll look back
thinking this leads one way when it does
but you don't know that right now
clueless to the facts all around
"how could you run away?"
they told me, "come and stay for a little bit longer"

i can't stay even if i wanted
i painted a target to the past
can't live in it anymore
closed a couple of doors
in hopes to grow and carry on
fall forward, believe

believe, believe
falling forward, falling forward
believe, believe
falling forward, fall forward

i'll find a way, make it through, you'll see
can't find my place down on this old street
been searching for peace, tranquility
trust in yourself, fall forward, believe
when the sun sets, trust you'll remember me
screaming at our demons on this old street
took a while but we got through the debris
trust in yourself, fall forward, you'll see

stream

Falling forward

fuck (0_0)
always tryna take my shit
how u gon feel when i go take your bitch?
(0_0) ion even gotta say shit
she comes to me when u be lackin on dick

smoke tht dope and i jus mind my business
u rode my wave and now u ridin my dick
WHY U scared of me, confrontation
but u got balls to talk all that shit

why these french hoes actin american
ridin in an all black like the president
how u rushin out ur art it aint makin sense
u tell ur friends im ur opp thats hilarious

man i dont got shit to prove, i got nothin more to say
if u go and beef wit ☆☆☆ then u better come and pay
i dont got no shit to lose, i got nothin more to say
if u go and fuck wit ☆☆☆ then u better come and

preacher (laniakea version)

almanac

saliva

let it get to ur head!!!!!! this song will be on my upcoming ep,, i hope u like it :3
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mastered by @liquidaden

my head

stream everywhere

a song that functions as a coping mechanism

maybe i'll leave home today and drive or walk around
i could meet some friends for dinner at a restaurant downtown
but something tells me it's a bad idea to outside
that little voice inside my head that whispers "you might die"

maybe i'll get out of bed and go down to the store
i could buy a couple candy bars or bleed out on the floor
i'm so prone to accidents and awkward little habits
i don't wanna leave my room, i wanna hide out in my attic

i am afraid of everything
i run away from everything

i think i'll go out tonight, and maybe see a movie
'cause there's so much to fear in life, but also so much beauty
i know that my condition is difficult, alright
but i'm sick of letting all my friends believe that they're disliked

so i'm gonna leave my house today
i'm gonna say all that i need to say
and i'll talk to strangers and compliment them
to prove to myself that i'm strengthened again

i am okay with everything
i'll be okay through anything

anxiety; self-reliance

A Walk In The Forest

Float.

Dummy 2015 art piece, I know you love that shit.

Courage (Demo)

The morning is here.

I wish that this track were more heartfelt and emotional but that's all I've got in this creative rut right now, so please stay on the line, your call is very important to us.

Birds Outside.

Thank you to tea for this amazing song. I know it's not an amazing cover, but I'm just glad I sang on it at all, despite hating my voice. But oh well, you gotta start somewhere. Thank you <3

Tea - Flower Store (Cover)

Vocals by my wonderful friend: @hndshake

you said youd never leave
I knew that it was it
and I don't like myself
so I'm confused to why you did
and often times I'm hurting
and things dont feel okay
but I forgive the sorrow
and I wait for better days

and anxious mental breakdowns
arent the things I'd like to save
but I know that without them
I would never be the same
and I dont really know
why I never feel okay
feels like everything I manage
always seems to slip away

and maybe thats the worst of it
I seem to never get
why I look into the mirror
and I always disconnect
I guess I have a soft spot
for the things I want to see
i guess I have a soft spot
for the things I'll never be

and I know there are better days
I'll wait for them to come,
I'll wait for all my friends
and Ill wait for all their love
I used to be obsessive
and It left me feeling dumb
cause I dont wanna change myself
to hate who I've become

ohhhhhh
better days will come
ohhhhhhh
theres no need to run
I know that its not done
but better days will come

Thank you to one of my best friends. I love you ******.

Better Days

mewatonin

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